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PATRICK SCHWARZENEGGER & SAM NIVOLA

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strangers

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saxon is so weird and overbearing and over the top with lochlan, it's driving me crazy thinking about how early he started getting handsy with him and when it turned as sexual as we see in the show. i don't think lochy looks particularly surprised when saxon gets naked and walks into the bathroom, so maybe lochlan is Very Used To his nakedness? but when saxon asks him about porn he does seem surprised, and saxon has that pause and this performative lilt to his voice that makes me think he's trying to establish a new relationship with lochlan now that he's 18 (like that makes it any better!!! 😭)

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armand is so funny because he really said "after my situationship with lestat i spent 150 years being afraid to love again... until he came into my life.. lestat's ex husband..."

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lovely character. i want to watch him drown in his shame

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Study, I still cannot figure out an effective way to draw Chase smh💀

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lying im not sorry If i was Saxon i wouldve cut his dick off at birth in a ritual but well thats just me personally

sorry to castrationpost on the fandom blogYou see i have something wrong with me in my brain

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sorry to castrationpost on the fandom blogYou see i have something wrong with me in my brain

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in the imperial court people pleasing my emperor oldest brother saxon hmm.... theres something there

id love to smoke opium in the eunuch den with him

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id love to smoke opium in the eunuch den with him

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just two bros hanging out in a normal way <3 no underlying tension or desires in sight👍

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Nivola, who plays Lochlan, agrees about the importance of this moment. “He’s just an incredibly insecure guy, a real people pleaser who needs something from the people,” he tells THR. “He’s not very self-sufficient, he needs love and support from the people around him in his life, and I think he’s willing to go to all the lengths to find the people he loves.

“There’s a push and pull between sex, and then Piper trying to control his future,” he adds. “But for me? I don’t think Lochlan really gives a shit which path he goes down. I think it’s more that he’s going to choose whichever path feels like it’s with the person who loves him the most.” 👍

this guy is saw trapping his siblings into a faustian the bachelor situation for his soul, heart and dick. incredible. what being eighteen does to a motherfucker I guess

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i greatly enjoy the "lying monster who plays with human lives like barbies" flavor of L characterization myself but i have been spinning around all his more compassionate moments in my head recently (visibly repressing ukita and naomi; ordering all cars off the highway they're chasing higuchi on; asking the other task force members to not look at the yagami household surveillance footage for soichiro's sake; etc) in conjunction with the way he genuinely would rather sacrifice civilians to catch kira than save them with even the mildest possibility kira would get away; and i am thinking about how little we really get into his head and i do wonder how he feels about his job, because he never voices regret out loud but we get to see him think twelve fbi agents dead… twelve precious lives… and so maybe he does feel guilt for who he is, what he does, but ultimately does it matter? they're still dead. he still tries to murder a prisoner to test the thirteen-day rule. corpses don't care about motive. you're just a childish killer playing at divine retribution. what im trying to say is that l lawliet could be representation for a rarely depicted demographic: high empathy people who suck

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still thinking about how mike flanagan entirely wrote over the thematic critique of the nuclear family, & of how the misogyny innate to that system impacts women mentally that Shirley Jackson crafted in the original Haunting of Hill House... only to have the book be written by a dude in-universe. Thinking about how that book centred around a complex lesbian-coded dynamic between two central characters only for flanagan to move it to a side plot of a singular character arc out of seven. thinking about how nobody said fuck all about it cuz he's a white cis dude with netflix money.

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you found it disgusting and immoral i found it sexy and arousing that’s why i’m happier than you

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he’s soooooo happy here it’s crazy. like getting choked, losing his virginity to a 30 year old and jerking his brother and he’s 😄😄😄