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l0rd-0f-c0ws · 6 months ago

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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun

#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much #anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events #ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people #or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know #ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD #welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on #surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like #yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part #to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably #not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day #yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name #this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this #and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it #and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly #but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me #or shown me much physical affection #my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on #but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while #ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit #i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart #then getting some footing #then it falling apart again #okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD #hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good #damn i gotta use that more #welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol

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aleurain · 1 month ago

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Yes he did ☺️

#arcane #jayvik #jayce x viktor #jayce talis #viktor arcane #jayce giving a foot rub to viktor after every hard day's work in the lab #the very thought #i can't get it out of my head #...i need to do some research on ao3 #my art

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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago

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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh

#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say #tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee #in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead #he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet #if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does #does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #illario dellamorte #lucanis dellamorte #rook x lucanis #rookanis #I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd #is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here #no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal #(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol #lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed #lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now #what is this #it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too #matching freaks and having fun with it #as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love #can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues #with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)

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hey-heigo · 3 months ago

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height difference and little critter naegiri doodles. ft. some guy sobbing and shaking and screaming in the corner

#naegiri #makoto naegi #kyoko kirigiri #byakuya togami #tonaegiri #<- implied. ohh baby u know i can't stay away from the them #critter byakuya's a goldfish. some uber fancy rare goldfish breed. partially based him on a meteor goldfish bc he has no ass #ik togiri is only like a centimeter or two apart in canon but i like the idea that she's six foot fuckall #kyoko and her teacup boyfriend that she can carry in a tote #medibang kept crashing when i was trying to export the png so u get a screenshot #my arts

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katabay · 1 year ago

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ONCE UPON A TIME, THERE WAS A KNIGHT...

the visual inspiration for this was a combination of Frederic William Burton's Meeting on the Turret Stairs and also Bernardo Cavallino's The vision of St. Dominic receiving the Rosary from the Virgin

this was supposed to be just a one off illustration to get the thoughts out of my system, but then I started thinking about medieval politics and warfare and plagues and a castle and home as both a place of refuge, a prison, and a tomb, so perhaps they will end up as ex voto characters as well.

you may say, hey! that rosary looks like it has too many beads! it's a fifteen decade rosary, probably. dominicans are really into marian devotions. it works out.

also. spiral style stair cases. oh boy. it was that unexpectedly more difficult than I originally thought it would be to draw. the more I think about it, the less I understand them, even though I had a million photos of the stairs in front of me while I was drawing it.

⭐ I have a tip jar (ko-fi)!

⭐ and other places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app

#the economy and my bank account are in shambles and i ended up stress drawing this whole thing in one go #its so many lines. the next time i draw this. because i will be revisiting this composition. i want to use a different inking brush #i think. but the next time i draw this it will be with solid blacks on the stair case steps i think #hey here's a fun fact for those of you who aren't catholic. did you know that kissing the ring of the pope/a cardinal/etc #grants you an indulgence. cardinals also used to kiss the pope on the mouth. also foot and hand iirc. anyway #there are no cardinals in this drawing but im saying if you write medieval/renaissance smut about men of the cloth #you can really amp up the friction between holy and seductive with a lot of the (gestures vaguely) that.#actually another fun fact about cardinals. their fun sun hat (it's called a galero) has some fucking weird as hell fever dream (literally)#origin lore. so if seductive isn't your thing. the horror of a thing that you wear is also extremely fun #esp when you get into medieval gender performances of clothes and how they define a person etc #generic medieval tag #original tag

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deadtiredghost · 9 months ago

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we deserved more of 2018 Casey

#you know for a fact that this woman would throw shredder in the garbage and press the damn button #the ultimate she/her #dont call her cass! - her friends call her Casey!#she and 2012 Karai would hate each other but begrugingly respect each other #i cant get over the red eyeliner #i read a fic where 2012 Leo mistook Casey for 2018 Karai and i choked #we need more of that #am i gonna write it tho? maybe... when i have time... in the future... it'll probs happen before i die at some point #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rottmnt casey jones #rottmnt cassandra jones #i have a headcannon that only Draxum calls her Cassandra #foot recruit

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egophiliac · 8 months ago

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I feel like F/P/S was still a pretty weird one, even by Lance's standards.

sorry for (in an ironic twist) not doing much Ride Kamens art now that it's actually started; I've been pretty slow going through it and I feel weird posting about things I'm not caught up on! though I'm. definitely gonna have to set aside some time to actually get through episode 13, after what they posted today. (w-what did they do to my Leon) (NOBODY TELL ME I HAVE TO FIND OUT ON MY OWN) (LEOOOOOOOON)

#art #ride kamens #f/p/s #freedom/play/slam #it's probably not as dramatic as i'm imagining i'm just terrified for our sweet boy #smh can't believe leon's bald now #this is why i don't like to post before i get caught up i have NO IDEA #anyway sorry this. kind of sucks. it just made me laugh #i love the sheer absurdity that must be lance's day-to-day #it's amazing what you can get used to i guess #event chaosworlds are bizarre even for chaosworlds though #(poor shizuru...he was SO confused about the bread...)#i admit the events are one of the reasons i've been so slow at the main story #i told myself i was going to put my foot down and prioritize and not get distracted by the next event #and then they announced frilly prince froufrou tea party wisdom boys and RUINED MY LIFE #how am i supposed to get anything done when all i can think about is jou just going absolutely ham on some tiny cucumber sandwiches #how dare they do this to me

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that1notetaker · 1 year ago

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The WatchTower.

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funyiipp · 9 months ago

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Summer Evening.

This (Or I guess, last?) week has absolutely SUCKED for me. Why? I don't really wanna get into it. But it really killed my urge to draw for a bit.

#welcome home #clownillustrations #digital art #wally darling #fanart #welcome home art #welcome home wally #I'm slowly getting my footing back. It'll take some time though.#I really like drawing him sitting #I don't know why

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vforvalensa · 11 months ago

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Remembering that the OG hobbit from The Hobbit was coerced into a shady job with poor working conditions and basically no worker protection, it makes Dungeon Meshi's characterization of its primary hobbit as a staunch union man even funnier.

#i wonder if the halffoots have a story about one of them getting kidnapped by some dwarfs #and thats why they have such strong unions #dungeon meshi #chilchuck #chilchuk tims #delicious in dungeon #the hobbit #half foot

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pantherloid · 2 months ago

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Kagamines vertically long ver.

#supposed to be a taller maybe older looking and more slender built version of #my usual blocky rin n len who are close to the ground #i say that but my hc height for them is not truly that short bc some people are out here being under 5 foot unironically #anyway in my head theyre supposed to be more mature and less rowdy in personality but #while drawing it they came out looking even more menacing 🪦#saved as alt. ver.#vocaloid #kagamine len #len kagamine #鏡音レン #kagamine rin #rin kagamine #鏡音リン #edit: fixed typos #my hc for normal rin/len height is 5'2/5'3 whereas the long ver. is like +3 inches except that feels too tall #the kagamines are Short™ to me and i will not be making them look big #if you feel 5'2/5'3 is tall relative to you then think of them as being oversized #built like a 4 something footer but they reach 5foot plus bc of that big ol head #headcanon ramblings #edit 2: dont get me wrong im at the same vertical distance from the ground as my normal kagamine hc heights #im a fellow shortie

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small-spark-of-light · 4 months ago

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so i came up with a wekiddy au recently!!! Wekiddy Slasher Au!!! perfect for october too :DD

the premise is that: El cool p gets extremely jealous of the rest of the cast because of the attention they get. He starts murdering them so he can have it all to himself

#incredibox #incredibox fanart #incredibox v9 #el cool p #swingy #kevin #kc glow #this au has been giving me brainworms for days i NEEDED to draw it omg #kc survives(and is the mc) because i want him to hes my favorite <3<3<3 #hes the final girl™<3 #cool p kind of shoots himself in the foot with murdering others for fame #yea he gets more attention(news outlets and fans being worried) but so does everyone else #so he gets more jealous and kills more and its a cycle until he gets stopped(by kc killing him in self defense)#im sure some others would be able to put up a fight too!!! jogg d is much bigger than him so he would win #then again el cool p can just murder them in their sleep #yes that last image is a scream/ghostface reference

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esmes · 1 year ago

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