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thesingingrevolution · 8 months ago

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i cant even function in that class anymore this is so ridiculous, this is a million times worse because i have never spoken to this man but there is something about him that is making me lose my mind, i have never seen someone who has commanded my attention like this to the point i genuinely cannot focus on anything else, i have been bewitched there is nothing else for me to say i just feel crazy

#he walked into class today and he had glasses on (first time) and i genuinely thought about walking out because i cant do this #i actually thought about ending it but i do not feel it is prudent to speak so casually about one’s own demise #but. i did think it #herlock sholmes moment #i want him to talk to me so bad #why is it so hard #what must i do #am i destined to make awkward eye contact with him to no avail every tuesday and thursday forever #i dont even know if i can call this a crush?#like everything i know about him i found online and not even through socmed BUT THROUGH HIS LINKED IN #AND HIS PARENTS LINKED IN #AND HIS FORMER SCHOOLS POSTS #we havent talked once #usually i really like someone’s personality and then i like them #to me he’s just an ethereally beautiful being who knows a lot about poetry and philosophy and is well spoken and has huge muscles #he has entranced me. this is so sick #I normally am so collected. and on the outside i think i am but i am fighting every urge to confess my love in front of everyone IN class #someone help me please. genuinely dont know how to proceed #maybe i send him an instagram follow request because ive been procrastinating on that for so long #🚶🏻‍♀️#‘there is nothing else for me to say’ says 3 billion things #you guys would understand if a 6ft athlete trilingual english major poet with beautiful soft hair was sitting next to you twice a week #i’ve dreamt of him days in a row. if i cannot command his attention as well then i wish to be free #……

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