#but also because of their friends ig. eyeroll.

[arolesbianism]

Finally fixating on some nugget relationships that aren't horrible for everyone I love friendship <3

[p-redux]

Didn’t take much to pull you out of retirement huh? Btw, you didn’t get a scoop - another blog best you to it. Also, you took a huge leap assuming Sam was flying with someone. His buddy Marina flew in today - possible he could have been picking her up and therefore didn’t have luggage? They have spent NYE together in the past, you know. you are a self-proclaimed truther - maybe do a little research before you suggest you know he’s with “a broad”? Thirsty, thirsty. Rest your eyes!

Didn't take much for you to crawl out of the woodwork to spew hate huh? Btw, I didn't say I got the scoop, I said this was a NEW pic of Sam--and I didn't see any blog beat me to it. Even BellaOutlander on IG, who gets everything right away, and many others, posted AFTER me. So, I was def one of the first blogs to post the new pic of Sam with a fan at Glasgow airport. Also, I NEVER said Sam was flying with anyone. I said he could be flying OUT of Glasgow go be with a lady friend because he has done that for New Year's Eve on more than one occasion. That's not me taking "a huge leap," that's me going on proven past behavior aka facts. Yes, I saw that his friend, Marina Campbell flew into Glasgow yesterday. Would Sam himself go to the airport to pick her up? At this stage in his career, I would think he would have sent a car service to pick her up. But who knows, Sam is down to earth, and a good friend, so he may have picked her up. The jury is still out on that one. Marina has since posted pics on her IG hanging out in Glasgow. It looks like she's with a group of friends...let's see if any pics come out of Sam being among them. As for them spending New Year's Eve together in the past, I don't think that's happened very often. On January 3, 2022, Marina posted from a Chargers American football game in Los Angeles with Sam and Alex, so I guess they could have spent that New Year's together. I've been here almost 10 years, and I don't remember that happening very often though. They've definitely hung out together a lot: worked out together, traveled together, climbed munros together, but I don't remember many New Year's Eve together, but it could have happened. And maybe this year, Sam felt like staying in Glasgow, and they'll hang out for New Year's Eve. No sweat off my back. Whatever Sam wants to do and whoever he wants to do it with is fine by me...and always has been. As for my play on words he's going abroad to be with a broad, it was OBVIOUSLY a joke, tongue-in-cheek, haha. Anon, maybe if you pulled the stick out of your ass, you might find a sense of humor. Bitter, bitter. Rest up, bitch! I'm here for the duration...

PS. For those "worried" about my eyes, I'm writing this on my desktop, which obviously strains them less than my cell phone does. There, I saved you the inevitable, "I thought you had eye pain, how are you writing such a looong post with eye pain?!" *eyeroll*

PPS. For the haters who were happy to see me semi retire, I never said completely retire, the fastest way to get me to post again is to piss me the f*ck off. So, keep sending me Anons like this, and you will ensure I will post more often. Besides getting the inside scoop, there's nothing I relish more than handing people their asses. Up to you...

[junkdyke]

ok so here's my situation with the twink who will not leave me the fuck alone.

Backstory, I'm in college, I had a gen ed class and this guy sits next to me (call him P) He always wants to talk with me during breaks, waits for me after class, once he got my IG he'd message me during the class as well. Just very clingy off the bat. I saw him at a party, and he asked if I'd ever wanna hang out. Just really wanted to go out, party, whatever, and at the time I was all about it. Like yeah, let's go to the club, go bar hopping, w/e

Flash forward to The Pajama Party. I live-blogged about this during that time and talked about the situation, talking about P in a very affectionate way at the time. Here's the rundown of everything that happened and where the shitshow begins.

P wants to throw a house party. He has never thrown one before, but he wants to throw a party to "annoy his neighbors". I assume the neighbors are old people that he has beef with. A few days before his party I get an invite for a pajama party from E. E is fairly popular, really well liked and extremely sweet, and he throws parties often. He and his roomies are graduating that weekend, so of course people will want to go. It's the same day as P's party, so I KNEW there was no way in hell people would go to P's over E's. So me being nice, I let P know and tell him "I think you should resched to next week!" I get no acknowledgment from P, he just texts back something irrelevant. Ignored warning. Okay!

Day of the party comes. I go out with some friends, we're having dinner before E's party, and my friend 'S' (who was also in that class with me and P and got similar "we should go out" sentiments from him) and I are talking about P's party. It's revealed that the neighbors he wanted to "annoy" with his party are actually 2 girls that also go to our college, are friends of mine and ONE of them is the ex of one of E's roommates (call her D). This becomes very important later LOL.

In that moment, I get a call thru IG from P. And this mf tells me "Everybody is canceling on me, no one is coming to my party, I'm so pissed cause i already bought snacks, can you give me the address to E's party cause I wanna crash it." So I tell him "i tried to warn you!" but of course i'm thinking there's no harm in having him come to E's party! Let me be nice! So, I give him the deets.

I arrive, he's already there and immediately he's chatting me up, I don't even have a drink yet. He's talking about his party flop, how only 3 people came and left, and tells me that one of his best friends flaked on his party because "she went to have dinner with her bf's parents" and said this with SUCH disdain and an eyeroll as if..prioritizing your partner's parents over a house party is a shitty thing to do? Hm. The party goes on, I'm mingling with different people, and multiple times he comes to find me. At one point I'm having a one on one, and he comes up and says "there you are." But it gets to a point where anywhere that he shows up...everyone dissipates and goes into another room, and I'm doing the same. A girl I met says to me "he kept talking about how rich his parents are and it made me uncomfortable so i left". E's roommates are whispering to each other that he's making people uncomfortable and they're not sure what to do.

Party comes to an end, we go home, P posts on his IG about how the whole ordeal fucked with his mental health and he's gonna have a breakdown. I send him a lil check-in message, see if he's okay. Then I get a DM from one of E's roommates. He says it was good to see me, and he's not sure if I'm the one of invited P but just as a heads up, he made people uncomfortable and in the past he was very close with D (this roommates ex gf/P's neighbor) until he really freaked her out. He didn't give details as to what freaked her out. But continued on just to say that P was not invited in the future, and to watch out for my sake as well. I of course apologized, explain about his party being the same day and i wanted to be nice, and he was understanding, everything was cool. But after that night and how weird P had been, I distanced myself more than I already had (P messaged me constantly and I'd rarely answer even from the start)

Time passes, P constantly spams me with tiktoks and messages, i never reply. At some point he asks "is something wrong, you haven't been replying!" I still don't answer. At 1am, I get a message from S saying "P is asking me why you won't answer him back". Mind you, S and I aren't SUPER close, we're not constantly talking back and forth either. So both of us are extremely weirded out at the fact P is trying to find out through her why I'm not answering. So she and I talk about how weird he's been, and this is where the actual floodgates of "what the fuck" come out.

So the day after E's party, P's neighbors had a party as well (D and her roommate). P was not invited, but knew that S was going so he tried to convince her to get him into the party since she's friends with the hosts. S already knew about the weirdness and his history with those girls, so she didn't get him into the party. At fucking 2am, they're out on the balcony and look down to see P stalking outside the building. Weird enough to do this once...but apparently he has done this before. Multiple times. The reason he wanted to "annoy his neighbors" with a party is because they never invite him to theirs, so he wanted to throw one and not invite them back. Now why did P and his neighbors have a falling out to begin with? What freaked D out so badly? Now I'm taking this with the hugest grain of salt. I still don't fully believe this myself, but never put it past a white man. APPARENTLY...D and her roommate both either saw or knew of P killing small animals for entertainment purposes. Again, HUGE grain of salt, that's some real life serial killer shit that baffles me, I really can't just go ahead and say it's fact. But fuck me, if that wasn't enough to really solidify the weirdness that is this fucking kid.

So anyway! Time passes, P continues to spam me with messages, and continues to ask S why I don't answer. S rarely answers him as well. It's been weeks at this point. I post about my friend passing away, he gives condolences, I hit "Like" on the messages because the sentiments were sweet, but didn't actually write back. S sends me a screenshot of P saying "Sam won't answer back and we were supposed to go party. Ugh and now that her friend died, she's definitely not going to be in the mood to." are you fucking kidding me.

Brings us to last night. I go out to a house party annnnd in walks P. The moment he sees me, he cocks his head and his expression is....almost like "Oh. Well look who's here" a little upset, a little like he's finally caught me. I fucking pound my drink, and I am nice! Very nice, like I always fucking am, I chat with him like nothing ever happened and everything is normal. I'm able to break away throughout the party, but he continuously finds me. At one point I'm outside talking to 2 friends, he comes out, and 30 seconds later, my friends go inside. P says "It seems people always vanish when I show up, I swear I'm cursed". Most of the party goes smooth, he made a few comments hinting at me dodging him, saying "Aren't we still gonna go party? We should go out for pride" and I'm like yeah yeah, of course we should, uh huh, I'm just soooo busy with work yanno and traveling! End of the night, he's leaving and says to me "You know we should really stay in contact. Like REALLY stay in contact cause uh...ya kinda ghosted me!" And I say yeah sorry you know just been busy and he says "Yeah but, even at the end of last semester you....kinda ghosted me." and his tone is not sad, it's not hurt. He's bitter, accusatory, like i'm in the wrong. Like I did something bad, something malicious. Edit: in this moment he also said "oh are you faster with texting? Maybe give me your number?" and I said "AHA i actually think IG is faster i don't really text!" bc no way in fucking hell is he getting my phone number.

This whole time, I never had a say in growing a friendship with this guy, there was never an opportunity for some organic growth. It was like he just decided "you" and made me his friend with all the obligations that come with that. What started as just annoying overbearing clinginess now feels kinda dangerous. Like what happens when I continue to not answer and I see him at another party? I don't want to avoid my friend's gatherings on the chance that he might be there. I don't want to have to hide that I'm going out and didn't invite him. I don't want to be part of this forced 'friendship' that's he's decided I need to be a part of. And I also don't want to hurt his feelings by telling him I do not want to be in contact. Even if I told him, he'd find a way to make me the villain, I'd be in the 'wrong' in his eyes, just like every other person he's complained to me about. Where he stated things as if he was the victim when the whole time I'm thinking the other person was in the right.

So anyway, this has been ongoing for ~2 months and I never expecting things to escalate the way they have. I don't know WHY he is so hung up on me in particular, but I just want to shake him off clean.

[tiptapricot]

🍇 The Cowboy!

🍇: What sort of friend are they? Where are they in the group dynamic?

Anon ily but I have no way of knowing who this is ab bc I have a whole verse of cowboy guys 😭 So I will answer for the 4 that come to mind. There are technically like two more but they don’t have bios so I won’t talk ab em yet. SO

(ID in ALT, answers under cut)

The first three are from my supernatural cowboy-verse!

Antez (he/hymn/hiss):

Antez is the enabler. He loves doing new things, and seeing how people react in different situations, and he also just enjoys doing stuff with people he cares about. He’s a bit flighty and can sometimes get sidetracked, and oscillates between being very talkative and very quiet, but either way he’s always observing very intently. He can be really fun to be around, but is also a bit oblivious and impulsive, so while people may love doing things with hymn, he can also end up very draining, or seem like he’s overlooking people’s needs and wants. Overall, the one who spurs the group into activities. In modern day, would be an avid windowshopper, and would buy people random scam items from the internet because an ad was convincing enough. Still very loving though.

Romero (he/him):

Romero is the mom friend. He listens, and even though he’s somewhat doing his own thing any time the group hangs out, he’s always pretty aware of people’s needs. He’ll bring snacks or make dinner, or casually sew up someone’s jacket if he notices there’s a hole in it. He’ll make people custom jams and jellies for special occasions, with a flavor profile he thinks they’ll enjoy, and always puts extra care into the presentation. He’s a bit of an introvert though, so he’ll sometimes go fully off on his own, tending to his ranch or his garden, and won’t interact much for a few weeks. It’s not that he doesn’t like people, he just also enjoys exploring and engaging with his hobbies by himself, or with his husband (Antez) and other people don’t always factor in. Just a silent but very caring guy.

Moses (he/him):

Moses isn’t really a cowboy, and similarly he’s not exactly the best friend. He’s someone you hang out with casually, who’ll come over to play music or knock back a few beers and talk, but he also gets jealous and angry easily and that leads to a lot of issues. He’s the on and off friend, the one you have arguments with but keep coming back to, keep assuming it’ll get better. And it will for awhile, but there’s always friction again. He has a tendency to self-isolate if he’s pissed, or give the silent treatment, but he’ll still show up to things and do things with people, just quietly and with an angry face. He’s messy, but in good times, he’s insightful, creative, and comfortable. If only it would last.

And now from the vampire verse instead!

Louis (he/him):

He’s the best friend type, grounded but also willing to go along with dumb ideas. He’s a bit awkward but he’s also usually the most aware and solid in social situations, and he’ll check in with people if they seem overwhelmed or like somethings off. He may not be equally close to everyone he hangs out with, but he’s always good at making conversation if he ends up one on one with people. He’s just like… a guy. He’s vibing, and he’s kind, and he laughs a lot, and he can make anyone feel comfortable, but he’s definitely unaware of how likeable he is. He usually ends up the responsible one if people are being reckless, but he’s not a parental friend, he’s more the reminder to be careful, the eyeroll and the “you’re a fucking idiot dude.”

Send me an OC ask!

Drawing of Antez by tira3sii (ig), drawing of Romero by spicyboelives (tumblr, ig), drawing of Moses by reallyhardydraws (tumblr, ig), drawing of Louis by me.

[floofsol]

a promise’s a promise

word count: 1.5k (i apologise, this is a lot longer than i usually do)

member: Joshua

genre: mafia!joshua. prosecutor!reader, irritatingly posh-is!hreader

summary/prompt: you and your best friend made a pact. you both agreed that if neither of you had gotten married by the age 30 then you’d marry one another. it’s now time to fulfil that promise, the thing is, over the years, your best friend has become the leader of mafia. you have become city’s top prosecutor

warnings: cursing, mentions of blood and violence

a/n: i got this prompt from an ig account called writing.prompts.re and the moment i saw it, i thought it was perfect to write about sooooo here it is :))) on a side note, i do try to keep my reader’s “character” as genderless as possible, but i finally realise that i can do more to be more accepting. so from now on, i’m going to use they/them pronouns for the reader and if you notice, i also try to keep the reader’s past relationships genderless as well so that i don’t stay too heteronormative. so i really hope that you won't mind and this will obviously change how i write but i hope that you can still appreciate it anyway!!

You were never known for a sloppy memory. But you have never wanted to forget anything more than this, considering the reminder was in your hand. Said reminder was in the form of a letter. Now that you look at the letter, you even remember writing it...you remember sitting at the cafe with your best friend at that time. And if you think even harder, you can roughly recall how the conversation went...

“This is just sad....”, you pouted.

“What is? The fact you get to spend time with your best friend???” Jisoo was starting to tease you about your mood. You felt the biggest eyeroll come out of you.

“No, you idiot. I’m probably gonna end up sad and alone...I doubt I’m gonna be married by 30...”A sigh came out of you. You knew it was still a little young to think about it but being an only child, your parents had always told you that you would need to carry on the family line. But how were you going to that when you barely had time to have a relationship in the first place? How would you even find som-

“Hmm how about this....if the both of us aren’t married by 30....we’ll marry each other.” Jisoo said it with such confidence that you almost agreed without actually processing the idea.

“The fuck? You complain that my crackheadedness is tiring already and you want propose a marriage?” Needless to say, you were at a lost for words.

“Well...it is sort of a last resort for the both of us. And I’m pretty sure that the both of us will find someone by then....soooo, deal?” 

You could tell that he was being serious about this, that this wasn’t a jokey “haha here’s a weird idea”. And you thought to yourself, ‘Why not? It’s not like Jisoo would be the worst person to marry if it came down to it..’

“Then, it’s a deal. If we are both lonely, sad losers at the age of thirty, we’ll marry each other. Let’s seal the deal with a letter...” You declared your decision.

Why younger you chose a letter you can’t remember well but knowing yourself, it would have had something to do with a letter writing phase at that time of life. It would get really stressful and writing letters were therapeutic for you. You had found one of those services that holds on to letters and that would send them out at a later date. Both you and Jisoo agreed for the date to be the first day of the year after since Jisoo was born near end of year so a few days wouldn’t hurt right.

And with the letter dealt with, the both of you had went on with your lives. You remember that you parted ways with him because you disagreed with some friends of his. They would sometimes get into trouble and with you studying law, you didn’t know how to feel about this and when you voiced your troubles to Jisoo, he had dismissed them entirely and said that if you didn’t like it, you could leave. And to his surprise, you actually did. 

With that letter in your hand, you brushed the thought aside. You knew long ago that it was a joke. And you left for work, knowing that with your recent promotion to the top prosecutor position, you would have a mountain of cases to look through. The blood, sweat and tears that took for you to finally be promoted to this esteemed position paid off. You knew that it was an honour to be where you wanted to be. This expectation stemmed from your own overachieving tendencies and the fact that your parents had also worked in law, along with several family members. Being an only child only fuelled that expectation further and as such, people who were close to you understood that sometimes you had to pour your free time into cases as well. You had lost many relationships that way, with your partners saying that you never spared them any time or that you loved your job more than them or the fact that you could always procure a solid point in any fight due to your experience in court. 

And with every failed relationship, you came to accept that with your work life, you would never be able to find a partner understanding enough. Although that meant that you having a lasting relationship was low, you were content. That feeling came from knowing that you tried and you could accept if it wasn't written in the book of fate for you to find a loving partner. 

The letter brought you back down to earth. You were shocked, to say the least, that you didn't even open it until you drove to work. You obviously knew what was written inside but weren’t ready to face it yet but you knew you would have to sooner or later. You heaved a sigh and read the letter;

Dear future me,

I know that this might be sudden and this might not even apply to you now but you made a deal. Do you remember it? The deal might not even apply ti you now and it might sound crazy but hear me -yourself- out okay?

If you aren’t married by now, well then you are kind of engaged to JIsoo...go give him a call or something

And if you are, well then, you can throw this or keep it for a laugh lol

Love,

Me

You recalled how close the two of you were. All the random hang outs and Netflix sessions at each others houses. All those sweet moments where you remembered why the both of you because friends in the first place. Those thoughts brought a grin to your face.

Until you remembered why the friendship broke off..

You were starting to worry about Jisoo. Especially about the company he was hanging out with. They were definitely not of the savoury type. You passed it off at first, until you realised that it was affecting Jisoo as well. And that was when you knew, you had to speak up about it once and for all.

You were nervous. This would obviously not be a very comfortable experience but you just knew it had to be done. You decided that it would be best to bring it up as nonchalantly as you could which happened to be during a platonic Netflix and chill session. 

“Hey Jisoo,” you began shakily.

“Yea?” He seemed to not expect anything, which was advantageous to you.

“Umm, about you know, Seungcheol and your other friends...are you sure it’s...you know...in your best interest to be uhh hanging out with them?” It took you a lot of effort to bring this up. 

He heaved a sigh.

“y/n, it’s really none of business and also not in your best interest to ask...Plus, it’s not like you know what’s best for me and you also do not know anything about them.. ” Jisoo was understandably irritated. This was not the first time that you had hinted about this. 

His comment had really gotten under your skin. What’s best for him?? He says that you would not know, even though you spent the better half of your lives looking out and taking care of each other. And yet, he now cites that you don’t know anything about them either...

“I know plenty about the riff-raff you are hanging out with. They are borderline CRIMINALS!” You don’t know why you had shouted that last word but it definitely took a weight off your chest. 

It also seemed to dislodge Jisoo’s surprisingly calm attitude. 

“You don’t know anything so don’t say shit that you will never understand! You were brought up with privilege you never knew you had. My friends didn’t so I don't see what’s wrong with me making sure that get that privilege now. And that’s all I’m going to say about it. If you aren’t happy, then you can leave.”

And you did. You left that day and never looked back on your friendship. And if you had physically turned around that moment, you would have seen the broken look on Jisoo’s face. But you walked off, towards the future that you never knew was coming. 

The memories plagued you sometimes and there were moments where you felt guilty, after all in your line of work, you knew that sometimes the accused were partly innocent but a job was a job. And with that memory resurfacing, you shook it off and continued your day as per normal. 

It was a long day, full of paperwork and meetings about new cases and everyone was blabbering about a group that was becoming dangerously powerful. It was a mafia at this point and you knew that one day, you would have to face them and try your best to put them behind bars. 

You were more than happy to reach home and take a nice long shower and just..relax for ten minutes. But before you could even put your bags down, your phone rang. 

It annoyed you. The probability of it being someone from work calling about a missing file was high. And you answered the phone with an annoyed, “What”

“Is that how you greet everyone, darling?” 

The voice was lilting and somewhat familiar and yet, you couldn't place your finger on it. 

aight imma end it here for now, this has been in the drafts for a while as i was slowly writing this

as usual, feedback is welcomed!! thanks for making it this far!!!!

[cuntyko]

the mark thing lol it keeps me up laughing, cause…. just ugh i have to just break it down

going to this tech school there was kinda like what i would call a scandal of the year. Like a lot of things would go down over like long stretch of the school year and it was the only thing that kept alot of us going. however when shit got real it really went there to a point where it was on a higher echelon of fuck shit so…sophomore year, surprise! surprise! in the middle of all the chaos of that year out of no where i start hearing whispers from my friends a grade above me and you could just tell like something was fr going on.

there was this kid apparently called mark and he was like friends with like all the popular juniors and shit they would hang at his house blazee blazeee so he starts like flexing that he has a camera in his bathroom at his house and like he had all these videos of people in his bathroom. it becomes a thing cause wtf right?!? talk about invasive n like girls would go to this kids house like it was weird. anyways admin caught wind hearing all the chatter and they suspended this kid for mind you illegally filming minors nude…. and it kinda becomes this whole inside joke everyone’s in on yk how he did that and basically got a a slap on the wrist. so we had this gc we were fucking around in on sc and the guys started sending videos in the bathroom pretending to not see the camera and turning to it like “marrrkkk wtf” . naturally it escalates and it just kinda became the joke of the week. and then the boys decide that it would be so funny if they were going to go to the bathroom at lunch and like all do a “wtf mark” video so like 40 of them pile up into all of the stalls you know start a little riot and sent it to the chat. thinking nothing of it they didn’t get caught right there and we all thought it was sooooo funny. it was good laughs in the chat for a couple more days until all FUCKING HELL BREAKS LOOSE

now mark finds out about it, honestly you can never trust anyone in vegas to keep their mouth shut. so this mark kid starts to play dirty and he claims that he’s being bullied. mind you some of these guys are like the actual people violated from the shit he did. but i guess that didn’t matter. but it was so dramatic it was like dooms day. to be frank there was also another situation involving one of our friends at the same time, it was hectic.

so one by one all these guys get called up to the dean and again it was like 40-50 people in that video… but one by one they all got caught up after a while we caught onto what was happening and checked the group chat. the guys were all getting rpced basically suspended for supposedly bullying. everyone was like oh they can’t get all of us they can’t get all of us there were so many of us… NOPE all of em. clocked by the end of the day a few of them almost made it out and i mean like 1:15 got called up there 10 min before the bell. but it wasn’t over see some of these kids that got caught up in this shit were rich, and some were rich jews (we deadass called them the jews cause they were all in JSU) , with connections. it quickly turned into a lawsuit over the schools head for the mishandling of child porn allegations because mind you that kid only got suspended and got to come back to school. while all these kids get in trouble for “bullying” him. long story short he got expelled and registered as a sex offender. while all the boys got off free it was so stupid they were fr acting like they were getting locked up like. now that i think about it they were so eyeroll but yea ig being accused of bullying is kinda damning whateverrrrr, but they were being facely accused… so i’ll give it to them but lmao they fr were acting like they were on house arrest.

[uhlexaleem]

since this is my first blogpost on this account and 2017 is about to die, i’ll start off with the things and people that i wanna thank for that helped me a fuck ton lot in realizing things. but im not about that namedropping.

i started my january sprung on someone who didn’t give a fuck about me. so, lil bitch, i am happy u were there during your convenient hours and it made me realize that i deserve so much more than sacrificing my own time just waiting for your idiot ass.

feb. i was still sprung butttt it was my 2nd month in my internship. i’ll give this one to my mentors who became my friends in the end even tho i’m so reserved in meeting new people (my walls are high). i love y’all for the late night hangouts and subversive stuff my overprotected ass have been trying to do.

march. oh my lazy month. i didn’t fucking care about anything in this month and i wanted to just gtfo of makati stress because my first internship ended. i’ll give this one to my friends who lived with me in the dorm. makati life became tolerable and it’s all thanks to you who tried to understand my betchiness. i’ll never forget eating canned goods and using that communal microwave.

april. to my 2nd internship family that accepted my application even tho i’m fucking late and even adjusted to my time. i received too many mixed feelings from y’all from bitching at me because i’m lazy and watching riverdale in the office to being considerate because i’m such a sweet girl and male mentors lowkey wanna fucc

may. to my internship adviser who supported me and gave me advices coz duh for my indecisive self. it was such a time where none of my friends really give a whole damn fuck to my strivings because they already finished or about to finish their own internships. u were there. thanks for that anddd the fact that you tried to find ways on how to make me graduate on time. lolers.

june. my bday month. thanks to everyone who remembered or greeted me ig. and!!! i graduated on this month so… just wanna thank everyone who said CONGRATULATIONS.

july. wanna thank my sisters and cousins for late nights and drinking and let’s say it, smoking with me. i’m too lucky to have you all sometimes i’m thinking i don’t deserve your bullshit stories. but yeah i’ll just make bawi when i come back to ph. you all deserve my hugs and kisses xoxoxoxo

august. this time i got onto a fucking app again. my drunk gaming got strong, and i was just feeling my age. i am fucking 20 and i curse a lot. some of you actually became my friends that i still talk to until now, and it’s all great. one of the things i liked about it is that, i get different perceptions of life from random people, and my organs—like my brain, got stimulated A LOT. so thanks ;>

september pt 1. to my dad who gave me money after i graduated because i do all the household chores and i folded his clothes. not only for that, i’m also thanking him for being A DAD. nuff said. he the best.

september pt 2. to my lola who gave me money as well i’m so spoiled and tried to help me find a job in our local area even though i cringe at the thought of actually working with the same faces. i mean???????????

september pt 3. actually thanks to my cool but protective uncles and to my aunts who supplied my boujee stuff. what will i do without these clothes and shoes??? i’d also like to add that job one of you offered but as you can see, my cuteass was about to leave for dubai.

october. thanks to mom for bringing me to dubai YAY!! thanks for putting me first and all that cheesy shit mothers love to do. thanks for the occassional nagging. ghad ur femaleness. *insert eyeroll*

november. i dont really know who to thank so can i just give this one to my pretty-much-well-rounded-music-taste? in extension to thanking my PMWRMT, i’d also like to thank the artists who made it possible. (i’m so laughing at this one)

december. who else do i thank? ah, myself. thanks for living and having a kinda dirty heart and soul. they corrupted my pure heart so it’s not my fault at all. with all the twists and turns that happened, i’m still here. i know youngins are saying they’re “trying to die” as a joke. let me sprinkle that with positive words and twist it a little for a more dramatic effect. me, well i look for the things to live for coz i’m already d e d inside.

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ES are saying that T either works for C or that he's unaccomplished, a bum who basically she supports and drags him everywhere she goes. That someone with a career wouldn't be able to take so much time off and be with her.

*big long sigh* This again? Every time there is a new pic of Tony with Cait, Extreme Shippers get frothy and start posting this garbage and LIES about Tony. I, and others have answered this countless times…but here we go…again…

1. IF the above scenario were true (it’s not) but let’s say for argument’s sake it were, then what does that say about Cait? Does smart, beautiful, talented, sensible, almost 40 year old amazing woman, Cait seem like the type who would be okay being someone’s sugar mama? Uh, that would be a resounding Hell to the NO. C’mon now. So that right there makes Extreme Shippers’ whole argument ridiculous. 

P.S. Employers don’t usually sit on their employee’s laps bouncing up and down while said employee taps their ass to the beat of the music the employer is playing. Please see the infamous “lapman” video from 2015 on Cait’s friend Donal Brophy’s IG account, where one can see Cait on Tony’s lap. NO, Tony does not work for Cait. That is 100% FALSE. Oh, and another thing, I forgot, there’s this minor detail called: Cait herself confirmed she is ENGAGED to Tony and proudly wears the gorgeous diamond and sapphire “I chose blue to match yer eyes, lass” ring he gave her. I guess the bestest fans never think so highly of Cait that they think she would lie about something as serious as that. As if. 

2. Here is REALITY: Tony McGill is originally from Scotland, is almost 42 years old and owns two successful bar/live music venues in London. He has people who manage them. This allows him to travel whenever he wants. He also is partner in some music production ventures. Also a business that you’re not tied down to a desk 9-5. So the facts are that Cait makes enough money from her movies and from Outlander to have the financial freedom to travel whenever she wants. And Tony makes enough money from his businesses and can pay people to manage them, and this allows him to have the financial freedom to travel whenever he wants. Tony and Cait are a power couple who are living a great life TOGETHER. He is always with her (last time I checked having the man you love with you as much as possible was a good thing), and she is always with him…because guess what oh beacons of “light,” “love,” and “positivity?” THAT’S what people who are truly in love and are getting ready to start their married life together want–to be with each other. 

Overheard…Extreme Shippers: “It’s so weird and annoying that Tony is always with Cait.” *taps chin* Yeah, you’d think he was in love with her or something. *eyeroll* 

ES should be HAPPY that Cait and Tony have that…if they actually do believe in “true love” like they say they do. And if they were real fans of Cait they would be happy she has found that kind of bond with someone, even if that someone is not Sam. Simple as that. 

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https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B-t8QHSU9SI7TjdpN3NnNUJncGc/view?usp=drivesdk  <—— Link to the VIDEO.

By Request, Sam and Mackenzie at the Dodger Game, June 2016

I got an Anon request to post the pics (they’re actually screencaps from two videos) and the video of Sam and Mackenzie attending the Dodger game at Dodger Stadium in Los Angeles in June of 2016. (Anon, call me paranoid, but I am wondering why you’re asking for this now, so don’t think I’m not leary, but nevertheless I’ll post it for those who haven’t seen it). 

Above is the link to the short video of Sam and Mackenzie as they are sitting in their seats in Dodger Stadium watching the game. As the game ends, they leave their seats, and make their way up the stairs. You can see that since Sam is sitting closest to the aisle he goes out first, but then turns around to make sure Mackenzie is following him, and she looks up at him all smiles. If you turn the sound up you can hear the song “I Love L.A.” playing and this is why Sam and Mackenzie are bopping to the beat fast up the stairs, not as the ES liked to claim that “Sam looks like he’s trying to get away from Mackenzie.” Puhlease. *eyeroll*

This was taken by a fan who was at the game that day and saw that another fan had posted a pic with Sam. When fan #2 checked her phone at the game she saw that fan #1 posted a selfie with Sam on her IG account. Fan #2 realized how close Sam and Mackenzie were to her and ran to catch them and get the video. Both fans have already posted on IG that Sam and Mackenzie acted like a couple and “were cute together.” The fan who got the selfie with Sam sat a few rows behind them the whole game and saw their interaction, and she is not an NST or shipper, so she has no horse in this race. 

This is the game where the ES went digging for hours trying to find a pic of Cait at the game too and found the faux Sam with a brunette there and swore up and down that that was Sam and Cait at the game, even though, um, there is VIDEO (see above) of Sam with Mackenzie. And even though, it’s been debunked that faux Sam’s t-shirt was different and that faux Cait was too short to be real Cait…and hello, there is VIDEO of Sam and Mackenzie there together (again, see above). 

Because Mackenzie’s friend, Paydin, also happened to be at the game and posted a pic from the nosebleed seats, ES made up this whole conspiracy that Sam and Cait went to the game together and that TPTB hired Mackenzie to be on standby with her bestie in the nosebleed seats, just in case fans saw Sam and Cait together and then Mackenzie could run down to the VIP section where Sam was at and switch places with Cait. I shit you not. 

Obviously that ES theory is ridiculous and here’s just a few points why:

1. There is VIDEO of Sam and Mackenzie together.

2. There are fan #1 and fan #2 eyewitness accounts of seeing Sam and Mackenzie sitting together the entire game and “acting like a couple,” and were “cute together.”

3. If you are sitting in the nosebleed seats you are not allowed to go to the lower levels. The people in the good seats can go up, but the people in the higher levels cannot go down. 

4. There is VIDEO of Sam and Mackenzie together.

5. Faux Sam was wearing a different t-shirt than real Sam. Faux Cait is shorter than real Cait.

6. There is VIDEO….and screencaps from video of Sam and Mackenzie standing next to each other watching the game, and then going up the stairs together and then going to the bathroom and then walking off together. In order for ES theory to be true, you would have to believe that Cait hid out of sight so that the fan could get the Samzie video (and that Sam and Cait were aware they were about to be videoed), that Cait would agree to something like that, and that both eyewitnesses lied about Sam and Mackenzie acting like a couple. The whole thing is SO ludicrous it is literally giving me a headache just thinking about it again.

Anywhoo, the whole Dodger pic of faux Sam and faux Cait at the Dodger game has gone down as canon in ES annals BUT the rest of us saw the above proof and read the eyewitness testimony and knew that real Sam and real Mackenzie were a REAL couple. And keep in mind, this wasn’t last June, this was JUNE OF 2016…come 2018, Sam and Mackenzie will have been together TWO YEARS. I wish ES would put on their big girl panties, deal with reality and be HAPPY SAM IS HAPPY. But I won’t hold my breath…I’ll just keep posting proof and let the TRUTH SPEAK FOR ITSELF.

PS: I hadn’t posted it before because it’s not very clear and you can’t really see Mackenzie, but the bottom pic on the left is when Sam was walking back from the bathrooms and Mackenzie is standing up against the wall waiting for him. Fan #2 said that she watched as both Sam and Mackenzie went to the bathroom. Mackenzie came out first, looked around for Sam didn’t see him so she went to the wall facing the bathrooms to wait for him. When he came out, he looked around for her and once he saw her, he smiled as you can see in the pic, and then “sauntered over to her, went right up to her pressed his body to hers, looking down at her, playfully shaking her body back and forth with his.” The fan said that “Mackenzie looked up at him all wide eyed, smiling back.” Roooarrrrr! I get the feeling Mackenzie makes Sam feel like “the man.” The big golden maned lion and his little wide eyed kitten. Hey, nothing wrong with that. Meow. 

PPS: I post this info for people who WANT it. If that’s not you, then just scroll on by. Thanks!