#02. ↣『 self 』

[wizaruart]

SYSTEM NOTIFICATION fem!Bingqiu au, characters get into the original world

The system issues a new quest and throws user 02 into the original body, and as a nice bonus sends the main character with the user

The goal of the quest is to return to the PIDW server Good luck with completing the side storyline

[aonik]

The recent movie was so cool I had to draw something!

[asoftepiloguemylove]

WE SHOULD JUST KISS LIKE REAL PEOPLE DO

Marie Howe "Walking Home," Magdalene Poems // Mo Xiang Tong Xiu Heaven Official's Blessing (via Alpha Coders) // Florence + the Machine Cosmic Love // Hozier Work Song // Mo Xiang Tong Xiu Heaven Official's Blessing (via weibo) // Coldplay Sparks // Brenna Yovanoff The Replacement // Mo Xiang Tong Xiu Heaven Official's Blessing (via Wallpapers.com) // Hans Christain Anderson // Richard Siken Crush // Mo Xiang Tong Xiu Heaven Official's Blessing (via panda_colada) // Madeline Miller The Song of Achilles // Leah Horlick For Your Own Good

[gengernoway]

⠀✦、DISSOUNDEAD：DIS-02

A dissodic label for people who involuntarily think they are in some way or form undead, this is not limited to creatures like zombies, more-so that the person thinks they lived once but are now dead and still breathing. This term is incredibly against transitioning and does not support TransIDs. ( or the radqueers related to them ) Made with people with psychosis or any schizospec disorder in mind.

⠀✦、TAGGING：@radiomogai @dissodic-archive

[ PT : dissoundead: dis-02, a dissodic label for people who involuntarily think they are in some way or form undead, this is not limited to creatures like zombies, more-so that the person thinks they lived once but are now dead and still breathing. this term is incredibly against transitioning and does not support transIDs. ( or the radqueers related to them ) made with people with psychosis or any schizospec disorder in mind. tagging radiomogai and dissodic archive, check our interact with caution oomf. End of PT ]

[ thanks to webby-mogai for helping us with the frilly dividers ID ]

[stromuprisahat]

Aleksander: “Perhaps now you're getting an inkling of what it's like to be hunted. But you still have no idea what it means to fake countless deaths, to have to reinvent yourself after every rebirth, to lose every loved one to sickness, desperation, hate, and time.”

Alina: “Is this how you justify your actions? Your loneliness? A wound that won't heal?”

Aleksander: “You've yet to see the full shape of things. My Alina, you live in a single moment. I live in a thousand.”

Alina: “You're already dead.”

I might be getting old, but one of the qualities I appreciate most about characters is empathy. When you show me “villain”, who has plenty of it, and “heroine”, who has none, it’s an easy enough choice for me. And I WON’T be rooting for her.

Aleksander lived through countless horrors, but he doesn’t make it about himself, he’s telling Alina it’s awaiting her too. He’s warning her. She hears only excuses for perceived wrongs and doesn’t concern herself with future that far.

Alina’s the one to drag Darkling’s “actions” into conversation, but the fact those were designed with certain goal in mind doesn’t matter. Somehow the end of wars is about Sasha’s loneliness. I fail to see how...

Alina calls Aleksander “dead”, yet he’s the one who keeps sacrificing his lives for his people. If he were as heartless as she wants to believe, he could simply fuck off to trip over the world instead of dealing with blind, stubborn, entitled smartass.

[a-box-full-of-eneco]

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[kyouka-supremacy]

Tbh Sigma just invented fourth wheeling as he stands to the side to whatever drama Dostoyevsky / Dazai / Chuuya have currently going on

[pigeonneaux]

Quant à toi Qu'en est-il quand toi, tu vois mon état?

[girlsfrom7-11]

mindless self indulgence + fans in los angeles during 2002 (x)

[beginningobserver]

"DON'T COME NEAR ME!! PLEASE!!"

So yeah, the eye thing is a thing in this AU and could be a little different? Rui snaps at Ukkomon for doing something he didn't want. He didn't want Ukkomon's eye at all.

[cw: body horror; self-harm (kinda) in the text below]

Since Rui doesn't know what Ukkomon did to his parents in this AU version, he only reaches the limits of his tolerance for Ukkomon's "gifts" (the ones Rui didn't refuse because the boy thought it would make Ukkomon sad or "lose his only purpose in life") and just yells at Ukkomon out of a bunch of mixed feelings.

One, he got his eye hurt while he was trying to help the village he and Ukkomon were visiting, and one of the debris from the attack caught him off guard and hit his right eye. Two, Ukkomon acted without thinking twice, out of panic to be exact, and took off his own eye and magically slapped it in the boy's face.

Rui hated it SO MUCH because he didn't ask for it. He wonders if Ukkomon couldn't have done something more useful instead, like using that wish power to heal his eye or something.

And more importantly: Rui didn't want Ukkomon to literally destroy himself in order to help. Because that would make Rui feel terrible and regretful. The boy would think it was HIS fault.

He yells at Ukkomon out of stress, while the digimon has absolutely NO IDEA what to do now. The fact that Rui is angry and unhappy is the reason why he runs away, or more precisely, becomes invisible and hides his presence from everyone and everything.

Except that the eye can and will "activate" when Rui is in real danger, giving the poor kid a headache since the eye is not compatible with an organic human body, so…

Rui doesn't know what is happening because he can't control it, so he closes his normal eye (the other one he can't move or use at all) and just wishes that this headache will go away. And when it stops, whatever or whoever is threatening him is gone. No trace of anything. Are they getting away, or is the digi-eye just wiping out anything that tries to hurt him?!

No clue...

But this strange "protection" keeps him away from enemies. And maybe attract the attention of some unwanted people (hi Ken?)

[salsflore]

jsyk your f/os adore you completely — every single inch of you, and there is not a single exception. they don’t care if you have chubby cheeks or a fat tummy or a big nose or stretch marks or obvious veins or hyperpigmentation or white hair or a skin condition or freckles on your face or crooked teeth or scars or literally whatever else! they love and are very much attracted to you, not the idealized version of yourself you or someone else wants you to be.

they don’t care if you think you look boring, or plain, or ugly, or maybe your fashion style is weird and your smile doesn’t look quite good in pictures, or maybe you have a weird laugh and and and- whatever! all those things you dislike about yourself? trust me when i say they couldn’t care less. you are, and always will be, infinitely desirable, valuable and attractive, especially to them.

and if you’re especially self concious, then just know that they’ll happily reassure you about it as many times as you need to hear it, okay? because they love you, and it’s important you learn to feel good about yourself. ♡

BANNER DESCRIBED IN ALT. TEXT

[koushirouizumi]

Digimon Adventure+02/tri./Kizuna/(+Adventure:) {2020 Reboot} + Digimon Adventure 02: The Beginning (+minimal Kizuna) A.M.V x “Apologize” {David Archuleta} Live Concert Version Featuring Characters/Duos/Ships: + {+2020!}/{Kizuna!}KOUTAI, {02!}KENSUKE, (Implied/Former?/Un-requited??) YamaSoraTai/Yamachi, {briefly/+also from Yamato's end); Adventures Chosen; (Overall 02 Chosen-Leaning +Side KouxTai)

“I’m hearing 'what' you say…”

“Take a Fall {?}”–

“I Need you like a heart 'needs' a BEAT– … BUT that’s Nothing {N E W…}”

“{’XXXXX’} like the A N G E L…"

“IT’S TOO– (???)”

"...Ten feet..."

Comment: If you think I'M not in this CROWD somewhere, {despite the fact my voice is really soft 'irl'} you might just be Mistaken,,,,, (Also - This is my overall personal 'final thesis' on The Beginning.) {If you watch, please genuinely try to FOLLOW the themes presented.}

{Note: Tri Pt. #6 Bokura no Mirai/"Our Future" Spoilers, Major The Beginning Spoilers, (select scenes from opening, final battle, FINAL Post-credits scene at very end clip) + middle part Big spoiler (Rui’s eye & Ukkomon) {Notes: Eye Trauma/Injury; Blood}

Original Song © O.n.e.R.e.p.u.b.l.i.c Archuleta cover from AUGUST 1st 2009’s Sunrise, Florida Concert {“Hey O.P., can you explain that GAP in your blogs' hISTORY of this fANDOM—???”} [Do you hear 'THEM' here???]

*Edited in about 5 hrs 10~ min overall (Preparing for this however took at least four days of off-and-on out-lining) {Any final fix's will come in the future...!!}

{*Slightly LOUD/Low quality audio at points!!} (*Contains cheering, as its LIVE Ver.)

by Me/Hikari M. Productions @hikari-m/@koushirouizumi/@izzyizumi {DO NOT Repost} {DO NOT Copy} {DO NOT Reproduce my Work/Video Edits Without my Permission Under any Circumstances}

[weishaupts]

ENDLESS EDITS OF ATHERA THORNE body details

[fullcaps-ethan]

idc idc since daisuke and i have the same haircut we are automatically siblings. we are besties. we hate each other.

[stromuprisahat]

Aleksander: “I have no intention of hurting you. You must know that by now.”

Alina: “Forgive me if I don't take you at your word.”

Oh truly? When did he hurt you? When he upgraded your uncontrollable powers? Is that why you continue to do so by yourself now?

Aleksander: “I was honest about what mattered.”

Alina: “Like creating the Fold?”

The Darkling’s always as honest as possible, while not endangering himself and his goals. Makes sense. If you live as long as him, it would be immensely hard to keep track of the lies, so he’s just adjusting interpretations.

Alina’s list of concerns:

Mal

Destroying the Fold

Aleksander: “Your obsession with the Fold is naive. Destroying it won't solve Ravka's problems. They've hated us and hunted us long before the Fold existed. I was there. Now stop this, please. And come with me. We'll rule together side by side. I promised that you and I would change the world. And I intend to keep that promise.”

Not a single word that isn’t truth. I only wouldn’t offer her equality. She’s too short-sighted and inexperienced for that.

Alina: “That is never going to happen.”

Good. He should snatch Nikolai and marry him.

Aleksander: “How do you see this playing out? You and your Lantsov Prince happily ever after? Your faithful tracker curled up at the foot of your throne.”

I’m certain there would be no issues concerning possible heirs, since Nikolai paternity’s questionable, the line of succession should continue through him and people hate Grisha. I’m sure Sun Saint would be venerated enough for people to accept some deserter’s bastard on a throne.

Aleksander: “I have seen what you truly are, and I have never turned away. I never will. Can they say the same?”

Honey, you have some serious illusions about what she is. 

- Do you know what an imago is, Will? ... a term from the dead religion of psychoanalysis. An imago is an image of a loved one, buried in the unconscious, carried with us all our lives.

~ An ideal.

- The concept of an ideal...

Hannibal 02×13- Mizumono

Alina: “They're not the ones obsessed with power and control.”

Neither is he, but the writers didn’t get the memo...

Aleksander: “Power must be controlled. And you are playing a very dangerous game with it.”

Well, yes! She just bitched about her lack of control like five minutes ago! But we can’t have our heroine admit the Baddie’s right, can we?

Alina: “You don't want me to tear down the Fold, because if I do, I'll destroy the only thing you have left.”

I just looove Alina’s empathy. Aleksander let her in enough to show her what their lives look like after few lifetimes, and instead of her at least considering how will that affect her, she’s mocking him.

Aleksander: “Have it your way.”

Sorry, but at this point I want your heartless girlboss dead. Shame the Darkling doesn't.

[sigilsins]

“I’ve been waiting a lifetime to sink myself in you." — said ( @zobriezalarys ) daemon targaryen to rhaenyra targaryen.

She  arched  her  back  against  him,  revelling  in  the  hot  shiver  it  caused  in  her  as  she  felt  his  hardness.  Rhaenyra's  hands  moved  down  and  under  her  oversized  shirt,  sliding  his  where  they  rested  on  her  ribcage,  the  wall  was  somewhat  harsh  against  her  skin  but  so  cooling  against  the  heat  that  consumed  her,  the  heat  only  Daemon  inspired  in  her.  A  hand  reached  up  to  cup  the  back  of  his  neck,  drawing  his  lips  to  her  throat  where  just  the  sensation  of  his  breath  over  her  skin  had  caused  a  shiver.  It  was  bold  to  assume  no  one  would  see  them,  her  hair  tumbled  loose  and  identical  to  her  uncles,  even  dressed  plainly,  and  it  caused  her  heart  to  thud  heavily  in  her  chest.  It  shouldn't  make  her  grind  back  into  him  firmer,  but  it  does  —  the  sounds  around  them  were  an  erotic  soundtrack  as  she  turned  to  face  him,  reaching  up  to  chase  his  lips  for  a  needy  kiss.

Daemon's  weight  pressing  her  against  the  wall  steadied  her  as  she  jumped  a  little,  just  enough  to  wrap  her  legs  around  his  waist.  Rhaenyra  whined  against  his  lips,  the  words  running  through  her  until  she  felt  them  in  her  bones  and  she  pressed  her  body  closer  against  him.  There  was  nobody  else  she  could  see  giving  herself  too,  maybe  this  would  force  her  father's  hand  and  he'd  let  them  wed.  Maybe  someone  should  see  them,  the  princess  shuddered  and  bit  at  his  lip  on  a  soft  moan. "Daemon," her hips rocked against him, "I want you. You knew that before I did."  Rhaenyra  forced  her  hand  between  them,  pushing  away  fabric  to  finish  pulling  at  the  lacings  of  his  trousers,  she  wanted  to  feel  him, and feel him buried inside her, feel what it felt like to be whole. Her fingers slipped beneath the fabric, grazing frustratingly against Daemon's cock, almost teasingly by accident, not quite able to reach fully between them — and not sure what exactly she wanted to do anyway.  All Rhanyrea knew was that she'd  been  waiting  for  this  since  he  finally  noticed  her...  finally  saw  her, since she figured out what exactly desire was.  She whined urgently against his lips as she moved her hand over the hard muscle of his lower abdomen, nails grazing white-pink lines. And, almost  as  though  she  was  sure  that  this  moment  would  slip  away  if  she  didn't  speak  now. Rhaenyra continued quietly, finding his eyes and revelling in the way their gaze met again caused her breath to hitch in excited anticipation in her throat,  "I'm tired of waiting, aren't you?"