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they will replace me so easily and never remember who i even was
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd shit#tw bpd#bpd fp#actually borderline#bpd mood#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#fp bpd#bpd fp vent#borderline splitting#borderline problems#borderline relationship#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline things
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nos últimos tempos me atrivui alguns diagnósticos algumas vezes. e aí depois bate culpa tipo ah to pesquisando sobre esse diagnóstico pra tentar me entender, mas to me apropriando pq nao tenho.
mas pensando aqui, diagnósticos psiquiátricos têm semelhanças entre si. tipo padrões de funcionamento, etc.. n quer dizer q tenho todo diagnóstico com que me identifico. mas que tem algo que a galera que tá falando sobre as próprias experiências de se relacionar com as pessoas que ta me ajudando a entender minhas próprias experiências. e pq não? tipo não preciso entrar numa caixa diagnóstica e esperar que só aquele nome vai ser suficiente pra traduzir formas """disfuncionais""" ou sla sofridas msm de lidar e agir.
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry.
I didn't mean to be like that. I don't want to act this way.
I'm sorry I can't communicate. I'm sorry that I try and push you away. I'm sorry. I just want you with me.
I'm sorry that I can't say that to you. I'M SORRY.
I'm so fucking sorry please don't leave me?
I know I'm hard to love. I KNOW.
I don't want to be like this.
I promise I am trying to change.
I promise I can act normal.
Please?
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#relationship#boyfriend#i wanna relapse so bad#actually bpd#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline#sorry
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#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd things#heartbreak#dark aesthetic#toxic relationship#tw self destructive thoughts#tw depressing stuff#su1c1dal#i'm so mad#i feel stupid#i am so tired#why am i like this#i am alone#im not okay#living with borderline#im sad and lonely#i'm so sick of myself#loosing myself#i am sad#heart been broke so many times#tw self destruction#tw depressing thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#actually bpd#trauma#ptsd
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Abandonment issues go brrr
#trying not to cry rn lmao#he’s my FP and there’s not a damn thing I can do about it#why is growth so damn hard#I know I’m making progress but moments like these make me feel like I haven’t grown at all#I’m trying but I feel like it’s not good enough rn#abandoment issues#boyfriend#relationship#relatable#mental health#BPD#actually bpd#actually borderline#relationship problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd problems#bpd mood#bpd feels#bpd stuff#bpd shit#bpd fp
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Forgive yourself for the way you behaved when you were in pain. You didn't mean to drag your loved ones down with you. You were only thrashing and flailing and trying to not to drown. They didn't leave because you were a bad person. They left because they couldn't save you and had to save themselves. It's not an indictment of either your worth or their love. You didn't ask too much, they just couldn't be what you needed and had to make space for someone who could.
In another life, where you had had the help you deserved, where you had had the space to breathe, where something had been different, it wouldn't have happened. Sometimes, it's all just a consequence of circumstances outside of our control. None of you deserved any of this, and you all get to hurt and grieve and be angry that it all fell out this way. But don't be ashamed that the pain got the best of you. You didn't fall short any more than they did. You just became overwhelmed.
#mental health#mental illness#scrupulosity#chronic shame#self-talk#relationships#borderline personality disorder#(i still feel unhappy about this diagnosis but it applies to some of this)#bipolar disorder#actually bipolar#suicidality#actually ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#complex ptsd#actually cptsd#actually adhd#black and white thinking#knee of huss#self talk#disability
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really fucking tragic that we saw dean have to live without cas after he died multiple times but cas didn’t go through a widowers arc even once
#i’m microdosing on the s11 ending and five minutes in s12 that he thought dean was dead#could you imagine widower cas#dean drags cas’s coat around for half a year#cas forms a codependent relationship with his brother that borderlines on mutual hate bc dean told cas to look after him#castiel#dean winchester#supernatural#destiel
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i wasnt talking back, i was trying to tell you how i feel.
sorry i forgot that if my emotions and opinions dont align with yours its considered defiance.
and then you tell me i can "talk to you about anything"? fuck off.
#i hate my mom#actually bpd#being borderline#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#bpd#bpd blog#bpd boy#bpd feels#bpd splitting#living with borderline#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd relatable#bpd relationships#borderline culture is#borderline things#borderline problems#actually borderline
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nobody wants to see sex in tv shows they want to see two people who obviously want to have sex be so goddamn weird about the fact that sex isn’t happening.
#the second a relationship gets consummated idgaf anymore#in fact#even acknowledging that some bizarro shit is going on is borderline ruining it#for me#iasip#house md#x files#merlin bbc#good omens#death note#mythic quest
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what do you think of,,,….ameripan,,,…? :o3
alfred is kiku’s retribution but he kinda just makes him worse
#they operate on such different planes and they both kinda fetishise each other so it works#alfred is not a white boy to me but i thought it would be funny#they do also kiss and cuddle and stuff but i think alfred is borderline incapable of having a cute functional relationship that doesn’t#involve some bullying#so yes i like ameripan a lot#generally i lean more asakiku but i also like the three of them together a lot#alfred joining other couples arguments#hws#hetalia#ameripan#hws america#alfred f jones#hws japan#kiku honda
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i can’t and shouldn’t have relationships, ever
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd shit#tw bpd#bpd fp#actually borderline#borderline problems#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd splitting#bpd relationships#borderline relationship#borderline personality disorder#toxic love#toxic relationship#tw bpd vent#borderline thoughts#cptsd vent#complex ptsd
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It hurts.
It hurts so much.
I need someone, anyone, to love me.
Being unlovable hurts.
It's the pain of knowing that noone can ever love me the way I love them.
To love the way I do is to burn and scratch open my skin just to try and show you a part of me.
It's to always wait for something.
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#actually bpd#i wanna relapse so bad#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd problems#bpd#borderline fp#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline#love#gay yearning#mlm yearning#ftm mlm#mlm thoughts#trans mlm#gay mlm#mlm love#borderline love#bpd relationships#mentally unstable#sh#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destructive thoughts
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#too real#real#abandonment issues#attachment issues#relatable#whisper girl#girlblogging#girlblogger#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girly things#female hysteria#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd#actually bpd#bpd vent#actually borderline#relationships#a blog for the heartbroken#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#sadcore#sadgirl#mentally drained#mentally unstable#girlhood#girl interrupted syndrome#overthinking#unlovable#one sided love
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#affection#lustful desire#lustful desires#desire#lust#lustful pleasure#relationship#relationship goals#attractive#bodyworship#love life#self worth#self care#self love#bpd#bipolar 2#borderline personality disorder#actually bpd#actually bipolar#aesthetic#art
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sasuke is so obviously intended to be read as gay it actually makes me feel like i’m going insane
#the way he’s treated by everyone his relationship with naruto his relationship to his family vs his community#not even touching the way he is compared to orochimaru and haku the two borderline canonically gay characters#he is so heavily paralleled to those two. kishimoto i know you know what you did here#naruto
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any mithra enjoyers out there
#mahoyaku#dewdles#redownloaded the game for 3rd anni nd forgot how much i loved it#been playing it on off since release bc the gameplay is borderline torturous#the grind for the 999 chibis will never end#as far as favs go i hv a love/hate relationship w mr figaro garcia
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