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your name is dean winchester and yesterday you were burning.
more than that, worse than that, better perhaps
you were carving.
but today you are risen.
today you look upon your not-father's face and
you are marked.
your brother stands before you,
he is whole and beautiful and more beautiful: undamned.
he tells you
and what you are is
relief.
today, you lie to your brother
today, your brother lies to you.
tomorrow, torment sits across from you and dares not touch.
you sleep alone but not unguarded.
tomorrow, you are a boy with a stick before the unknown.
the boy questions his purpose,
the unknown questions the boy.
in this new world where you are alive, marked but unscarred--
tomorrow, the unknown tells you faith.
it is air and words, everything and nothing when
you know the mercy of absent fathers.
your name is dean winchester
and you have your answer--
today, tomorrow, forever
your lot is service.
#trying something new#supernatural#lazarus rising#spn 4x1#castiel#dean winchester#sam winchester#bobby singer#destiel early days#dean as object#we need to talk about the body#daddy's blunt little instrument alastair's masterpiece heaven's michaelsword#original poetry#this would be so much prettier if i could edit#spn rewatch#samdean#ain't no me if there ain't no you
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Homer!Odysseus and Epic!Odysseus would try to kill each other if they ever met
#Homer!Odysseus: you sacrificed your men to save yourself? Detestable coward! How I wish I was never born if it would ensure you had not the#Epic!Odysseus: you’d understand if you *loved your wife.* But I guess a guy who stayed with Circe for a year wouldn’t know that!#H!Odysseus: do not speak of things you know nothing about! I long for my return to sweet Penelope but I have a duty to my men#E!Odysseus: A YEAR. A WHOLE YEAR. I WOULD KILL ANYTHING AND ANYONE TO GET A HOME A YEAR FASTER#H!Odysseus: that was clear when you served Scylla six men like they were cattle!#E!Odysseus: it was them or me! And don’t keep talking about my friends like you did any better. you’ll go home alone too#H!Odysseus: they doomed themselves when they ate Hyperion’s golden cattle. I am not responsible for their suffering. But you could have ens#H!Odysseus: Now Eurylochus’s body lies at the bottom of the sea where there can be no burial and no honour#E!Odysseus: AND I’LL GO HOME TO MY WIFE. MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT LOVELY LOYAL WIFE WHO’S BEEN WAITING FOR ME FOR TWENTY YEARS.#E!Odysseus: and when I go home and she asks if I came back as fast as I could I’ll be able to answer honestly#H!Odysseus: WE HAD BEEN THROUGH MANY TRIALS. THE MEN NEEDED TO REST#E!Odysseus: FOR A YEAR???? DID THEY NEED TO REST FOR A YEAR??? AND DID THEY NEED THAT REST RIGHT AFTER A MONTH’S LONG REST WITH AEOLUS??? S#H!Odysseus: IF YOU WISHED FOR ITHACA SO DESPERATELY WHY DIDN’T YOU OBEY PALLAS ATHENA AND KILL THE CYCLOPS#E!Odysseus: *drawing sword* I WAS HAVING A ROUGH DAY#Epic the musical#Epic odysseus#The odyssey#odysseus#Homer#Greek mythology#Jorge rivera-herrans#nuclear war speaks
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absolutely enamored by rose quartz's body type and character design. especially after the pink diamond reveal. like, girl CHOSE to become a fat woman. and everyone around her (rightfully) thought she was incredibly hot for it. queen shit.
#eliot posts#su#steven universe#rose quartz#i could complain that she's the more conventional plus size model body type w curves in the ''''right'''' places#but im not going to#cuz this show came out in the mid 2010s on the tail end of the ''thin is in'' era#anything other than a size 0 being portrayed as attractive was fucking groundbreaking#hell a lot of that fatphobia is still up and kicking#it's still hard to find enough fat characters (at least. that aren't villains or laughingstock) let alone ones portrayed as HOT#anyway iirc seeing rose as a teen straightup made me have a minor sexuality crisis#her first couple episodes didn't do it. like something about her in lion 3 looked Off and i didn't like how her hair was animated#but by the time we got to 'we need to talk' ohhhh boy#she was so fucking pretty the way she looked the way she moved and talked#rewatching that ep as an adult i was still like HELLO
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Some drawings I’ve made!
#lambert talks#lambert posts#ahaha! i’m so happy to see Narinder#did system#actually did#did alter#did osdd#did#cult of the lamb lambert#lamb cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb narinder#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb the one who waits#cult of the lamb alters#is that a tag???#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cotl#cotl narilamb#cotl lambert#He was unfortunate to form while we were high!#apparently I like to bleat when I get drunk or high#so ive been told at least!#we don’t need to obviously in this body but the more i’m told about it the funnier it is!#old habits die hard I suppose!#very happy about Narinder still
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Mary Mouser needs compensation for having to deal with the Cobra Kai fanboys and I mean this seriously, bunch of insufferable people and I genuinely hope she gets into a project with a fandom that truly appreciates her commitment.
#cobra kai#people need to stop talking about her body or any women body for that matter#and we need to talk that the only one of the young core 4 that has improved in their acting from s1 has been her…#and she also has the best karate choreographies…#mary mouser#sam larusso
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// Fortesa Latifi, The Truth About Grief //
#web weaving#we need to talk more about how Odin took away Thor's natural born Asgardian abilities on a whim#leaving him in a mortal body without the strength he's had his whole life#with no one he knew in a world he was unfamiliar with#like sure it worked out conveniently and he gained friends instantly but#the fact that Mjolnir was his weapon and he could *no longer lift it*#not really knowing of the enchantment put on it but also... that was THOR'S weapon#it was thrown in the backwater to face the same disgrace Thor got#do you wonder if Thor thought this meant his banishment was permanent#even before Loki visited him#do you think going from a coronation to being told he didn't deserve it dealt him enough damage for him to reconsider everything#do you think being out from the shade of Odin's favouritism for mere few days caused him grief#even though he wasn't sure quite what he did wrong#even though he was following the footsteps of his father#do you think it bothers Thor once he's worthy again that the enchantment is still on Mjolnir#that even though he's regained his status and strength it's at Odin's behest and can be revoked again if he wants
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a rough sketch of an idea
Polites found odysseus in the sheep's field weapons and armor and body broken and bruised. It looked like he had been dropped from a great height. He felt his gut clench at the sight. It wasn't the first time something like this had happened. But it was the worst he had ever seen his friend.
Odysseus had been collecting more and more bruises over the past year, becoming more and more cagey about their source. About his training. "Proof of athena's favoritism" he called them with a grin "it'll all be worth it when I'm the best fighter around"
But polites couldn't help but worry. Pride and honors and achievements didn't matter if you didn't survive the training to get there. Polites desperately wished there was something more he could to do to help but even if he could convince odysseus to cease this insanity, how would even get out of it without offending the goddess?
"I take it training didn't go well, my friend?" Polites asked with a smile forcing his voice to keep its teasing edge. He extended a hand to help odysseus up off the ground.
"Shut up polites" odysseus grumbled as he threw a hand up to clumsily grasp at polites hand.
Despite the muscle odysseus was rapidly gaining polites could still haul him up easily. He'd thank the gods for his height but lately praying had left a sour taste in his mouth. As he dragged odysseus towards a well paid and secured doctor he eyed the broken spear, sword, and sheild. A glimmer of an idea started to take shape. It was likely odysseus would continue to break mortal equipment as he did battle with gods and his family had been pressuring him to choose a calling already....
"Eurylochus is coming from same tomorrow" polites chatted ideally, hoping to distract his closest friend from his pain. Odysseus groaned and banged his head against polites shoulder.
"Come now!" Polites chided through his laughter "you love the man!"
"Not when he's trying to bed my sister I dont" odysseus slurred somehow managing to drip annoyance through the concussion and other pains.
(@www-dot-why-are-you-here-dot-com tagged as promise! It's more on the angsty side of my headcanons so let me know if you only want to be tagged in the fluffy ones)
#The odyssey#Epic the musical#Odysseus#Polites#eurylochus#Rough drafts#ficlet#The start of how blacksmith!polites#The aftermath of athenas training#We talk a lot about how training with a goddess of war from childhood changed odysseus a lot#But not so much about how it would change a person to watch their friend go through those trails#And for polites who just wants to help and misses the days when they were more carefree it grates#Pre-canon#Odysseus and athenas wacky training adventures#Yes Athena did drop odysseus from a great height after fighting him for hours#She was treating odysseus to flying and he got way too sassy with her#Yes she did stand over his body to make sure he wasn't dying and to tell him “guess we need to work on your landings”#In the most menacing way possible#Odysseus internally lady Athena can you concuss me harder please I don't want to witness eury's bad flirting with my sister goddess please
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tummy n thighs thursday is that a thing ??
#and tiddies actually#just a peak#bitches love me cause i'm soft n squishy#we don't need to talk about how my body dysmorphia is popin out lately bc of my body post-surgery#anywhoooo#incredibly kissable and biteable baby right here#literally made to be kissed and adored quite frankly#sooo who's gonna do it hmm ??#hikey#hikeyze
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#hey guys? we need to talk about this again….#THE CLAWS#THE BODY#I know it’s thick and heavy#I JUST KNOW IT
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Nico grabbing an enemy by the wrist before they can strike down on him and it would be easy to steal the life from the pulse beneath his fingertips, turn the air in their lungs into his own, but there's a myriad of fighters around him and one life isn't going to power him enough to blast away them all when he's already so tired as it is. He wishes he was bigger, stronger.
He squeezes his hand tight around the wrist he holds back. It shatters. Their sword clatters to the ground. It's not a human noise they make - well, it is, they're human.
Until they aren't. Until boney spikes rip through their clothes, emerging sharp and dangerous from their spine. He squeezes harder. The skin around their skull ripples, like bugs crawling underneath. Then bursts blood and spit and flesh as their jaw unhooks. Teeth pitter-patter onto the ground as larger, sharper, whiter fangs emerge violently in their place.
Their face splits just above the nose as another jaw grows around their eyes, as their esophagus snaps and elongates upwards, as blood and flesh and viscera pour like an unholy flood, arms tearing, legs cracking, flesh hanging off bloody bone, nothing but a monster left behind.
Nothing but a nightmare.
It croons at him. The soul beneath is twisted, ugly, beautiful, spread thin across their new body, new bones, like the veins of their now still and battered heart. It pulses like the lungs torn by their feet once did.
The world has silenced itself in the emergence of Nico's new pet. He squeezes the new wrist, the bone firm and clean beneath his touch.
"Defend me," he whispers.
It croons again, shuffling back on four feet. The world quakes as it turns. The world shivers as it regards them, predator to prey, standing larger than them all, and far more dangerous as they ever recalled it to once be.
And the world screams when it lunges.
#happy talks pjo#my writing#HFWU inspired me to start thinking abt one of my OCs again and bing bong here we are - projecting his powers onto Nico lol#nah but i did used to think about nico controlling people's bones and if that would lend to the creation of them#hes not really creating - he's just encouraging what was already there and guiding it into shape#like that guy who turned that tree into a chair 👍#anyway#my fanfic#pjo fanfic#nico di angelo#do i need content warnings for this?#gore tw#body horror tw#i think that's it?
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I actually hate hate hate that I can’t do impromptu hangouts or multiple event hangouts. I need things scheduled and I can only really do one thing before I start shutting down.
#els.txt#it actually really bothers me bc my friends will want to do several things in one sitting but I can’t fucking do that#my body cannot handle that#I can do what we talked about bc that’s what I have allocated the energy for. and I need more than a day to get that energy#and it makes me feel like a shitty friend bc sometimes they’ll want to do something else and I just… I just can’t.#and I have to reschedule so I feel like a massive fucking flake#and it’s lonely! I want to do shit with my friends! I don’t want to be beholden to my fucking disability for everything
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OH WOW. 😳 YoU’RE Gonna wanna see This~! 💅
#dbd#dead by daylight#body horror cw#the unknown#all things wicked#we need to talk about the voice for this killer it is incredible
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i’m getting pissed thinking about this one person i saw somewhere saying something about Charles loathing his disability so there’s no point in keeping him disabled in the comics
DUDE??? 😟
i feel like him being disabled is so important to his character and being able to show readers that having a disability doesn’t mean you can’t do anything
i wouldn’t say i’m fully educated in these areas and i don’t know how actual disabled people feel on the matter but representation is so important 😭
i get really upset seeing “Charles can magically walk again” “He’s fixed!” things like WHY??? GIVE HIM A CANE ATLEAST I BEG OF YOU
do these people do this because its inconvenient he cant walk??? that makes me so mad honestly
i need krakoa Charles with a cane idc about them having his rebirth set from before his accident i need him to show that you can partially corrupt a whole nation while still relying on an aid
or even better yet KEEP THE WHEELCHAIR (not the banana one get a better chair Charles pls)
added bonus give Charles Xavier a gun. An “excuse” to finally get him in the field as if he can’t use HIS EXTREMELY POWERFUL PHYSIC POWERS?? MINDWHAMMY THEM OR SOMETHING PLEASE DO SOMETHING STOP BEING A DAMSEL IN DISTRESS
we need more disability rep please and thank you
gonna mind-whammy the ableists they don’t deserve their vital organs
me trying to defend pookiebear from the haters ^^^
#why are we ‘fixing’ disabled characters guys ☹️#i’m trying to figure out how to say something that doesn’t sound like ‘put this man in a life-changing accident’#i’m pretty sure i saw it being said on teitter so idk what i’m expecting from those guys#thats where the majority of users are scum of the earth#bro in this day and age 😾😿#i need to get a better understanding on what i’m defending so i can actually pull out some facts#aka read the comics and indulge in more good disability rep#how do i say ‘please stay disabled’ without saying something offensive or wrong#i feel out of place being an able-bodied person while talking about mayters that dont even relate to me#well i mean spread the word you know gotta help more people understand#charles xavier#professor x#x men#cherik#disability representation#Wheelchair user Charles Xavier#wish does not shut up#x comics#sick and tired of everyone erasing a major part of charles’s character
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If you hate your body, do not achieve the body you want out of hate.
I know what you're thinking: starve yourself, run yourself into the ground, faster cardio, no carbs, no sugar.
You're reaching a perceived level of health at the expense of your actual health. If you expedite the process without doing the internal work, you're fucked. Now, I know there's some people who are finally happy and, uh, thinner body and I'm not talking to you, okay? Please, separate yourself from the equation and listen to what I'm saying.
It is so much more rewarding if you just improve your lifestyle. I just got my 10,000 steps on this beautiful day. I didn't do it to burn calories, I did it because I get to. I'm gonna go train legs now, I fucking love squatting and deadlifting! I love being strong! I have more time today, so I'm gonna take my time to cook a delicious, nutritious lunch. I'm not grinding, I'm not fasting, I'm not just having protein. I'm not doing burpees in-between my sets.
When you do this from an extreme standpoint, you're abandoning your quality of life. Therefore, you'll be more resentful. And because you're so resentful, you'll constantly be looking for validation, and it will never be good enough, and you'll be chasing a body that's impossible to reach 'cause your standards are too high. Just chase health! It's so much more rewarding, and you don't have to answer to fucking anybody!
#anti diet culture#disordered eating tw#disordered eating mention tw#eating disorder tw#eating disorder mention tw#long post#ough i needed this#this is the one 'gymbro' i follow because he's real#and as a man i love seeing him be vulnerable about his own body dysmorphia and his disordered eating...#...not that i love that he went through that#i was kind of heartbroken when he mentioned the burpee part. the casualness with which he talked about it...#...like it was so common for him to do that it was blasé and normal? that stuck out to me#honestly i want more men to talk about their experiences like he does or at least i wish we could normalize it#this took forever to transcribe because i would watch like 0.2 seconds in instagram then come back here 💀#i've been saying this
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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HBUSDJNSA
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror#trudy trout#kelsey grammer#r we gonna talk about how kelsey almost called her sweetie.#‘you can hang out at my place’ I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE!!!!!!!!#im so sorry tony but i cannot. fathom a good design for you yet#<- very stupid#im not tagigng the other 2 because they arent. fully drawn in here#dndads spoilers#well not really but. technically???#dungeons and daddies spoilers#im so osryy kelsey ur full swag would never be shown in my artstyle. grrr i need to stdudy bodies
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