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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun
#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much#anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events#ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people#or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know#ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD#welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on#surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like#yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part#to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably#not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day#yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name#this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this#and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it#and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly#but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me#or shown me much physical affection#my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on#but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while#ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit#i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart#then getting some footing#then it falling apart again#okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD#hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good#damn i gotta use that more#welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol
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Bonus 12: Beware the Grapes of Wrath.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen qing#wen ning#WWX's main weapon as the Yiling patriarch is considered to be 'Wen Ning' - which makes sense as far as the whole necromancer thing goes.#However...That *is* Wen Qing's beloved baby brother!#In her perspective WWX skipped town for a few days (or so) and took WN with him#only for them both to show up bloodied and in a state of disarray.#There's no way he told her he was going out to duel Jiang Cheng. For several reasons.#He doesn't want to involve her in his messes anymore than he already has.#It's less that she would try and stop him and more so that he honestly wouldn't even think to say something about it to her.#WQ and him aren't partners in this situation. He actually openly disregards her opinions several times.#Wei Wuxian's emotional distance from everyone around him is a big part of this arc.#Like all good tragedies...his biggest flaw is his hubris. He doesn't *need* anyone when he's so capable on his own.#He doesn't need to ask permission when obviously this is the only way forwards.#He has to do it all on his own! No one else needs to be involved!#And if you've been in the position of realizing you have a problem of toxic self-reliance - you know how harmful this mindset is.#It's why it's so satisfying to see WWX in his 'new' life start to let other's share his burdens.#I will die on the hill of 'love means carrying each other's weight. All a burden means is that I can give you support and you support me.'#YLLZ is less 'competent and sexy' and more 'depressed and can't see it'.#Another lovely nod to the main theme here is how he starts leaning more and more into the rumours about him.#Though we are also still confronted with how these rumours fail to actually live up to reality.#Rumour has it the Yiling Patriarch is undefeatable. What a shame if that rumour turned out to be untrue!
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#i have so much to say!!!!!!#gif 1. Wine wants to kiss him so badly! It's the way he is staring at Faifa's lips!!!!#gif 2. Faifa paying attention to Wine and his reactions he was staring at Wine's lips but looked up to see if he was the only one wanting i#gif 3. the slow leaning in and Wine ALSO DID IT it wasn't just Faifa!!!#gif 4. Wine couldn't look away from his lips it was like he was being pulled in and couldn't resist he wanted this as much a Faifa did#gif 5. Faifa finding strength to stop himself and actually ask for permission was so beautiful to see even if he didn't wait for an answer#gif 6. DAMN JUNIOR THATS HOW YOU KISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the desperation he must have felt the need to kiss Wine after finding someone special#gif 7. that hand... holy shit the way is slid up... Junior knows exactly what he is doing and i am so here for it!#gif 8. that is such a freaking pretty angle for a kiss i love it so much AND the way the hand is still visible?!?! and its sliding down???#gif 9. they are really such a great fit for each other thank you gmmtv#gif 10. that is exactly how a dazed expression should look like!!! Mark nailed it so well the way he tried to blink himself awake after tha#god JuniorMark did such a great job here#perfect 10 liners#p10l#Perfect 10 liners the series#faifawine#juniormark#junior panachai#mark jiruntanin#mine 2025
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Yoshida looks so good






Happy new year to tatsuki fujimoto and to tatsuki fujimoto only thank you for bringing yoshida back
#it's either denji's throwing up weird shit or eating weird shit these past few chapters#it's like they're treating him like a dog like in s1#but ig this time it's denji's decision to barf to help pochita#but would he do what yoshida said idk but that last panel kinda tells us it's things are going to get freaky next year 😭#it's so funny why does yoshida have to be polite like “can i interest you with my hand my good sir”#at least he's asking for denji's permission unlike someone (looks at yoru)#chainsaw man#csm 188#csm spoilers
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shen qingqiu is a very tactile person imo, he likes playing with binghe and finding excuses to touch him but in like a weird way bc he’s shen qingqiu and he’s just a bit to the left yk. like the headpats we know, he is obsessed with bingbing’s curls (cf. the little braid also same shizun), but he’d also do things like grab binghe’s hand and manually move his fingers like testing the joints, he’d squish binghe’s face - not hard, not to hurt - but just to see the way it moves, deforming with his manipulations and bouncing back into place. they’re laying cuddled up and shen qingqiu is pressing a finger to seemingly random spots on binghe’s body and muttering under his breath, and it’s not until shen qingqiu makes them change positions that binghe realises he’s counting all his moles and freckles. there’s also the lap sitting and generally wanting to be close, to touch, but this specific kind of methodical almost experimental touching is v much shen qingqiu to me
#binghe the consent king doesn’t do this because he likes to get permission first#and sqq gets too embarrassed when he asks#also#SHEN QINGQIU IS A FREAK ABOUT BINGHE#HES WEIRD ABOUT HIM SO WEIRD#MORE OFFPUTTINGLY OBSESSED SQQ PLS#back hugs are binghe’s thing tho when shizun goes for a hug it’s always from the front#can you tell i am touchstarved from the way i post#no#no you cannot#svsss#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe
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anyone remember that pyro is a robot headcanon? yeah um erm i also remembered that and also sorta maybe mightve gotten carried away a little bit.. tee hee..
#fanart#art#doodle#tf2#tf2 fanart#team fortress 2#tf2 scout#comic#tf2 engineer#tf2 spy#tf2 soldier#its so funny because it didnt even cross my mind until i was drawing (GET READY FOR CRINGE)…#..scout with bunny ears.. ANYWAYS AHEM. i was like. hey. what if. what if those ears. were like. apart of a helmet.#and then i spiraled#hashtag real#hopefully this comic makes sense i stayed up to do this not realizing the time i am so eepy#this is probably also a blue headcanon i headcanon blu engie is medic levels of unhinged <3#to the person in the replies: YES!! you have full permission to draw him!! thank you for asking in the first place that’s so sweet of you!!#but anyways sorry for not replying! this is my side account that i’ve turned into a main account#and my main account still has the Mark of cringe past (old fanart) so i’m trying to keep them apart lol#scoutbot
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Harry Potter is something of an impossibility and an inevitability all at once.
Tom has only started to understand and come to terms with this recently. In the darker hours of his harsher nights, when anger and rage come like maelstrom waves, the comforting weight of Harry’s hand on his shoulder guides and steadies him, mooring him ashore. He may rock, nearly tip, but Harry is always there noose-tight.
Hush, he says. Sit with me.
Tom does. His reeling no match to Harry’s.
A hollow longing is replaced and forgotten in his presence, and Tom thinks - I could love him.
#tomarry#tomarrymort#my fic#drabble#for those who are nosey - like me:#i had to keep this at 100 words to stay in line with the drabble exercise but i still almost made the last line -#and tom thinks he may love him#- i was tempted to leave it like that because there’s something there#something heavy like asking for permission#it’s almost a relief like wow he may love him?? he’s allowed to do that?? a sudden clarity#but it felt too confusing with no additional explanation#so… could it is!
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Series of street videos but it's Peter Parker trying to introduce different spices to Asgard
#he's out on the street like 'okay take 2 of cinnamon on another planet. that man looks like he's got time let's go ask him to try it!!!'#peter parker introducing random earth stuff to asgard but it's via street videos would be funny i thinj#peter parker like um but surely you're surprised these delicious rolls are seasoned with tree bark? 😃#and the guy is dubiously eyeing the roll like sorry im not vegetarian#peter got permission from both the kings of asgard (thor and loki) to do this btw#there's a random midgardian young adolescent scaring people with strange interview methods in asgard's streets#peter parker like 'and this one is chilli!!!!!!!!!'#and the people apprehend him and take him to the authorities like he tried to poison them#peter is back 2 days later with rosemary#mj is on the side like 'are you trying to make them invade our planet? i know too much history to support this.'#ned is helping edit and proofwatch the videos
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sending love to those who so badly want to indulge in different variations of Spite romance but worry about what others might think or say about it and im sorry people have made you feel guilty or gross for enjoying an incredibly interesting and complex character who also happens to be an undeniable and permanent part of lucanis regardless of how anyone may feel about him
#crowtalks#ive been seeing do many people asking for permission to do stuff with their rook and spitecanis#heres your permission given freely to ease that concern#you dont need anyones permission to play with your dolls how you wish#but i know for some it can feel isolating without it#please have fun with your stories#and those who care too much about what you do are weird and controlling tbh#id say this is a freak4freak space but loving spite and wanting to include him in the romance isnt actually weird or freaky at all
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Hey! I saw you drew him before for a commission, but I would love to see your take on Yumihiko Ichiyanagi as a sketch for fun rather then a requirement!
say hello to my son stupid poopy head . he is 2 days old and he like to eat sand.
#YOOOOUUIIUIUUUUUU WWIIIINNNNNNNN.#YOURE THE WINNER.#sigh. anyway#this man has like 3 names. oops.#yumihiko ichiyanagi#sebastian debeste#eustice winner#ace attorney#ace attorney investigations#maya doodles#maybe ill render him later.. idk..#mayas art#art#artists on tumblr#maya asks!!!#do i have permission tor call him an f slur. (say yes)
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just remembered vale being like. i don’t know what they let marc race post-surgery. sick and evil and twisted
need him to start secretly paying off motogp doctors to prevent marc from racing which HE says is 'eliminating the competition' but really its just like. making them do their jobs and keep that lunatic off a bike when his bones are broken
#the little ways u see his injury anxiety peak through wrt to marc...#barcelona 2016 half reconciliation... argentina 2018 even. and before the fallout just being very sweet and attentive/inquisitive about it#motogp#callie speaks#asks#the segment in all in where alex is like yeah i think he needed me to give him permission to not race.#vs vale post reconciliation who wants to do that so badly but theres this thorny mess of history between them tied up entirely in racing#kind of the sexiest thing ever tbh.....#like a few months in after some fraught hours when vale finally TELLS marc not to race injured and marc's whole body relaxes#and THATS when they both realized that theyve processed each other's forgiveness. HOT.
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b’elanna vs her mother at similar ages, plus some sketches!
#my art#star trek voyager#my very first deanna…. my original obsession. if i ever read as much about betazoids as i do klingons we’re all in grave danger#also wrt the first image b'elanna is. 12 years old and as such is about to go emo mode but not quite yet. the girly girl thing is a front#sometime in winter she'll chop her hair off without permission#what do we think? human girl look to fit into the image her father has while he's still around or after to try and get him back?#miral is also a little bookish like b'elanna but on different subjects.... likes to keep to herself naturally but is also loudmouthed and#got told she shared her opinion too often a lot in university. didn't stop her though she speaks up when she thinks (knows) she's right#what did she study? don't ask me my answer changes with the weather#botany....linguistics.....military strategy.....chemistry....... uhmmmm religious studies. or even better the klingon system doesn't have#starfleet equivalents and she spent ages 15-22 doing apprenticeships for a certain (or multiple) disciplines#anyway.#kessik 2352 b'elanna has trouble sitting still for photos until she gets a little older so all the pics from before 7 are of her father#physically holding her so that she won't wander OR off guard shots or super blurry. theres more videos of that time than anything
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Girl, you're an immature aspiring writer (key word: aspiring) who is shitting on Horikoshi's work even though your entire fucking blog is literally dedicated to Hori's work. How pathetic and hypocritical must you be. There is a reason why people rather talk to you anonymously rather than directly because frankly you're an embarrassment and a loser. Your misandry needs to be dealt with. Stop blaming all real life men for you unhappiness with the MHA ending. That the fault of one man, not billions of other men. Just because you're pissed and throwing tantrums doesn't mean you have to blame all men. That's extremely childish though not surprising since you're blog itself looks childish. Why are you even watching MHA, its clearly not for misandrists like you. In case you forgot MHA is a Shonen manga/anime so you're clearly not wanted. You're not the type of audience that Hori wants in the first place. You rather talk about useless characters like Rei Todoroki or squeal about a man's attractiveness rather than the watch and assess the actual fights/battles. Seriously. Stop watching MHA and go watch sailor moon or some shojo shit.
Yo I know, I’m childish and immature that reeeeeeally sucks man. Doesn’t change the fact that you still are a misogynist, abuser and rapist defender, childish, immature, rude, mannerless, ignorant and a gaslighter who came on their own in my childish blog, to ask for my childish opinion though. You did, and are still doing all this on your own accord, so guess who’s the real hypocrite here honey 🤭
#— ❥ kelanswers;#answered#anonymous 😂#and in my blog i’m going to criticize who the fuck i want without asking for you permission babygurl. i’ll start right there 💜#if me criticizing horikoshi for his WACK ASS DISAPPOINTING ENDING has triggered you it’s none of my problem honestly#your feelings are valid but not my fucking responsibility. everyone knows i’m an endeavor hater dude#so you come to me knowing well what you were going to sign up for darling. YOUR choice. YOUR responsibility.#do not blame me for your bad decisions weirdo 😂😂#honestly? you’ve lost credibility AND relevance the moment you started to bark nasty remarks at me over an anime zemer#if you call misandrist peoples who holds men accountable for their wrongdoings then you’re part of the problem btw#and if any male bnha fan who defends endeavor gets triggered by me holding him accountable that says a lot more about you than me really#also yeah i watch shoujos and no i don’t think i’ll stop watching shonens and complain about them whenever i want to. hope that helps 💜#aizawa don’t look
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You know that "I had to unfollow NASA 'cause it made me too craaaaazzzyyyy" reaction image? that's me with gumworth. I think about them for more than two seconds and start getting all flustered
#like if i let myself think 'what would it be like if gumshoe was given full permission to take care of miles.'#'what would it be like for miles to give himself over to this big safe golden retriever of a man who loves him so wholly loudly and simply.#i start pacing in circles and the red yarn murder board manifests behind me#it's almost instantaneous#i can think about wrightworth as much as i want (AND BOY DO I EVER)#but gumworth is too strong. too powerful.#my little brain melts. i have to take it in small doses.#to me. if phoenix kissed miles's neck miles would be able to manage a sweet but snarky teasing comment#if gumshoe kissed mile's neck and asked 'is this ok sir' miles would actually just explode
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Just remembered the time when a random dude tried to kiss me.
I sold him a ticket. He was being all flirty and I was not interested. I was doing my job, he was on our train without a ticket and he was a dickhead. I was very clear with the fact that I was not interested in him.
I sell him his low-cost ticket and send him on his way to the back of the train where people with a low-cost ticket are supposed to be.
Two stations later when he's getting off he comes up to me while I'm standing outside of the train, waiting and looking if anyone needs any help, and he walks up to me, doesn't say a thing and puts his finger under my chin and TRIES TO LEAN IN FOR A KISS.
I move away. obviously. Very visibly angry.
He tries to go for it AGAIN and this time I step away and he finally leaves.
If he tried it again I would have slapped him.
This is such a random thing but it still baffles me that this man I have never seen before, tried to KISS ME. TWICE. WHILE I WAS DOING MY JOB.
#idk what the point of this post is but it STILL MAKES ME SO ANGRY? BECAYSE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK#DID HE THINK I WOULD SWOON OVER HIM AND KISS HIM AND FUCK HIM ON THAT PLATFORM???#DID HE THINK ID GIVE HIM MY NUMBER????#WHAT THE FUCK WAS THE THOUGHT PROCESS THERE#LIKE DO MEN GENUINELY THINK WOMEN LIKE TO BE TREATED THIS WAY? THAT THEY WANT A RANDOM MAN TO JUST KISS THEM?#WITHOUT PERMISSION?????#he was so fucking lucky i didnt wanna get in trouble and i didnt slap him right in the face#stiff talk#cw assault#idk what to tag this#ask to tag
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In the Maglor-has-a-son 'verse, combined with both the cousins and the two OC daughters of Maglor 'verses you've come up with - well. It occurs to me that if you toss Celebrimbor in there, you have seven grandchildren of Feanor. (Seven grandchildren. Seven sons. The years roll and the wheel turns, and stories loves a pattern.)
Caladion does not expect to have more siblings. He does not expect for Ruiniel to toss him over her shoulder in front of all the other smiths and carrying out of the designated smithing area to plop him in front of two women and the rest of his cousins and he most certainly does not expect for one of the women in front of him to be silent.
The Song does not join in harmony. It slides off of the dark, curly haired woman in front of Caladion like water falling from a seals back.
It’s annoying. The Song shouldn’t act like that. Everything is a Song. Everything sings.
This woman doesn’t. It puzzles him. It puzzles the ghosts on either side of him. Caladion remains silent and listens.
The table is silent as Caladion and the two women seize each other up.
Caladion makes the first move. A single note breaks through the air and coaxes Song from the woman. She does not speak. The Music does not come from her lips but from her soul as it stumbles and falters and reaches a harmony with the Song around her.
“Oh,” Anordil says and that’s her name, that’s his sister, “What - Why is everything so loud?” She turns toward the silver haired woman with scars on her lips as if to ask for help. “Is it always like this?”
“Most of the time,” the silver haired woman agrees, “You get used to it.”
Anordil groans.
Saeleth can’t help but laugh.
“Aw shit,” she cackles and Huan boofs disapprovingly, “Caladion, what did you do!” Saeleth pauses for a moment and studies Anordil. “Wait I know you.”
“No you don’t,” Anordil’s response is immediate, “You know nothing.”
“You’re the one that brought that stupid mortals keep down around him!”
Calemir and Ruiniel share a look.
Celebrimbor turns his head to the sky and despairs.
Caladion sips his wine with his forge gloves still on.
The other woman - Caladion’s sister the Song swirls around her like a sheathed weapon - shakes her head.
“Was that the time you almost got married?”
“He tried to marry me,” Anordil corrects, “I said no.”
“Rather adamantly it seems,” Ruiniel crosses her arms across her chest as she speaks. She looks mildly impressed. No small feat considering who and what Ruiniel is.
“Linavron brought an entire city to ruin! I think I can get away with destroying a keep or two!”
The table turns their gaze toward Caladion’s other sister.
Linavron sips her wine delicately.
“It was a city of slavers and other such things,” Linavron says with no ounce of regret in her voice, “They deserved it.”
Ruiniel blinks as if several dots connected.
“That city in south-east - Mor - the rebellion that was sparked - that was you?”
Linavron looks Ruiniel in the eyes.
“It was needed.”
Ruiniel tosses her head back and laughs.
Linavron turns her attention to Celebrimbor who doesn’t look uncomfortable but wary.
“I won’t turn your city upside down,” Linarvon says. She pauses a moment before adding. “Unless you need me to.”
“Thanks for the offer,” Celebrimbor says dryly and he reminds Caladion of Curufin in that moment, “I’ll think about it.”
Calemir shakes his head.
“I’m too old for this.”
The table pauses and everyone’s attention shifts to the two women who joined them.
“Who has seniority?” Calemir asks innocently.
Neither of them are expecting Anordil and Linavron to share a look.
Linavron shrugs.
“I remember the Sun rising for the first time,” she offers, “I suppose that makes me the oldest after Lord Celebrimbor.”
“Just Celebrimbor,” the man in question corrects, “We’re family.”
#maglor has a son au#asdkjalkhalfdjlk I LOVE THIS#anyway i also must add that this would be a totally deviation from canon#because the moment the others sense tyelpe in trouble shit is gonna go down#the moment Sauron oversteps his boundaries and attempts to harm tyelpe the others are on him#the cousins: let us be feral#gilgalad: no#the cousins: we’re gonna do it anyway.#gilgalad: then why ask for my opinion#the cousins: it would have been nice to have permission
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