#which is 10 pm for me
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i apologize for the person im gonna become on thursday night
#bc the mv drops at midnight eastern time#which is 10 pm for me#so its on thursday night#which is such a weird time?#but oh well#txt#tomorrow x together#tnc: temptation#the name chapter: temptation#lordy i just realized the typo. i meant 11 pm
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my gym is now open 24/7 after the renovation which is gonna do terrible things to my sleep schedule I believe. I think going to lift at 9PM on a sunday is exactly what I need. see u all later :)
#pre renovation the weight room closed at 10 which meant i had to be there by 8:30 pm & somewhat it kept me in check#now that i can be late.... well.....#elle.txt
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Gets this out of my head like the sleep deprived maniac that I am.
Make of these headcanons what you will.
#princess tutu#ruetho#fakiru#fan art#doodle#post canon au#do not question my fandom headcanon opinions i will stand on this hill with pegging Rue and service bottom Mytho#in my head Rue rides him on occasion which ended up with them getting a kid#anyway it's uh.... past 10 AM.... I woke up at 5 pm yesterday woops#dia: hey i should sleep maybe; my brain: ok but what if you draw your princess tutu ships in their married adult life enjoying themselves;#me in my delulu state: fuck you're so right brain you're so smart I could kiss you; my brain: we cannot for I am inside your head
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Hi!! How are you?
I would also love to hear/read more about Tess x Joel x reader!! ❤️❤️
im great!! I hope you are doing well too darling <3
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For the longest time, you think Tess and Joel are married. It's an honest mistake, really. Seeing the way they work together like a well-oiled machine and have done so for years leads you to think there's more to their relationship.
Which there is. But neither of them will admit it.
Tess is easier to talk to. Not to say she isn't scary as well because christ, you know the things she's capable of and make sure to never short her on a trade or a cut of the profits, but its different. She speaks. Even as she's looking over the haul from your last run to make sure you aren't skimping her out, she talks to you. Little jokes injected into every few sentences while looking over stock, the occasional remark in awe of "you were able to find this?" that filled you with pride each time in that raspy voice that kept you up at night.
Joel is silent.
He sits in the room and watches. Rarely uttering a word unless its to shoot down an idea for your next run because "FEDRA is getting antsy, unless you want to be on the execution list tomorrow I suggest you wait a few days." or to raise his nose at the oddities you've collected.
Like a proper guard dog, he watches and waits for a command.
The first time you speak to him alone, without Tess, is when it happens.
You had just told him that you were planning another run for tomorrow after making connections with another smuggler who wanted to meet. But the location was at least a two days walk from the QZ.
"You can't possibly be that stupid."
"Excuse me?"
His eyes narrow and he leans in. On instinct you shrink back and curse at yourself for doing so.
"You plan on meetin' somebody you've never worked with before and never seen in person, alone because of what? Blind trust?"
"Because of profit."
He snorts. "Yeah well somethin' tells me 'mutual profit' isn't what he has in mind. The answer is no." Your face grows hot under his criticism, his patronizing fucking voice and that stupid southern accent to the point where you grab at his shoulder when he turns away from you.
"I wasn't asking for permission, man. I was telling you. Just make sure that your wife knows I'm-"
There.
His head snaps back as if you had slapped him, staring at you with in shock before his eyes narrow into slits.
"What did you just say?"
His voice rumbles a low, warning timbre that makes your hands begins to shake despite your intentions of looking strong.
"I said-" the room suddenly feels smaller. Corners all too tight and the door too far for your liking because its hitting you know that youre alone with him and just how many times Tess has sent this man out to break some bones on her accord without a second word of it.
"I said." Your throat tightens and you force the words out. "I said to tell your wife-"
"She isn't my wife."
Oh.
"Oh!"
Joel shakes his head. His face scrunches up and shoulders pull in, you realize then that he isn't angry.
He's uncomfortable.
"Oh, I uh. Didn't know." The floorboards groan beneath you as you shift your weight from one foot to the other. "I just assumed that-"
"Well we aren't, alright?" He holds out a hand to stop your further explanation but it does nothing to hide the red tint creeping up his neck and ears. "She's just my-"
His voice fails him as he struggles to find the words to properly explain just what Tess is to him and him to her. The silence becomes all too consuming as he makes a vague gesture in the air. Flitting his fingers and waving his hand up and down in a way that perfectly encapsulates just how fucking complicated it is.
"I understand."
The situation has gone from terrifying to awkward so fast you could have laughed as you now try to soothe the nerves of the same man you worried was ten seconds away from snapping your wrist like a twig. "It's none of my business, really. Just-" You turn on your heel and cringe.
You'd rather him just break your wrist, honestly.
"Let Tess know when I'm leaving for the run, okay?"
"Push it back a week and we'll join you."
Your hands freezes, hovering over the doorknob and you look over your shoulder. Joel stands behind you, face in his hands.
"I'm sorry?"
He takes a deep breathe and looks at you with tired eyes. "If you can contact your man and get him to push the meeting by a week, Tess and I will go with you, alright? You need to have somebody there with you in case something happens."
He takes a step forward, broad shoulders boxing you in and he leans over and opens the door for you.
"Besides, you're the only one in the QZ who specializes in weird shit." Joel pulls back sighs. "Tess wants to keep the connection."
You don't bother hiding your smile from him.
"I prefer the term oddities." "Yeah? Well, I prefer the term headaches. Now fuck off so I can go talk to her."
Joel watches your form dash down the hall and disappear from his sight. He pinches the bridge of his nose and groans. His thoughts wander to you, then Tess.
Then you and Tess.
"Fuckin' moron."
#ask#asks#wild child tag#tess servopoulos x you#joel miller x tess x reader#tess servopoulos x reader#joel miller x you#joel miller x reader#joel miller x tess servopoulos x reader#this is unedited dogshit I apologize but!!! i needed to strike something out when I had the drive and energy for it which turns out to be-#at 10:40 pm with my doggie asleep on my bed kicking me
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I'm really bad at law school 🧍♀️
#just got my mark back for an essay#buh-bye honours program next year ig#I haven't been handing anything in on time but this is the first time someone's actually picked up on it and deducted marks#IF IT'S HANDED IN THE SAME DAY JUST HOURS AFTER 4 PM BUT BEFORE MIDNIGHT WHY IS IT COUNTED AS A DAY LATE#granted this specific one was like 10 mins before midnight#but holy shit bro I got murdered in my feedback#I'm too stupid for law school honestly why the fuck am I here#yes I passed and I got a credit but that's not what I was aiming for and it's not what I would have gotten if it wasnt late#because I could have been that much closer to a distinction which would ease some pressure of the exam off#but nooo I had to get marks taken off for handing it in BEFORE MIDNIGHT#got told I don't really seem to have an understanding of corporate theory and I seem confused#it was clear I engaged with the materials But Not Enough#do you know how many FUCKING sticky notes I have in my damn textbook??#I even looked at a SECOND textbook!#and took written-on-paper-notes to try and wrap my head around the different theories that applied to the topic and how to argue them!#on top of what notes I had from the lecture slides#and you're telling me 😭 that was all just for my professor to call me silly in fifty different nicer forms? 😭#had a cry because I am Going Through It today#and I have another assignment to hand in tonight#and then another one next week#and another one the week after#AND the week after that#and then it's my exams 😔 someone please murder me
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I realised my art is basically just a fashion show combined with a pretty colours parade
And i'm fine with that
Anyways!!! Cute lil thing for these goobers in my dear friend Rose's @spacenintendogs Dragons Off the Coast AU bc I just cannot resist drawing tiny lil dragons and gussiri being stupidly adorable
#also i did this in like 2 hours is anyone proud of me#im proud of me which is saying something#also it's like 10 pm and i get progressively more unhinged after 10 pm#combined with my bad cough that has spiraled into the rawest throat ive had in years#its probably gonna be all nonsense from me the coming hours until i get eepy#ALSO lil dragons#lil dragons lil dragons lil dragons#lavender's lil expression is a mood#bucket hat gustav made me chuckle it's so stupid but siri would enable him by giving him more#anyways#httyd#how to train your dragon#artinandwritin's art#oc#siri vínteri#gustav larson#dragons off the coast au#gussiri#oc x canon#funfact i have a personal vendetta against bucket hats for no reason
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Hot take but Higuchi is the new pm boss in Beast
#I just had a quick run through the entirety of the Beast manga because I was looking for a specific panel and man...#I honestly didn't remember it being so mentally draining#and I wasn't even reading the words except for a speech bubble here and there like wtf#That being said. Hear me out.#Dazai the pm boss is dead. Chuuya is out of the game. Mori is out of the game.#Kyouka and Gin's whereabouts are unknown. We have no idea what Kouyou was ever up to or if she even exists in that universe.#Wanna know who's left?#Wanna know what character stepped into the armed detective agency and asked them to investigate behind her agency's building–#which last time I checked was an ambush technique? Wanna know who also revealed themselves to be the pm boss in a hidden hallway?#ichiyō higuchi#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd beast#mine#q.#17/10/22
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i have sleeping problems in a not-fun way. i have sleeping problems in a “i am probably going to get fired from my job if this keeps up but there’s nothing i can do about it” way.
#in neg city#i keep falling asleep at work and my boss keeps catching me and she is Not Happy w me rn#which like. theres only so much i can do when it takes my body like 4 HOURS to feel like im here#and i know im walking on thin ice rn shes already vaguely threatened to fire me its only a matter of time before that becomes real#but theres nothing i can do about it bc im not tired at night EVER!!! AND IT TAKES ME LIKE THIRTY MINUTES TO AN HOUR TO FALL ASLEEP#AND I ONLY FEEL WELL RESTED AFTER IVE SLEPT LIKE 10+ HOURS#EVEN ON WEEKENDS I SLEEP UNTIL LIKE 2 PM AND I STILL WAKE UP TIRED#I LIVE IN AN ACTUAL LIVING NIGHTMARE IM GOING TO LOSE MY FUCKING JOB BC I CANT SLEEP#CAFFEINE DOESNT HELP NOTHING HELPS ITS JUST GOING TO HAPPEN
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can someone please come over and braid my hair and talk about fnaf like im 9 again thanks. can someone please come over and pretend like its all ok thanks.
#desire mona#not to vent in tags but i need to be so real#i am probably one of the most lonely people ever actually#i have friends but i never see them#i spend all my time on here#ive taken to talking to people down my street which does help tbh like i do enjoy feeling like i have a community#i have a friend named tom down the road but hes like. in his 40s or 50s. but i do enjoy talking to him when we're out walking our dogs#i went out with him and his daughter to try and see the northern lights but it was too cloudy#i felt rly bad for knocking on his door at 10 pm to look at nothing but he was glad i reminded him#but once i go back home its just nothing#my life is just a series of waiting to take drugs again and its eating away at me but i cant fucking Do Anything#i just kinda feel like a pathetic loser for not doing anything productive ever and i KNOW i shouldn't let that demean my character in any wa#y#i know im a good and kind and funny person but my inability to bring myself to improve anything just makes me feel like im the worst#whatever#thoughtsing
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Just finished listening to the suckening
it took me a week and i don't think i am ever going to fully recover from all that holy fuck
#jrwi#jrwi the suckening#the suckening#it took six fucking days#all of which i went to sleep at like 10 am and woke up at like 5 pm#jrwi so good it made me nocturnal
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its been a while since i had a good nights sleep without night terrors and waking up drenched in sweat and i would like to say. i do not like this very much
#i also cant just have an adequate amount of sleep#7-8 hrs i get on weekdays are not enough for me. i get aleepy at like 8 pm and often during the day#and on weekends i sleep for 10-12 hrs which makes my head hurt (but i can’t just easily wake up earlier. it doesnt work like that)#so like. do i have a sleep disorder? is my sleep schedule fucked up by meds?#how much sleep do i need to normally function anyway? a mystery.#arnold’s laments
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screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv
#i started king the land the other day and OH MY GOODNESS#i did not expect to like it this much i am having so many thoughts#i am only in the middle of episode six#last night i went to bed in between episodes 3 and 4 and i was like. i am so ready to go right to beddy bye shut my tired little eyes#and i slept for 7 straight hours. that was like 10:30 PM to 5:30 AM exactly#i NEVER sleep like that#it was like i had been possessed by the god of longed-for and timely slumber#do you know how hard it is for me to go to bed or wake up that early?#depsite the fact i do it on a regular basis for work it is NOT natural to me#going to bed stresses me out and it takes a lot more work than it ends up being worth aldsfkaf#which is to say i practice good habits but bc of my anxiety it ends up not being very restful#i constantly wake up during the night etc.#tales from diana#a good tv show will put me to bed like magic. that's what im betting on. do your thing tv show!#by the end of episode 6 i better feel like a sleep fairy has cast me under her spell like i did last night#wouldnt that be great!#anyway i wish you all a good night's sleep. goodnight zzzzz
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Absolutely wrecked by dandadan episode 7. I haven't cried that hard for fiction since I read trimax volume 10
#speculation nation#i was fucking CHOKING on those sobs. hands clasped together the whole time.#literally biting at my own fingers (still clasped together) at the most devastating moments#i cried for the whole last 10 mins of that episode and for another 5 minutes after. god fucking damn#it's. so fucking good. but holy fuck. i wasnt expecting my heart to be wrenched out of my chest quite this badly at 3 pm on a friday#i need time to like. recover. had to take my glasses off after. had to sit with it and process it.#parts of it struck a core in Me. personally relevant. which i think is maybe part of why it hit me so hard.#but even beyond that. truly devastating. wasnt expecting a random demon's backstory to wreck me like that hfkahfks#but this show truly is SO fucking good. i am Definitely gonna rewatch it all in one go whenever it finishes airing.
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so not to be gross or anything, but my mucus is starting to turn yellowish and like, apparently this means your immune system is fighting off whatever illness you have, which is awesome, glad my immune system is trying to help me out
but that raises the question: if i'm on the 5th day of this cold and my snot is only just turning yellow, what the fuck was my immune system doing the first 4 days????
#yes. i am still sick.#the worst part is that with each day i feel better in one respect#but then there's also something else that gets worse#like yesterday my nose finally started running#which was great#the not great part? it's been running so much that i've almost gone through 2 boxes of tissues in under 24 hrs and i couldn't sleep#i got in bed around 10 pm and did not fall asleep until around 430 am#in the time it took me to fall asleep i read an entire 300 page book#but yeah. my immune system is apparently a dumb bitch
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finally got a car i have a car yayyyyyy!!!!!!!!
#it is. a nissan sentra. it is nearly identical to my previous nissan altima. i love this#fun fact about me i hate change cannot handle it at all even minor shit changing upsets me deeply always has#so getting a new car that is basically just my old car but newer is actually like super ideal#all the buttons are in the same spots everything looks and feels the same this is so great#also insane pickup for a tiny sedan???? my altima also regularly beat people off the line to be fair#but this is even more of a compact car and i think it just weighs nothing i was like struggling not to speed in it lmao#anyway. got a decent deal on it despite having to sit in a car dealership for like 3.5 hours to get it#and now i don't have to worry about it anymore which is actually the greatest thing ever#i hope i have this car for the next decade at least#because. as i have mentioned. i hate it when anything changes ❤️#annoyed i didn't get to eat dinner today tho.......#like it's 10 pm now come on man#bri babbles
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I fear I do not know what to do now that I’m free 🫠
#you mean to say I just can do nothing ?#that feels so wrong#I feel like I have to do something rn#stop this is actually insane I don’t need to sleep from 10 ish till 2 am anymore ?!!#and I don’t need to study from 3am till 10 pm anymore ?!#I feel like crying I can’t believe it#like people don’t wake up at 3 am to do things ?!#above everything though I’m so terrified of things going back to how they were a month ago#bro if i went back to that period I would’ve soon actually committed suicide I’m not even gonna lie#like srsly it was so bad I fell down so hard#and yet of course nobody was there with me so#I had no friends to help me through that time no support nothing#and in truth I still have nobody I can rely on#I only can ever truly rely on myself which sucks cause I’m not reliable with these things#anyways if I don’t come back I guess you can be certain that I had succeeded at killing myself ar long last LOL#I don’t think anybody realises JUST how bad things are for me yk#not that they care remotely#which is okay I guess#I just wished someone would care for starters#and that someone would prove they cared even though that seems like it’s too much to ask for someone like myself#clearly I don’t deserve anything at all#oh well#dora daily
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