#3.11.2024

[nei-ning]

Heck weird and long dream from far away in the past, as shortly as I can write it. Some places were so weird I don't even try to describe them.

I don't remember beginning but at some point I'm standing at the open doorway which leads to a weird round shaped building, narrow one, but it's still one big open place. Like mall's central. Doorway is V shaped. I go through it, arriving to the central of the building. I'm on the first floor, there's second floor a bit above me. I'm not sure is there third floor or even more.

I see across me a big glass wall, round / curving, and behind it is water and some water plants. There's not much water tho. If I could enter there, I assume water would only reach to the half of my calf. Anyway! In the middle I see 2 sets of clothings. Both with colors red and black. They look like they just have been tossed there. But I also notice dark brown-red hair there mixed in the pile with someone else. It doesn't take more than few seconds when I realize I'm looking at the hair style which is perfect match to Kagami's!

I BURST into tears and run more closer to the class wall, staring down at the clothes and hair. Sure thing, it looks like there's Kagami's body floating on top of other body. I just can't believe it! My heart hurts and I refuse to believe it's Kagami so I start to go from place to place in this building, searching for him.

In every place I keep calling Kagami, always getting hopeful when seeing someone familiar but getting disappointed when the person wasn't Kagami after all. This is exhausting while also crying the whole time.

I end up to subway station and I stop for a moment to take out something from my bag, leaving this red/black scale printed little pouch on the ground behind me. Only few seconds go past and someone has steal this little pouch from me! I hear female voice saying "it's here". The voice comes from the train but I don't make it since it leaves. Not only that but ALL my personal stuffs were in that bag. Phone, wallet, passport etc. I'm starting to panic. I start to walk back and forth in this station, yelling to the voice where is it and luckily it always replies. It's not friendly female voice, tho. You can feel the sneaky evilness in it. But it's huge relieve it didn't go with the train!

Eventually 3 women, weird ones, being fully black circles around me. I know these are not humans. I mean they are black completely so I can't even tell where the clothing ends and where skin starts. Tallest one leans towards me, saying something. I reply with tears I want and need my pouch back since all my valuable things are in it. I can lose all my money from bank account, my ID, everything.

I don't remember her reply but her mouth spread and then wide opens sideways, inner mouth opening vertical way. Her mouth is amazingly red. It shows so well from the blackness of her's.

I'm not sure did I get my pouch bag, but I assume so, but I think in return those 3 women wanted something but I wasn't gonna have it since next I'm heading down on wide iron staircase inside the building. I go down rather fast, coming across with a man. I ask or tell him about Kagami (is he dead or alive) and the guy either looked confused or knew where I should look for. Can't remember that so well.

Eventually I come to the place where's people (few only) and I see someone standing across me further away. He is back towards me but I see familiar hair style. It is Kagami. Or should be! I'm still unsure but at the same time I want to let myself believe it's actual Kagami, that he's alive and well after all.

More longer I stare his back, see him move and gesture with his hands as he speak with others (probably his player team mates), the more sure of him being Kagami I become. I start to cry in relief as I rush to him, hugging him tight while rubbing my face against his chest. I keep crying, telling him how happy, relieved and grateful I am he is alive. I keep repeating this like a mantra to him. I just can feel him radiating mild but gentle warmth while smiling gently down at me.

I woke up when mom came home. I honestly hear all the way to the bedroom, when her key goes in the lock and opens the door. She will never be able to sneak home, haha :'D (downside of being light sleeper, tho...)

[godsnameisjoy]

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Date: 3 November 2024

Duration: 53 minutes at 10:39 PM

Depth:

I just about got away from the absolute surface of being aware of every sound in the room. At some point in the meditation I found some depth. At some point, I was away from giving my attention to my immediate surroundings.

I was happy to experience a handful of spinal vibrations. My hearing wasn’t interiorised. And I wasn’t sleepy after meditation despite it being a day of travel.

[phototagebuch]

3.11.2024

[eeglamourcuatro]

3.11.2024

[spawnshop]

More Parsimonious based clothing! I ended up modifying the original textures by Happy Moon Belly and Kate pretty heavily, so I encourage you to check out the originals if you're looking for something more vibrant and fun! :D Enabled for female ya-adult, everyday and swimwear. EP1 required.

Original clothing at Parsimonious (pages 44, 45, 48)

[ DOWNLOAD ] updated 3.11.2024

[andreisvechnikov]

3.11.2024📍Backyard Bistro

[kyspleaseimbegging]

My artistic vision if Jimbalaya was a neon evangelion genesis fan.

(3.11.2024)

[petewentz-]

3.11.2024 okc

[deathofacupid]

ᴛᴏᴍ ʜᴏʟʟᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ

「 inbox | OPEN 」 ☆ 「 requests | OPEN 」

angst: ✮ fluff: ♡ hurt/comfort: ○ spicy/smut: ➳

series:

none yet!

drabbles/concepts:

lip plumper - you play a silly, harmless prank on tom. (♡)

red (tw: su1c1de) - you love him, he loves her. and it's too late by the time he changes his mind. (✮)

hair - you love his hair, so he might as well use it to his advantage. (♡)

polar opposites, yet quite the same (tw: sh) - you and tom are clearly not the same, and really only one thing would make you anything like him. (✮)

headcanons:

none yet!

oneshots:

all you had to do was stay - you love tom, and you wished that would have been enough to make him stay. (✮)

prom and the public (college!reader) - prom is obviously something you want to attend, but showing up without a date isn't very cool. good thing? you're dating the one and only tom holland. bad thing? you haven't gone public with the one and only tom holland. (♡)

stomy weather - right after an arguement with tom, you find yourself quaking during a storm. (✮♡○)

haircuts - for some reason, you let tom cut your hair. (♡)

perfect (famous!reader) - you've just got back from tour, and tom's the first one waiting at the airport. (♡)

updated 3.11.2024

[nei-ning]

Another old dream! This is so weird to have this many dreams AGAIN! But I'm glad I went to take a nap :D

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I'm with my ex friend and some anime guy. He feels familiar but I never see his head or face well enough to actually recognize him. We venture somewhere, eventually I getting lost from them. I come in the room where I hear woman tell a story via speaker. She sounds older, speaking in Japanese. She repeats this one part over and over again until I finally focus on it. I hear her say "Kannikka" and Lu Xun. I focus now even harder, finally understanding she's telling a story of it how Gan Ning and Lu Xun are there too! I get super happy and excited! I want to meet them! Now story teller changes, being young woman now. I listen it and she tells the same part but uses Gan Ning instead of Kannikka (which is a nickname I gave to him decades ago).

I go out of the room for few seconds but when I return, there's a man walking away. He has grayish green little cape but otherwise he is very similar. I feel happiness and relieve overtake me as I yell "Master Gan Ning!" He stops and turns around, looking a bit surprised - in a good way. I can't with the situation anymore so I burts into tears, run to him and hug him so darn hard! I cry against his right shoulder, burying my face deeper. I feel my hands grabbing tighter on his naked shoulder blades under the cape. I keep crying my eyes out as I keep telling him how relieved I am, how happy I am to finally found him but most of all, how scared of letting go I am. I don't want to lose him again / he disappearing. He is not holding me back but I know he's smiling down on me. He gets it all.

However, he does disappear and I am reunited with my friend and the anime guy - only ending up being captured by some pirate kind of people :'D

We are taken in pirate ship which actually floats in the air! We are in tiny storage room where's some wine barrels etc. I sit at the end of the room, to my left in front of me is my friend and the guy is to my right almost at the other end of the room. At the left corner I see stairs going up.

Someone comes to pick us up, starting to lead the way. I'm last in line as we come out, heading towards S shaped little stairs which would take us in another small room, but it's also open in a way. It's on the deck. There plays very happy music with fast tempo and I hear someone singing in Japanese. A bit high male voice. I ask my friends to stop so that I can listen. Smile start to spread on my face!

"That's Gan Ning singing! I recognize Hiroaki Miura's voice!"

They both give me a bit asking look but as we finally enter the room, my ex friend realizes I was right. From this room, via its big opening on the wall across us, we can see and hear Gan Ning singing and dancing on the deck all around. He is having fun with his crew! At one point he turns, sees me and flashed me so bright wide smile with so happy expression that I can't take it, haha! :'D I feel like I'm gonna die, my heart burst, so I try to hide by facing a wall to my left.

The man who brought us here comes to announce that the captain would come to see us shortly, asking us to sit down. I sit down on this tiny wooden bench from the spot where I've been standing. Now I'm facing the open wall with my back, exist being on my left further away. My friend sits on the other end of the bench, anime guy on a chair further away.

Gan Ning, indeed, does come to see us. Instantly, when he enters the room, "Lambada" by Kaoma from late 80's / my childhood (note I LOVE this song!) starts to play, Gan Ning moving with the rhythm with a smile on his face. I take a quick look of him since I'm still feeling so overwhelmed in so good way about him. He is constantly smiling from ear to ear, he's wearing white T-shirt, on top of it is dark gray suit's shirt and on top of it is black vest, he's wearing slim black pants (like leggings) with black modern shoes. Otherwise he's looking like DW8 form. Of course his hair is almost blond, tho! And, he is wearing sunglasses!

He happily greets the anime guy who just nods (he never says anything), then my friend and then he spots me. He lifts his sunglasses off and he has THE MOST BEAUTIFUL brown eyes I've ever seen! Small, but so bright, so filled with happiness, warmth and joy. Tho, when his eyes go lower on me, he stops smiling widely, hand still holding sunglasses up.

"Is that really all what you're wearing?"

I now realize my outfit is NOT most appealing, to anyone. I have socks or shoes, light grayish moss green colored long wool skirt and as a shirt I've the top part of my red bathrobe. Not flattering but I admit I've nothing else.

Gan Ning goes all: "Tsk, Tsk, Tsk, Tsk. That won't do."

He walks away, starting to play with his hair / brushing it and then checking his make-up.

"What's the point of having beauty if you won't let anyone take care of it and show it?"

I realize he is preferring to a professional barber etc. who all can do magic with their skills by changing your look with new hair cut and so on.

"So, who wants to go with me?"

I realize again what he means. He is taking us to a barber if any of us wants to go. I instantly lift my hand while feeling a bit embarrassed.

"Master Gan Ning, I would like to go!" He turns to look at me as I pull my hair out under my shirt, starting to stroke my long ponytail.

"I do love my long hair. It's pretty and all but it's also boring, always the same and hard to keep in that sense it always gets stuck."

Gan Ning stops brushing his own hair, putting a hand mirror down. He comes to me and takes a hold of my hair, letting his fingers slide down on it few times. He does say I've pretty hair but he agrees something needs to be done to it.

But before going to the barber, he wants to do me a make-up. On his ship you must look pretty in natural way with just little make-up. Just mascara and eyeliner. I sit perfectly still, eyes closed as he works on doing black lines to my eyes. His hand is so steady, pressure gentle. You know he has done this many times before, haha!

His thoughts, which I can see as a picture in a bubble near his head, move on my lips. He wants to paint them slightly red and I'm instantly fine with that. However, he also wants to kiss them first before painting them. Sure, heck, kiss me! I don't mind! Second dream anyway where he has wanted to kiss me! :D

But no, no kiss, no new haircut or new clothes since I woke up - thanks to some neighbor's friend who had to "play" with his loud car, giving it more gas loudly while driving around the area like mad (because it's slippery here now so young male drivers ALWAYS like to drive this way, making their car slide).

[winnythanawin]

-- P'Don ig story 3.11.2024 with Winny & Satang at We Are Forever Fancon Taipei

[bisnes-socks]

i made a masterpost of my kä and jo music analysis posts so far, mostly for my own cross referencing purposes but if anyone wants to find them, here they are!

Vocals in CCC and Ready to Go (answer to an ask, written 6.11.2024)

Käärijä

Sex = money (written 7.11.2024)

Mic Mac (answer to an ask, written 6.11.2024)

Kot kot (written 6.11.2024)

Bananas (written 5.11.2024)

Takavoltti is super finnish (written 4.11.2024)

Ready to go (written 3.11.2024)

Takavoltti (not my original post, this link is to a reblog in my blog with my added thoughts and analysis) (written 2.11.2024)

Autiomaa (written 1.11.2024)

Bonus: Autiomaa video feels / mologue about Käärijä's cultural impact (written 1.11.2024)

Joker Out

Bluza (written 27.9.2024)

Everybody's waiting (written 24.7.2024)

Šta bih ja composition talk (written 13.7.2024)

Šta bih ja drum talk (written 12.7.2024)

[grubym0tyl3k]

bc 3.11.2024

jest zle xd, bmi 21.50? okolo i sory za jakosc na lapku zdj robione

[fitnessgeekandcoffeefreak]

3.11.2024.

Can I just say how much I hate sitting? Traveling is bad enough. But, 5 hours in a car and then 2 days of sitting in a conference for 8 hours, then back in the car again. . . . . Horrible. I could never have a desk job 😆

Many miles and lots of movement put in today, that's for sure.

[lecouchpotat0]

3.11.2024. || Sunday

Hello lovely people I hope you're all doing well🩷

◇ Study time: 4h 17min

Finally sat down and did some bio, I've been putting it off for ages

Grinded math

◇ Next week I have 30min lessons instead of 45 (yipeee 🙌) which means school ends at 11:40 instead of 14:45!!! It's perfect because I need more time to study math

◇ Workout (image above) - Le Sserafim workout day 2!!! I'm SO SORE from yesterday 😭but I pushed through. I stretched after the workout so hopefully I won't be as sore tomorrow

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📚Currently reading: Kingdom of Ash (Throne of Glass #7) - Sahra J. Maas (progress: 16/981 pages)

[zostawcie-mnie]

[3.11.2024] - wieiad

Cals: 610c

P: 55g F: 14g C: 71g

Fast: 17h

Nie trackuje spalonych kalorii bardzo dokładnie, więc nie będę ich nawet podawać

Startuję fasta o 17, jeśli będę musiała zjeść obiad po szkole to pewnie do 16 go przytrzymam, a jak uda mi się ominąć to zjem kolację i będzie ponad 24 godzinki - chyba, że to też pomine :)