#>> crocodile colors huhu

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⠀✦、DISSOUNDEAD：DIS-02

A dissodic label for people who involuntarily think they are in some way or form undead, this is not limited to creatures like zombies, more-so that the person thinks they lived once but are now dead and still breathing. This term is incredibly against transitioning and does not support TransIDs. ( or the radqueers related to them ) Made with people with psychosis or any schizospec disorder in mind.

⠀✦、TAGGING：@radiomogai @dissodic-archive

[ PT : dissoundead: dis-02, a dissodic label for people who involuntarily think they are in some way or form undead, this is not limited to creatures like zombies, more-so that the person thinks they lived once but are now dead and still breathing. this term is incredibly against transitioning and does not support transIDs. ( or the radqueers related to them ) made with people with psychosis or any schizospec disorder in mind. tagging radiomogai and dissodic archive, check our interact with caution oomf. End of PT ]

[ thanks to webby-mogai for helping us with the frilly dividers ID ]

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Love Entry #1

It’s already 2:08 AM and I can’t stop thinking about you. Is it because I can’t stop worrying about you? Is it because you’re such a cutie? or is it because I simply love you?

But let’s start it off bc I am seriously worried about you, love. I know, you know, jealousy and stuff. I don’t really know what’s happening inside your brain but I completely understand. If you think that I would leave you because you’re being possessive, then no. You’re being the ‘boyfriend’ that you are. (Kinda overwhelmed because you’re actually scared of losing me huhu.) If you think that I would go off running to some other guy, then no. I will never ever never ever never ever go to somebody else. You’re all I need, love. You are my ideal guy, remember? I will never get tired of you. If you think that I would be raped or whatna because I’m gonna wear whatever I want in Manila, then no. I’m gonna make sure, ayt? I’m gonna buy myself some pocket knife and pepper spray. Also, I won’t use the pocket knife for cutting myself. I promise. If I have something heavy in my chest, I will directly tell it to you. No more denying. So, those are the only ~theories~ I have for you to overthink about. I’m really worried, love. I’m sorry if I triggered it in some kind of way. I’m sorry if was being jealous (ha, you got me), i’m just really scared, okay? I don’t wanna lose you. I want you. I need you. I love you and I don’t know what’s going to happen if you slipped away from me. I’m sorry :{

Here we go about you being the cutest crocodile I have ever seen. It’s kinda hard to believe when people call you cute or handsome but loveeee, istg, you are cute and freaking handsome (asdfghjkl ♡) I know you have flaws, like your teeth, your skin color and whatever you’re conscious about but who the fuck cares? Like I said, you’re a work of art. (please refer to the letter I gave you :p) I appreciate every little thing that you have and I love all of the things that you hate about your self. So go ahead, wear your precious body fit clothes and flaunt your body. I don’t care anymore, I just want you to be happy. Never ever compare yourself to other people, okay? Everybody is unique on their own ♡

Lastly, I love you. I don’t know how to explain it because words are not enough but let me just say hhskwkquslwhalziawlskalhalzhaowpoahq. You don’t know how much you make me feel giddy when I’m with you. It’s driving me crazy huhu. I love how you try to imitate me when I pout like gosh, what a cutie. It makes me wanna cry because I am so blessed. When you sing, I don’t knooow anymore huhu. I have a guy who respects me, loves me, supports me and wHO IS MUSICALLY INCLINED. Seriously, I don’t know what to say anymore. My love is everything. He’s such an angel. I miss hugging him. I wanna cover his face with kisses. I loooooooooove you so much, Miguel.

Here’s another entry for my love. I hope it uplifts your soul for even a tiny bit because I want you to be happy.