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Unpopular opinion (???) but Colt and Jean would make the best boyfriends out of the Aot boys
Let’s not even talk about how f*cking fun flirting with Colt’s inexperienced ass would be oop
But like seriously the fluster, the confusion and shyness in his eyes but you can still see the longing in them??? Walk with me for a sec lol lemme stop
#colt being the sweet caring boy that he is???#jean being that and more???#like sweet and caring but also with a great sense of humor AAAHH#you just either get it or ya don’t#aot fandom#attack on titan#aot#aot headcanons#snk#aot fanfiction#shingeki no kyoujin#jean kristen#jean krischtein#colt grice#colt aot#aot boys#aot boyfriend#jean x black reader#aot canonverse#aot modern au#aot imagines#aot x black reader#aot x poc!reader
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Alternate timeline where Stanley doesn’t accidentally ruin Ford’s project but he still doesn’t get into Geek Life University bc some kid showed up with a baking soda volcano
#Happens every time I’m telling ya#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#a tale of two stans#Y’all I just thought of smth fucked up#Remember that baby pic where ford was reaching towards the yellow triangle?#What if bill’s always been there#Cuz perpetual motion machines aren’t scientifically possible (think it’s bc entropy or smth to do w/ thermodynamics)#Ford couldn’t have made one—no one can#Either he was scamming them or (if what I said abt bill above is correct) *he* fucked w/ Ford’s machine to make it weird#Bc ford getting into a top school means he has more opportunities which means a better chance of getting the portal built#And then when Ford starts being like “screw your cipher” bill’s like “oh you think you can just *leave* me; I *made* you sixer!”#“I’m the reason you got into that fancy pants college! You honestly think you could’ve built that machine#We may be a team but I’m the mvp—always have been”#Okay I know it’s far-fetched but what is the gf fandom if not full of far-fetched theories (ain’t even a theory really more like an excuse#for angst and also bc of the fact that Ford invented Physics Breaker 5000 was slwsys a sticking point for me FOR SOME REASON)#Like I truly don’t know why that of all things bothers me#I really did just devolve into fanfic in the tags of a shitpost—oh and ig ford got into west cost in that au/version of events#shitpost
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burn was done DIRTY in the show
#they made her so angry for no reason#other then fire person angry lol#I hate that trope😒#it’s getting boring#like she was so chill in the movie and she was genuinely such a nice and happy person who seemed excited for others sure she’s a bit forward#and it’s a bit creepy but other then that she’s really cool#if you can’t tell I love movie burn a lot#and show burn is my least favorite from the cartoon#I also hate how pink she is compared to her actually reddish pinkish scheme like everyone else I can’t ignore cause it’s not too bad but#burns is jsut ugly like ya could’ve gone with anything other then bubblegum pink#…..realizing that might’ve been on purpose now but nonetheless I just don’t like her#kinda how I don’t like Chet much in the show either cause the up his whine too much like he was literally the most mature in the movie#like he was a bit mean and an overreacter but that’s just because he was concerned for his and his brothers lives#he was just trying his best to provide for both of them and to make sure turbo is safe#and they make him so whiney and exaggerat his paranoia so much and I dunno I don’t like it#my stuffy stuff#turbo#turbo fast#text#criticism#idk I just prefer the movie over the show but I think the show has its own charm especially when you think of it as a separate canon from#the movie
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Alright I’ve seen enough takes on this and while I understand everyone’s viewpoint and validate it I want to give mine bc mine is probably a very niche perspective.
When it comes to the relationship between Gregory and Vanessa, I do view them as siblings. And no not in the umbrella way, not in the “this is the only thing that makes the most sense” sort of way, I mean they have sibling energy period. And I’ll tell you why.
Bc I do not view them as being immediate found family. At all. They have too much trauma both independently and with each other. I don’t even think they’d like each other very much at first. I feel like their initial relationship would be more of a ”you saved me so I’ll return the favor by helping you out” way.
Personally. I don’t think relationships with strong bonds should immediately go into something romantic or familial (maybe it’s cuz I’m raging aroace and very platonic/queerplatonic bc I know that’s an unpopular opinion) but in my eyes, you NEED TO BUILD A FRIENDSHIP FIRST. and I think that’s exactly what they’re gonna do.
They’re gonna slowly and gradually form a friendship, one that most people would think is strange and unusual bc it’s an adult and a child but let’s be fr neither of them are what you’d consider “typical” (yes I personally hc them both being ND. Again, this is my opinion). I also don’t think they don’t really give af what people think. So why would they bother putting a label that they don’t really agree with on them? No imo they won’t do that unless they truly do mean it.
Again, this could very well be projecting. But I am personally someone that doesn’t like being given a “sister” label unless it’s actually meant. Maybe it’s my extreme sibling complex. But I don’t think I’m wrong for feeling that way. And imo, I think overtime they would view each other in the way best friends view each other as siblings. I don’t even think there would even need to be anything legal. But if there was, she would be a legal guardian at best. Bc it still gives the freedom to identify how they choose. And to me, it’s very similar to Lilo and Nani from “Lilo and Stitch.”
Bc I think two things can be true at the same time. Vanessa can be a caregiver, and have some responsibilities when it comes to making sure Gregory is ok and kept safe. But also, she herself needs someone to take care of her. Bc she can’t. And while I do like the idea of Freddy taking care of them both, I also like them taking care of each other.
She definitely has aspects that could be seen as maternal, but I don’t view her as essentially parental. She simply isn’t ready. There’s too much trauma and a bit of emotional immaturity (again not a bad thing, she’s very childlike imo). I think she sees him more equal than that. Not someone that is helpless and needs to be watched 24/7. But someone that needs a little guidance every now and then. And that’s where I think looking up to her in an older sibling kinda way comes in.
She’s like a combined playmate and caregiver. An equal partner but also someone that takes on the worst of the burden so he doesn’t have to. Even though he will do so anyway bc he cares that much about her.
So yea, that’s my take on their relationship. Again, it’s just my opinion, and I understand people not agreeing and wanting something else for them. But this is how I choose to view them, and I don’t think that it’s wrong ❤️
#this has been a hot take by Starrshine#I know most people will disagree and that’s fine#but I personally don’t like giving labels Willy nilly in order for things to make sense#bc in my experience the label is validation#and I know it’s not like that for everyone and that’s fine#but I really don’t think it’s more complicated than that#it’s not necessarily that they don’t fit into any category it’s just something that happens gradually over time#she has very strong maternal big sister energy imo#it’s not the first time we’ve seen that#found family can be labels too it doesn’t have to be unlabeled#but it CAN be#again two things can be true at once#and I think it’s important to understand sometimes that label IS important to people#besides I don’t think they’d call each other ‘bro’ and ‘sis’ all the time anyway it’d be mostly their names/nicknames#like he’d mostly call her that either to butter her up or in a state of extreme vulnerability#again you can interpret however you desire if you think they are something else that’s fine#but I’m always gonna interpret them like this so respect my interpretation and I’ll respect yours ❤️#fnaf#fnaf vanessa#fnaf Gregory#doublestar duo#they are still unique in their own way don’t worry#and I still like the idea of them viewing each other as equals//partners//buddies#just in a different way ya know#they are just very near and dear to me#starrshine speaks#starrshine’s hot takes#I’m just very autistic about them lol#and I just needed to get this off my chest
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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I mean this in the nicest way possible: I wish I was a better friend.
#delete later#I know I’m not a good friend#but i think it’s trauma related#and I know that’s not an excuse#but a reason#and I’m just… also tired of people leaving me#I don’t strike up conversations anymore cause I was the friend who always did so#I was always the one making the effort to be in other peoples lives#and it sucks. ya know.#and sometimes I say dumb things that then like….. makes people not want to be around me I fear#and like…. yeah…. that’s part of life#but I’m just so tired of being alone#I want friends. I want people to send post cards and letters too#and I wanna hang out with people#and I want them to tell me things I want them to tell me how they are feeling#like. online friends are great!!#don’t get me wrong!!#but I know I’m not a great online friend either.#and when I try to be I fear I come off as flirting. like sometimes I am. don’t get me wrong#but I wish I could just… go to a friends house and sit with them and hold their hand when they are having a bad day and have the same done#for me!!!#I am always giving…. I am always giving parts of myself to people who don’t give themselves back#I still know my ex-best friends favorite color but I doubt she knows what mine was when we where friends#if you read this far just…. ignore it oof.#it’s just a rant#sometimes I rant in a tumblr post cause reading rants back in old journals is. bad. for my mental health#my adhd just picks the emotions right back up and then I go through it again. so it’s best to tumblr rant#I’ve also been having complicated gender emotions again#I don’t hate the idea of being a woman/girl as much as I used to. and it’s throwing me off a bit#I mean it’s right on time really… I have a gender crisis almost every four years…
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**Fic related, scroll past if you don’t care or don’t want spoilers!**
In another not so shocking ramble about me thinking about my own au where a cosmic horror is just chilling in ryomas body, Eagle was unintentional in many ways but I think what I still think about is how it can be interpreted as Ryoma being a system.
I’m not one myself and the concept is still new to me-I only ever knew about DID thanks to Pat from starforce but even with how accurate he is, he only scratched the surface-so until I have someone who is a system read my fic I can’t have a full perspective, but I think even despite the fact Eagle being fused into Ryoma, there is still some metaphorical system parallels to be made.
How Ryoma has clear amnesia barriers, how Eagle was in a sense formed out of his trauma, how what happened to Ryoma to begin with would reasonably cause someone to split into two people to cope, how Eagle arguably has the role of a “protector” and took over Ryomas body when he felt unsafe, how they meet in his “inner world” when Ryoma finally realizes Eagle is in him. Even Kyodai who I leave up to interpretation of being the real deal or not, if going off he’s just apart of Ryomas mind, then he would be another headmate who is mostly is “dormant”, meaning he’s inactive.
I’m really proud with myself that despite my system friends not reading this fic or really being invested in Getter, I could still point to something as a frame of reference I wrote for people to understand the concept a bit better.
#meg text#getter robo#return to me#rtm#fanfic aus#fanfic ramble#systems are like- so under rep too that it hurts#Pat is legitmately the only good one I’ve ever seen because even if he’s a villain no one in the game is really evil#what sucks about him though is for some fucking reason in the second game post game he wants to get rid of rei??#and the anime botched him so hard by flat out removing rei but we don’t talk about either of those#also on a funnier angle you could low key use getter itself to make a system analogy and I’m only half joking#“3 people in one body” just the body isn’t a robot and can’t change forms#”do Eagle and Ryoma change getter?” Theyre both getter one in a sense idk what to tell ya
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why am i only just now as an about-to-be-27 year old fully grown adult figuring out that i am more than likely on the autistic spectrum 🫠
#like. hello?? you mean to tell me that all these very specific experiences i’ve had my entire life AREN’T NORMAL???#tbh i either really just thought everyone went through the same stuff as me or chalked it up to my adhd + anxiety#not realizing that my particular experiences went even deeper than JUST being adhd or anxiety#i doubt i’ll ever get a diagnosis because i’m 1) high-functioning 2) poor and 3) don’t have health insurance or a primary care doctor#but i think these things are just good to know#now of course the next logical step in this weird journey is to imagine talking to my f/os about it and thinking about how they might react#obv most of them probably wouldn’t actually care or think anything different#but idk. it’s a big thing for me and i would want it to be acknowledged at least ya know?#it’s weird. a little empowering to finally put a name to the experiences but it’s still something different and brings mixed feelings#🌸 hana speaks
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Important question, do you write them as dogs or as people?
Good question!!! I deliberately leave it ambiguous bc I don’t really care what people picture in their heads like idc truly ahaha
Either way they have some fur and are dog men or are humans and have skin it doesn’t matter to me, I do mention skin a bit but people can interpret it however they want :))
#sorry I’m using this as an excuse to ramble in these tags LMAOOO ignore me#as far as I’m concerned they are human based either way lol#I love when people get pressed about them having fur and tails#like bro they are fully sentient leave them alone ya know LMAO#I truly do not see how some people get upset about the concept of two fictional men that pretty much entirety human in every way that matte#ran out of space there#anyway#sorry if it’s not the answer you wanted lol#I’m just being real#like personally I find it really funny bc it sincerely does not matter at all#like don’t like don’t read u feel#it’s not that deep#ehehe#also however u view it I write it as very human sm*t too so like#I don’t know if anyone has noticed yet but I specifically also only mention things about their like#traits of their canon appearance so people can use whatever imagination they like#like Bradley has brown hair#max has black hair#blah blah#also piercings but that’s a given now#aNYWAY IM YAPPING#u get my point I’m not here to yuck anyone#all I do is write silly little sm*t on the internet for whoever wants it#😌💅#not here to hurt anyone#not talking about u btw anon just in general aha#if I get hate for leaving it ambiguous I stg#ples#I’m just out here—#vibing
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ok I gotta call medicaid right now and I am NOT being brave about it
hewwo pwease gimme insurance so I don’t die 🥺
#I am NOT just a little guy#I wish I were a cute little farm mouse that everyone fawns over so I could just ya know HAVE insurance#you know. that thing all farm mice have. insurance. they’re all insured by Mandate of Heaven amen USA#instead I am this gross swamp monster.#built like a dump truck. and not one of those sexy dump trucks either.#acting cute gets me sent to jail! 100 years! don’t even try! forever!#why how did this get from insurance to making myself feel bad?#…. insurance!#I need meds!#text
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🌸🦖🌿?
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🌸 Best compliment you ever received?
I feel like it had to be something about my personality. Personality compliments are always top tier for me and then singing compliments are probably next 🩷
🦖 Favorite extinct animal?
Dinosaurs???? I’m sorry I’m awful lol
🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.
Right now I don’t think I have a *favorite* outfit. My go to outfit when I want to look cute is usually a skirt and a top that is either a crop top or I crop myself 😂
#I actually have a box somewhere of a bunch of hand written compliments I got when I was in school#some were notes and some was from church#even if I don’t know the person anymore it’s still nice to look back at them#also my school had a Facebook page where you could anonymously post compliments about other students so I wrote those down somewhere too 🫶#true and genuine compliments really hit me deep#the you’re beautiful or cool or nice or sweet#is nice to hear but it’s nowhere near the feeling you get when someone actually says something from the heart#sad thing is I don’t remember many personality compliments - I remember a few singing compliments but not many and I have a feeling that#my negative thoughts over the years just ended up drowning them out or ya know my memory sucks either way lol#my first thought was dinosaurs and then I was like nah they aren’t animals so I tried looking up extinct animals but then I got overwhelmed#so I was like eh I’m gonna just put dinosaurs but then I thought about it and was like……. if dinosaurs aren’t animals what are they#so I looked it up and I saw two different things saying either animal/reptile (I’m guessing depending on what type but who the fuck knows)#as for outfit that’s a hard one still - I don’t go out much so I don’t wear half of my closet#most of the time I’m just wearing some comfy pants and a some random shirt#but I’ve been trying to go out more so I’ve been going through my closet and trying different outfits#nothing is really *clicking* and tbh it’s probably cause I should get rid of all of it and start fresh#but that’s a lot of fucking money sooooooo not gonna do that lol#anyway thank you for the questions lovely 🩷🫶#it was fitting for you to do the 🌸 it made me smile 🥰#ask#🌸 anon
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I’m like 3 chapters into ballad of songbirds and snakes and already ms Suzanne Collins is pulling ZERO punches in fleshing out panem
#it kind of makes me want a hunger games rewrite#like it was already brutal but there was obviously stuff she was either vague about or didn’t say but it was obvious if/when you were older#or it came out as part of the movies or she would confirm theories#and part of that is the YA rating and everything#in ballad shes already shown how intrinsically everything is still linked even though the capitol is thriving#and the hunger games are polished and entertaining#the capitol were cannibalising each other#and still did decades later when people would disappear after doing anything even remotely in favour of the districts#the tributes are carted around like animals in literal stock carts and in chains on the train to the capitol#later tributes get dolled up and paraded around but they are still animals being led to slaughter in the lead up to the games#and the victors don’t escape the cages they’re still used and gawked at just like throwing Lucy’s group into the monkey cage#anyway Suzanne Collins is a genius for the hunger games and I’ll never shut up about it#the hunger games#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#Suzanne Collins#tbosas ramblings
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I love how “Gregory has PTSD” is an official tag on ao3, but “Vanessa has PTSD” is not…
#Tbf though#none of her tags are really official#at least not enough to warrant the FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDYS thing at the end#literally if you look up every other character#they are official tags for FNAF#except for Vanessa#which really fucking sucks#also there’s a tag that’s just Vanessa is a jerk and it has more works than good Vanessa or protective Vanessa#so that shows where most people outside of 3 star fam fandom stand with her#they gon be mad when she shows back up a badass and I’m gonna laugh#also in the adopted tag Freddy has 200+ more fics then Vanessa#which I can at least understand since they dont see her as parental (either sibling or unspecified seems to be the general consensus)#but you can like still add it even if it’s just a guardianship ya know?#idk I’m just rambling at this point#I want justice for my fave security guard alright 😭#she didn’t get glitchtrapped and turned into a killer and forced into therapy by her company for yall to say she isn’t traumatized#also Vanessa needs a hug doesn’t have enough fics#yall don’t deserve her /hj 😭#only half bc some of you do treat her well so you’re fine#fnaf rambles#Starr speaks#five nights at Freddy’s
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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).
I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.
So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.
#text post#incoherent rambling#project update#game project#I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too#It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult#either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about#which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague#truly a balancing act writing is#kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members#which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary#the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film#funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg#but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it#still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason#I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning#ugh writing is HARD#but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles#I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo#and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring#I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums#the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age#anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this#hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀
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Okay but actually, considering how horrid this person’s been to me, I get to be bitchy
#I just know she’ll come back in a few days. Asking me for forgiveness again.#But you don’t deserve it anymore.#I’m normally a kind and understanding person.#But if you truly work your way under my skin? Then I’m very much the opposite of ny normal.#And it just makes me feel so fucking bad. Because I just know that this could have been no problem if you would communicate#But no. You’ve got the emotional skills of a toddler /neg#So sorry if I’m upset and seem rude in my response to ya. But genuinely. You’ve had it coming since fall#And I’ve only been holding back.#But I’m too tired and stressed to keep up facades.#So I look forward to the day you either fucking learn. Or that karma gets ya.#I’ll take either. Because I know I shouldn’t but I want to give you another chance.#I know you don’t deserve another chance from me. Not after everything.#Anyway I’m done for now.#jays being dumb again
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I think the worst part of it all so that I didn’t decide to like feel unlovable, i didn’t like get a say I’m feeling this way and no matter how hard I try it what other people say the feeling of being unloved persists
#whimsy whispers#whims woes#there’s not much myself or others can do to make it go away#but like it’s so easy for something to happen to make things feel worse whether people meant to or not#and like it’s no one’s problem but my own and I don’t want to burden people with how I feel#it’s tiring for me and I imagine it’s tiring for others to have to deal with me frequently being in a spiral because i feel like the world#hates me or that I’ll never be loved and I just genuinely don’t know if things will ever change for the better#and i do feel like it’s only a anger of time before people just get so tired that they get up and I wouldn’t fault them for this either#I feel like eventually I will really be all alone and idk if I’ll be better or worse because of it#I do know that as I am I’m like unloveable and I just don’t see that changing#hi I was discussing this with someone earlier and it’s just sucky#I didn’t ask to be like this and I know I can’t blame people for everything but I am allowed to say that how I feel is largely a result of#other people#ya don’t spend years being told that no one loves you and not internalize it#and idk how to get over that#then small insignificant things happen and it makes things feel worse because like it just feels bad it all feels bad#not to make another pity party post but also it’s my blog I can do as I please I can post about my feelings and delete them as I please#it’s just been like weighing on me more lately ig#like obvs it has I talk about it so much and I’ve been being a shittier friend n stuff because of it
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