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Can we know more about the various bosses and mini bosses in your AU? Like Vanessa?
Okay this took me a while to awnser because i was trying to figure out how, but i think i can answer on vanessa.
First things first, due to the way that the Subcon story changed during development, Vanessas story feels really unfinished. There seems to be no reason for her to have just snapped besides the love. Which i guess works from a story telling point but i don't like it. Anyways, let me tell you what ive come up with by now.
Vanessa has some undiagnosed mental issues, most likely some form of personality disorder. Im not fully set on it, but she deffintly had problems she needed help with that she did not get.
The zombie curse that is present in the curse dlc has run in her family for generations. If you were to look back at paintings of them, all royal members would wear gloves. The ice powers however are unique to her.
Before her meltdown she was loved by the people, they adored her. She kept part of tbe forsest in this permanent winter wonderland. (Not the icy stuff you see in game, but instead a beautiful display of ice and snow)
Occasionally she would make ice sculptures, often for events and festivals. Due to being made out of magical ice and not normal ice, these would never melt. Not untill she decided to destroy them.
She was not very big on reading or really learning about royal duties in genral. She did enjoy baking though, often getting along with the Royal chefs.
She also enjoyed gardening and would spend many days perfecting her garden, it was beautiful.
Now lets move to after the breakdown.
After her magic freezes most of the forest, she retreats to her manor and doesnt leave. She doesnt even go into the garden that she had loved so much.
She has a few of her own minons, mostly headless statues that protect her manor and other areas important to her. They are mostly mindless without their heads. (There is one statue with a head, they are practically her advisor.)
She doesnt quite register that all of this was her fault. She knows she had a part to play, but she doesn't understand it all. She actully thinks it was snatcherss fault.
If you were to get close enough you coulf make out all the details of her still there, albeit incased in shadow. Her hair is quite tangled, not taken care of much any more. One eye is permently closed, always crying. The other looks quite insane, always darting around paranoid. Her dress is tattered and worn, but still faintly green.
She's gone a bit insane from her isolation, often talking to the ice statues and pretending they responded. She's very lonley.
When Hat and Bowie arive, she flips between desperetly wanting them to stay, and wanting them to leave her alone and get out of her manor. It does not help that they are children.
Now after the reset.
She had a feeling that something wasnt right, theat someone had broken in, yet there was no evidence of anything. She even enters the attic for the first time in many years and looks inside the chest of valuables. The strange glowing relic (time peice) that the statues had brought her was still there.
It's a few days after the reset when she finally leave her manor for the first time since the meltdown. Granted its not far, she only enters the garden but its a huge step.
The garden has fallen into a sad state, she quickly started to fix things up, practically moving on instict. It was refreshing to do things. though she did accidently break a few stems, out of practice.
It will be slow, but she has a possible path to improovment.
Let me know if there are other bosses you would like info on, im still fleshing some stuff out but I'd love to explain things i do have!
#a hat in time#ahit#ahit au#ahitreborn#ahit vanessa#ahit queen vanessa#queen vanessa#headless statue#tw personality disorder
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when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually mentally ill#borderline personality disorder#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#sadgirl#sad thoughts#bpd shit#shitpost#mental health#mentally fucked#mental illness#mentally unstable#tired
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#actually bpd#bpd#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#bpd thoughts#living with borderline#bpd feels#aesthetic#bpd mood#bpd memes#borderline personality problems#borderline personality#3d but not sheeren#$h tw#$u!c!d3#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill
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"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.
#bpd#actually bpd#tw sui ideation#bpd thoughts#actual bpd#borderline personality disorder#actually mentally ill#bpd vent#mental illness#tw self destruction#bpd meme#bpd mood#tw vent#meme#random thoughts#random#tumblr#shitpost
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death isnt enough. i need to never have existed
#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd thoughts#bpd safe#bpd vent#actually mentally ill#borderline personality disorder#cluster b#tw sui ideation#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#passive suicidality
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i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself
#actually borderline#actually bpd#being borderline#borderline blog#borderline culture is#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline vent#bpd#bpd blog#suic1de#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#borderline life#living with borderline#borderline personality disorder#borderline#borderline things#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd culture is#bpd vent#bpd shit#bpd relatable#actually mentally ill#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#im going insane#im so tired#tw sui ideation
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#actually borderline#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#depressing shit#living with ptsd#tw bpd vent#tw self destructive behavior#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tw depression#actually ptsd#childhood trauma#trauma#borderline things#borderline thoughts#sad thoughts#suicide
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maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.
#bpd feels#bpd blog#bpd meme#bpd thoughts#bpd#bpd vent#actually borderline#borderline problems#born to die#tw depressing thoughts#maybe in another universe#word post#words on tumblr#poems and quotes#poets on tumblr#writers on tumblr#borderline personality disorder#vent post#spilled feelings#spilled thoughts#spilled words#spilled ink#tw depressing stuff#bpd safe#actually autistic#text post#feelings#emotions#its the borderline#tw sui ideation
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boy it would be nice to be able to google something related to personality disorders, psychosis, intellectual disabilities, autism, DID/OSDD, etcetera without finding majority articles that are like “how to deal with a person with X” “how to cope with your child with X” “how to spot someone faking X” “can people with X be cured?”
#corvidforest vent post#i wish ppl would stop acting like it’s some awful traumatizing burden to know us#dissociative identity disorder#did system#osdd#personality disorder#intellectual disability#psychosis#vent#vent post#tw vent
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#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd tag#bpd thoughts#borderline personality disorder#tw abuse#tw drugs#tw disordered eating#trauma#trauma vent
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pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#sadgirl#depressing shit#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#disordered eating mention#actually mentally ill#sad thoughts#self h@rm#suic1de#bpd stuff#substance addiction#substance abuse#shitpost#addiction#bpd feels#borderline personality disorder#tw depressing thoughts#girls who do hard drugs#ed culture#eating disoder trigger warning#sadnees#actually borderline
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“whats wrong with you” - a lot actually
#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#depressing shit#relatable#tw depressing thoughts#tasiblog#bpd#bpd safe#bpd stuff#bpd struggles#bpd brain#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd culture is#borderline culture is#actually borderline#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#borderline personality disorder#bpd life#bpd is bpding#bpd issues#bpd is a bitch#bpd things#bpd mood#bpd tag#bpd irl
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maybe i wasn’t meant to be loved
#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#borderline thoughts#borderline problems#bpd problems#bpd blog#bpd feels#borderline personality disorder#tw depressing thoughts
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"You'll be fine" - Dude, it's been 10 years...
#bpd#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#tw sui ideation#actual bpd#borderline personality disorder#actually mentally ill#bpd vent#mental illness#tw self destruction#actually borderline#borderline blog#mentally insane#mental instability#mentally unstable#mental health
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“Don’t let your disorder define you”
Okay but do you support the people whose disorders do define them?
Do you support people with the chronic illnesses who have had to develop whole lives around their conditions? Do you support the intellectually disabled people whose whole way of thinking is defined by their disorder? Do you support the people with personality disorders who literally have a disorder as a personality? Do you support the autism/ADHD people whose disorder you can’t separate from who they are? Do you support the DIDOSDD people who have multiple definitions of themselves because of their disorder?
Or are you just saying that because a disorder defining someone means you can’t ignore it.
#chronic illness#autism#adhd#intellectual disability#did osdd#personality disorder#cluster a#cluster b#cluster c#cripplepunk#madpunk#neuropunk#tw ableism
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