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lunarlover12 · 4 months

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Fabian is trying so hard to not be too excited now that people want to move in.

#luna live blogs fh #ragenarok pt 1 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fabian seacaster #yo tumblr #where are all of my premade tags?#what did you do with them?#i want them back #insert backstreet boys #i want it that way #yes ive been drinking #what of it

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blindmagdalena · 9 months

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happy holidays and merry christmas to all who celebrate! i hope you’re feeling warm and loved. i really appreciate everyone who’s joined and stuck with me in HL fixation hell. you’ve all made my year really special! 🖤

#yes I’m feeling sentimental #yes ive been drinking #ilu all!!!!!!!!

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omniblades-and-stars · 1 day

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It's over for every single one of you once I go through all my posts tomorrow and tag all my stupid clown ass posts.

#I'm not locked in here with you #you're locked in here with me #yes ive been drinking #and yet i haven’t made one post about any character's ass

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signedjehanne · 1 year

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people on tumblr will literally post things like “you have to eat vegetables and expand your palate i dont care if you are a picky eater because of autism (if i can overcome it you can too)” and everybody will reblog it being like “yes this is true for everybody no matter what” and think its okay. like sorry but that wont work for everyone and there is no one size fits all and some people will never be able to eat these things no matter how hard they try. im only allowed by my doctors to eat recreationally and not for nutrition, because my ARFID is so severe that i get my nutrition solely from a specially made formula drink. your suggestions of “try vegetables roasted!” or “try them in soup!” and assurances of “i did it, you can too!” don’t work for those of us with more severe mental illnesses and disabilities. stop tying a person’s worth to their diet and stop assuming everybody has the ability to do what you can.

#seb speaks #autism #arfid #disability #i am TIRED.#for me #it’s not just sensory issues it’s a subconscious response #that reads unfamiliar foods as poisonous #this has been confirmed by all the doctors and scientists ive spoken to #actuallyautistic #i cannot have it blended to where i cant taste or feel it because even the thought #of those foods elicits panic attacks #because again. my brain reads them as poisonous. whether i want it to or not #you may say ‘this is sooo unhealthy tho’#and yes! it is! because i’m mentally ill and disabled and i will never be healthy in this department #for as long as i live #i have done 3 rounds of feeding therapy and 1 support group #and countless visits to doctors and specialists and scientists #and they have all confirmed i will not get better #so the best i can do is to drink the formula and eat my safe foods. it’s the only way i’m physically able to live #and it’s why im not dying in a hospital bed from malnutrition anymore

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solarpunkani · 1 year

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On the one hand I know the whole reason greenhouse work is because Translucent Glass Lets In Sun And Warmth For Plants Inside

On the other hand…. I think stained glass greenhouses would be neat. Or at least mostly clear with a few panels in different colors?

Idk the vibes of sitting in a greenhouse with green and yellow patches shining through the stained glass and onto a sunny floor on a nice spring day is extremely potent to me raise your hand if you agree

#solarpunk #greenhouse #out of queue #ani rambles #yes this is thinking about aesthetics #honestly ive never been in a glass greenhouse #is it comfy in there? would one add a table and chairs and drink tea and read a book in there? i feel like i wanna #but also wouldnt it be hot and humid AF?#or are greenhouses only skin searing hair frizzling hellscapes in Florida? are they Warm and Cozy in like. georgia or michigan or smth?

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fiddleabout · 2 years

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warrior nun, ava silva/sister beatrice, 8.5k, m

or: five times beatrice spent christmas alone, and one time she didn’t

this fic brought to you by @itcameuponamidnightqueer, because we were both having nebulously aggressive about ava and beatrice and o holy night and so we decided to both write a fic and see what the other came up with. you can find theirs HERE, go forth to be dazzled.

#writing tag #warrior nun #ava silva #sister beatrice #avatrice #fic rec #technically it is a fic rec yes alright alright alright here we GO #im gonna go get myself a drink and read this fic bc im stoked ive been lookign forward to it for days

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nerdyqueerr · 2 years

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Wait Alice themechanisms goes so hard

#raphaella and ashes duet is soooo hot. god.#drink me and eat me are orders so sweetly obeyed......... u got it boss #i love discovering a mechs song ive listened to before and realising its like the greatest thing ever #yes i have been listening to it all morning #also the majors ofc theyre so funny #the mechanisms #my shit

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crash3spooked · 7 months

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rlly quick 4 everyone "correcting" people using fun pronouns for f1nn5ter she explicitly said in her stream that this mix-and-match "her pronouns are he/him" style is their preferred approach

#f1nn5ter #yes im tagging it ive been drinking #WATCH THE STREAM MFS #like ..............#sorry he literally Asked for ALL pronouns tf

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coffinkissing17 · 3 months

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do you ever just get tje award winning idea of giving headcannons to icepops. (these are the ramblings of an insane person)

and yes i mean these things.

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faaun · 1 month

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ok let's catch up quickly

#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth #(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian #like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told #him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive #fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research #(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux #to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him #my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept #insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them #and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating #apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they #keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading #this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY #JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT #NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn #this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore #i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt #himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure #even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin #right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love #her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her #its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking #kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD #i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society #feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO #WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best #its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good #one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much

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lupismaris · 4 months

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Happy Baltimore Pride, the parade starts in 3 and a half hours and I'm already exhausted

#am i excited to be in the parade for the first time ever? yes. am i as an audhd disaster already overwhelmed? yuh.#also like. for all the team/the pres and the few sober members are trying to make it safe for us pride just isnt sober/recovery friendly #like on the grand scheme big picture culturally i mean. yes you can easily avoid alcohol during daytime hours at the streetfair etc #but ive only seen one event very clearly advertise no alcohol. the rest is very much the shots shots rail liquor sponsored by x booze etc #and thats not to say it shouldn't be im not trying to ruin the fun for everyone else thats not what this is.#its more an observation of - damn. im four months into recovery with alcohol as an autistic bipolar person. this might suck.#like this might be really hard and not be as fun as I'd hoped and I'm grieving the fact i never got the experience the pride others did #the free unhinged party that my teammates have been constantly talking about in the chat for the last week #they're already cracking open beers im sure and the grilling starts at 11am at our parade spot so that they can start drinking and save $#im used to being on the outside of the glass but its always a smidge uncomfortable. it helps having sober teammates with me #but a part of me worries about this weekend i guess.#just... not feeling great in our body. bones feel wrong. everything feels tired and heavy. poor monster doesn't want to be seen.

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thekidsarentalright · 3 months

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why does saying no and rejecting ppl especially abt trivial things have to feel like ur getting stabbed -_-

#my stepmom asked me if i wanted to go to a paint and sip thing w her and like #girlie thank u for asking but im not even old enough to drink that would Not be fun for me 😭 and i barely know u 😭 and am so busy rn #and yet i feel horrible saying no but saying yes would probably feel even worse in the end fjdnfkd god #but ive been trying to be less of a people pleaser!!! trying to set more boundaries!!!#txt

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smashwolfen · 6 months

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Decided while I had the focus to do it, I updated my Icon to reflect the me of today......

TOO GOTTDAM TIRED

I got my older icons under the cut to show just how much i've changed over the years, but yee this is the icon for me now XD

My previous icon was made back in 2019 vvvvvvvvv

and the one before that on Deviantart was from 2016 vvvvvvv

and the one I made initially for my first icon ever of my own creation was back in 2012

I had a theme and stuck to it XD

12 years of being active online its insane to think its been so long!!

#new icon even has the grey hair thats been coming in now #too gottdam old this year too eepy and too broken in the back now XD #looking at that last one i can't believe how far ive come its crazy!#yes i own an actual mug thats huge as hell and nearly fits a whole pot of tea in it and I drink it daily XD #smashwolfen

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redwithjoon · 1 year

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The fact that they always put bourbon and vermouth in the same scene or having phone sex on the weekly is the reason im insane tbh

I been watching conan since im a wee child and only when those two popped out did i felt this Demonic Need

#vermouth in her birthday suit drinking red wine with bourbon on the other side talking heavy like im passing away #the only 2 ppl in that whole anime that drives me wild as hell #detective conan #furuya rei #vermouth #yes ive been losing my mind since black submarine came out

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thebigqueer · 7 days

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literlaly terirble night last night

#first of all the gay party was capped and me and my friend were devastated cuz we were so ready to make out w girls #second of all i went to the other frat that me and my gf met at and guess what. i fucking saw her there #id been there before sinc ewe came back but ive never seen her so far there but idk what i was expecting #not only that but we literally met at the drink station as in full relapse of last sem when we also said hi there and hit it off #so mebarrsing #not only that btu this frat was so good last sem but now its ass so the music wasnt even fun and i wasnt feeling it #and then these ASSHOLE GUYS are mocking me for being an english major. that REALLY pissed me off #AND THEN on my way back im waiting for the bus and she and ehr friends pull up tot he bus stop too #and then i got back to my dorm and just sobbed for like an hour and wandered around voice memoing my friends sobbing #like its so humilaitng its so fukced up how much our breakup is impacting me why cant ijust move on #i know its been like 4 weeks but comeon . im sor eady to be over her i hate feeling this dread #AND THEN im finally like you know closing my suite door and the lock jams so im fidgeting with it and one of her friend makes eye contact w #me. SHE DOESNT EVEN LIVE IN TEH SAME BUILDING AS ME!!! WHY WAS SHE THEREEEE #and i literally have tears all over mye yes and i had no idea she was coming so we just made ey contact and then i shut teh door

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seilon · 1 month

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pro: ran into a coworker at a bar last night who I don’t really talk to usually (he works upstairs, I work downstairs) and we talked and im pretty sure we were highkey flirting and he bought me a drink and the bar merch shirt i was interested in and thanks to the power of alcohol i guess i asked for his number and he gladly gave it to me and. yeah

con: i have the second worst hangover i have ever had and have been fighting for my fucking life just to eat saltines

#it’s getting better but only now that it’s like. 6pm #as weird as it sounds part of why this sucks is that I volunteered to come into work today cause there’s a concert going on nearby which #usually means we’re at least somewhat busy -> make better tips #and I couldn’t go in because well. you know #I’ve been sick and dying in bed all day unable to move or eat or anything #let alone take the bus and go to work #but. as much as I wish I didn’t go this overboard I don’t totally regret last night cause.#yeah. potential thing going on with cute coworker guy. OH and potential job opportunity at my favorite bar in town #apparently said coworker Also has a job at the bar in addition to where we both work and the bar is hiring barbacks at entry-level #so I have someone to vouch for me and the bartender we were talking to seemed to really want me to apply too #one thing that’s kinda funny to me about all this is that the first two places (a bar then a club) we were at felt really mid because they #were packed with way too many straight people (at a gay bar and a gay club)#but the bar we ended up at (where we ALWAYS end up at. it is the oasis. it is the only thing I can rely on) felt. like. not overwhelmingly #straight? at all? I mean part of it’s just luck in a way with just who happened to be there and all that but it’s also that the staff seem #pretty significantly populated with queer ppl #I complained to the bartender about how the club we were at (one of the biggest gay clubs in the city- if not The biggest) just felt kinda #meh because yeah maybe there were some guys dancing in jockstraps and whatever but the crowd itself like. did not feel largely queer #or at least didn’t have the spirit I’d hope for in a queer space if that makes sense. felt very conventional. not enough wild outfits and #makeup and gender fuckery and so on #and the bartender was like dude I KNOW right? I went off outside there once about the invasion of cishets when this space isn’t FOR them #and so on and so forth. and god that was So real.#so the experience at my beloved bar last night was like. 1) guy comes up behind me just to order a drink but i was saving a seat for my #friend who was in the bathroom and mentioned that in case he was looking to take the seat. chatted a little. ended with him pointing out #that a guy nearby was trying to holla at me.#2) I look over and yes. the dj is. in fact. looking directly at me and mouthing the lyrics to whatever song was playing pointed my way.#it was pretty sweet honestly I think it was partly cause I looked like I was shy and alone #3) whatever gay shit was going on with my coworker and i. amusingly he seems to get more flamboyant when he drinks just like i do.#im not 100% sure what his sexuality is but i Am 100% sure it is Not straight. but yeah. if it hadn’t been so close to closing time ive been #hardcore wondering where that would’ve gone. maybe its for the best that i had to go when i did cause i was pretty drunk and who knows when #I could’ve hit the amount of drunk it takes to like outright say hey just so you know i’d suck your dick right now if you wanted

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