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thesingingrevolution · 8 months ago

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i cant even function in that class anymore this is so ridiculous, this is a million times worse because i have never spoken to this man but there is something about him that is making me lose my mind, i have never seen someone who has commanded my attention like this to the point i genuinely cannot focus on anything else, i have been bewitched there is nothing else for me to say i just feel crazy

#he walked into class today and he had glasses on (first time) and i genuinely thought about walking out because i cant do this #i actually thought about ending it but i do not feel it is prudent to speak so casually about one’s own demise #but. i did think it #herlock sholmes moment #i want him to talk to me so bad #why is it so hard #what must i do #am i destined to make awkward eye contact with him to no avail every tuesday and thursday forever #i dont even know if i can call this a crush?#like everything i know about him i found online and not even through socmed BUT THROUGH HIS LINKED IN #AND HIS PARENTS LINKED IN #AND HIS FORMER SCHOOLS POSTS #we havent talked once #usually i really like someone’s personality and then i like them #to me he’s just an ethereally beautiful being who knows a lot about poetry and philosophy and is well spoken and has huge muscles #he has entranced me. this is so sick #I normally am so collected. and on the outside i think i am but i am fighting every urge to confess my love in front of everyone IN class #someone help me please. genuinely dont know how to proceed #maybe i send him an instagram follow request because ive been procrastinating on that for so long #🚶🏻‍♀️#‘there is nothing else for me to say’ says 3 billion things #you guys would understand if a 6ft athlete trilingual english major poet with beautiful soft hair was sitting next to you twice a week #i’ve dreamt of him days in a row. if i cannot command his attention as well then i wish to be free #……

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nyxofdemons · 5 months ago

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the last SEVERAL sarcastic chorus videos im just gripping my hair with increasing intensity yelling MAN I TRUSTED YOU

#sir. sir. why are you talking like you think the show is delaying or ignoring stolas' arc. SIR-#HE IS IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS ARC tHE MIDDLEEEEE NOTHING IS BEING IGNORED OR PUSHED ASIDE WE JUST HAVENT *GOTTEN* TO IT YET AAAAAGH #'i don't look down on you when have i ever' isn't poor narrative framing its a CHARACTER FLAW you are SUPPOSED TO KNOW HE IS WRONG #just because it hasnt been addressed clearly *in this episode* doesn't mean it's being framed as valid or correct it just means it isnt #the FOCUS of this episode. this is BLITZ's episode this is BLITZ's relationship behavior patterns being put under examination #we do not have TIME to address stolas' remaining unconscious biases in this 21 minute episode and even if we did hb isn't a show with #that kind of pacing. we do shit an episode at a time here sir #have you already forgotten how annoying it was when they tried to do two things at once (cherubs/dhorks team up AND #stolitz crystal breakup) one episode ago???#guys i cant keep doing this why is everyone so bad at comprehending apology tour for some reason HELP #mine #helluva boss #helluva boss apology tour #e: apology tour #sarcastic chorus

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artheresy · 4 months ago

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I haven't finished the quests from 2.4 just yet, but I have already so many thoughts that I can just barely keep contained especially about Huaiyan, Yunli, Yingxing and just sm too much in fact, I'm dying rn

#expect some rants #in particular an exploration of the actual state of Huaiyan and Yingxing's dynamic #bc a lot of people i see in general are perceiving it as purely amazing and awesome and perfectly happy #and i simply disagree and i want to explore how i think the state of their dynamic was #additionally ive seen people comparing how both yunli and yingxing are very bold confident individuals #and i essentially want to go in depth about how while they both have that characteristic it is still very very different #a very different kind of confidence between them #and lastly just how i imagine a yunli and blade encounter might go #bc the yingxing she envisions is an ideal version that her grandpa has told her thats part of why she still thinks of him by the name her #grandpa told her over what he himself has chosen to go by now #so i wonder how her expectations might be shattered upon meeting him #Ahhhh #i love this update so far #might also talk about how much i really like yunli and yanqing dynamic and how fun it is that shes pulling this side we havent seen from him #but thatll all be once im fully and finally done #so o7 #hsr #honkai star rail #hsr blade #yingxing #huaiyan #yunli

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noukeeeh · 6 days ago

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WHY would you BUY a HOUSE instead of just BOOKING a FLIGHT and ASKING him to COME BACK????

#deranged behaviour #we havent seen them talk about it ONCE #and now he wants to MOVE THERE??#911 #911 spoilers

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thegreatyin · 2 months ago

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...how many masters has the Scoundrel actually like, talked to, like a full conversation

counting RP adventures, a good handful. honestly they've probably realistically talked to all of them (sans the obvious exceptions of mirrors and The Other One™) because they're mr cards and lord knows they make a habit of involving themself in masterly business (especially if the other bats don't actually want anything to do with them)

#i think they have actually talked with pretty much all of them in-game too? counts on fingers.#pages is The heart's desire bat. veils had paisley (+ additional rp adventures where it bullied the scoundrel for sport)#happles has the heart's game basement #spices fires and wines can all be called to st8tion (and spices has the watchful gains arc. and also wines is... Wines. iykyk.)#stones just had the trading post thing #and while they havent interacted with cups properly in-game it did make an rp cameo in the cufflink incident #which im counting as having talked to it bc it's canon to the scoundrel's continuity if nothing else #so. ironically. pretty much the only master they're actually lacking in having talked to is iron.#which. i mean.#it doesnt talk in the first place lmao #ask #fallen london #they do live in the bazaar as a (wannabe) space bat! they have actually talked with their coworkers!!!!#they're just. y'know. also stupid. and think said coworkers know exactly what they're all doing at all times.#a trait all of the masters definitely totally are known for exhibiting 24/7 /s #the scoundrel fixates on wines the most but they definitely look up to just like. all of the masters in general.#they're a stupid fledgeling bat that wants to be Just Like The Other Bats #and they think (they hope) someday they'll get properly taken into the bat fold #they just. need to try harder! and wait a little bit longer!#surely once they're just a little bit more curatorial the other masters will respect and welcome them. surely.#..surely.#(nevermind the fact that these fuckers dont even respect and welcome each other)#scoundrelventures #the scoundrel is horrendously horribly unbelievably delusional and we love that for it. i hope it gets hit by a car

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hajihiko · 1 year ago

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That is generally sad because having parents who aren't really abusive or emotionally straining yet- they don't really feel like people who LOVE you? I guess? Like- Hajime's parents were probably just normal everyday parents like Makotos but, I'm just spit Ballin here, they're less optimistic than Makotos parents, who in contrast, always bonded with their children and loved them right off the bat.

You can feel like a stranger in your family, and that sucks. It's no one's direct fault and no one can point to any huge grievance, which makes it hard to pinpoint, which means you never get the Comfort Of Family or the Tools of Dealing With Abusive Parents- you just. Manage.

#Parents who do their due diligence but cannot connect with their kid once it has a personality and opinions- it's real ask your friends #I feel like Hajimes parents just sort of went By The Book and nothing more.#Convo at the dinnertable was just. How was school? How was work? Any extra curriculars?#The neighbours got a dog. How is your old friend? Oh you havent talked in 6 years? The balcony needs painting.#That's it. Bed time. No one ever gets close at all. It's more polite conversation than you'd have at the bus stop #No interest and most of all no desire or dare to rock the boat. This works. We function as a family. That's the best we can do.#Otherwise we'd bring up a problem which unearths years and YEARS of unhappiness that ruins our otherwise stable life #Every single moment of frustration comes out at once. Because none of it ever got aired out. Cant have that can we??#So again. How was school? Doing good? Try hard okay? Good night.

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mojaves · 3 months ago

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alana and seb. btw. if you even care

#alana is ms cuntress at arasaka special programs btw i have barely talked about her ever but. insane science lady #and then seb we all know seb. they were married once if you can believe that 🙏 we LOVE divorce #anyway it has taken HOURS over many months to finally settle on a look for alana in game and i FINALLY won so i can YELL about her now #not rebloggable bc i havent edited them i just want you to see them. blinks oh so sweetly

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moeblob · 8 months ago

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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

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hannibal-is-my-comfort-show · 1 year ago

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If you're obsessed with nbc hannibal you're also obsessed (or would be obsessed) with mitski. I don't make the rules

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amystarrstuff · 1 year ago

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undertale yellow genocide route spoilers. something im curious about

who the fuck is that

#amuposting #undertale yellow #genocide route #thats not any monster we recognize is it? aside from maybe that really skinny guy with the popsicle thats usually in the lobby #is this a fun value thing?? ive only gotten to this area once and this thing was there when i went in and out of the hotel shop #scared the living SHIT out of me dude #has anyone else gotten this guy? because i havent seen anyone else talking about it #when i first got to it i was screensharing with flynn and fsr he couldnt see it #i thought i was going insane LMAO

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kroosluvr · 2 months ago

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only bad part of stanning trios is that now i have to draw a) 3 people in one drawing ALL THE TIME MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY b) 3 drawings, one for each ship pair or else i kill myself

#cele talks #well we all know my main trio but i also like hsr trailblaze trio and sdr2 kmhnnm #theres def more if i could think but im stupid.#edit: akn kr/oosfa/ngbeag/le but i havent been arknightsing it up for a while #uhh i know ill like fgo guda/castoria/obey once i get there

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camzverse · 4 months ago

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need to start ocposting. Ooohhh u wanna know about blorbos from my mind palace soo bad

#i need to yap ab the syzygy (game im making) chars so bad guys theyre so important to mee😞#my beloved weird chronically online gaggle of teenagers:) Theyre freaks and i want only the best for them #im working on their designs rn...mwahahhah... well i have their designs i mean like their outfits. im not a fashion savvy guy so im-#struggling picking what to make em wear yk.. andalso theyre not all super developed (im tryna flesh out 2 of then specifically rn) so.#but. i want to. show them off. My children that i forged feom my brain like im riordanverse athena<2 #once i finish their designs ill start posting ab them bcI LOVE THEM SM ok. im 3/5 way done for the main character protags #(i still havent designed the main villain but. we dont need to talk abojt her 😛.)#cam.txt #Sometimes u must be a freak about your own creations godbless. actually u must Always do this. my final message #btw i have a pinterest board of them all w sections for each character and their dynamics etc... Smiles widely. at u.

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shadow-tism · 11 months ago

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Yall I am going to scream and cry and scream some more that was so good and so fun

BUT I DEAD ASS THOUGHT MANGEY AND SAILS WERE DEAD WHEN WE DIDNT SEE THEM FOR LIKE 2 EPISODES!!! WHAT WAS THAT!!!!!!!

Also The Rose Sisters were so precious and omfg I have so much more to scream about but i actually have to calm down because the feelings are too much right now

#IM FERAL!!!!!!!!!!!#sonic prime spoilers #sonic prime season 3 #like omg!!!#also partner and I literally fucking screamed every time we saw shadow do something cool #im lowkey shaking I havent eaten or drank anything in like 3 hours omg #once again I so want a season 4 #theres so much meat still left on this bone!!!!#sonic prime #sonadow #(i want it trending it would be so funny)#dip talks #i might #delete later #we will see

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tamagotchikgs · 3 months ago

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my sister wants to go to the fair again n i cant and everyone is mad at me for it n i already felt guilty for not doing it n i just . stuck in my room in a ball crying n shaking & squeezing myself as tight as i can 2 make it all stop

#my anxiety has gotten so bad again #i havent felt this bad in so long #have i fully regressed #is all my effort lost #my jaw is so tense my ears hurt #my eyes hurt #everything hurts #and im so scared #i just want to be better #i need to be useful #im so fucking useless how will i ever help anything #i wish i could have stayed going to weekly therapy #when i lost that everything started going wrong #even though my therapist doesnt help it just. gave me something #it got me to go out n talk to someone face to face #and it was controlled #it was only 50mins #and then i was free #and we went to the restaurant that i like n i got to get bubble tea #and it just. felt kinda hopeful #i miss being in the connections program #feeling like i belonged somewhere for once #and that i was actually progressing #i felt like a human for the first time ever

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sollucets · 5 months ago

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hi everyone :’) i havent been on tumblr much lately because i am 1) not watching anything and 2) still dealing with the effects of a bunch of fun medical stuff! i am doing ok but my body hates me so so so much lately. i have the energy and ability(?) to do only a few very specific things right now (play elden ring, let youtube forcefeed me kpop videos, languish) and that does not include watch show or make gif or even write no matter how much i might want to. so. this is how it is haha. miss u guys

#it feels silly to make a post like this when im still on here nearly every day but i Feel disconnected. yknow #like i rb something once a day. i hardly talk to my mutuals. idk #i post vaguely often about my Medical Situation but. i think it might be good if i clarify so #this year since april ive been dealing with a sudden and long-term resurgence of pain that ive had before #originally we thought it was ovarian cysts (which ive been troubled by before)#but that got ruled out mostly. so #my doctor ‘diagnosed’ it as endometriosis (note quotes; it’s apparently not possible to diagnose endo without a surgery which i havent had)#(and so this is just an educated guess on her part and on mine. but a decent one)#i went on hormone meds for that which dont seen to be working for the endo but do regulate other things #but that significantly worsened my depression #so im on ssris now #theres also some other issues with me i dont care to disclose here #and its really just been A Lot #right now the ssris are on a very low dose but they are making me brutally dizzy and nauseous also.#i keep trying to be optimistic and then i get dunked on. but i will keep hoping #it will pass but fuck could it pass faster #rowan chatter #i have actually managed to write some despite all this. but show watching has fallen to the wayside

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buddie2024 · 8 months ago

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Having so many new people watching the show is so weird at times because I'll see people making post like "why is nobody talking about [this issue] or [that issue] and it's like babe. we hashed that discourse out years ago. you're late.

#911 on abc #isn't to say that these issues are things to be discussed once and then moved past #and it's good to mention certain perspectives to keep them fresh in people's minds #what some of you are on here like.#'I noticed this issue that i havent seen mentioned in the craziness of the aftermath of bi buck so obviously no ones ever addressed it ever'#like. that ask I got last night about Ryan felt so weird #and I just saw somebody talk about Athena and copaganda #like girl we know. lol.

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