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delicatetaysversion · 3 days

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sometimes my bestfriend is like an angel in disguise istg

#i was justttttt thinking that aw it's so sad that navratri music is playling everywhere and i don't have friends to go with #like last year atleast i had tuition sorta friends but now ive isolated them too it sucks #but i was like well it's okay ill do it when i grow up celebrate every festival i didn't get to in my house because we just never do #and then she calls and she's like let's go this club jahan every year famous hota hai full celebration #and i was like ehh i don't want to i don't even know how to play and ill have to convince dad for raat can't we just #go to a cafe or something dopahar mein uske liye i don't even need permission #and she even agreed but she sounded sad and disappointed about it so i was like well fuck it you want to go club na #and she was like yeahhh so i was like aagh okay and i asked and we're going tomorrow!!!!!#and it's so ridiculous like i just say i don't want to go but it's actually so exciting to go someplace other than a cafe!!!!#and i was complaining to her ki okay ill go but i won't dress up and five mins later me and mumma are making full outfit with dupatta #style decided jewellery she has saved for years that are specifically navratri types and she's like we'll get my blouse altered it's fine #you know being sick has really given me perspective on my parents #im not going to hate my mom anymore i never used to growing up i always thought she was brave but helpless #but a stupid day in 12th i realised when we were talking that technically she COULF get divorced she just #doesn't want to because she'll be alone and she thinks we're growing up and leaving anyway so why should she let go of financial #stability for us. which is wild to me because girl you can't buy anything you want without his permission so i don't understand what's the #point if he's rich or poor but whatever whatever she's been raised this way etc etc #but anyway being sick really made me realise who the real monster is😭 all dad did was shout horribly at me all the time #and was like don't you dare take meds they're fake this is all just junk food stop eating it and you'll be fine. when i was literally #having 103 FEVER.#and mom was the one who was making me different drinks juices cutting up fruits staying with me as i get my blood drawn #checking my fever sote jaagte #like wow i literally wouldn't have gotten better if it wasn't for her and i couldn't believe how attentive and nice she was being #like yes i understand she just thinks this is her duty she's just playing her role a mother a housewife but still #idk i just realized that okay atleast she's good at being a mother dad isn't even that why am i feeling good about him when his love #not even love his politeness is so fucking conditional #and mom healed me even tho i told her about clubbing and drinking lots of alcohol she's kinda against it because she's seen #horrible things in life family yucky men but still she understands ans trusts my sister mostly and know we just do it for fun and she #wasn't even mad!!!!!!! like wow ooay #moms love is actually not conditional for the first time in my life i felt like if i fall maybe she could be there to catch me and dad wld

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snzluv3r · 8 months

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being so incredibly sick and not being able to take time off work is actually the most draining thing i have so much guilt about getting other people sick and so much frustration because the entire reason IM sick is because nobody else is allowed to take off work either i’m so sick of this

#like my coworker had the flu last friday and wasn’t allowed to call off she tried and my boss made her come lmdao #i would’ve gone the fuck back to sleep and ignored her call but #god #i’m so annoyed #if i have a 103 fever at work all day on friday the first thing yoh say to me about it #should not fucking be #“you better rest all weekend so you’re good to go by monday #like #my boss was saying how it was unfortunate she didn’t know i felt so bad #WHY WOULD I EVER FEEL COMFORTABLE TELLING YOU THAT J DID??????#she’s the most non empathetic person in the world like #one of those people who will compare every little ailment yoh have to her own life #so of course when i got in trouble for wearing my winter coat inside because of the chills #she was like #i’ve been cold all week and i didn’t wear my jacket!#FUCK OFF #none of this even makes sense i’m just rantinf

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begaydodrughailsaten · 18 days

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i blame the autism, i can not understand what my body needs EVER

Like thirsty/hungry/tired/sore/anxious/sick all feel the exact same to me until its like a red alert emergency

I WISH i had like a sims stat bar i could check to see what im feeling, because i have no clue.

#goblin mode #i don't realize that im hungry until im in pain #that im thirsty until my throat hurts from how dru it is #that im tired until my eyes burn and i barly keep my head up #that im sick until my fever is already at 103 #that im having a panic attack until it causes me to vomit #it just all physically feels the same

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batz · 1 year

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realizing its almost been 6 months since top surgery:)

#frank.txt #despite all the complications i had w healing im rlly happy w how my chest looks:)#ALTHOUGH. ONE BIG COMPLAINT #i used to use my bras as an extra pocket for my phone or lighter or whatever. but now i dont wear bras and therefore have no extra pocket #:( u win some u lose some :(#anyway all shirts look awesome on me now AND i can wear t shirts w funny text or image ans ppl wont feel awkward reading it:)#also the scars r fading rlly well! they almost blend in w my skin completely! (keyword almost. theyr still visible atp)#the way the scars r shaped is interesting bc theyre like a U shape. but bc of that when i inevitably build my pectoral muscles #the scars should blend into the shadow caused by thr muscle. i also dont have a Completrly flat chest bc im fat:0 #tbh my surgeon did rlly well . i have a lot of problems with him bc hes kind of a dick but from like. idk an artistic standpoint hes good #but the doctor standpoint hes Uhm. well i lost a nipple and had severe infection due to denied antibiotics and lack of aftercare #BUT. the lost nipple isnt visible and it looks normal now somehow AND. i didn't die from the infection so. I mean #i just had to spend christmas with a fever of 103 LMAO #HONESTLY THO i would do it again EVEN if i knew i would go thru hell bc this surgery fuckn saved my life holy shit #i didnt realize just how much i dissociated from my own body bc of dysphoria. now i feel more in touch with it and happy!:)#also now i can Eventually get that chest tattoo i wanted for like 7 years lmao #erm yippee:)

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maaaxx · 2 months

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The sexual tension between me and this 500 count bottle of ibuprofen right now is unmatched

#i am in so much pain rn #i went from having a fever consistently between 100-103 degrees for the last week #to my god awful period cramps #all the while its 90 fucking degrees outside and i dont have ac #like give me a break i have stuff i need to do

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dark-elf-writes · 11 months

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Everyone: Stay inside you’re being hunted

Haru and Kyoko: So we’re going to leave every other day

#the elf talks #khr watch #reborn #I mean Haru does have a good reason ipin with a 103 fever is big not good

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thecowboykatsuki-anon · 2 years

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I just know Dabi would find me insufferable when I’m sick with a minor cold.

I am the neediest woman in the world when it’s nothing serious. Just constantly seeking cuddles and affection and I know he’d be standing there with disinfectant trying to spray my ass to keep me at bay

#when I’m actually sick he’s there for me #but a nuisance sickness and he’s out #I’m on my own #it drives him nuts cause I can have a fever of 103 and be fighting him about me resting but heaven forbid I get a little sneezy #goose x touya #goose x dabi #goose selfship

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crowbard · 6 months

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here's the thing. my durge and laezel are so in love but I also found out Through a Vision that wyll has a crush on him. butch/butch/butch durge laezel and wyll is real in my heart

#by vision i mean i have a 103 degree fever and dreamt up wylls 1st romance cutscene w my durge #to me. wyll trans is so real. gnc wyll always qnd forevwr #wyllzel is also just so fun to me #mine #bg3 durge #taurach posting #text #im delirious.

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madefate · 1 year

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i exist!

#( ooc. )#medical tw #not on here but in general #i have spent the last week - including today and probably tomorrow & tuesday -#with a recurring 103 fever #when i tell you it's hell - it's HELL. thank god for my wife - angel. saint. love of my life.#but i'm finally on antibiotics so i wanted to pop in and say hi i exist and may exist on here again at some point

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hellyeahsickaf · 7 months

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I wish I had a normal immune system. I do everything right and I have a UTI again anyway. 😒

Just hoping I last until tomorrow when I can get antibiotics and not develop another kidney infection overnight. That shit comes on faster than you think.

#a bit scary because i know my body's fighting it #i feel weakness but once the fever hits you're in trouble trust me #last time i felt this way but had a migraine coming on so i took a nap. woke up it hurt worse and i had bad kidney pain #a fever of about 103 going on 104. inching towards sepsis. family member tried to convince me to wait it out #i told them i might not make it overnight considering the timeline from kidney infection to sepsis and they didn't believe me #same person that gave me covid through negligence lmfao #chronic illness #disability #chronic pain #here's hoping i'm fine in the morning i mean i have an 11am appointment #but uh my antibiotics will have to wait till about 6-7pm #i have to be okay for 20 hours... i need my immune system to do its best till then.#sometimes i think about how id be so dead in another time period like this is the legit only time period that a body like mine can survive

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brain-rot-hour · 1 year

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