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evil thoughts🐱
#photos taken seconds before disaster#cats#christmas#photography#catasters#cats on tumblr#gallery#mine#a week before christmas and i only just put up my tree 🙃#<picture of good mental health👍���#image described#<am really bad at this welp#black cats#baer#catblr
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#I've played with irl atheists and catholics and everything in between#but it rarely feels like faith is a real factor for anyone-- DM or player#outside of‚ again‚ divine spellcasters and Big Epic Plot Things#I mean there are a couple of 'RAAAHGH FUCK THE GODS >:C' edgy backstory types but#no one is just Normally Culturally Religious and it's WEIRD#like it's not even a matter of faith in dnd! the gods are LITERALLY OBJECTIVELY PROVABLY REAL#so what does that MEAN for the average person! how does it shape language? business? culture?#where are the people wearing holy symbols like amulets-- or the way modern christians very casually wear crosses?#blessings over meals? prayers before bed? burnt offerings?#and like I enjoy thinking about world and culture building but I know that's A Whole Thing but even just like...#it doesn't feel like anyone believes in gods at all except clerics and paladins#like they DO because they factually exist but in the same way I 'believe in' like. the president of france.#like yeah he exists and is important to some people but has no bearing on my life whatsoever#that's such a fucking weird approach to the DIVINE in a polytheist world where those gods are YOUR CULTURE'S GODS??#I am bad at this myself but I'm not religious so it's harder for me to remember what Being Religious All The Time Casually is like lol#funny enough my character with the most intentionally religious background in this sense#is one of my ones who's ended up wrapped up in Big Plot God Things lmao#'aubree starts the campaign with a holy symbol of yondalla because of course she does why wouldn't she'#'oh okay well she's gonna get deeply and personally entangled with a bunch of death gods immediately' fdkjghkdf oh!! welp#you don't really pray to urogalan unless you're breaking ground for a new building or someone just died so it's STILL weird for her lol#but at least I had the framework there of 'oh yeah the gods exist and matter to me and my everyday life and culture' in general#about me#posts from twitter
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seeing dean takes i disagree with: no, no, no, no, no, no, no. oh, mamma mia, mamma mia, mamma mia, let me go (let me gooooooo)
#i think sometimes i am too deancoded#bc i am just like. ok where is the 'seeing this situation from his pov thru his eyes' where is the empathy for his situation#he's the protag in a fantasy horror show. based on everything he's been thru he's actually. coping remarkably well !#and even when he's 'bad' it's like. welp. i love him for his wrongs too#but really. he could be so so so so so much worse. he SHOULD be worse.#and the two times he had free reign to really be his WORSE SELF (demon dean and MOC) he was. pretty fucking tame#anyway. boy just needs a freaking break from the constant unending trauma and horror show to breathe and heal#vic.txt#keep
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This may be a strange question but have you ever been bullied in the tbhk fandom? I am having a hard time here
Heya no worries at all for the question! This is an important thing and if you needed to have a place to say it I am happy you did!
I really hope people will be nicer to you :// There is never a good reason for bullying unfortunately it happens a lot on internet QvQ my only advice would be to block those people and/or delete anonymous asks for a while if people are just putting stuff as anonymous :///
To answer your questions, idk if it counts as bullying but I was the target of some stuff like that yep, and tbh I don't really know why. People can have the opinions they want but I will be honest in the tbhk fandom you like a character or a ship that is not 'what everyone in the fandom should like' and people start menacing you for no reason.
A lot of people in this fandom are kids who sometimes don't get what insulting people do. (and not only kids but it is one of the reason, I feel like a lot don't have 'internet basis' like not saying everything about yourself on twitter help.)
Which is also one of the reason I am taking my distances with anyone in this fandom because I had too many unwanted stuff like when I was just trying to be nice and answer messages. It's not because we are in the same fandom that we are bffs.
This is sad to say but yes I don't think you can just have fun 'fun' in this fandom anymore, people will make sure you have a hard time for no reason and honestly I am tired of people who are unable to understand that we aren't just bots on the internet and that Surprise! people have feelings wow
I hope you will be better but don't hesitate to take some time off the fandom a bit ^^ I am being overly dramatic here because I had some bad experiences (I've been in the fandom since the start of 2020 so welp) but a lot of people are really nice and I am sure you can make some friends too ^^ (I did too! even if a lot aren't in the fandom anymore, it's nice seeing mutuals from far away doing their lives)
#I am so sorry for the wait on this ask#I really hope you have a better time now Anon#(and once again bullying is not okay#but there is a difference with people just living their lives and people who are straigth up creeps)#(I shouldn't have to mention basics stuff to anyone to understand that being an asshole is not gonna solve anything)#asks#tbhk#kind of a bad/sad topic but an important one I think#I say that kids are the ones who insult the most but I will be honest my main problem was with someone who was one year older than me lol#anyways this is my experience once again but I am sad to see that some people are being treated poorly ://#I honestly just stopped being active when it happened and honestly I would understand if you have this reaction too#and last but not least#don't let the fandom ruin the og work for you#because it happened way too much for me personnaly and that just makes me sad#(eg: I adore witch hat atelier but I am seeing some stuff from far away and I REALLY don't wanna interact with the fandom#I love this manga too much to be disgusted by it because of the fandom)#this is a lil bit salty but welp no one here should be surprised to see that I don't really like the fandom ahah#And I was a kid on internet once too#I tbh understand at some point to be angry at a lot of stuff and needing a place to talk/to have funB#I never understood the intention of hurting people willingly though#being an asshole and having opinions is different
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This is the first time since I made my first email account (when I was 11 or 12) that I have 99+ unread emails.
I take it as the sign that I have momentarily lost control over my life :D
Also, there are two cats outside my window screaming at each other, and I thought they were two kids making noises... ain't evolution a funny lad?
#steel rambles#i am exaggerating since they are mostly from ao3 and only the first account has been affected while the other ones sit at 0 unread emails..#but still#like#105 unread emails#it never got that bad i hate having unread emails and messages#i straight up delete useless emails#emails are the only thing i really control in my life i can't lose control of that too#hhhhh#man I'm tired#welp these weekend we deleting emails apparently#because i cannot stand it any longer
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Wait, they're making another one? Oh-kaaayyyy... Not holding my breath, but hopefully it's at least better than the $h!tshow that was the second movie. (Even if that "version" of Silver is still there.) If it's any consolation, I don't know how much Sega is involved with the Sonic movies, but if it's a good bit, then maybe they can help out! At the very least, there's this amazing comment under the reveal teaser. (GOLDEN ISLAND MENTIONED)
#angry birds#angry birds movie#the angry birds movie#angry birds movie 3#the angry birds movie 3#am i the first one to tag that?#just hoping it's anywhere near as solid as the first and not the dumb unfocused slop that is the second#but seriously please don't drag silver back into this you massacred my favorite adopted piggy-turned-bird enough last time#maybe they could finally do something cool with jo like they've deserved for the past year?#then again it's likely an average-tier animated kids movie so they may not dare include a non-binary character#(then again spa's involved and spider-gwen is at least 80% likely to be trans...#...so maybe there's still hope for jo to finally get to be more than a pfp for a month)#(then again sony wants to play with ai soon so yikes)#yeah i'm still bitter that they're continuing a movie series that got killed five years ago instead of continuing better stuff#like c'mon we get an angry birds movie 3 before angry birds stella season 3 or even toons season 4?#hopefully they actually use the darn slingshots (the absence of which was one of many things that sunk the 2nd movie)#i don't know what to make of angry birds anymore considering how they murdered their renaissance before it could ever begin#(shortening and delisting the remake. making reloaded apple-exclusive. whatever on earth bad piggies 2 was.)#but i'm just hoping they can get at least one thing right this decade. just one please.#being an angry birds since 2012 and witnessing everything go to hell from 2015 onward...#...really was the perfect preparation for being a bengals fan wasn't it#welp forget everything i said about studios earlier#sega is absolutely producing it and the animation will be done by dneg who animated freaking nimona#okay NOW this just got very interesting. now i'm keeping an eye out on this.#(seriously i know dneg didn't do the most on nimona but still.#a studio involved in nimona an angry birds movie.#that combo of words alone might make my day! 2012 sorta and modern sorta would be hugging jumping up and down at that!)
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one day i'm gonna storm mucore and remove their gawd awful LED screens istg
#igm.talk#mucore stages when they design sets are very good they're very beautiful#mucore stages on that side stage with the LED screen background is a fcking headache#im giffing rn and i am actually getting a headache from how awful the LEDs are#considering scrapping this gifset ngl#just out of pure hatred for the LEDs#edit: I SCRAPPED THE GIFSET <3333#i cannot stand it it's really so bad#welp i'm sorry 241109 forty one winks huening kai you looked really good but i cannot do you justice#not with those awful LEDs in the back i am so sorry
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My old back injury is flaring up again and I'm like damn girl what did I DO. I swear I've been well-behaved
#pikaposts#really should've gone to the doctor when i first hurt it but i'm a dumbass who forgets that that's an option#i just always am like 'welp this is my fault. guess i'll deal w it' and it goes terribly#.......i'm not bothering to go to the doctor about it currently bc i doubt they'd actually see anything wrong#it's like. a muscle injury i think. and it's not that bad
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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun
#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much#anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events#ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people#or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know#ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD#welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on#surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like#yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part#to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably#not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day#yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name#this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this#and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it#and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly#but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me#or shown me much physical affection#my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on#but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while#ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit#i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart#then getting some footing#then it falling apart again#okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD#hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good#damn i gotta use that more#welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol
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it's absolutely fascinating the way minds work to me.
#i was throwing up earlier and going 'welp if that really is blood then im screwed anyway so i won't bother saying anything to anyone'#and it didn't bother me in the least. i assume it wasn't blood because if it was that amount and colour would have been a medical emergency#but it did not bother me the possibility that it was. idk what was causing that colour but i assume it wasn't blood or id probably be dead#and or having unmistakeable symptoms.#but i feel like this kind of thing should bother me! and it didn't#like it was very much could-have-been because it was also hurting like the dickens#(unsurprising; i have an awful throat at the moment)#tw ed#personal#puddleglum hours#i legit told my brother 'im gonna go shower to hopefully help my throat bc steam and all that' when i was straight up using it as an excuse#to go and throw up most of my lunch#(it hurt too bad to throw up everything so hey. call that self care.#anyway. in a way i find myself amusing.#please note i am actually fine: and also i can stop myself whenever i want.#it doesn't hurt me
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the unsung heroes of the internet are the funky lil guys who post decades' old radio broadcasts with commercials and all from various stations around the country. im listening to kssk honolulu from like 2003 or 4 and in between my budget shit im just lying on the cold hard ground
#christ#remember waking up at the asscrack of dawn#to take the bus to school#because traffic was so fucking horrendous#that it took an hour and a half#and if homeroom started at 7:30am#welp#i am in middle school and awkward and scared but trying oh so so hard#this feed is on 90 minutes tho#so idk what im gonna do when this is done#the traffic reports are the things that really get to me#like more than the songs or the little stories in between#aloha friday and heres your traffic#spoiler alert: it was bad. god driving on oahu is a fucking nightmare and im sure its only gotten worse since i left#i hope hawaii has a robust urbanist movement#they need it more than the dmv hand to god
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i know my father means well most of the time but everything he could do wrong he WILL do wrong and it wouldn't be that much of a problem if he wouldn't actively make my life harder. he is like a toddler that doesn't know shit and can't think logically yet bc he's been spoiled his entire life
#johnny's silly rambles#vent#man has perfected weaponized incompetence#but like. also in emotional stuff not only household stuff#dude will demand a hug even when he should know that i can't stand it#and then he'll act dumb like “oh i didn't know this” like bro i told you like twenty times already. do you want a lawsuit?#i think he just IS dumb#and like i feel bad for calling him out on stuff but also why should i care?#he wanted to leave and crawled back to us#he should be lucky that he can BE here#(and that i didn't slit his throat - i mean what who said that?)#bro has another child!!!!! in another country and he just doesn't give a fuck#that child will grow up resenting him too#he fucked up on all sides and while he really only meant well he FUCKS UP ANYWAYS#welp. anyways#i never feel like i deserve to be angry about this#but i am#very much so
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Okay but I have just finished spider-man 2 and i'm definitely not fine like men why are they so gay and angst ? And you can't just look at me in the eyes and tell me that not gay like.. Yes it is totally gay bro don't say other things your wrong
Anyway I'm still depressed but I have finished all of the spiderman insomniac games at 100% so we're gonna say I'm fine
#Yeah that just a shit post#I'm tired I think#I don't really know#I feel nothing at all this week#So yeah#Hard to know#Welp#I love so much venom#Like yeah he is a bad guys and I don't care I like him so much#Now I write this I actually don't know what the pronoms we use for venom#I'm French so we say “he” but in English I don't know if that he or they#Help#Anyway that gay#And i'm depressed but I have finish my life#Or just spiderman but that the same things#Yeah I didn't actually use real tag at all I think#It's 2 am maybe time to sleep#shit post#harry osborn#peter parker#peter parker x harry osborn
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‘kieran changed a whole lot after he decided to mix up his look. his personality took a nose dive, but he looked darn cute… don’t you think?’ LACEY??? ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?
#ok i personally don’t mind his hair as i have said. but cute? CUTE??? look into his dead eyes.#he was adorable before. then he turned scary looking#there was no light in his eyes. there were bags under them. the most emo messed up ponytail ever#and even if you would call that cute. lacey confirmed victim of the ‘idc if he’s evil if he looks good’ mentality LOL#welp. add this to the mental chart#hey lacey there’s another boy in here who i would actually call genuinely cute. and his personality shines through it too#with an active crush on you#girl look elsewhere??? that’s two people now with bad taste in guys#i am the only one allowed to be in a toxic situationship with him that is MY meow meow#the sv dlc experience#sv dlc spoilers#this really just keeps getting better and better#also lacey just killed me in battle again but i’m used to the pain of losing by now
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The thing with the Byler twist - and it is a twist, even if we’ve predicted it - is that all that the general audience really needs to be on board is to realize that all of Mike’s behavior will have remained in character. No sudden change or confusion to accommodate this fan service ship. Even if you didn’t see it coming, it is very consistent with his behavior over the seasons.
That’s all you really need for a good twist. Not predictability but rewatchability. Does it makes sense? It doesn’t matter if it was built up. Because this isn’t a slow burn. It’s an “it was under my nose the whole time” subversion. Yes, it’s been built up from the start but that’s the part about being under your nose the whole time. Some people will have caught it some won’t, but ultimately, the fact that Mike’s behavior won’t change is what will make people see it.
Because the general audience is, by definition, not actively fighting the idea. Casual viewers. Character consistency is all that’s needed. Even if it WERE to be fan service, if they were to be able to execute that unplanned plot with great character consistency, props to them, that’s the story now, and I’ll accept it. (Just like I say a non-Byler ending would be totally great if it can maintain character consistency and realistic happy endings within that - I just can’t think of a way it can).
This has been a long way of saying.
Mike and Will getting together will not feel out of character or like an adjustment or accommodation to this “new” storyline. And that’s really all that’s ever needed for a twist or subversion to work. It doesn’t have to be foreshadowed or predictable. It just needs to make sense. And as long as that’s true, no general audience member will fight it.
#reminder also that homophobic casual viewers don't count because that is a bias even if it is out of fandom#going with the flow of whatever happens in character without actively rooting for anything and just kinda riding the wave is the type of per#son i meant#general audience byler#also fix its are great but at the end of the day i'm a believer in the idea that what's happened in the show happened so if an ending feels#in character then that is the ending of that story#i don't pick and choose#i don't even skip episodes of sitcoms on rewatches because i am always in it for the full story overarching#if they really do just absolutely pull byler out of their ASSES and have been doing fan service this whole time#and execute season 5 with character consistency#i really do not give a shit what was on the original drawing board however long it was bc welp it was scrapped and the reason doesn't matter#fan service is only bad when done poorly#writing at the end of the day is just putting characters you know into different situations and seeing how they react#suspending disbelief that byler would be hypothetically unplanned#the fact that there is even a situation to drop the existing characters into that would warrant byler as a result is great and i say counts#i'm thinking of it as a simulation. an if >> then#you can change your mind on the outcome all you want as long as you can execute it within the sim of just dropping your established characte#rs into situations and letting them play it out#if that makes sense#like this is a sort of metaphor i know the writers aren't just gaming on sims 4 all day with the proper personality traits and then getting#he demogorgon expansion pack#but you get what i mean#if it's in character most people including myself will not give a shit what other in character ending we could have had#because in most cases there could have been another in character ending up until a certain point#times the timeline could have branched off from different in character decisions but didn't and now that it hasn't the options are end the n#arrative arc in season 5 one way#or continue the show long enough to execute something else#both work imo#although i do want the integrity of ending it#i just can't think of a combined s5 finale alternate
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@hexsreality sent🔪 to walk in on my muse standing over a dead body.
after having his breath restricted for so long, whenever barton does finally have the chance to inhale, it comes out as a gasp — a desperate sound that he hadn't heard for a long time from himself. he was unfortunately in the process of being suffocated by the man on top of him who was now a mere corpse. and as a result, he knew that he'd have to do whatever he had to to kill them to save himself. that meant slashing through their upper body from their collarbone, all the way down to their gut in this case. that is, once he had managed to grab the knife back that'd been kicked from him. subsequently, as you may be able to imagine, a very unsavory thing followed this. which was blood pouring out of them like a damn fountain. barton's clothes as well as his neck and parts of his face were now completely doused in it because of this. and gosh, he imagined that if he were squeamish, this would be like his worst damn nightmare.
but barton had done things before that would make this most recent kill of his almost look tame in comparison. so the only thing he was reeling from now was the adrenaline-induced high that his brain was still in. it made his pulse thunder in his ears and not to mention, he could smell the sweat coming off of himself. getting the man off of him was an easier task than barton thought it'd be then (perhaps as an after-effect of the fight-or-flight response) as it only took one push and his limp body had flopped down beside him. or, should he actually call the 'stranger' by his name? lauri eigo, a man whom he found out had come all the way from estonia to gotham to investigate why his sister had never come home from there, only to stumble across barton leaving the scene of a crime where a murder had occurred. and what do you know... the other person that'd been killed that day was also a transient, as barton normally targeted them.
thus, lauri took it upon himself to look into the man he'd seen and he was able to find out quite a bit about him before he sent him an invitation through the mail to meet him at his apartment under the guise that he was an admirer of his. but he really just wanted to confront him and then quite possibly kill him for doing the same to his sister. well, unfortunately for him, barton thought — anger had made him stupid and he didn't want to kill him with something like a knife but with his hands. or, at least, that's how he viewed it. barton was just starting to get up using his hands as a balance on the floor when he saw that he wasn't alone here. in all of the chaos that was 'taking care' of lauri since he knew his secret, however, barton had made one mistake and that was keeping the door slightly ajar when he entered the place. now he had to admit that there was no way to excuse the blood all over himself when there was a dead body literally right under him.
barton had to hold back a laugh at how bad his luck was as his eyes zeroed in on wanda. ❝ huh. you know, i had a feeling that i was missing something, but i just wasn't sure what. i know this looks extremely bad but just... give me one second to explain, ❞ he was absolutely stalling here, as barton was well-aware that even the most smooth talker could not worm his way out of this situation. barton soon plastered on a smile before he subtly turned the heel of one of his feet towards wanda. then, just like that, barton was running towards her in order to try to direct several slashes to her body rather wildly. he pretty much had no option but to kill wanda as well now. no other words were necessary, since he thought he made it rather clear through his actions that he wasn't just going to let her leave.
#hexsreality#tw: murder.#tw: graphic depictions of violence.#tw: blood.#barton really said ' WELP. guess you have to die now ' in this reply like that's a totally normal thing to think towards someone else JSJSJ#no but he seriously did lauri so dirty in this... and even though i literally just made him up i feel SO bad for lauri like omggg#man's just wanted to find out what happened to his sister and then he died horribly because of it ;; so i just wanna say if you want wanda-#to completely PUMMEL barton i am all for it ✋ like he needs to get punched in the face so bad and barton just going for the kill instantly#in this reply just shows you how cold he is. like barton is being so freaking fr when he says that he isn't going to let her leave that-#it's kind of scary in my humble opinion BUT i hope you liked my reply to this anyhow!!#tw: mentions of suffocation.#tw: slight gore or maybe full on gore? yeah#oh and i hope it isn't too graphic but if it is then feel free to let me know bc i'm more than happy to change some things around about it!#i don't want anyone to feel uncomfy while they're rping with me after all so i wouldn't mind doing so
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