#02. ↣『 self 』

[wizaruart]

SYSTEM NOTIFICATION fem!Bingqiu au, characters get into the original world

The system issues a new quest and throws user 02 into the original body, and as a nice bonus sends the main character with the user

The goal of the quest is to return to the PIDW server Good luck with completing the side storyline

[aonik]

The recent movie was so cool I had to draw something!

[asoftepiloguemylove]

WE SHOULD JUST KISS LIKE REAL PEOPLE DO

Marie Howe "Walking Home," Magdalene Poems // Mo Xiang Tong Xiu Heaven Official's Blessing (via Alpha Coders) // Florence + the Machine Cosmic Love // Hozier Work Song // Mo Xiang Tong Xiu Heaven Official's Blessing (via weibo) // Coldplay Sparks // Brenna Yovanoff The Replacement // Mo Xiang Tong Xiu Heaven Official's Blessing (via Wallpapers.com) // Hans Christain Anderson // Richard Siken Crush // Mo Xiang Tong Xiu Heaven Official's Blessing (via panda_colada) // Madeline Miller The Song of Achilles // Leah Horlick For Your Own Good

[gengernoway]

⠀✦、DISSOUNDEAD：DIS-02

A dissodic label for people who involuntarily think they are in some way or form undead, this is not limited to creatures like zombies, more-so that the person thinks they lived once but are now dead and still breathing. This term is incredibly against transitioning and does not support TransIDs. ( or the radqueers related to them ) Made with people with psychosis or any schizospec disorder in mind.

⠀✦、TAGGING：@radiomogai @dissodic-archive

[ PT : dissoundead: dis-02, a dissodic label for people who involuntarily think they are in some way or form undead, this is not limited to creatures like zombies, more-so that the person thinks they lived once but are now dead and still breathing. this term is incredibly against transitioning and does not support transIDs. ( or the radqueers related to them ) made with people with psychosis or any schizospec disorder in mind. tagging radiomogai and dissodic archive, check our interact with caution oomf. End of PT ]

[ thanks to webby-mogai for helping us with the frilly dividers ID ]

[landmineboyfriend]

kan / rust 🇹🇷 ♱ 18 ♱ moved 9/10/24 ♱ bloodpusrust on discord

rust moodboard ❤️

[krillgarden]

drawing asukas instead of writing my essay

[niamh-oshea]

No amount of books, videos or advice could've prepared me for how painful active labour truly was. Let alone childbirth.

So, when I told Isaac that I wanted to give birth without any more morphine, let alone a drop of the highly tempting epidural, I could understand his apprehension. But I wanted my body to do what it was made to do. What I had been preparing for it to do.

My pregnancy had not always been smooth sailing. During my first trimester, my morning sickness was round the clock. And my second trimester didn't leave me glowing. Instead, every day was a battle with my raging hormones and how they strongly affected my mood and emotions. And although all the physical sickness eventually settled by the time my third trimester rolled around, a childhood bully had decided to make yet another unwelcome appearance once again, tormenting me like he had done many times before. Except this time was his worst yet.

Somehow, he had gotten access of my computer, and of my hard drive. Finding where I keep mine and Isaac's most intimate sexctapes, he threatened to distribute it to shame me. The mental and emotional toll it took on me had its physical consequences, urging my OBGYN to put me on strict bed rest. Meanwhile, enraged, Isaac took charge of hiring the best lawyer in the country to fight our battle for us.

I'm afraid to admit that, for a while, I did feel ashamed. But more than that, I was beyond terrified. The repurcussions are endless if a sextape was to be exposed. The damage it could do to a career I worked so damn hard for. And what of my Isaac and his family? It could ruin their high reputation in mere minutes. But the Bourdins' lawyer was worth every cent they paid him, successfully silencing my bully forever and managing to keep our dignity in tact.

Still, it was difficult to find complete peace. The fact that he had seen our videos, even if he couldn't distribute them like he wanted to, made me feel violated. That was, until I talked to my sister-in-law, Annie. She managed to calm me down enough to show me a different perspective I never saw before.

I should own it, she said. There's nothing to be ashamed of. And she's so damn right. The sextape may show us at our most intimate moments but it was of me and Isaac — the man I love, the man I've been with for almost two years now, living with, and having a child with. Though graphic, it was consensual. It showed two people in love in the throes of passion. And how could they shame me for that?

Since then, I've not stopped thinking of Annie's words. But it didn't really hit me until I was at the hospital already. It was then when I decided to own my entire childbirth experience, too. I no longer wanted to be dependent on morphine to ease my contractions. I wanted to feel every breath I took, and every ache that threatened to suffocate and break me from the inside.

So many times, I wanted to give up, thinking the pain would surely win over me. But Isaac, and the idea that we'd soon be meeting our baby, were what got me through it, only for him to remind me that at the end of the day, it was my body that ultimately what got me through to the othger side. What he doesn't realise is that it had everything to do with him, too, for always having loved me exactly as I am.

As a new mother, I'm learning to never again let anyone shame me for who I am or for how I love. And I'll be damned sure to teach our daughter, Eilidh, that too when the time comes.

[bitemedotmp3]

She hasn't seen Mika in a few days. Their schedules differ enough that sometimes they only see each other in passing, so it's not totally unusual. But around day three, Uzi finally thinks that something might be off. It can't have been something she did, right? And hopefully it wasn't V. Maybe it's just some human thing- she's still not totally sure how they work.

Still, three days is a long time. She gives a quick rap on Mika's door, leaning her audio sensors in. "Mika? You there? Wanted to make sure you weren't dead, or whatever."

Or maybe she's just not here? Or it could be Mika moved away and didn't tell her. Doesn't really sound like her, but they weren't especially close. If she is here, maybe this is a chance to amend that a bit.

Let's try again. "Wanna see what I looked like as a bird? Got some cool pics of that whole freaky thing that happened. I got to try food, that was... interesting? I dunno, maybe I'm just not used to tasting things."

More silence, and Uzi shrugs. "Well, uh. Let me know if you're... Around, I guess. Or even just alive. If you're dead can I have your room? Just gonna use it for storage."

@witchoftrinity

[sergeantjessi]

Watching the WoW Hardcore Day 5 vod and this interaction made me laugh harder than it should have:

(A children's choir singing Yerushalayim is playing)

Doug: "What are we listening to? What is going on?"

Chat: "It's jewish one direction"

[stromuprisahat]

Aleksander: “Perhaps now you're getting an inkling of what it's like to be hunted. But you still have no idea what it means to fake countless deaths, to have to reinvent yourself after every rebirth, to lose every loved one to sickness, desperation, hate, and time.”

Alina: “Is this how you justify your actions? Your loneliness? A wound that won't heal?”

Aleksander: “You've yet to see the full shape of things. My Alina, you live in a single moment. I live in a thousand.”

Alina: “You're already dead.”

I might be getting old, but one of the qualities I appreciate most about characters is empathy. When you show me “villain”, who has plenty of it, and “heroine”, who has none, it’s an easy enough choice for me. And I WON’T be rooting for her.

Aleksander lived through countless horrors, but he doesn’t make it about himself, he’s telling Alina it’s awaiting her too. He’s warning her. She hears only excuses for perceived wrongs and doesn’t concern herself with future that far.

Alina’s the one to drag Darkling’s “actions” into conversation, but the fact those were designed with certain goal in mind doesn’t matter. Somehow the end of wars is about Sasha’s loneliness. I fail to see how...

Alina calls Aleksander “dead”, yet he’s the one who keeps sacrificing his lives for his people. If he were as heartless as she wants to believe, he could simply fuck off to trip over the world instead of dealing with blind, stubborn, entitled smartass.

[a-box-full-of-eneco]

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[weishaupts]

ENDLESS EDITS OF ATHERA THORNE

[kyouka-supremacy]

Tbh Sigma just invented fourth wheeling as he stands to the side to whatever drama Dostoyevsky / Dazai / Chuuya have currently going on

[pigeonneaux]

Quant à toi Qu'en est-il quand toi, tu vois mon état?

[beginningobserver]

"DON'T COME NEAR ME!! PLEASE!!"

So yeah, the eye thing is a thing in this AU and could be a little different? Rui snaps at Ukkomon for doing something he didn't want. He didn't want Ukkomon's eye at all.

[cw: body horror; self-harm (kinda) in the text below]

Since Rui doesn't know what Ukkomon did to his parents in this AU version, he only reaches the limits of his tolerance for Ukkomon's "gifts" (the ones Rui didn't refuse because the boy thought it would make Ukkomon sad or "lose his only purpose in life") and just yells at Ukkomon out of a bunch of mixed feelings.

One, he got his eye hurt while he was trying to help the village he and Ukkomon were visiting, and one of the debris from the attack caught him off guard and hit his right eye. Two, Ukkomon acted without thinking twice, out of panic to be exact, and took off his own eye and magically slapped it in the boy's face.

Rui hated it SO MUCH because he didn't ask for it. He wonders if Ukkomon couldn't have done something more useful instead, like using that wish power to heal his eye or something.

And more importantly: Rui didn't want Ukkomon to literally destroy himself in order to help. Because that would make Rui feel terrible and regretful. The boy would think it was HIS fault.

He yells at Ukkomon out of stress, while the digimon has absolutely NO IDEA what to do now. The fact that Rui is angry and unhappy is the reason why he runs away, or more precisely, becomes invisible and hides his presence from everyone and everything.

Except that the eye can and will "activate" when Rui is in real danger, giving the poor kid a headache since the eye is not compatible with an organic human body, so…

Rui doesn't know what is happening because he can't control it, so he closes his normal eye (the other one he can't move or use at all) and just wishes that this headache will go away. And when it stops, whatever or whoever is threatening him is gone. No trace of anything. Are they getting away, or is the digi-eye just wiping out anything that tries to hurt him?!

No clue...

But this strange "protection" keeps him away from enemies. And maybe attract the attention of some unwanted people (hi Ken?)

[girlsfrom7-11]

mindless self indulgence + fans in los angeles during 2002 (x)