#yeah i’m still coping
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sometimes i think of the absolute tragedy that satoru is, down to his fundamentals. for some people it can be argued that things could have been different, but satoru? he was doomed from the start. born as he was, he was never going to have a normal, happy life and i hate it. because he deserved it. he deserved that happy life.
#ANYWAY ! this was all blabbering he’s actually very happy living with me and the kids rn#sana is putting bows in his hair right now; she’s being a bit rough but it’s okay because that’s his baby girl#saori is drawing little fish on his arm with a marker and he enjoys it thoroughly (he dreads showering them off; he wants them forever)#satoshi—the absolute little angel that he is—is sitting in his arms; they’re watching winnie the pooh while the girls hang off their dad#im in the doorway sneaking a pic of the happy and gentle and adoring smile satoru has on his face#HES HAPPY GUYS DO NOT WORRY#yeah i’m still coping#such a sad but beautiful character#you will always be loved around here satoru gojo#❀ — little big rambles.
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These posts will continue until they return and morale improves
#yeah I put my DM drawing in the last one lmao so what#every Monday like clockwork until they’re back. count on it.#leigh speaks#Leigh talks wrasslin#drew mcintyre#wwe#cm punk#punkintyre#monday night raw#wwe raw#wrestling#this is so silly honestly but I felt especially unhinged last night#still going through the RAW archives from 2021 now#and I just reached post Elimination Chamber when Drew lost the WHC to Miz cashing in#and I’m not coping well
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Out of the (unfortunately) many One Piece scenarios bouncing around in my head one of my favorites is Zoro getting hit with the memory loss beam, and only remembering up until like. immediately after Morgan’s defeat. He’s agreed to join up Luffy and is already feeling his heart swell with loyalty, but is still under the impression that he’s going to join up to a much larger crew, with several other members.
So he just blinks awake and at first there’s none of the confusion and yelling that comes with the memory loss trope, he’s okay, he’s banged up cause of Morgan, he’s on a boat because he just became a pirate, and oh hey Luffy’s right there. This must be his new crew.
Hey, um, is that skeleton playing the violin.
#do you understand what I mean when I say that East Blue Zoro would not cope NEARLY as well with the crew if he hadnt been the first to join#he was speechless when he saw Luffy’s DF he’d never seen smth like that. he’s not at ALL the type to go.#“oh yeah i’ve seen weirder”#he HASNT. Man would see brook n chopper n franky and think he’s still tied to that cross and having a stroke. Try to hit ‘em till they die#Zoro: (turns to Usopp) Okay so a skeleton a cyborg a reindeer and two devil children. I’m assuming youre some sort of tengu?#Usopp: Okay so first of all fuck you. Second of all yes the Great Captain is that and much more#one piece#my post#roronoa zoro
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the glenn macdennis comment hurt obviously but also so necessarily cause i’d gotten too delusional i was too obsessed with the potential final prize instead of fully enjoying what i love about what macden is rn which is the saddest awfulest gay tragedy ever written this is such a good catalyst for lowering my expectations and just living laughing loving in the doomed queerbait this is what shipping’s about what fandom’s about what life is about let us rest peacefully knowing that we absolutely will still get shit and it’ll be crazy and funny and sad but ultimately the power to make it beautiful lies with us. as the queerbait gods intended
#or is this just coping. who knows#do still need a five minute sex scene but they can be friends after it#because he is right. it’s funny#it’s also horrible which is the show#but yeah stings oh boy it stings but also this is so so good and fun#and then if it does end up happening we didn’t expect it which makes it better lmao#overall very important thing i think. this is how queerbait should be done it’s beautiful#but yes hush hush don’t worry this is better in the long run i promise#unless it stunts the character development but i don’t think they’d let that happen#that’s like glenn’s favourite thing#but yeah macden is so beyond normal queerbait anyway and i’d honestly been forgetting how fun it was before s16 when it was so unknown#i’m so ready to get back to that complete lack of trust in anything before s17#seeing that tweet did feel like being shot though#‘we need more doomed toxic queerbait’ you couldn’t even handle glenn howerton saying macdennis will never be fully canon#iasip#macdennis#+
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Posts about his big gay weekend in Buffalo on LinkedIn but refuses to update his job.
#daniel ricciardo#dr3#yeah idk guys I’m coping in whatever way I can so I don’t kill myself over this election#also I think he’s technically still employed by rb hence the job still being to present#anyway
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Those replies just made me remember this:
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Anxiety really thinks we live in a world that works this way lmao
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i really enjoy that you could have just submitted the normal john mulaney delta airlines bit but you instead went out of your way to send me an sdr2 version. thank you
#submission#Youtube#windcarvedlyre#also YEAH anxiety brain truly does believe the world works like this#if i go to the pharmacy and ask for the medication that i need to live they’ll.hate me forever#and when i go get my vaccinations there and i have to ask for a special pneumonia vaccine#bc i’m immunosuppressed#they will call me a lying liar who lies to try to get extra vaccine#and when i show them the name of the vaccine that my rheumatologist wrote in my last report#so that i would be able to know exactly what to ask for (bc she’s chill like that)#they will say i made it up. and they will ban me from pharmacy forever. and then what#ignore that my entire family has been using this pharmacy for years with very little issue#(save for my father but that was more a failure of the us medical system than that pharmacy. hooray opiates)#ignore that i’ve been getting my vaccinations at that pharmacy for years with no issues#that’s… unimportant. don’t matter . bc The World Is Out To Get Me You See#god i’m still really impressed with how well that coping strategy works. turn ur doomspirals into an improv game. free comedy#AND it makes you feel better
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[ID: a sketch page of various drawings of Willow Park from the owl house. From left to right the drawings are: timeskip willow playing flyer derby, Willow in her season 1 casual outfit next to her in her season 3 Halloween costume, Willow as Anne in an amphibia au, young willow doing pottery with her dad Gilbert, young willow and amity holding hands/hugging and smiling, and willow looking at clover, who's perched on her finger and wearing a dress and wig made of yarn so as to resemble Willow. Willow is trying to hold back laughter while clover looks unamused. In the center is a drawing of Willow drawing a large spell circle with her staff, and the title of the sketch page reads "willow week 2023", with each drawing labeled as a specific day/prompt, such as day 3: flyer derby/fav on-screen outfit, day 1: crossover, day 2: childhood/father-daughter, or day 1: palismen bonding. Drawings 2, 6, and 7 are coloured while the rest are uncoloured. The background is a scribbly green. End ID]
hi I’m only a month or so late to it BUT! Nearly out of the mines (finals) and that means i can post the sketch page i worked on for Willow Week! Hosted by @agrebel18
#the owl house#toh#willow park#willow week 2023#gilbert park#amity blight#eh yeah. They’re there too#anyway i had. So many issues regarding the quality of this drawing man#I MADE THE CANVAS TOO GOTDANG BIG!!!#im gonna draft this first and then do a quality review#anyway i wanted to do willow week back when it was actually running but like i said. Ihave been in the mines#almost out though! Just gotta get through Wednesday#still kinda going insane in my enclosure though. Idk if its a period mood swing or if imjust drinking internet pond water#and thats why I’m starting to think evil thoughts#ive just been watching jerma play simpsons hit and run#fr though I’m being digitally waterboarded i need to go to a social excursion so bad#god. I missed posting art just to vent in the tags. Exhilarating. This is my therapy#anyway hope you enjoy this aggie and all other willow enjoyers#also i missed posting abt the 2 month anniversary of the finale#im not coping <3
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Oh how naive I was…
#recently saw a comment from someone saying they hoped there was more romance in Lucas’s salvation end and I. 👀#did not have the heart to tell them to mentally prepare themselves 💀#ahaha I mean. yeah sure in a way. 🙃#we get a lovely bonding CG of us stabbing him in the neck and later kissing him after he’s died so like uh yay? 💀#the more I see people commenting about their hopes and dreams for the salvation ends the more I feel the need to rant again lmaooo 😂#AND!#vague maybe spoilers for the fandisk in the following tags so beware :O#I’ve heard some vague ominous foreboding statement about the fandisk and… y’all I can’t#I’m gonna break my controller if he still still gets a shitty depressing end even in the FD 😭😂#like OKAY GAME. I KNOW HE’S DEAD. BUT CAN WE HAVE A SLIGHTLY HAPPIER/HOPEFUL AU???#please nadia too she is so innocent…#please give the Proust siblings a break dear lord 💀#virche evermore#shuuen no virche#Virche evermore spoilers#shuuen no virche spoilers#there’s not enough fanart/fanfics/shitposts for me to be able to cope with more despair even in the fandisk please I’m begging… 😂#never before have I used the 💀 emoji so much when talking about a character before#my post
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Where’s that Ninjago sin post I’ve come to accept that my Ninjago sin is wrath and it’s wrath over the flanderisation of Kai Ninjago seriously I cannot shut up abt him it is an issue
#I’m so sorry Ninjago fans who do this like y’all do what you want#but in my heart a rabid little dog wants to bite you#ehuagahjsjsk#anyways#Ninjago fans be like here’s kai and his 10 million smoking addictions#while canon kai becomes a fucking martial arts teacher bc he actually has healthier coping mechanisms and doesn’t live in gloom and doom#like people want him too#the people who ignore how he coped with Seabound because they think crying for a year is the only valid way to grieve#still gets me#I’m sure he was sad and yeah we could’ve seen more focus with him#but like man did not go on an angst arc he healed he tried to put good in the world and uphold his sisters memory#it was sweet to see and it showcases his character growth from his arc in s11#doing what he can inspite of loss and doing it for the kids#WHY DO WE IGNORE THIS#AHHHH#ninjago
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POV you’re reading all the Gojo dick riders who’ve been talking mad shit the last few months and are now having a meltdown
#y’all mad as hell even calling Gege a bad writer cause he killed your man lmfao#and funny cause Gojo might comeback still#listen I don’t even necessarily think Gege is a good writer BUT#y’all are only pissed cause you’re headcanons didn’t come true#Gojo ain’t Megumi’s dad either#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#JJK 236#sukuna#gojo#yeah I’m gonna be an obnoxious prick like y’all now#cope and seethe
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two episodes of nervous crying your brains out for longer than one hour in the span of three days were not in my bingo card for 2024 when I graduated ten years ago and I would like to frankly get the fuck over myself
#personal for ts#one day i’ll be able to put into words#the absolutely hateful feeling of thinking you got over your shit#and then finding out that NOT ONLY you aren’t#but KNOWING you’re falling back into shitty coping mechanisms you STILL let it happen#honestly my self loathing is off the roof because fifteen years ago i didn’t know i was shitty coping#now i KNOW i am and guess what here i am doing the whole isolating myself and forgetting to reply to ppl song and dance#christ i thought i was okay with handling that kinda shit guess not#and yeah ofc i need to fix it for myself but this time is so much worse i’m just#my kingdom for waking up one morning and feeling some level of mental clarity#and for some goddamned financial stability#and for the force of will to keep the house tidy enough that i dont feel sad just looking at the state of the living room#guys also honestly sorry if i forgot to reply to your ask or pm or anything i’ll get to it at some point#i swear i’m not ignoring people on purpose i’m just completely overwhelmed sigh
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I personally am so happy that the episode was all a dream because I’m okay with there not being macdennis but if they had confirmed Dennis as a killer i would have been devastated. I do wish they’d explore more of his emotions tho- especially since Glenn has said he misses playing those colors. Like he’s got Big Feelings! This was more of his rage- but it’s a step up that he was able to curb that rage I guess?
Also people are saying it’s joever for macdennis but like… they didn’t fight or anything right? They’re still super close- and remember Frank vs Russia? That’s still a thing
Disclaimer I’ve just been seeing people’s post about it I haven’t watched this ep but I do wish it wasn’t the finale or they’d at least end it with a scene of the gang together
#also disclaimer I haven’t seen a full Iasip episode#thank GOD it was all in Dennis’ head like I know he’s a terrible person but having him be a serial killer is too far#and not the way his character’s been heading at all#it was just a coping technique for him#a messed up one but a coping technique nonetheless#also guys. macdennis could still happen it’s not like this episode disproved it at all#maybe s17 will be macdennis season but I hope it’s more of the gang as pals#anyway I heard the first half of this episode was funny and that Glenn shines so there’s that#but again missed opportunity for a real Dennis development episode#not even macdennis just exploring Dennis’s nuances and his place in the group#post ddl you know like he really belongs to the gang#and he’s trying to express himself better#(macden moment but no callback to do you want a tissue but whatever)#so yeah I’m more chill about it than I was but we were all so hyped for this Wo#they can’t all be bangers#but overall s16 seemed to be a marked improvement compared to the past few seasons so that’s good#according to the fandom on multiple sites#anyway This Is A Comedy#Iasip#dtamhd#dennis takes a mental health day#dennis reynolds#Iasip spoilers
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I mean this from a social perspective not a health one : why does everything feel weird right now. Like yes I’m heartbroken about the reality of my position in the lives of my so called friends but now I just feel confused. I don’t understand why I’m not important and why I can’t change to be important to others, nor what makes a person important either.
#like okay yeah I’ve been lowkey crying in the middle of the night because of how unimportant I feel but that’s down pat now we get it#I just want to know why am I not ? like am I doing something wrong ? I could’ve sworn I’m trying my best to not be annoying frustrating and#to be there but the reality of things is that I can’t always be there given my condition#sometimes I wonder how hard it is to ask me a simple ‘are you okay’ or ‘how are you’ or god forbid that I am missed lmao pls fniesksn ignore#the last one I think that’s too much but at least the other two#I don’t want to tell people to ask me these because then it feels fake and that they’re doing it just for the sake of getting me to shut up#about it but I don’t know#dora daily#a reason why I hate insta with my whole life because it just never fails to prove how worthless I really am#like I could’ve died yk … and it’d still be the sahara desert there#anyways I like being alone a lot something I’ve found out about myself#(I hate it actually but I only like it because I cannot make myself do anything like even talking seems so very exhausting so I can manage#with the loneliness when I’m ill but I can’t cope with it when I’m even a smidge better)#sigh.#just sigh. where did I get my friends from and why does everyone seem to love their friends so much but I cannot#don’t get me wrong I talk about how much I love them to everyone and if I don’t I obsess abt them in my head but it is not reciprocated to#be honest. not at all#and that’s what makes me sad. I still love them because I love unconditionally it seems#but from a conditional viewpoint they do not cut it#and that makes me disappointed#that’s why I’d kill to be loved or heck even remotely liked the way I like others even half of that yk#I am not a good person in my eyes but I would do so much just to be liked like that I wish I knew why I’m not worth being liked only worthy#of being tolerated.
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moodboard for how w.bg episode 141 made me feel:
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#this is what I get for hyperfocusing on a currently airing canon queer ship to cope with life stress#instead of decades-old queerbait/non-canon#i want so badly to be able to focus on Oliver’s quote about wanting a bi hoe Buck phase if Buck and Tommy were ‘on a break’#bc I’m pretty sure that was the interview he said they were filming masks so he should’ve already known?#and it was also the one where he talked about overcoming obstacles in their relationship#and bi hoe Buck phase before getting back together would be#i don’t want to say the only good outcome. I’ll get over the shock and it’ll hurt less and I’ll see other okay options#but it would certainly be the best#but the things Lou is saying. and the way it feels so shoehorned in.#i am not insane (coughs. definitely not vagueing any section of fandom.)#and I’ve also been destroyed by hope twice in three days now. one obviously more globally significant than the other but.#yeah.#sometimes Ted lasso was wrong and it is the hope that kills you#i want to cling to that possibility but in the face of the episode itself I don’t think I can#it was obviously a last-minute thing for absolutely no narrative reason#and there’s no reason to shoehorn that in to create a getting together arc. there’s no reason to do that suddenly and impromptu#from either a narrative or a network perspective#honestly it’s not even entirely the breakup itself for me#i mean don’t get me wrong that sucks so bad on so many levels#but it’s the implication in Lou’s interviews that Tommy’s just gonna disappear now#he was fully enmeshed in the firefam and getting more and more so. he’s Eddie’s good friend!#that was a big part of what made it a good relationship but it was also just. really nice for Tommy#and I love him and I will be particularly devastated if the show just cuts him cold now#and everything Lou said like. makes it make SENSE from his perspective. in a way he obviously had to work for to be able to do it#but it still doesn’t make it a good or narratively satisfying breakup#or rather a good or narratively satisfying conclusion#specifically for Tommy!!! it makes it a decent and justifiable midpoint to a character arc about learning to be vulnerable#which is a really interesting arc you could do with Tommy! actually based on what we know about him!#if you hadn’t told Lou to go back to SWAT!#started typing these in an attempt to get the emotions out and instead I’ve just added irritation
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so impressed w myself for having so many problems even tho objectively I have not had that difficult of a life
#like I’m looking all these things up to see how to like. cope and prevent shit etc etc#and it’s all like yeah you probably have all this trauma and ur childhood sucked and that’s why u behave the way u do#okay well. what happens if they just programmed u with problems.#okay I know this isn’t true and I do know and see exactly how my childhood impacts me rn#but like. I still shouldn’t be rn his messed up???? I feel like??
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