#venting. i guess
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devine-fem Ā· 7 months ago
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thinking about how i always try and be bigger and better than everyone else but in way where i try not to bother, vex or get in anyones way but no one gives back that same energy to me or just in general. what happened to being socially conscious? sometimes i think about doing something mean and harsh to someone else to make myself feel better because im human but still decide not to be that person, ill stop myself and thinkā€¦
ā€œhas it gotten this bad?ā€ and then be like ā€œno, it should never get THIS badā€ and stop entirely and make the decision to be mindful of my words to someone elseā€¦ but why should i be the bigger person if that hand isnt dealt to me backā€¦
i guess theres a way of feeling better when you think about the person thats choosing to be mean and hurtful either irl or on the internet (mostly the internet) because you know they arent self aware and arent able to make that same decision; they just go straight to being cruel because theyre bitter and angry and most of all BORED and losing their way and grace about themselves. theres peace in knowing that all of that comes back tenfold because if they canā€™t pick themselves back up then theyll be their own worst enemy and eventually self destruct but its just such an empty predicament becauseā€¦ who even wins at that point when you pull me down as you spiral yourself? its soā€¦ cruel
its always easier to pull someone down than it is to pick yourself back up and then it feels good, it feels sooo goodā€¦ its sad. i consider myself a good person, im not apart of anything or a general group of persons who hurt others for my own benefit and ive really thought over and over that i have to let go and love and stop holding anger for people who hurt or betray meā€¦
its so hard to think about being at peace with those who hurt you and betray youā€¦ its not easy just to smile back and prosperā€¦ but ill keep telling myself that over and over
no holding hate in your heart for even those who do nothing but hurt and betray me
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kenapiece-main Ā· 3 months ago
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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job
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a-method-in-it Ā· 8 months ago
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You know that Chris Fleming line that goes "Call yourself a community organizer even though you're not on speaking terms with your roommates"?
I honestly think every leftist who talks about the "revolution" like Christians talk about the rapture needs to spend a year trying to organize their workplace. Anyone who sincerely talks about building a movement so vast and all-encompassing that it overwhelms all existing power structures needs the dose of humility that comes with realizing they can't even build a movement to get people paid better at a badly run AMC Theaters where everyone already hates the manager.
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peaceandlove26 Ā· 3 months ago
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everything is funny & i love being alive
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st-dionysus Ā· 1 year ago
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We've had strap ons since at least 400 BC, and people still have the nerve to go on gay hook up apps and ask "how can an FTM be a top?"
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computerfucker3000 Ā· 2 months ago
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too scared to post on main .
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ignore this maybe
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problemnyatic Ā· 4 months ago
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executive dysfunction really is a complete fucking nightmare. all the decisions you could make, but you won't. All the things you know you should do, you want to do, but you won't. Yeah yeah we all know it's a symptom but it feels and looks like just.... deciding not to be responsible.
It's easier not to, so i guess I just won't. I promise it's not laziness, I swear. It's not me just giving up on things that affect more than just me, I swear. Maybe if I say it enough I could hope to believe it myself.
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tommy2020 Ā· 11 months ago
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Iā€™m a boy and I kiss other boys.
Iā€™m a boy and I was not born a boy.
Iā€™m a boy and I use unconventional pronouns.
Iā€™m a boy and I want to live as a boy.
Iā€™m a boy and I want to be free to say that out loud.
Iā€™m a boy and I want to live without fear of being hurt.
Just like the other boys.
My friend is a girl and she likes boys.
My friend is a girl and she was not born a girl.
My friend is a girl and uses she/her.
My friend is a girl and she wants to be called a girl, not a slur.
My friend is a girl and she should be allowed to live as a girl.
My friend is a girl and she shouldnā€™t be assaulted because she is a girl.
Just like the other girls.
My sibling is nonbinary and they like every gender.
My sibling is nonbinary and they were not born that way.
My sibling is nonbinary and uses whatever pronouns they feel like.
My sibling is nonbinary and wants to be perceived as a person too.
My sibling is nonbinary and should be allowed to choose what they call themselves.
My sibling is nonbinary and shouldnā€™t be shoved under the rug because their gender identity ā€œdoesnā€™t make senseā€.
Just like other people.
WE ARE PEOPLE.
TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS.
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tapeworrmart Ā· 11 months ago
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Crush my ribs
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miikpal Ā· 3 months ago
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for consumption
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cheesy-cheddar-sadness Ā· 9 days ago
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text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out
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hamsteroveriord Ā· 6 days ago
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Don't look at me. Please, just look away.
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text ā†“
The day you found out the truth
All you said was "Ah, so thats what it was."
And then suddenly,
I was no longer the girl who loves fashion
I was no longer the girl who's passion was making mvs
I was no longer the girl who was outgoing and passionate
I was no longer the girl who loved making music with her friends
I was trans.
That was all you saw
Thats all I ever was to you.
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hel7l7 Ā· 2 months ago
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I get scared when things go right it feels like I'm waiting for it to go wrong again
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warper-in-training Ā· 6 months ago
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[ 1:39 am ] I feel like he's watching me ā€“ maybe he's as obsessed with me as I am with him.
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kineticallyanywhere Ā· 9 months ago
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about anger
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8d2t Ā· 12 days ago
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oil and water. wasnt meant to be.
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