#Drug Abuse Help
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as i get older i really do understand why people abuse substances now
#tw drugs#mentally unstable#trauma#tw depressing stuff#mental abuse#i wanna kms#i want to be okay#pls help me#i’m so tired of living#im so tired of being me#i want to end it all#mentally tired#tw depressing thoughts
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if you shit on people for being drug addicts then just know that i hate you.
#actually aspd#actually npd#aspd#npd#clusterb#actually mentally ill#actuallyaspd#actuallynpd#cluster b#actually bpd#bpd#actually borderline#actually narcissistic#actually antisocial#actuallybpd#actually schizophrenic#tw drugs#addiction#drug abuse#substance abuse#substance use disorder#mental illness#help drug addicts don’t demonise them#substance addiction#addict#addicts need help not stigma#mental heath support#mental health#actually cluster b#cluster b personality disorder
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the only way for me to tolerate people is by being on drugs.
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#bpd#bpd vent#kinda depressing#someone help#bpd thoughts#depressing quotes#tw depressing stuff#bpd feels#depressing life#drugs cw#drug addikt#tw drugs#dr0gs#drug relapse#drug blog#druggie#drug abuse#mentally drained#sorry for being depressing#depressiv#bpd safe#bpd stuff#actually bpd#sad thoughts#borderline personality problems#bpd problems#living with borderline#bpd culture is
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I feel alone and scared.
#aesthetic#beauty#drugblr#drug blog#xanned out#boyblogging#need friends#xanny make it go away#bpd thoughts#quite bpd#bpd vent#bpd obsession#actually bpd#bpd blog#bpd#bpd feels#alone with my thoughts#feeling alone#i hate it here#ask me anything#girls who do pills#s3lf hate#tw s3lf harm#cvtaddict#sh cvt#cvutting#pls help#su1c1d3#substance abuse#sorry for being depressing
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While I think Killer would never willingly smoke weed or drink alcohol (or ketchup since it pretty much does the same thing for his kind) because he wouldn't want to lose control over himself any more than he already does when Stage 3 or 4 kick in, I do think that Nightmare probably pushed him to in the past.
I don't think Chara would have just because Chara is, well... They're still a child. I don't think any of that stuff would have interested them, quite frankly. Especially when there were so many more interesting things to explore like murder. And Royal roleplay.
Nightmare, however, is a different kind of beast. And, personally, I like to think that with every Killer he'd try a different strategy to keep them tied to him (anything as long as he doesn't have to work on himself and start treating people with kindness). One of those strategy was bound to be chemical dependency. Get Killer high or drunk often enough that he struggles to without, but not enough that he's completely unusable in battle.
I think ultimately this strategy would prove to be more of a hassle than anything. Nightmare needs to procure too many resources, and it's not worth it to have only a barely functioning weapon anyway.
But, hey, you can't make discoveries without some unethical experiments, am I right?
#nightmare sans#killer sans#something new chara#utmv#utmv headcanons#corrupted nightmare sans#cw abuse#cw drugs#cw alcohol#I'm now also imagining nightmare just discarding this killer somewhere#he's a failed experiment#he's not worth the time to 'fix him up' (help him overcome his addiction)#it's better to just start over#man...#just thinking about it I kinda wanna strangle nightmare...
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You make me so angry and you make me sad
You’re so concerned about a future you don’t have
Far from what you can achieve, close to a body bag
Some people love seeing life, you love to see it pass
So cloudy and no one can make it clear
You don’t know what to do with your career
Family talks of fallback plans you don't wanna hear
School graduate drug addict kid who wants to disappear
The friends you had I thought they were great
The friends you hold onto are the ones that I hate
Everything you borrow, nothing you repay
You’d fuck up someone’s week to be high for 1 day
You don’t even try, you just give up on your goals
You dread the day success comes close
I really hope that you don’t overdose
The world didn’t watch you grow just to watch you go
Young adults are all confused, you are not alone
So many stars that collapse into black holes
Some of those people you used to know
I think you should take it slow before you implode
You can’t control everything, you weren’t meant to
I don’t think that the universe hates you
Be yourself and do what you love to do
Take it from someone who had to die to see that life is beautiful
You will struggle, things won’t always work
This dance with death will only make it worse
You want to change, believe in yourself first
Eventually you will find your place on this earth
#mental health#mental illness#drugs#anger#fear#lean#dark poetry#addiction#depressing poetry#dark poem#poetry#poeticstories#spilled ink#poets of tumblr#lost in my 20s#bipolar#borderline personality disorder#anxiety#hopelessness#feelings#substance abuse#get help#inspirational quotes#dont give up#emo#goth#bad parents#bad breakup
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fuck i texted him fuck fuck fuck i’m so stupid like what the fuck fuck fuckkkKKKk im stupid
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#sadgirl#depressing shit#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#sad thoughts#self h@rm#suic1de#bpd stuff#substance addiction#substance abuse#shitpost#anxienty#addiction#please help#tw depressing thoughts#girls who do hard drugs#tw drugs#wtf#disordered eating mention#ed culture
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should i fake bein sick n call off of work? i cant stop rubbin my clit n wishin someone would cum n take me away from all this n make me their cocksleeve… make me realize that i’ll always be a girl, no matter how hard i try.
i need a dom to tell me what to do, i cant make any decisions right now 🥺
#cnc kidnapping#cnc k!nk#b0ndage#forced feminized#humiliation kink#cnc drugging#r@pe threats#mommy k!nk#domme mommy#daddy k!nk#bd/sm daddy#bd/sm mommy#feminization kink#fakeboy#detrans#detrans kink#patriarchy kink#abuse k1nk#degradation k1nk#please help#bimbo hypnosis#bimbofied#dumb puppy#dumbification#degrade and humiliate me
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🚬i hate you so much sometimes i wish you'd die...
Marcato Scott-Tanaka. age: 27-early 30s ish gender: cis male nationality: american ethnicity: haitian, japanese occupation: drug dealer
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 screenshots#ts4 screenies#kristen's.sims#*scottfamilygp#nh: evergreen harbor 🌳#s: marcato scott-tanaka#the older cousin!#he's elspeth's nephew.#in which she doesn't really like (well more so disappointed) because of his addiction to drugs & infidelity.#she's tried helping him but due to trauma/background issues. he's sadly taken advantage of her help.#he really only goes to his aunts house to see his cousins (which she also doesn't like 😭 but she quietly objects)#he likes doting on ringo because marcato actually has two kids himself. however he's never got to meet any of them.#his firstborn was a teen pregnancy and his most recent kid. he lost custody/unable to see him due to the drug addiction & being evicted.#he shares this apartment with his roommate. she's a gamer/youtuber.#dropped out. GED + did college for a short time.#he likes her vibe i guess.#flynn likes marcato! he's just scared of him 😭#cw: drugs#cw: drug abuse
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when even the drugs don’t make you forget
#i really hate myself#i need more drugs#time to get on harder substances#guy i hate myself so much it’s not even funny#idk i’m sad i’m sorry#idk what else to do#i’m so tired of living#i’m so sleepy#tw drugs#drug abuse#i’m getting ready to relapse#depression relapse#mentally unstable#tw depressing stuff#trauma#i wanna kms#tw depressing thoughts#i want to be okay#mentally tired#this account is a cry for help pls help me
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"There were a couple of scenes we tweaked quite a bit, particularly one where Lindsay, her boss, takes her home. And it's one of my favourite scenes in the show, actually.
And I think because it is so ambiguous, because it is never commented on after, you couldn't put a scene like that into a modern day show without having some repercussion for it, or having her have a conversation about the specifics of that. But we very, very specifically did not want to do that, we wanted to simply present it. And then the audience has to live with it. And that's the uncomfortable part that they're living with." Anna Torv [x]
THE NEWSREADER | 1.02 "Once in a Lifetime"
#Anna Torv#William McInnes#Helen Norville#Lindsay Cunningham#The Newsreader#i didn't quite get it the first time i watched that scene#all i knew was that it DID make me very uncomfortable because i picked up on the body language#lindsay seemed almost helpful yet helen was giving out serious red flags 😭#another INCREDIBLY acted scene#i hate lindsay so much#anyone who finds him redeemable in any way needs to check themselves#he is VILE VILE VILE#look at her 😭#she's absolutely vulnerable and he drugged her with valium then made her drink#tw coercion#tw implied abuse#no idea how to tag this please dm me if you think i should add more tags#gifs*#mine#newsreader gifs*#1.02 Once in a Lifetime
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Constantly obsessing and fixating on specific Tumblr blogs but knowing you'll never be confident to message them without sounding like a desperate victim :(
#theres so many help#cnc kidnapping#intox cnc#cnc stalking#knife k!nk#knifeplay#intox kink#impact kink#rough cnc#snvff k!nk#cnc drugging#n3crophilia#snvffbait#r@pe kink#abuse k1nk
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i can’t function normally without drugs.
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#someone help#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#depressing quotes#druggie#drug addikt#tw drugs#drug abuse#drug blog#dr0gs#mentally drained#drug relapse#bpd vent#bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts
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I need FUCKING XANAX!!!!!!!
#aesthetic#beauty#drug blog#xanned out#xanny make it go away#drugblr#boyblogging#drugs cw#drugcore#tw disordered eating#i need to lose so much weight#quite bpd#bpd vent#bpd obsession#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd#bpd life#bpd shit#bpd splitting#tw ed but not sheeran#sh cvt#sh tumblr#send help#nicole dollanganger#tw depression#substance abuse
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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.
#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions#and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself#so i probably deserve it#but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant#it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it#and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad#i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain#and the worst part is it always works#realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade#i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16#my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am#and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores#it went on for months one summer#then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22#only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died#i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief#the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible#once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho#it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade#and my parents fueled so much of it#‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED#crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up#idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.
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Does anybody else feel like mental health awareness has done very little to help them in material reality
#i was gonna say done nothing to help but that seemed too harsh#like there definitely is more knowledge about it now. maybe more people feel comfortable speaking about it which is good#but personally i don't feel that. like idk. workplaces will post about mental health awareness and then do nothing to help employees#the same w universities. my uni cut back the already meager mental health support#and then the government is doing absolutely fuck all as well#like idk im just back in a place i thought id gotten out of long ago and i still don't feel comfortable talking about it with people#maybe that's a me problem or maybe it's cultural or something idk. but in the 10 years ive been depressed (🫠) i don't think it's gotten a#whole lot better. teenagers are still dealing with the same shit i did and they're still not being taken seriously#women's mental health is not even spoken about.....anxiety depression sh eds etc are still ignored or seen as hysterical behaviour in women#or just normal esp with disordered eating. society hasn't changed people still want women to be stick thin and weak#like i know 10 years is a short time and there has been massive improvements in mh awareness if we look back over the past 50+ years#but idk i just think that it hasn't gotten better for a lot of people#i think specifically of belfast and like god. the amount of trauma there is the amount of homelessness the amount of substance abuse#drug abuse in particular that has gotten visibly worse over the past decade or so*#and i connect the dots n see the 2008 recession + a tory gov defunding the nhs + dehumanisation of homeless people & addicts + the troubles#+ ptsd + generational trauma + a negative peace + classism + paramilitary drug dealers + parties linked to those paramilitaries#and its like hmmmm i think we live in a society. and a mental health approach based on individual actions like journaling and meditation#isn't the way to go. or at least is not the be all and end all which is what a lot of mental health awareness raising seems to promote#*visibly worse on the streets. it was always a problem ofc but even a decade ago my parents never imagined it would be as bad as it is now#and it's become so normalised. i do think there's less individualism here than there seems to be elsewhere which can be good and can be bad#but i think we are becoming more and more individualistic. slowly. there's still a sense of community here but i do think it's changing#and callousness towards homeless people is one of the most obvious examples of this.#love when i put a wee asterisk in the tags of a post. like i have A Lot To Say lol
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