#tw: sick child
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Evolved a fic idea yesterday from a simple, Eva’s sick, Richie argues with Carmy and leaves to take care of her anyway fic to a longer one that's making my whumpy heart leap.
Tiff and Frank are out of town for his sister’s wedding. Carmy already didn’t let Richie have this Saturday off because "we have a shift schedule for a reason, you’re off every other Saturday already," so he's dropping her off at a friend's for a sleepover.
He gets a call from the mum at midday saying Eva’s been sick. He races over there to pick her up despite what Carmy says and fully prepares to just drive home but realises he left some of his things in his locker in his panic to leave.
When he gets back, he sets Eva down, goes to get his things, and gets in another argument with Carmy because he's not letting him leave, he doesn’t get why Tiff’s parents can't have her. Richie flips out, telling Carmy that his daughter is infinitely more important to him than this restaurant, that he'd set it on fire to make sure she was okay.
He takes her home, promising to make her Galushki like his grandma made him when he was sick, and tells Carmy he'll see him on Tuesday.
Eva doesn't get better. Richie’s trying hard not to panic, getting her to eat little bits, keep her fluids up even when she throws it up, her fever doesn't break. She's sick in the night, Richie’s reminded of Mikey’s bad nights as he cleans it up, and holds her through nightmares when she sleeps in his bed.
It's only in the morning, when she’d talking to Mikey, and has a rash that doesn't go away when he rolls a glass on it that he gets worried. He's getting up to call her doctor when she slumps on the sofa and starts seizing and he fully freaks out, shaking her, asking her to wake up, please Eva, baby, wake up.
He picks her up, grabs her sleepover bag and some essentials and speeds his way to the hospital where he carries her to the triage nurse trying not to cry and throw up begging her to do something because his baby girls way more sick than he thought.
They check her out, take some bloods, do a throat swab and even do a lumbar puncture that has Richie desperately trying not to cry as Eva cries all the way through. She's started on IV antibiotics and moved to her own room in the ER while they wait for a room in the paediatrics unit.
Richie calls Tiff, she and Frank are on the next flight home. They get the results soon after, she has meningococcal disease, a kind of meningitis. He's confused, she's had all her vaccines. The doctor explains there's a low chance with all vaccines that you get catch the disease, and that if she’s been in a communal space recently she has more of a chance. He mentions how she went to ballet camp recently.
Richie updates the work group chat. They’re all panicked. Eva gets a room and Tiff arrives. Eva gets a scan on her head to see if there’s any damage. There isn't any and they have to go home when visiting hours are over. Richie, 3 Xanax in, has a horrific panic attack when he gets home, and gets no sleep.
The Bear crew show up with food and support, but Richie tells them to keep their distance as it's very contagious. He cries to Tina about how he keeps thinking about how small she was in the bed, how scared she must've been all night alone, about the high mortality rate.
He doesn't go into work for the week she’s in hospital, Carmy forcibly keeps him off anf apologises, he wants to visit but they're limiting contact. They go home, after she has lots of tests to see if there’s any permanent affects. There are none. Eva doesn't like doctors for a long time, Richie hates hospitals but buys a thank you gift for the entire team who looked after her and is terrified to let Eva out of his sight
#this is intense#richie should've been scared when he became my favourite character#richie jerimovich#eva jerimovich#carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto#the bear#tw: vomit#tw: illness#tw: meningitis#tw: sick child#tiff jerimovich#tiffany jerimovich#frank the bear
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That night, Feliks learned Gilbert's violence towards his own men was growing habitual and his dreams were fraught with visions of the boy taking knife to his own throat. The next day, he bid Gilbert to take his knights and leave his kingdom and was stunned to be refused.
i like to think some humans can be really driven mad around the presence of a slow growing immortal child, so for teuton i think a few of his knights developed a sort of religion fueled schizophrenic paranoia about him, like just from exposure to him and his increasingly belligerent and wild behavior.
I think he grew harder to control as he grew older within the knights and the entire atmosphere was oppressive, abusive, and violent. I like to think teuton gets to the point where he can't handle the bullshit anymore and starts culling men left and right it's like a mutual descent to madness where he thinks he's the sane and righteous one, but he's just as sick as the men who are seeing him as a demonic entity (who we can probably argue are they really sick or are they just seeing things as they are lol).
I like the wedge being driven between him and feliks' bond as the Feliks sees the deterioration of Gilbert's mental health and morality, thinking you know someone when you absolutely do not. Betrayal, hatred, horror and deep pity entwined deeply in this situation.
#hetalia#knight terrors#hws prussia#hws poland#tw for child abuse#blood and violence#storybooklings#drew this during the three weeks i had covid so i kinda lost steam and it's al ittle disjointed bc i condensed it for my sanity but whatev!#major style shift between when i was healthy and when i was sick but uhh everyone here is supposed to be like 7-8 years old but i think the#look a bit older than that#BUT WHATEVER#im treally trying not to bog myself down so things may be a bit rough for a while until im in a more stable period of life
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‼️🇵🇸🇮🇱 Israel murders and injures several dozens Palestinians in Rafah, the zone that it denominated safe.
Some sources say that there are around 35 martyrs, but others affirm that the number is around 60. Dozens others are wounded.
This video shows the body of a child that Israel has beheaded.
🔸 Source: Motaz Azaiza
#this needs to stop#i have no idea of how this can keep happening#i feel sick#palestine#free palestine#gaza#free gaza#israel#palestine news#jerusalem#tel aviv#genocide#gaza genocide#israel is committing genocide#palestinian genocide#stop the genocide#rafah#all eyes on rafah#rafah under attack#israel war crimes#israeli war crimes#tw corpse#tw dead body#tw dead child
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Tessa fucks me up dude can I just talk about her for a sec? Yeah? Yeah.
She loved those drones. She loved them because they were what she had. She felt sympathy for them when nobody else did. And I like to think there was a little bit of loneliness motivating her as well.
Her mother hated her. She was nothing to her. When her mother scolded her by saying "seems you still can't follow simple orders" her respone was "No, no no! Please!" BEGGING. Begging her mother to believe in her and be kind to her. She got chained up in her room (multiple times btw. At leas tthats implied. the hand she winced at and rubbed is the same hand the chain was on, which means shed be chained up long enough for it to rub her skin painfully. long enough to leave lasting pain.)
She is very connected to these drones, to the point where she kept all the error drones aroud because she LOVED them. She spent time digging them up. HELL SHE TOOK A FAMILY PHOTO WITH THEM DUDE...
Even when Cyn was creepy and scary, she kept her around. She'd rather lock Cyn up than get rid of her. and when n points it out, shes apologetic and hesitant. But we know WHY she did that. Even if it was kind of a sucky move, it was because she didnt wanna have to throw cyn out. and in the end that killed her.
Also she knows J well enough to know what sets her off (enough to. bite the shit out of a chain). She knows them. and she loves them.
I wish we'd gotten to know more about her an N. why is he so clearly her favorite? but thats not relevant ig
also her saying "I've only ever yakked to robots, J!" She has NO human friends. she has nobody to support her other than these robots. these robots who get treated like garbage by her family.
and then she has to watch these robots turn on her. Not just THESE ROBOTS but the three that she loved most. (also im going off what wouldve happened in ep 5 WITHOUT uzi, where n doesnt get out of the swamp, and nobody goes down to the basement)
V first, then Cyn, then J. And we KNOW she loved these three+N especially bc she took a family photo w them, interacted with them more often, and generally just seemed much closer with them.
and what does she get for it? killed. And also its implied by this screenshot that she wasnt ACTUALLY killed by cyn right then
(the scientists, the sword beside her, the footprints, the way shes sitting against the wall, the expression she has. she totally just saw all that shit)
and she cant have been skyn bc the scientists wouldve known. the skinsuit wasnt exactly. hm. pretty.
which means she DID see her whole family+more slaughtered in front of her while she was powerless to stop it. She DID see J violently kill everyone around her. She DID see Cyn kill everyone. And she just has to. Deal with that. And despite all her efforts, the solver took over and cyn killed her. (im assuming tessa died somewhere around when n's mineshaft flashback was like i mentioned b4)
and all the while she was convinced shed lose N, id assume. based on the state of the other drone out there.
And honestly, i think what she got was worse.
also i am team "N knew Tessa wasn't the same Tessa he knew back on Earth"
The way he looked at her, and the way he was suspicious of her. He knew HIS Tessa would never treat a drone like this. Cyn has been known to have relatively shitty recreations of people at times (like Thad in episode two) But even so there was no way he could believe it was someone else (like. who would it be? he saw her blood he heard her voice like...) which is why he was so stressed after killing her (when he leaned on his sword and was breathing heavy, yk?)
he loved her and she loved him and now shes dead. just like everyone else he loved.
this isnt about n but like. idk if tessa could see him now i think shed cry. she loved him and all of them
#tzu rambles#i just. she was a kid dude#she was a stupid hurting abused kid#she was treated like shit by her mother and probably her father too#and all she had were those drones#the ones that killed her and her family#the ones that ruined her life and destroyed earth#the ones that MIMICKED HER TO THE PEOPLE SHE LOVED MOST#THE “N!!!” SQUEAL. THE PETTING HIS HAIR. THE DISMISSAL OF J#FUCKING SICK AND TWISTED#Bc i genuinely believe that if Tessa HAD come to copper 9 alive she wouldve been like that#maybe a little more sympathetic to uzi. like if she knew abt the patch she wouldve used it. i know that#but otherwise i think shed be like that. silly. silly like that.#(esp kicking that computer monitor. we all saw her chuck a glass at the floor for no reason)#child abuse#abuse tw#tessa james elliot#murder drones#tessa elliot#tessa md#md tessa#tessa murder drones#murder drones tessa
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When a character is feeling super sick and shitty but they don't have a fever, so they aren't taking it seriously or resting because to them, they aren't really sick unless there's visible proof. Maybe it comes from when they were growing up, and their family never took their illness seriously unless there was a fever. Maybe they would accuse them of lying to get out of things. So now, they worry if that really is the case. They work themselves to the bone and feel like they're going to collapse, but they aren't really sick unless they have a fever.
Bonus points if they have a partner who cares about their well-being, and as soon as they see them in the state they're in, they immediately make a fuss and insist that they rest. The character somehow feels good, even though they don't want their partner worrying, because someone is finally making it a big deal. It's finally real, it's finally serious.
#totally not projecting#sickfic#whump#whumpblr#fever whump#illness whump#fever#sickfic prompts#sickie#sickfic tropes#sick fanfic#promptiehugs#this is secretly a vent post shhhh /hj#turns out i was chronically ill this whole time so fuck you mom#i want a partner who can tuck me into bed#child neglect tw
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#a hopefully non-controversial version of the other poll kdfjkjfd#also didn't include bela's dad because it really actually makes me sick to my stomach to think about#others are terrible too but yeah that plot. hard to think about.#child abuse tw
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I had no fear for any bucktommy arc, even break up, but just saw the idea about bucktommy having sick with leukemia kid and, you know? I'm fucking terrified. Anything but this please 🙏🙏🙏 I won't be able to watch my favorite show if they will make the baby be close to death on my screen
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Hello, could i request a spencer reid x daughter who gets really car sick and on a long drive with reid and morgan feels gross🤍
Spencer Reid x Derek Morgan x Daughter Reader
Request: Hello, could i request a spencer reid x daughter who gets really car sick and on a long drive with reid and morgan feels gross🤍
Tw vomiting, talk of being sick, if you you don't like these then don't read.
Third person pov...
As the sun rose in the distance, Spencer Reid and his daughter Y/N, packed their bags for their long-awaited trip to visit her grandmother in Las Vaga.
The teenager was excited to see her grandmother, she doesn't get to visit her often with her Dads work, but she couldn't shake the feeling of dread in the pit of her stomach.
She knew the long drive ahead would be difficult for her. You see Y/N inherited his sensitive stomach and tendency to get car sick of course Spencers wasn't as bad but Y/Ns was.
As they loaded their bags into the car, Spencer's colleague and friend, Derek Morgan, joined them for the ride.
Y/Ns face lit up seeing Uncle Derek, and she quickly ran to give him a hug. "Uncle derek! Your comkng as well!" She exclaimed, Derek grins at his niece.
"Of course i am peanut, its been a while since i last saw Mrs Reid" he tells the girl, using kne hand to put the rest of the luggage in the trunk while holding his niece.
The three of them settled into the car, with Morgan taking the wheel while Spencer sat in the passenger sear leaving Y/N in the back.
At first, Y/N was thrilled to be on the road, chatting and playing games with her dad and Uncle Derek. But as the hours passed by, her excitement turned into discomfort.
She tried her best to ignore the queasy feeling in her stomach and the constant swaying of the car, but it was getting harder by the minute.
Spencer noticed the change in his daughter's mood and asked her if she was okay. The H/C girl put on a brave face and nodded, not wanting to ruin the trip for everyone.
She didn't want to be known as the 'car sick kid,' especially in front of Uncle Derek, who she looked up to.
But as the car continued to zigzag through the winding roads, the young girls condition worsened. She started feeling hot and dizzy, and her stomach churned with every turn.
She tried to keep her focus on the road ahead, but all she could think about was how she wanted the car ride to end.
As they stopped for a bathroom break and some snacks, Y/N silently prayed for the rest of the journey to be over quickly.
She tried sipping on some water and munching on a granola bar, but her stomach refused to settle. She felt a lump form in her throat, and she knew she couldn't hold on much longer.
As they drove on, the young girl tried to distract herself by looking out the window and pointing out interesting sights along the way.
However, her stomach had other ideas and she had to close her eyes and take deep breaths to prevent herself from getting sick.
She could hear her father and uncle Derek talking in the front seat, but their voices were distant as she focused on trying to keep her stomach settled.
"Hey princess, are you feeling okay back there?" Reid's concerned voice broke through her thoughts. His daughers eyes flicked open and she saw her father looking back at her through the rearview mirror.
"I'm fine, just a little queasy" she replied, trying to sound more confident than she felt.
"Maybe we should pull over and take a break" Morgan suggested. "I know a great roadside diner up ahead" he says as he drives a little more slowly and carefully.
Uncle Derek also noticed Y/Ns discomfort and turned on the air conditioning, hoping to provide her some relief.
"Dad" she called out weakly.
Reid turned around in his seat, concern etched on his face. "What's wrong, sweetie?"
"I feel like I'm going to throw up" the young girl replied, her voice trembling.
Reid immediately asked Derek to pull over at the next rest stop. Running to the bathroom she threw herself over the toilet and began emptying her stomach into it
Concerned for his daughter Spencer ran after her. "N/N!" He yelled sitting behind her after ahed finished throwing up he took her in his arms and rubbed her back, trying to soothe her.
Derek handed her a bottle of water and some tissues while apologizing profusely for not being more cautious about her sickness, was fine with her throwing up, he gave Y/N a bottle of water and some crackers to settle her stomach.
He also fished out her motion sickness medication from her suitcase and rubbed her back soothingly as she started to feel better.
After a few minutes she leant away from the toilet and against her dads chest feeling his warmth.
Suddenly tears start streaming down her face as she apologized to her dad and Uncle Derek, the men instantly concerned begin comforting the distressed girl.
They weren't angry or annoyed, jsut concerned about her They both comforted her and assured her that it was okay and nothing to be ashamed of.
Uncle Derek even shared his own stories of getting car sick when he was younger.
As they finally reached their destination, Y/N couldn't be happier to get out of the car and feel the solid ground beneath her feet. Despite the rough journey, she had made it, thanks to the love and support of her dad and Uncle Derek.
"Are you feeling better now, princess?" Reid asked, placing a hand on her forehead.
"Much better, thank you" The H/C girl replied with a smile. "I'm sorry for being such a hassle on the drive."
"You're not a hassle at all, N/N We don't mind taking care of you" Morgan chimed in, giving her a pat on the back.
Y/N felt a warm feeling in her heart as she looked at the two men who had become like family to her.
She knew that she had a tendency to get car sick, but that didn't stop her from going on long drives with her father and his team. And she was glad that they didn't mind and always took care of her whenever she needed it.
As the evening went on, Y/N felt her energy returning and she was able to enjoy the conference with her father and Morgan by her side.
Sure, she still avoided the car on the way back, opting for a train trip instead, but she knew that she had the love and support of two amazing men who always had her back.
The end!
Woo third one today!
Hoped you liked this oneshot, I'm planning to get through most of the requests this week as I have it off from college.
Sorry for any grammar and spelling mistakes
Requests are open!
Word count: 1177
#criminal minds#fanfic#behavioural analysis unit#x child reader#fluff and comfort#oneshot#light angst#x teen!reader#x daughter!reader#father daughter fluff#derek morgan x child reader#spencer reid x daughter!reader#spencer reid x child!reader#derek morgan x spencer reid x daughter reader#car sickness#tw vomit#uncle niece fluff#uncle derek#tw being sick#vomiting
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Suptober Day 11: Myth
Dean's always hated hospitals. The smell, the sterile walls, the somber atmosphere, the twisting, scraping dread in his gut. But more than hospitals, he hates the pediatrics wing. He hates the tableaus painted in the hallways. He hates the cartoons playing on the TV. He hates the tiny beds and the blankets with stars and moons on them.
He's standing at the window, staring out at the parking garage when the the doctor comes in. Sam and Jess greet him quietly, but Dean can't bring himself to look. He can tell by the warble in Sam's voice that it's not going to be good news. He can imagine the doctor's face set grimly with a sympathetic twist.
There's a murmured explanation that Dean doesn't try to parse, but he gets snippets. Things like "experimental treatments" and "numbers are still low."
Dean remembers his dad, stark raving mad after their mom died, becoming obsessed with a magical way to fix it. The fix changed day-to-day, depending on how much he'd been drinking. Some days, he was looking for a way to bring her back to life. Others, he wanted revenge on any one of the laundry list of people he blamed for her death: the firefighters, the paramedics, the man who installed their smoke detectors, the electrician who wired the house years before they bought it.
When he turns around and sees little Mary curled up in a mountain of blankets, sounds asleep with dark circles like bruises under her eyes, and half a dozen machines hooked up to her, he understands his old man better than he ever did when he was alive. He'd tear the whole world apart for his niece.
Sam and Jess are looking over the information packets the doctor left, talking about their options and what they could even begin to afford, what their insurance will bother covering.
"I'm gonna go for a drive," he says to the room.
They barely look up when he leaves.
It's late enough in the day that the parking garage is only about half full. The Impala sits alone in one of the corners. In the trunk, there's a box of their dad's things. Stuff Dean can't bear to throw out but doesn't want in his own house, worthless knick knacks and sentimental shit, but most importantly: a journal.
It's the ramblings of a paranoid, possibly schizophrenic man. Dean tried reading it once, right after John died, hoping for some closure. All he found was that his father was sicker than they ever dreamed. He'd imagined a world of demons and monsters to cope with the death of his wife. He'd abandoned his kids over and over again to chase something that would make a deal with him: his life for his wife's.
Dean flips to the last entry. It's from the day John died. It's a rambling whiskey-riddled mess that amounts to blubbering apologies about how he should've been a better father. When Dean first read it, he'd barely skimmed it. Now, he trudges through the lines of slanting writing, looking for any clue.
On the third page, he finds it: a passing mention of a deal he made a two years before. Dean flips back through the pages, skipping over the years until he finds the entry:
It worked. The black eyed bastard couldn't bring her back. He said she was in heaven. I only got two years out of the deal, but he agreed to clean up whoever was responsible.
From there, he reads backwards carefully, looking for what exactly John did. Only a couple pages further, he finds honest-to-god instructions, including an ingredient list, to summon a fucking demon at a crossroads. It says he'll get ten years to live in exchange for whatever he wants. He stands in the parking garage for a long time, looking down at John's clear, blocky writing.
There's a little tin jar that used to sit in John's kitchen. Dean thinks he remembers it even further back, in the kitchen of their family home. It was one of the few things John had salvaged after the fire. When he'd cleared out John's apartment, Dean hadn't even looked in it before throwing it in the box. Now, he pops it open and stares at what's inside: a layer of dirt, a tiny bone, and a singed photo of John.
He feels insane for even considering it. John was sick. Whatever delusion he lived through can't possibly help Dean or Mary.
But if it's not real, then it can't hurt either.
It takes longer than he expected to find a dirt crossroads. He's in the middle of nowhere, and the sun has completely set. It'd be creepy on a good day. Knowing he's trying to summon a demon, though? He's downright spooked.
He replaces John's photo with his driver's license--he doesn't have the patience to go home for a different picture--and digs in the packed dirt with his bare hands. It cakes deep under his fingernails and turns his hands dark. Once he's patted it smooth again, he stands back and waits.
For thirty seconds then a minute then two minutes.
The disappointment is a sucker punch. "So stupid," he mutters to himself.
"Dean Winchester," a gravelly voice says from behind him.
He spins around, heart hammering, to find a man lounging on the hood of the Impala. He's in a suit that doesn't seem to fit quite right, and his tie's crooked and flipped the wrong way. His eyes are piercingly pale. Dean can't tell the color in the moonlight, but he'd guess they're blue, not at all what he expected from a "black-eyed bastard."
But most importantly: he's sprawled on the hood of the Impala.
"Dude, not on my car," he whines.
The man--demon?--laughs. Honest to god, throws his head back and laughs up at the sky. Obligingly, he slides off the car and onto his own two feet. "My apologies."
"Wait," Dean says, finally catching up to what the guy had actually said, "how do you know my name?"
"Your father was quite a character." There's a bite to his words that raises Dean's hackles. "Very demanding, very ungrateful."
"Yeah, well, from where I'm standing, it looks like you shorted him eight years."
"He asked for too much."
"And you were more than happy to deliver."
Any trace of amusement is gone from the demon. He cocks his head and grinds his jaw, and Dean wonders if crossroad demons can kill the people who summon them to make deals.
Finally, the demon asks, "Is this some kind of belated revenge mission? I thought you'd be thanking me, frankly."
"Thanking you for killing my dad?" Dean huffs. Something about the guy presses all his buttons.
"I didn't kill anyone-- Well, that's not true. I didn't kill him. Besides, he wasn't exactly father of the year, now was he?"
Dean doesn't have a response to that, and it's clear the demon knows he's won this round. He smiles faintly then holds out a hand. "I'm Castiel."
Dean's not sure on the protocol with crossroads deals. He doesn't want to accidentally make a deal before he gets to the main event.
Castiel rolls his eyes. "It's just a handshake. Then we can start talking about why you actually summoned me."
Against his better judgement, Dean shakes his hand. It feels like a normal, human hand, which might actually be weirder. He yanks his hand away.
"My niece is sick. Leukemia. And she's getting sicker. Last round of treatments didn't do shit, and I--" He shies away from Castiel's intense, unwavering gaze. "Fix her. That's all I want."
Castiel clicks his tongue. "Simple enough. Ten years for your niece's clean bill of health." He almost sounds disappointed. "Did John mention how we seal deals?"
Dean hesitates, racking his brain. "Uh, no?"
Castiel's eyes flash black, which should knock Dean on his ass. Instead, weirdly, he thinks the look suits him.
"A kiss."
Now that almost lays him out. "Like on the mouth?"
Castiel's eyes flash back to their pale, human version, and he laughs again, this time a low chuckle, like he's hearing an old, familiar joke. "Yes, on the mouth."
"Couldn't just be a handshake," Dean grumbles, but he steps closer anyway. He's had his fair share of awkward, passionless kisses, and none of those ended with Mary getting to have a normal childhood.
Castiel wraps a hand around the nape of Dean's neck and holds him in place. Even though the touch is light, power radiates from it. With barely a thought, Castiel could snap his neck. Hell, he could probably do it without even touching him. (Demon's have psychic powers, right?)
Oh. His eyes are blue. The thought has barely come to him before those eyes flash black again, and he's being kissed. He expected a perfunctory peck. Instead, fire licks against his lips, flares across his skin. His fingers are in Castiel's hair, and his back's pressed against the Impala, and he's not sure when either of those things happened.
Castiel is a firm, hot pressure searing against his front, and Dean wants to pull him even closer. He wants to wrap himself in his warmth and never come back out.
Castiel is the one to pull away first. His hand holds Dean's jaw in place so that he can't chase after him. Dean gets the feeling that it's not the first time Castiel has tried to pull away to speak. His eyes are still black, and Dean's close enough to see himself in the reflection.
"Interesting," Castiel practically pants. He steps back and smooths his suit like it wasn't already a rumpled mess. "I'll be seeing you, Dean."
Between one blink and the next, he's gone. Dean sags against the Impala. I'll be seeing you, Dean. It didn't sound like he meant he'd see him in a decade when he came to collect on his debt. No, Dean had a feeling he'd be visited by Castiel much, much sooner.
"I'm fucked."
#TW sick child#tw cancer#demon cas anyone?#i refuse to give Sam a child named Dean jr#it's still the 11th in my time zone okay?#suptober#suptober24#supernatural#destiel#short ficlet
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you will blaze like fire (and lack the oxygen to keep yourself burning)
Dandelionkit blinks. “I want Lionblaze to mentor me,” she says, her voice barely above a mouse’s breath.
Squirrelflight crouches over her, tail draped around Dandelionkit’s thin shoulders. “I’m sure he’d love to,” she says quietly. “I’ll ask Bramblestar if he can, okay? But only if you eat your herbs.”
Dandelionkit looks down at the chewed-up bundle at her paws, eyes impossibly tired. “Do you think he’ll name me Dandelionblaze?”
Despite herself, Squirrelflight purrs. She runs her tail along Dandelionkit’s white-splotched back, hoping to encourage her to eat. “If that’s what you want,” she says. “I once knew a cat who picked his own name, too. I’m sure you can have a say.”
The pale ginger she-cat nods, beginning to lap up the pulp. “I’d like to be like him, momma. Lion,” she clarifies, as if Squirrelflight wouldn’t know. “He’s so strong.”
“You’ll be strong, too,” Squirrelflight says, willing herself to believe it. “Stronger, if you eat your honey. Lionblaze never took his herbs.”
The small kit manages around half the pile before she gasps, little sides heaving. The herbs come up with bitter, awful-smelling bile, and then Dandelionkit coughs and coughs and coughs, frame shaking and rattling and spasming—
(Squirrelflight has never felt so helpless.)
#cw death#implied#dandelionkit#squirrelflight#cw sickness#cw child death#warrior cats#waca#wc#warrior cats fanfic#warrior cats fic#tw emetophobia#tw vomit#tw implied death#lionblaze#bramblestar#crowfeather#mentioned#child loss#coughing
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piteous and perpetual moan
A teenage Appalachian runs away from home after getting into trouble.
Aren’t you a sad sight?
You don’t have anyplace to go, so you ride the shuttle into Asheville, where you’ll get on a real bus then head someplace else. There’s a folded map in your pocket and a bruise around your right eye. Your skinny arms fold across your belly because it hurts, and your elbows and knees and the joints in your fingers do, too.
By your estimation, you don’t have much time left.
An intermittent fever kept you longer in Clyde than you wanted, then you started pissing sweet tea amber. There’s no question where it came from, whatever it is, but it’s not like there’s money to see a doctor. Sure, you could go home, but your momma can’t afford it, either, and what if it comes out how you got sick in the first place? And what you did about it? The only option is to run off and die. This is what old dogs do. This must be how they guard their dignity, because dying is an awful vulnerable thing.
Reverend Brown would say you oughta repent before the mighty angels in flaming fire take vengeance on you. Then you won’t burn in hell after this body dies. You don’t, though, because even though you figure you’re dying, mortality is still incomprehensible to a fourteen year old boy. It was your brother who always seemed he was at death’s door. If your momma would’ve said one morning, “Oh, look, Ryan’s died in his sleep,” probably nobody would be surprised. He sure had it rough, bless his heart. Funny how he’s gonna grow up, and you won’t. You never thought you’d be the one jealous of him.
The shuttle’s not the place for redemption, anyway.
A few bills burn a hole in your pocket and your resolve. You never wanted to spend so bad in your life. His blood’s seeped into the corner of the ten. It’s seeped into the cracks in the concrete and into the drainage ditch and deep in the earth where it can permeate all things that walk or dig or grow.
How are you supposed to sleep at night?
You figure you’re not.
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Do Birch and Alder ever learn of what happened to Misty? Actually, how would stolen kits (I feel like there’s an actual term for this but I forgot) throughout clan history in general feel about their… stolenness (I mean, that is if they ever learned about it) sorry if this is worded poorly hah
There was an old word for Stolen Kits before its outlawing; Honor Child. Kurrnia in Clanmew. They are not called that word anymore.
Through history it was a very bloody thing. Those children got harshly indoctrinated, and the "6 month" apparentice age originally came because that was thought to be the "age of loyalty".
that's just a cutesy way of saying it's harder to brainwash teenagers than children, by the way. To the point where it's not worth it to try.
When Birch and Alder found out, they're going to be old enough to get the "justifications." That they were won fairly, their mother was threatening them, that they were "saved." Petal Claw is the only parent they've ever known at that point... so, they were happy to take those excuses.
I don't think it lasted forever. I want them to both eventually leave SkyClan and find their dad, who desperately misses Misty. BUT, I want one to remain.
Because, that individual is going to get used as an excuse for why Kit Claiming is a viable solution to the Law of Loyalty later. The others are ignored.
In the Code Era and beyond, it's an accepted part of their culture. It's something talked about openly, framed as being taken by STRONGER warriors. Why would you go back to someone who was too weak to keep you?
That would be a terrible choice, so they say, because then you would be part of a worse Clan. It's a normalized part of their culture. So it's very rare that a Stolen Kit ever went back.
One less warrior for them. One more warrior for us.
This is as psychologically damaging as you think it is. "Honor Children" were notoriously violent to prove their loyalty. Their birth family would suffer guilt and pain for years, seeing them as adults and apprentices of other Clans, often stealing from other Clans themselves to fill empty nests and assure their own worth as warriors.
Parents and kits would die in these events. Kits trying to get home, parents laying down their lives to stop raids. Darkstar herself lost a sister, Aspentail, and still had two out of three of her nespring stolen. Only Perchpaw remained.
It was a long, bloody period in their history. The Queen’s Rights started a new era.
Fire Alone cats don't think it went far enough.
#clan culture#better bones au#Tw child abuse#Tw indoctrination#Kit stealing#I feel like I've tried to stress how horrible this was before but I'm not sure if it's landed. It was sick.#It was absolutely awful#And if you look closely at the fabric of modern clan culture you will still see its influence#Its scars and its shape.#Not every consequence is all bad. But the majority of it is and no one is better off for the practice
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"chilchuck is that one 'she is 10000-year-old dragon' trope but he is guy so no one ever think it is weird" "people who thirst over him is a pedo" Do. You. Even. Read. The. Manga.
#I HATE ALL OF YOU I HATE ALL OF YOU FOR SAYING SHIT LIKE THAT#THE WHOLE POINT OF HIS RACE IS THAT THEY ARE INFANTILIZED FOR THE WAY THEY LOOK#and he hates being treated like a child!!!#he also dislike how his fellow halflings infantilize themselves to other races#ok so the problem with the “she is 1000 year old” dragon trope is that alot of these characters act like a child#for example that one dragon girl from you know what show#she is explicitly stated to be a child and acts like one#and her age is equivalent of a 10 year old#but the creator constantly sexualizing her#while chilchuck is anything but that. how many times i had to say this. he is 28 which is middle age for his race#and has 3 adult children#im sick of this discourse please let it end already!!#adult characters who happened to be youthful looking =/= sexualizing children#im sorry for the long tags. i am pissed off right now!!!! i want to explode!!!#dungeon meshi#chilchuk tims#clione ramblings#tw pedophila mention
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RABBIT HUNTING SEASON!!! HALLOWEEN EDITION!!
Woo I'm so happy to finally finish this!! AUGH!!
GO RABBIT HUNTERS GO!!! GO READ The Time Travelers Bear BY @puhpandas RIGHT NEOW!!! YOU WONT REGRET IT!!!
#Henry took the picture#blood tw#also initially charlie was gonna have a purple costume but then i was like these mfs r sick of purple so BOOM GREEN!!!#I love all of these i love stupid cheap halloween costumes in plastic bags at walmart#my art#tttb#fanart#gregory fnaf#evan afton#the crying child#michael afton#elizabeth afton#halloween#fnaf#fnaf au#the time travelers bear
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A really sinister aspect into how people view children and parents is the idea of children being a replaceable commodity.
I've seen this in the way people talk about parents who have lost children but have surviving children... "Oh, at least you have other children," as though a child is just an interchangeable tool, a machine that dispenses what you want from it without it being sentient, whole, and feeling. The fact that people say that in order to comfort somebody shows, to me, how deep this mindset is engraved in people's brains: children are interchangeable items, and they do not fundamentally matter.
#youth rights#child death tw#child death mention tw#grief tw#death tw#death mention tw#ask to tag (genuine)#i won't get into specifics but it's been a huge problem and something you notice if you've gone through it/have a loved one going through i#and it's insulting to the child's memory but also to their siblings...#...because you are treating them like the back-up child. the spare tire. the third wheel. the one who is only cherished when they are Of Us#no longer are they a person. no longer are any of those children actual humans. they're just Things To Be Toyed With#how could that not make you sick to your stomach to even *think* about saying to the bereaved?#i don't think this is just a one-off statement but rather is indicative of a larger problem#because there is a Reason people think it comforting to say 'oh but you have OTHER children; chin up! 😊'#it honestly makes me sick to have even written this post because of how horrific the subject is#but it's still... we need to change this shit. this is plain cruelty. plain and simple. thoughtless and distant cruelty#and yes: people say this to be compassionate and are almost never cruel in their reasoning for saying this...#...that is the PROBLEM though. the problem is that it's seen as OKAY to say this to people whose lives have been destroyed in one fell swoop#the problem's that it's seen as OK to turn children into collectible objects that you can 'get over' like you get over losing a broken glass
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I am very tired so this is bad but. Gingerbrave with prey animal symbolism is very potent actually and we should use it more
#This is mainly about the witch/kitchen thingy#And I combined that “made to be eaten” thing with how in the og ovenbreak the witch specifically has it out for this child so like#It can be interpreted as predator-prey very literally AND later on thematically#Gingerbrave is a prey animal guys. He’d have that prey fear; the knowledge he was born to become carnage at the fangs of something infinite#More powerful than him#But uhhhh yeah. Sorry it’s bad I’m very sick and it’s almost midnight#art#my art#cookie run#crob#cookie run fanart#cookie run kingdom#crk#gingerbrave#Tw bright colors#cw eyestrain#tw eye strain#bright colors#eyestrain
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