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brienne but she's wearing 1949 cocteau's beauty and the beast inspired fit!!! this is the inspo pic i used if ur curious.
gonna be posting more of this redesign thing (and also jaime's ver) some time in the future but i just wanted to share this one <3
#brienne of tarth#asoiaf#mine.#u know literally just as i finished colouring this i found that some theater made an opera version of this batb#and they made belle's dress BLUE...which is a win for me and also not bc they made it light blue#but here it's supposed to be velvet.. idk if it comes across as velvet but that's the fabric of choice lol.#but im gonna ramble because i really like the concept... i love brienne in pearls!! i feel like pearls will be her jewellery of choice#and i talked abt this before in some post but i think tarth regalia would have a lot of pearls just bc they're an island#and i think they would export pearls alongside marble lol#i love brienne in silver and pearls BUT the reason why the flower thing on her cape is gold bc in the film#the pearl chain was actually a gift from the beast. so she's wearing jaime's gift. and i made the cape more silvery white (leaning on white#to resemble his cloak so it's like... jaime gifting her his white cloak..... hihihIHIHIhhihihihihi......#tbh i drew that concept before too BUT I JUST LIKE IT!!!!!!!! i want it to happen actually....please....thank u..#also the feathers in her hair is bc i want to accessorize her in a brienne way BUT ALSO supposed to be like the plumes knights wore in thei#helm. she's wearing trousers in the fit btw only the upper half of the design is based on beauty but the silhouette mimics beasts' more.#but anyway i really like this design!! bc it's a bit ott but also not in a way that seems out of character for her? idk LOL
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i'm having hyperfixation drought so i did what i did best and created a crossover episode
#trafficblr#life series#hermitcraft#qsmp#the drought's been crazy i had to make qsmp x life series/hermitcraft you don't understand i literally had to#i literally cannot tag all of the cubitos without going over the limit so i'm gonna use them to rant about these doodles instead#when i tell you that i think dl!pearl would've loved tilĂn i'm telling you i think she would've LOVED them like.#something about just wanting to find love at every turn but feeling unwanted spdihgpisadhfpa. and also tilĂn's name is similar to tilly LOL#the jelly egg is just like if the double life jelly pandas were just an egg that scar loves with all his heart and grian reluctantly accept#i think out of all the duos in qsmp. the one i would want to see in the dl soumate premise the most is slimeriana. it's the dysfunctionalit#i made a post in the past about pac and tango being my fav cubitos bcs they were both crazy cartoonish and like scientists#but it kinda felt like a disservice to leave mike and zedaph out because to me they're argubly crazier and more cartoonish#missa and tim are paired bcs i just really wanted an excuse to draw the wet cats and it just so happened they both have relations to death#skizz and jaiden as the lawyers who were SHOCKINGLY good at their jobs like they cooked with that one#(was also gonna draw joe and roier as bad lawyers but i was running outta steam)#someone's already made a post about grian and (el) quackity and their eye entities so not much elaboration needed there#fit and etho just give the same vibe to be as a dude who has a reputation and is well-known and seems intimidating#i also made fit's arms way too skinny and i don't like it...but i'm not gonna go back and change it now i spent embarassingly long on this#but then his silliness is brought out by The Narrative#foolish and bdubs is one of my favorite drawings because i just knew i wanted to highlight the silly height difference#just realized they're also both god-like figures at least at some point#cellbit and rendog. cat and dog and lore. enough said about their connection.#i couldn't decide who fit etoiles combat hungry anime protagonist vibe best bcs martyn was originally paired with him#but i wanted martyn with phil so i went with my second options: joel and gem#i couldn't draw them mid rage but essentially the title is derived from âWHO KILLED EMPANADAâ and âdo me a favor. die for me.â#philza minecraft and martyn inthelittlewood. they feel like twins but one is evil (it's martyn)#SOMETHING I FORGOT THAT I WISH I ADDED: BBH AND BIGB AS THE ENTITIES WHO LIE. I HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I FORGET THAT#if i were to pair impulse with someone it would be tubbo? either him or scar would've been with tubbo#and then lizzie i just did not know who i wanted to pair her with. no one really does it like her in my opinion#scott's someone i also had no idea who to put him with he's just so...him...
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CASTIEL: Stop. What's the point if you don't mean it? You fear me - not love, not respect, just fear.
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a godstiel pity party. i'd like to thank an anon i got way back in february of 2021.
#spn#vid#spnamvarchive#so fun fact i started making this more than a year ago. got it 90% done. and then was like no this isn't working#i will come back to this later.#it turns out that i needed to make some videos about cas and angels (the love club + help i'm alive amvs)#in order to make this one. anyway this video is about french mistake robert singer voice season six#i really struggled with it because i could NOT find the thread until i realized that it needed to be literally godstiel pov#it's about love and desire and jealousy and hurt and omnidirectional rage <3#it's about the fact that cas is so utterly dependent on dean for his self-image - however dean sees him that's it#it's about having a moment of reflection about lashing out before you do it but doing it anyway#it's about taking cruelty and dishing it out#and crucially. it's about being pregnant#mpregpocalypse#fun fact: i made a post about working on three season six amvs all the way back in nov. 2022#and only now have they come to fruition (this one + love club + metric)#anyway. have you heard that cas is obsessed#the thing is i do kinda want to add some specific director's commentary here. like the first verse is about cas being like.#incredibly deeply emotionally vulnerable to dean. as in: his emotional state and self-image is totally dominated by what dean thinks of him#and if dean is mad at him. and then the second verse is about... dean upsetting him and him responding to that by Killing Everybody lol#like he has a moment of reflection ['certain regrettable things are now required of me' + killing rachel] where he's like i've 1) also done#bad things and 2) i feel bad about it so maybe i will regret Killing Everyone. but then he does it anyway due to everybody keeps turning#on him. i feel like the rest of the amv is self evident. i guess i should note that 'share a paradise' is about how both of them have#a nostalgic view of the early days of their relationship when it wasn't Like This lol. but everything else i think is self evident.#oh and the reason the other angels flash onscreen with their burned wings at the end is i'm EVOKING the image of cas' wings burning. even#though it doesn't happen. i'm evoking it
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Ok so Wild and Wars are going together in the dungeon right? And that's great for them (maybe), but I ALSO want to talk about how Time and Four are going together!!
Because of THIS
(from doodles pt.3-link (heh))
Most of us have seen this before I think- and I've seen people saying they want confirmation on if it's Time saying 'you never cease to impress me little one' or not. The older doodles are still said to be canon- so I ALSO would like confirmation on it.
Also there's this ask from a bit ago!
The ask mentioned Time knowing about the four sword- and Jojo didn't correct them or say otherwise, and said most have confided in him. So I think it's reasonable to assume Time knows Four's secret from the doodle. And I want to see it in the story!!! and they're going together in the dungeon! (with Wind too of course!!)
also small brag that I guessed and said months ago that I wanted Time and Four to go together. They have Wind too, and I am VERY excited bc I wanted to see them together and now they ARE fhxvfgxgdgd
Obviously we don't know what Jojo's planning, and I have no idea if this will come up or not. But it'd be really cool wouldn't it?
Art by Jojo @linkeduniverse au
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#linkeduniverse#linked universe#lu time#lu four#I've been wanting to rant about this for so long#they're going together they're going together they're going together#the tallest and the shortest#time literally swings his sword over fours head while fighting#peak comedy and stuff oh my gooooooosh#hehehehehehehe#also worth noting that simply being around four is practically therapeutic because of his awesome calming nature#which Time really needs right now#I wanna see Four demand to know what's wrong and make Time confide in him like he has to Twilight twice now lol#which probably won't happen but#I LOVE THEM#I LOVE SEEING TIME WITH THE YOUNGER AND SHORTER ONES HES SO HAPPY AROUND THEM#YEAH#I love them so much TT#I don't scream as much in the post so I get to in the tags#bye lol#hugs to all if I said anything offensive as usual let me know#<33
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Special Little Lamb | Cooper Abbott x GenderNeutral!Reader | Dark Fic
Hey there! This fic is inspired by this textpost and @hibiskooks' tags, which led to further thoughts on my part and then the urge to turn them into a whole short story (hence why I linked my own reblog on my horror sideblog because it shows both our tags and the thought process). Understandably, it's a dark fic, albeit romantic this time, unlike my previous Cooper fic, hjdkhsjk! I hope you'll enjoy it! summary; You were once a captive of the Butcher, but as it so happened, you formed a deep connection with him and are now helping him with his victims. One of them tries to get through to you to help them out of the basement, but hadn't realised your status as the Butcher's favourite. You have a tattoo to prove it, though, and so does he. notes/warnings; Gender Neutral!Reader; Dark Fic; Reader used to be a Victim (still is, if you will); Reader most definitely has Stockholm Syndrome and is Morally Grey/Dark; Implied/Mentioned Murders; Active Captivity of a Female Victim; Abuser/Victim Relationship (if we're being realistic); Ableist Language (once); Partner Tattoos; Hints at Sexual Acitivity, but nothing Explicit whatsoever; Kissing.
With practised ease, you opened the several locks, and then the door they were a part of, down to the basement in the usually vacant house in a small neighbourhood on the outskirts of Philadelphia. The door opened with a loud squeak. You made a mental note to remind Cooper to oil the hinges, again.Â
As if on cue, you could hear chains being dragged across the concrete floor and frantic rattling of metal against metal.Â
Carefully, you went downstairs to the basement, where a woman in her thirties was held captive. She sat on the ground in the middle of the room, and the chains of her cuffs were attached to the far wall.Â
âIâm a little late today, I know. Sorry,â you told her gently, shooting her an apologetic smile.Â
For a long moment, she just looked at you, while you were walking over to her and then crouching across from her. And just like you did the previous times you visited her, you retrieved a protein bar and a small bottle of water from a bag, handing each item to her.Â
The woman, Anna, ripped them out of your hands, scooting further away from you when she did, like a small, wild and scared animal. It was almost amusing to you. There was no reason for her to be scared of you, after all.
In silence, you watched her devour the protein bar and down the water in one go. You really had been late that day.Â
Once she was done, you stood back up, picked up the trash and put it back into your bag. Cooper didnât like to leave it there in the basement, and so you didnât either.Â
You were about to start your way upstairs again when the woman called out to you, âWait!â
Turning around to face her, you made a small noise, indicating that you were listening.
âYou donât have to do any of this⌠please⌠just let me go. You could just unlock the cuffs and leave the door open. He doesnât have to know! Please!â she pleaded with you, tears in her eyes and desperation clear in her voice, âI wonât tell anyone, okay? I promise. I wonât tell anyone that youâre involved.âÂ
This was the fifth time she begged you to let her go. She was more persistent than most of the others ever had been. Or maybe sheâd just been there long enough to come up to five separate occasions of pleading for her life to be spared.Â
Sighing softly, you shook your head, âNo. I canât do that, Iâm sorry.â You crouched down across from Anna once more, making eye contact with her. Then, you pointed to the far edge of the ceiling above and behind you, looking back at her. âHe has a camera here. Heâd know if I helped you. And even if he wouldnât⌠Iâm not ruining this for him.â
Sometimes, Cooper liked to take his time with them. This having been one of them. Although, you knew that a lot of it had to do with his work. He had to do extra shifts and stay on call these past two weeks because they were short staffed at the firehouse, due to injuries that affected half of the regular team and rendered them unable to work for a while.Â
It was only a matter of time until Cooper had the chance to commit several hours to this woman in front of you. But for the time being, you had to keep paying her visits to bring her snacks and drinks, and let her use the toilet in the back of the basement, just so sheâd stay alive long enough.Â
To keep them for more than a week was risky, though.
âWhy are you doing this?â Anna asked you after a beat, changing tactics apparently, because this question was new. âI recognise you. I saw you on the news a few years ago. You went missing, too.â
Frowning, you let out a deep exhale, âI know what youâre trying to do. Itâs not gonna work, so stop it.â
âWhat did he do to you? Is he forcing you?â she pressed anyway, unsurprisingly ignoring what you said.
Groaning softly in annoyance, you got up, stretching your back. You looked down at her, seeing nothing but a desperate woman, who was grasping at straws to ensure safety. Unfortunately for Anna, her pleas would only be ignored, since you had no interest in helping her.
âHeâs not forcing me. I chose to stay and help,â you told her, then.Â
For you, this was the end of this conversation, but Anna clearly wasnât ready to let it stay that way, reaching out to you and gripping your wrists tightly, her chains clanking loudly. At the suddenness of all this, you flinched, trying to shake her off of you.Â
âLet go of me!â you hissed at her.
âNo! Listen to me,â she urged you, her grasp unexpectedly strong, âI donât believe you. He must have convinced you that this is what you wanted, told you things, threatened you. Why would you ever willingly stay with a monster like him?â
âHeâs not a monster!â you interrupted her, raising your voice at her.
Anna wasnât deterred by it, though, âHe kills people! Keeps them in this crappy basement until heâs done with them. Heâs a monster. People donât do that. And you know that heâll get to you at some point, too.
âDo you really think that heâll spare you forever? You might be useful to him now, but thereâll be a point where you make a mistake or he just gets bored of you. And I mean, why wouldnât he? Youâre nothing to him! Heâll find somebody else, somebody less damaged than you. And when he does, heâll discard you, like you never meant anything. Because you donât. Not to him.
âBut if you help me out of here, we can go together. And weâll get help, okay? He wonât hurt you anymore. Youâll be free, we both will,â she finished her little speech, breathing heavily, frantically, once she was done, and looking up at you with wild eyes, just hoping to get through to you.
There was no denying that sheâd hit a nerve in you, but not in the way she had hoped.
Your brow twitched as you tried to keep your immediate rage at bay.Â
Instead, you composed yourself with a couple of deep breaths, feeling Anna let go of your arms when she seemed to think that she was starting to achieve her goal with you.Â
With a flourish, you pulled the long sleeve of your jacket up, exposing your inner left wrist to Annaâs questioning eyes, which widened almost instantly when she saw the tattoo on your skin. It was a black thin lined tattoo of a meat cleaver in front of a background that appeared almost ethereal, despite how minimalistic it was. But she quickly connected the dots. Cooper had a tattoo just like it, only that instead of a meat cleaver, it was a lamb at the centre.Â
âIâm his favourite, you know? We got these tattoos about a year ago. He told me that he wanted something to represent me on his skin, as well, when I begged him to let me get a tattoo that would remind me of him. I didnât ask him to get one, or make any sort of suggestion to wanting that. But he did it anyway. Because he wanted that reminder of me,â you explained the tattoos to Anna, who just looked at you in disbelief.Â
With a pleased smile on your lips, you slid the sleeve back down to cover your arm again.Â
ââThe Butcherâs little Lambâ is what he told me when we got home after the tattoo appointment,â you told her softly with a wistful smile as you reminisced, âHe let me go. But I stayed. I begged him to let me be useful to him. And he did, because Iâm special to him.â
âYouâre crazy,â Anna spat out in disgust at what she was hearing.
âAnd youâre nothing. To him, or me. Or anyone,â you retorted easily, âYou see, in a few weeks, youâll be nothing but a faint memory. And in a few months, youâll be nothing but another number. And for me, youâll be nothing but that beautiful bracelet you wore when he abducted you.â
This time, Anna had nothing more to say, it seemed, as she slumped back in defeat. You took the chance to finally pick your bag up again and go back upstairs, locking the door behind you to the sound of faint cries.
When you arrived at yours and Cooperâs house, you already saw his car in the driveway, making you feel excited to see him again. It was tough for you to be apart from him while he was working.Â
Inside, you came to a sudden halt, though, seeing Cooper lean against the doorway to the foyer of your house, idly playing with his phone in his hands. You didnât expect him to wait there for you, but instantly relaxed when you saw that he was smiling at you. It was one of his gentle smiles that always melted your heart, just like it did now.
âHey, little Lamb,â he greeted you softly.
Feeling your heart flutter, your face brightened as you beamed at Cooper, walking over to him, as he pocketed his phone and loosely wrapped his arms around your waist, looking at you with a pleased expression.
âI heard what you were telling poor Anna there,â he whispered, âI thought Iâd check on you two when I got home earlier, seeing as you werenât here when you should have been.â
Averting your gaze in shame, you apologised, âI know, Iâm sorry. I was cleaning the house and lost track of time, so I left later than usual. It wonât happen again.â
Cooper clicked his tongue quietly, using his left hand to gently take hold of your jaw and move your head to make you look back up at him. âHey, itâs all right. I was just worried that something mightâve happened,â he told you soothingly.
There was nothing in the world that could compare to the feeling you got when Cooper showed that you were important to him.Â
âYou did a good job, you know?â Cooper continued, then, still speaking in a soft, gravelly tone, âShe was out of line with all those cruel things she said to you. And trust me, Iâll make her pay for it very soon. I promise. Iâm proud of you for handling it the way you did.â
Those words had such an instantaneous effect on you, causing you to feel hot all over, warm and fuzzy inside your chest as your heart seemed to swell with pride.Â
âThank you,â you giggled happily, unable to contain your giddiness.Â
Praise such as this wasnât something you were used to, and Cooper wouldnât have said it if he hadnât meant every word. You felt like you were on top of the world.
Cooperâs fingers were still gently wrapped around your jaw, now moving upward, his fingertips grazed your lips and cheeks before his palm settled and cupped your face. His dark eyes met yours. His gaze was soft, yet piercing nonetheless, and it took your breath away, just like it always did. There was no escape from his all-consuming presence. It was dominating your every sense.
Leaning his head further down, Cooperâs lips hovered above yours. âI think youâve earned yourself a reward,â he whispered, brushing his lips against yours as he spoke.
You couldnât do anything but make an excited sound in the back of your throat, while your hands were tightly gripping his shirt, where you held onto him on his chest, right below his shoulders.Â
Amused, Cooper breathed out a small chuckle before pressing his mouth against yours in a lovingly heated kiss that conveyed just what kind of reward he had in mind for you. You instantly melted into the kiss, reciprocating it as best as you could while your entire body and mind felt like they were on fire. Even after a couple of years of this, it never ceased to amaze and overwhelm you.Â
And when you later lay in bed, bodies intertwined and in their most natural states, your finger was lazily and gently tracing the lines of the tattoo on Cooperâs right wrist. The tattoo that was a reminder, a representation of you, for him. You couldnât suppress the smile when the happiness you associated with that rushed over you. Â
âMy special little Lamb,â Cooper whispered, watching your dreamy face as you kept tracing along the tattoo, and pressed another kiss to your temple and then your cheek and your lips again. This time, it was a gentle show of affection, which you happily accepted, soaking up every moment of it.
Soon, Anna would realise just how wrong she had been about you and Cooper.
#i hope you like it hibiskooks! this was basically written for you dhskfhsjkf <3#proofread and edited this in a half-asleep state with a headache just now so please excuse uh literally anything#but if i didn't upload it now i'd second-guess myself into deleting the whole thing so yee i'll just check it over again tomorrow it's fine#gender neutral reader#cooper abbott#cooper abbott x reader#cooper adams x reader#cooper adams#slasher x reader#dark fic#fanfic#jesse.writes#i surprised myself with the focus on the scene between reader and the OC lol that wasn't meant to happen#but i also couldn't cut it down tbh because it was exactly how the story flowed for me#sorry the part with Cooper is so short in comparison tho!
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I just skimmed through the art part of your blog and holy bajeebus your LMK art is so beautiful and the headcanon ideas you come up with are so good I wanna steal em-
Kinda wanna see like a part 2 of the little angst you did between MK and Macaque a while ago. It's so interesting and I wanna see Macaque's reaction in your art style. (You don't have to of course, it's just a suggestion [idk if i spelled that right])
Thanks for reading and hope you have a good day/night!
Hope this is to your liking ^^
Part one here
#Iâm sure there are some character nuances im forgetting but well đ¤ˇđ˝#I want their misunderstanding or whatever they have going on between then come to a head. literally just going âwait whatâ#for me I think itâs entirely possible that there was an actual fight and maybe tension leading up to that point#cause I feel like macaque is not just bitter about thinking he died to wukong but maybe some stuff that built up to that#maybe the fight was just the breaking point. maybe theyâre idiots who donât talk about it because they think theyâre on the same page idk#chipper-smol wrote a cool theory abt them using macaques âyouâre nothingâ line in s4ep1. from what I understand it could be a direct parall#parallel to when he said that to MK right before MK regained his nerve and hit macaque in the eye.. since flying bark foreshadowed monkey mk#waaaay back in season 1 (where his shadow is his monkey form in the opening) i think that could be deliberate#and they could have gotten billy to voice an entirely different line for that scene. but they reused his line from s3#in a very specific scene with wukongs narrative foil. hm#that aside I would have liked to hear billy voice the âyou abandoned meâ line that would have killed me. but thatâs just me lol#also looking at this I should have shaded the last frame to make it look more dramatic and serious but I ran out of time :(#if anything I want to see MK try and help them get back together. poor kid tries so hard to understand people so I think it would be cool to#see that happen. thatâs what I like about him.. he asked macaque why he was working for LBD instead of accusing him of dooming everyone bc#he wants to and he tried to comfort spider queen by admitting he was scared of LBD too đđ#my art#myart#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk spoilers#Lego Monkie kid spoilers#lmk macaque#six eared macaque#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#lmk MK#lmk xiaotian#lmk season 4#Lego Monkie kid s4
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In which Persephone is told she can't game the system- (TEXT EDIT)
no art was edited here, just text to make this more realistic to how this scene WOULD have gone if it was an actual courtroom with real rules LOL I find it a little weird that Rachel wrote a courtroom drama arc like this and then twisted it this much to benefit Persephone because like... clearly she was inspired by courtroom drama shows, and I can't help but wonder if she got all of her basic courtroom knowledge from like, Spongebob or some shit LOL
#it literally could have been a forum or something a little more#idk#GREEK ???#get tf outta here persephone#choosing your own boyfriend as your attorney#he shouldn't even be a judge on this case let alone an attorney#wtf was zeus thinking#where the FUCK is athena#athena would never let this happen#this edit means a lot to me because the trial arc was basically my canon event where I started to doubt LO and Rachel#like i had had so much suspension of disbelief up until persephone chose hades to be her attorney LOL#and then the eris twist was the last straw#lo critical#anti lore olympus#lore olympus critical#antiloreolympus
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congrats on being alive bot. you truly were The Character Ever
#inanimate insanity#ii#ii bot#bot ii#clover ii#ii clover#vaguely ii neg but that's just me dunking on the bot plushie its not srs#mephone's dialogue is that one lois video. i was thinking about it because of pb getting out in the saem episode bot ocmes out#i can handle ONE nonbinary character but TWO... where's the cis rep here folks#< JOKE. JOKE. JOKE. JOKE. JOKE. JOKE#unrelated but what the hell happened to paintbrush. i was wathcing the new ii why have they just been softened down into wholesome-#-lightbrush bright lights shipbait slop. that's mean but like what the hell. they were killed and replaced i swear#apple and paintbrush [salute] you will be missed. cause of death ae shipbaiting#ii neg#< eh#it's not that serious but whatever. just in case#it's just too easy to pick on this show. low hanging fruit#cant wait for the new ii where bot learns that fan&test tube are dead and they're just like âHELL YES!!!!!!!!â#< no.. they'll force Le Fantube Family Angst into it somehow#wouldn't be killing bot's characterization because they have Literally None lol#most nothingburger character ever box was a deeper character
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tfw the merman you've been befriending for a week while you visit your best friend has the most dysphoric day of his life and all he can think about is ovens
#tmos has art#eridan ampora#sollux captor#erisol#homestuck#mermay#forgot i could tag that tbh lmfao#anyways. takes out my notes of what to talk about in the tags of this LOL#for one. do you know how funny it is that slothrust has a crewneck design called '3:11 i look at the clock' its PERFECT#of COURSE im using that as the spare clothes aradia happens to have that eridan can wear. time and 311............#second point. literally the only reason sollux is competent in being supportive in the second bit is because hes in like. t4t support mode#'ah shit this guy just found out his human body does not match his gender i know about this at least' lmao#thirdly yeah i WAS thinking about jerma and his aversion towards ovens making this <3 eridan is so jerma coded to me sometimes#and finally; fun fact i apparently originally designed seahorse merman eridan on new years eve back in 2018 LOL
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Wow.
When we watched the first episode (both halves) of Over the Garden Wall last night, my husband and I had this exchange:
"So the townspeople are skeletons dressing up in the pumpkins and stuff?"
"Yeah."
"Creepy."
Which doesn't sound like much, I know, but something about that struck me:
People's first impressions probably ARE that it's creepy.
And I totally forgot that was a thing.
Like, for me, I don't even really see it as creepy anymore? It's literally just things like "a place for the placeless", "a rest for the lost", or "the complete inverse of the Beast" to me. Not "here's where the undead dress up as jack-o-lanterns".
To me, it's "Come Ye Thankful People Come", not "Come Wayward Souls" (even though we hear the tune played there).
I look at it and see concepts like "harvest" and "peace", and that's why I like Pottsfield.
But most people, on first glance, see concepts like "creepy" and "morbid", and that's why they like (or dislike) Pottsfield.
And that's just so foreign to me at this point, I had to stop and think about it.
#it's also funny because i feel like I'm turning into guidesman woodsman myself#because (spoilers) he kinda forgets to tell the boys about Pottsfield's whole deal with the skeletons#i wondered a little if that was realistic with how he's been watching over them#and i previously chalked it up to âhe is terrible at communicatingâ#which is still true#but honestly now it kinda makes sense#if you'd seen Pottsfield the way he does for as long as he has#it'd be hard to think of it any other way#ESPECIALLY as something creepy or morbid#so while he still needs to work on communication this particular failing is understandable#(because it literally happened to me lol)#over the garden wall#salt and light#otgw pottsfield#otgw enoch#otgw woodsman#guidesman au#in the tags#also no hate to people who see the creepy side more#this is literally just me realizing that you exist
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it's so funny to me when people just believe that john is straight because he said "i'm not a homosexual" once because
1. you are believing the words of a 13 yr old who was 12 the day before.
2. people forget that he's 13 when he said that, and that he is not old enough for a proper romantic relationship.
3. john egbert doesn't think. in fact, he'd rather not AT ALL. like. EVER.
4. why would he think about ever liking a girl? can't he just say it out right if he does?
also, this part in a nutshell:
karkat: DO YOU WANNA BE IN A RELATIONSHI-
john: i am not a homosexual. đ
5. god king of repression had you fooled FOOL.
and the most ironic part is that it's the same shit homophobic parents say like "yeah, but when you were 13 you said you liked girls soooo"
#homestuck#john egbert#homestuck analysis#hs analysis#hs meta#IT HAS BEEN 14 FUCKING YEARS#man :/#there is literally no need to post about this only if homestuck fans could actually read#john egbert was queer this whole time? the horror!#literally what his gag was all about lmao#argument happened in twt about johns gender/sexuality instead of saying that hes just queer couldve just ended everything#LMAO#a twt qrt mentioned that this post was about defending my yaoi ship? which is literally not? theyr using it as a reason hate on me lol#i love john egbert so much its painful. dirk strider can die because he failed ME so idrc
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in my head, kieran survived the oâdriscoll kidnapping, but by the time heâd got back to shady belle after someone found him bleeding out in the street and took him to the doctor, the gang was gone, and he took the opportunity to escape the gang lifestyle, running off to strawberry and beginning work with the timber folks
years later, you can find him at pronghorn ranch in epilogue 1, lovingly tending to the horses in the barn when you go to scoop the manure, and heâs made an honest living for himself. and the oâdriscolls are gone because sadie killed then all and he is finally safe and happy is anyone listening can anyone hear me
#does anyone care where javier fits in here#in my little mind world they run off together but not at the same time#i want to write more about this but i have no idea where to start and this is all i can find the words for at the moment#if my brain can work for a little longer i may reblog w javiâs side of this au#it takes him a lot longer to actually buck up and run off but it happens literally right before the pinkertons come to beaver hollow#like he takes the opportunity during the height of the confusion when john renters camp to run off#because john is alive and dutch lied and he misses kieran so much and itâs just his last straw#his heart is broken and loyalty matters to him still more than anything but it isnât dutch heâs loyal to anymore#iâm literally delusional#autism is a crazy thing cuz why am i literally making up an entire au and constantly thinking abt a ship that literally only 3 people in the#world ship#please put me down i wish i could have gotten hyperfixated on a Normal ship but noooo#itâs THIS ONE#someone please indulge me i have so may thinks and thots#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javieran#i wonât tag javi because. heâs literally not mentioned in the actual post LOL#text#hero's talking to himself again
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varric giving rook his shaving mirror to keep kind of hits different when your rook is a trans man I have to say
#rye is an elf so no amount of blood magic adjacent HRT is going to give him a beard. but it's the thought that counts lol#(listen it's his own blood I think he gets to decide what to do with it within the bounds of his body right lol)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#varric tethras#oc: ellaryen ingellvar#rye getting blackout drunk for the first time in like ten years approximately three days after leaving the necropolis#and varric being. so so kind about it. hawke stayed with varric in the hanged man for a month after leandra died#because varric was genuinely afraid what would happen if he was left alone and hawke couldn't face going home#he gets it. it's okay kid. happens to the best of us. I'll get you some water huh. did I ever tell you about the time hawke and I#found that guy who'd been selling deepstalkers to nobles as pets and --#and rye with his defenselessly flayed-open heart slowly and gently being put back together again. is something. that is so personal.#to me. literally and figuratively#undying loyalty engaged immediately. of course. OF COURSE. how could he ever have felt differently.
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had a very nice realization about peace, especially spiritual peace, the other day. (Been brewing for a while.) and itâs just: peace is for the non-peaceful.
#very obvious of course#but itâs justâ-#itâs hard to explain how messy I feel all the time#in all areas of my life#what a grubby little gremlin I feel I am#with my unfinished projects and my half-done things and my unsorted through internal life#and my room that needs vacuuming and my bathroom that needs dusting and the text messages that need answering#and the relationships that I feel need attention or fixing or solving#and tbh counseling has been helpful simply because my counselor is just like âgirl if you donât chillâ#(kind)#like. sheâd just like youâre doing FINE#everyone doesnât have the dishes finished or everything in order at all times#so Iâve been able to kind of see the ridiculously high expectations for myself I just walk around with#and/or just the pressure I feel to have everything DONE#but even all of that aside it has just been dawning on me thatâI can have peace in those contexts#not only once everything is âsortedâ#because itâs not that I donât think I deserve it or whatever! thatâs not exactly the issue#itâs just literally my brain is like âpeace is for people who have their shit togetherâ#âand that isnât youâ#and it just !!!!! isnât true!!!!!!!!#even if I were as grubby as I think I am (and sometimes I think I AM)#it doesnât matter. you can still know peace. God still loves me#in the middle of the mess#my WORST states have been when I felt like I had to get myself spiritually in order before God could come#sort of dusted and vacuumed metaphorically speaking I mean#and of course there is work to do#but that happens only with God and because of God and IN God#so I donât have to wait#canât explain how often I have heard people talk about peace and been like#ânot for me thoughâ but it actually IS lol. it I s. beCAUSE I am grubby!!!!!!!!
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now there was no reason for lucanis to be given purple johnny silverhand as a plot point and then never have the purple johnny silverhand utilized except for maybe 3 or 4 times in the game (if you saved Treviso, otherwise it's twice) and dialogue. Dialogue where he pretty much just says weird and funny things and occasionally gets scolded like a dog which is entertaining sure but there is Literally A Demon In One Of The Companions Why Is This Not A Bigger Deal
#i think i've pinpointed what annoys me about the treviso vs minrathrous thing#it's not that neve or lucanis get mad at you but that you can't like. fix it. or talk about it.#you get 'punished' for picking one and it feels like it should be Worse#lucanis Especially winds up suffering in content bc of it and he's already hurting with content as it is#but apparently according to m kirby he never stops feeling betrayed which is valid#but why can't we fix it? or confront it? Why can't we have a rival situation? or see the effects of spite bc of it.#bc the Hardened thing is literally Nothing on both of them lmao oh no they wont heal me i guess#this man should be pissed at me and apparently he always was? despite us being friends? sort of? by the end?#like it's not even that Lucanis gets Mad at me (wish he'd show it) it's that this is a bioware game and i should be able to confront this#but no. just a choice where ultimately nothing happens but a map change and you don't get a mission/certain cutscenes#and lucanis or neve will go 'i'm doing this and you don't get a say' like ok that's fine and deserved#i just think spite should've potentially taken over lucanis more in a rival situation bc he's so hurt by the worst year of his life#and spite should be gnawing at the bit because this and the rest of the horrors pisses lucanis off#i also think neve should've tried blood magic for funsies esp if she becomes super determined to protect Dock Town but whateverr#i know these tags are slightly off topic but the point is SPITE SHOULDVE BEEN USED MOREEEE i'm so mad#honestly in my deluded hopes that this was going to be truly Bioware i thought Lucanis was going to have an anders situation#and spite would be more in control even if it's still Lucanis. just more volatile and sad.#and maybe it was going to be difficult but the idea that you could've potentially saved him by proving you were going to be there for him#ughhhh it's so annoying and depressing. I do like veilguard i do but this is the moment my love for it waned a bit#like sorry i think Lucanis/Spite should've turned Illario's head into wine if you didn't save Treviso. I think he should be that messed up#but i also thought this was going to be a thing that was going to happen with more companions lol cries for what should have been#prawn posts#veilguard critical
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was absolutely stopped in my tracks and BLOWN away yesterday at work when a coworker called me pure; I literally haven't been called that in over a decade and there's always been something about it that rubs me the wrong way
#diary comic#there's always been a weird connotation of infantilization about it that drives me absolutely BONKERS#i also think it might be because I don't like wine so i don't social drink with my coworkers and they take it to mean that i don't drink#and it's like no no i do i just drink various liquors and do that in the comfort of my own home lmao#but my god i was shot back to being a kid when i would just act very above board at school and ppl would literally apologize for swearing#like no bestie i'm screaming every obscenity i know just not within your earshot okay#interestingly this never happened at college or grad school#like not even ONCE#so idk what THAT was lol#comic#okay rant over I just holy cow i'm sure it's like a benign comment but what a weird thing to say
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