#thoughtsing

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hey (curls up directly on your legs so you cant move or switch positions and its really uncomfortable)

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(In a really quiet voice) does anybody else on here really, really dislike mr beast because hes been getting some shit on tiktok and id like to talk about it 

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what i think my mutuals look like

u may be in here, u may not, doing as many as i want, if ur not in here then that doesnt mean i dont luv u :3 i hav a lot of mutuals

naut - i actually know what he looks like but in my mind. raggedy anne

harper - a mix between abed and gillian anderson

kiwi - young hugh laurie

my one tomska mutual - youll never guess

kae - meeks but somehow gayer?

kola - that one rsl photo combined with her actual face

ok computer - her pfp LOL

grey (musi) -s1 wilson

eli - i know what they look like actually so just. their face

joan - elvira

ami - abed, funnily enough

joel - straight up a dog

lisa - neil perry but specifically that one photo used as a pfp at one point

shui - also abed

john - phoebe from friends?

tiffany - again, i know what she looks like

marley - also s1 wilson but its different. like younger

sun (both of you) - ethan hawke in Dad specifically

bones - spock

reese - also spock but if spock was cosplaying neil perry

housewifemd - if house and wilson steven universe fused

ghostie - if jesse pinkman cosplayed frank n furter

joon - gender swapped neil perry

clara - gender swapped pitts

sid - richard cameron

tyty - his face!

ania - a vague cross between ginny danburry and gender swapped steven meeks

autumn (nocti) - her pfp

indie - also richard cameron

finn (occams chainsaw) - s1 gregory house

finn (puckspoetry) - neil perry but like. modern au?

bubble - gender swapped todd anderson but pink?

manda - thirteen (specifically thirteen with bangs)

tristan - his face. but also jesus

lovechild - NOT TAYLOR SWIFT. her face actually cuz i got secret access

dream(duality) - house when he went to that one migraine guys lecture thing

aspen - his face if it was more taublike

chandler - HIS face but more houselike

syd - allison cameron in black and white specifically

soph - rose tyler

hunny bun - martha masters

rain - i newly know what she looks like however she does still look like house in my mind

katie - neil perry at the play specifically

pinkie pie - pinkie pie

raph - steven meeks if he was dan howell circa 2009

dewi - charlie dalton

regulus - all 4 beatles combines into one being

jareth - todd anderson with white hair?

gil - his face mixed with rsl circa 2001

lesbians for trobed - trobed combined into one being

elmo - carrie

luke - thirteen (no bangs)

will - helena bonham carter in frankenstein (1994)

cuntstruck - that guy who wrote let it go (not the frozen song)

zeth - zeth

blue - allison cameron

blue - dick grayson

(im sure the blues can tell who is who)

thiam - jschlatt circa 2020 SORRY

valerie - martha masters allison cameron steven universe fusion

ash (crow king) - stretched james wilson

nico - stick dead poets society if he was also tyler joseph

percy - robin williams if he was a teenager

ashy - her face mixed with belle

nick - rsl and winona ryder steven universe fusion

matthew - youll never guess. anyone but barry boys next door

el - richard cameron AGAIN

sammy - their face mixed with neil perry gayface

birdy (demon or) - james wilson circa s3 ALSO U JUMPSCARED ME WITH THE PFP CHANGE I WASNT EXPECTING A FOOTBALL ERA

daisy bell - dana mythic quest

maddie - abed in her artstyle specifically

missy - TROY TIGER!!!!!!!

rubester - daria? idk why

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there is something so 90s jimmy fallon about lawrence kutner

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theres no i in team but there is i in yaoi

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im not "too scared to talk to my mutuals" its called parallel play, actually.

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do u ever look at some of ur cis mutuals and go "not for long"

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i found a new hobby its rocking back and forth while thinking of him

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they should invent mutuals that arent scared of u

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if i were a blorbo people would headcanon me as trans in like 5 different directions

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happy halloween (puts these in your trick or treat bag)

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i think im a lesbian

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mona core

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guys u know when youre so autistic about a thing that you feel like you have a ticking time bomb inside of you and no amount of stimming will subside it so the best thing you can do is type a really long run on sentence about it like a fucked up typed out game of keep talking and nobody explodes except you actually kinda WANT to explode because then finally all the pent up energy could potentially be released because that doesnt happen to me tbh ive never experienced that before anyway who wants to listen to nickel creek and tell me exactly what they think and how they felt while listening and what their favourite song was

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narratively, i saw the tv glow and dead poets society are pretty similar films honestly. can someone ask me to elaborate

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me, really ashamed inside of a confessional booth: i initiated an interaction with my friend i see every day