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It is not my responsibility to fix this
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Don't you see that I need you?
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I feel so out of touch with myself
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Idk what to do with myself
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Mom, why are you acting like this? What did I do wrong?
#I think my mom is in her ptsd spiral atm#and ptsd + ptsd = not a good combo#her anxiety just triggers my anxiety#and me being triggered is a trigger for her#so it's a cycle that's hard to break#vent art#venting#mixed media#living with mom#parents#stress#ptsd#cptsd
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And you know that I’m in love with the mess Doomed // Bring Me The Horizon
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the worst part is, I could leave and you would not even care
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I need you to tell me it will all be ok
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Would it be better to leave? I don't know anymore.
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I don't know how to deal with this
#it's been a really long time since I uploaded so many pieces to my queue at once#and on my old laptop (back in 2019) I had this extension so I could add tags in bulk#does anyone know if that exists on Mac?#lmao#bcs now I have to come up with tags an add everything by hand#and I just do random shit#like#vent art#mixed media#collage art#journaling#mental illness#venting#situations#lol
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Should I leave you alone with it?
Is that what you want?
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I keep repeating everything in my head
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There's a part of me eager to get away. To look away and hide. I don't want to leave you. I don't want to do this again. I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired of worrying. I'm tired of losing people. I wish it was easier to write. Find words. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. It turns me inside out. My body too heavy to be empty. Can't eat. Can't sleep. Can't let go of the dreams full of monsters, shadows, of everything. Keep thinking about people being mirrors. When I look at you; - I'm endlessly reaching for someone I don't know.
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