#venting. i guess
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thinking about how i always try and be bigger and better than everyone else but in way where i try not to bother, vex or get in anyones way but no one gives back that same energy to me or just in general. what happened to being socially conscious? sometimes i think about doing something mean and harsh to someone else to make myself feel better because im human but still decide not to be that person, ill stop myself and thinkā¦
āhas it gotten this bad?ā and then be like āno, it should never get THIS badā and stop entirely and make the decision to be mindful of my words to someone elseā¦ but why should i be the bigger person if that hand isnt dealt to me backā¦
i guess theres a way of feeling better when you think about the person thats choosing to be mean and hurtful either irl or on the internet (mostly the internet) because you know they arent self aware and arent able to make that same decision; they just go straight to being cruel because theyre bitter and angry and most of all BORED and losing their way and grace about themselves. theres peace in knowing that all of that comes back tenfold because if they canāt pick themselves back up then theyll be their own worst enemy and eventually self destruct but its just such an empty predicament becauseā¦ who even wins at that point when you pull me down as you spiral yourself? its soā¦ cruel
its always easier to pull someone down than it is to pick yourself back up and then it feels good, it feels sooo goodā¦ its sad. i consider myself a good person, im not apart of anything or a general group of persons who hurt others for my own benefit and ive really thought over and over that i have to let go and love and stop holding anger for people who hurt or betray meā¦
its so hard to think about being at peace with those who hurt you and betray youā¦ its not easy just to smile back and prosperā¦ but ill keep telling myself that over and over
no holding hate in your heart for even those who do nothing but hurt and betray me
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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job
#adhd#autism#Dad: Don't worry little man it's super simple! Just let me - the figure you seek support from - tell you to not be afraid#and then - stay with me here! - juuuuuust do it!#voila. my job is done you're welcome have fun doing all the research and figuring out without issue now <3 no problem#(and no of course I won't acknowledge your previous adulting accomplishments bc that's just expected stuff anyway)#||#vent#i guess? man#i don't have opinions or feelings on the internet often but man
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You know that Chris Fleming line that goes "Call yourself a community organizer even though you're not on speaking terms with your roommates"?
I honestly think every leftist who talks about the "revolution" like Christians talk about the rapture needs to spend a year trying to organize their workplace. Anyone who sincerely talks about building a movement so vast and all-encompassing that it overwhelms all existing power structures needs the dose of humility that comes with realizing they can't even build a movement to get people paid better at a badly run AMC Theaters where everyone already hates the manager.
#method speaks#union stuff#politics#i guess#best case scenario in this plan we get some successful union drives#worst case people realize that movement building is hard#and also explicitly mentioning socialism is counterproductive#mostly i'm just venting#it's only april how is election discourse this unhinged already?
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everything is funny & i love being alive
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We've had strap ons since at least 400 BC, and people still have the nerve to go on gay hook up apps and ask "how can an FTM be a top?"
#Not that you even need a strap to top#But that's a another whole conversation it self#Vent#I guess?
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too scared to post on main .
ignore this maybe
#wolfkin#(?)#im worried about that#is this vent art... magbe#not tagging that though#wolf therian#i guess#I'll just put that stuff#wolf theriotype#therian#wolf posts#wolf posting#wolfposting#myart#glagglearts
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executive dysfunction really is a complete fucking nightmare. all the decisions you could make, but you won't. All the things you know you should do, you want to do, but you won't. Yeah yeah we all know it's a symptom but it feels and looks like just.... deciding not to be responsible.
It's easier not to, so i guess I just won't. I promise it's not laziness, I swear. It's not me just giving up on things that affect more than just me, I swear. Maybe if I say it enough I could hope to believe it myself.
#I need to make dinner but only decisions that lead me in the other direction are capable of having any strength#I can step back but pushing forward is completely useless#fuck me I guess. I'll just hate myself because what other choice have I been given here#problemnyatic vents#problemnyatic thoughts
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Iām a boy and I kiss other boys.
Iām a boy and I was not born a boy.
Iām a boy and I use unconventional pronouns.
Iām a boy and I want to live as a boy.
Iām a boy and I want to be free to say that out loud.
Iām a boy and I want to live without fear of being hurt.
Just like the other boys.
My friend is a girl and she likes boys.
My friend is a girl and she was not born a girl.
My friend is a girl and uses she/her.
My friend is a girl and she wants to be called a girl, not a slur.
My friend is a girl and she should be allowed to live as a girl.
My friend is a girl and she shouldnāt be assaulted because she is a girl.
Just like the other girls.
My sibling is nonbinary and they like every gender.
My sibling is nonbinary and they were not born that way.
My sibling is nonbinary and uses whatever pronouns they feel like.
My sibling is nonbinary and wants to be perceived as a person too.
My sibling is nonbinary and should be allowed to choose what they call themselves.
My sibling is nonbinary and shouldnāt be shoved under the rug because their gender identity ādoesnāt make senseā.
Just like other people.
WE ARE PEOPLE.
TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS.
#trans rights#poem#i guess#writers on tumblr#poets on tumblr#transgender#transmasc#trans#nonbinary#gnc#gnc positivity#vent#gay#lgbtq+#queer#genderfluid#queer rights#lgbtq rights#gay rights#queer issues#queer community
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Crush my ribs
#More OC/general stuff#I know this will probs be seen as a trans vent (and I guess it is that too) but this is about that feeling of wanting to be squeezed#Being narrow bodied and small set and feeling easily broken. And maybe wanting to be#art#sketch#character art#OC#OC art#original character#original art#Vent art#Trans#Queer#Gay#Mlm#Gay art#Angel
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for consumption
#wincing rly hard posting this but i neeeeed it outta my head#personal art#;drawn#meat cw#vent art#I GUESS. KINDA?
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text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out
#fuck#everything#fuck this#fuck me i guess#fuck this place#fuck this life#blow it up in fucking flames#actually bpd#actual bpd#bpd feels#bpd vent#bpd#bpd problems#bpd awareness#chronically ill#chronic illness#childhood trauma#chronically disabled#chronic pain#add all the trauma tags bc the trauma never fucking stoppsss!!!#trauma#killing myself#i hate everything about eveything and there is NOTHING I CAN FUCKING DO ABOUT IT#i suddenly understand those people kill everyone and then themselves#pleasseeee god if you can hear me now#it would be a really good fucking time not to laugh
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Don't look at me. Please, just look away.
text ā
The day you found out the truth
All you said was "Ah, so thats what it was."
And then suddenly,
I was no longer the girl who loves fashion
I was no longer the girl who's passion was making mvs
I was no longer the girl who was outgoing and passionate
I was no longer the girl who loved making music with her friends
I was trans.
That was all you saw
Thats all I ever was to you.
#pjsk#digital art#artists on tumblr#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#original art#project sekai#akiyama mizuki#mizuki pjsk#n25 mizuki#nightcord at 25:00#25 ji nightcord de#niigo mizuki#vent art#āi guess#my art#digital illustration#artwork#trans
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I get scared when things go right it feels like I'm waiting for it to go wrong again
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[ 1:39 am ] I feel like he's watching me ā maybe he's as obsessed with me as I am with him.
#pretty proud of this one .#kizhu#om#om nb#om swd#obey me#obey me nb#obey me swd#obey me shall we date#om! shall we date#shall we date obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me barbatos#om barbatos#barbatos obey me#barbatos om#obey me fanart#obey me art#fanart#art#if you see this I am hallucination badly and I need to sleep but I am terrified for my life.#I swear he's real#the art really isn't done as a vent but happend to be finished while I was trying to distract myself from him.. so uh.#I guess...
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about anger
#processing some Feelings I guess#i dunno#vent art#?#something something not knowing youre a hot stove until someones hand is red#art#kineticallyart#gonna head to bed early
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oil and water. wasnt meant to be.
#sorry lesbians. the angst is too good#caitvi#arcane#vi#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#vi x caitlyn#my art#fanart#arcane fanart#this is a different art style from what i usually do#i believe it matches well with the atmosphere of the show#but i prefer to draw in a sillier way#i got insecure about posting it here though. unfortunately.#i guess i dont enjoy when things change. even though ive disappeared from here for years#sorry for the vent
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