y'all, I have just woken up from a dream in which Smaug was human and actually hurt Thorin while SINGING about how love or power(I'm not sure which one) is a gift, then he(Smaug) returned to the king's headquarters in Erebor, where he hoarded the things he found most precious. BUT a very sexy lady, in a very simple dress comes and seduces him and I think that she was going to kill him like a woman in the Bible, but I'm not sure since the dream ended when I turned in bed. Also, that very sexy lady is also an elf.
By the way, when Smaug hurt Thorin, Smaug got very big, like a dragon, but still halfway in his human form, and he had on one of his fingers Thrain's helmet like a ring, and for a moment before being hurt, Thorin saw his father's face in blue outlines where the helmet layed. Then Smaug took Thorin in his hand and I think crushed him.
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Authors and artists alike, do what you want with this. Just tag me in the artwork so I can see it. I want to see stuff inspired by my dreams.
Edit : I just saw some GIFs with the Eagle scene in An Unexpected Journey. More precisely when Thorin gets picked up by one. THAT. THAT RIGHT THERE. Feels like my dream, when Thorin got crushed. Probably going to animate so it's easier to understand.
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they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?
they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.
you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.
you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.
mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.
you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.
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I find it very funny that supposedly every time our voices bicker and argue, the princess is just left there, totally unaware.
She seemingly acknowledges this too! After a while of back and forth in our mind, she’ll pipe up because she’s noticed we’ve gotten lost in our thoughts. She must think we have trouble with zoning out. She’s not necessarily wrong, I guess.
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[sharing/rb appreciated 💛]
my silver artbook is FINISHED and will open for preorders on 8/31 at 12pm EST!! it's been almost 3 months of work and i'm so excited to finally be able to share all the art i've worked on, PLUS a small bonus charm!
if u know silver fans,,, tell them
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“All brawn no brains-”
Uh oh, Steve’s in trouble…
Honestly I just wanted to draw Darry lifting anyone in the gang like that because I saw a pose ref (I ended up mixing a bunch of refs so I’m not linking it here, it’s vastly different) and thought it was funny in like an…idk sad wet cat kinda way. I was gonna draw Dally being the sad-wet-cat- we’ve already established that I think shoving him is funny, so this isn’t a stretch-but Steve is the one who canonically pissed Darry off, so it fit best for it to be him I guess.
also lookit it’s my first time drawing Darry! Now I’ve officially drawn the whole gang, although admittedly the only drawing of Ponyboy that I’ve posted has him covering his face lol. Don’t worry, I’ll post a nicer drawing of him eventually…
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daily gentle reminder that the words we use to describe ourselves are labels. they're not immutable states of being, they're not all-encompassing, they're not permanent, they're not universal; labels are just words that we use to indicate something about our experience that we find important enough to communicate to others. if your experience with attraction is significantly different enough from a typical allo experience then aspec labels are there for you to use as long as you want them; and conversely, what aspec labels communicate is just that someone's experience is aligned enough with what we describe as aromanticism/asexuality to warrant telling people about it. you never need a label, you never need to keep a label, you never need to justify a label, and you never need to use a label for anything besides what you want it for. it's not a contract. it's an adjective that you can choose to use or not to use. all it needs to do is be useful for you. 💚🖤
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I suddenly really had the urge to draw sun and moon so here y'all go lol.
ALSO, the art pose template thing, I found it on Pinterest already reposted by someone else and I made an effort to search for the og artist, but I had no luck. here's the template THIS IS NOT MINE
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