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sleeplessv0id · 29 days

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maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

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accidentalslayer · 1 year

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#its always october in my brain #actually mentally ill #actually adhd #actually bpd #actually borderline #special interest

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kazzikkiii · 4 months

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please im so tired im just so fucking tired please just stop can everything stop im so tired im begging can it all stop

#bpd #bpd thoughts #depressing shit #im literally going insane #im losing it #its getting bad again #tw depressing thoughts #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd vent

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attyrocious · 1 year

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op / inktober day 6: golden

happy birthday, Law! coordinate your gifts next year

okay i sketched this out last night, paused because, 'oh shit hold on am i lore timeline accurate??' and then loaded up the Law novel and finished reading overnight first

#one piece #one piece fanart #trafalgar law #inktober #heart pirates #op bepo #op penuin #op sachi #its borderline sad this is the only time ive drawn him genuinely smiling huh?#anyway hap birth youre still not a libra to me <3

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wolfythewitch · 5 months

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Out of context messages I've sent to my friend

#its absurd the amount of sex jokes i make #borderline concerning

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adustoflove · 4 months

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Support group for the girls who always feel like they're being left behind

#its because we are #personal #bpd #actually bpd #bpd vent #actually borderline #bpd thoughts #bpd splitting

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edwinisms · 3 months

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george rexstrew deserves awards for many things but i have to say. edwin’s bloodcurdling scream as niko gets killed deserves a whole award unto itself. like. that scream did not feel at all like a tv show scream. to a somewhat jarring degree. and i can’t express how much I respect that

#he has a number of very convincing screams and suffering noises which I imagine was an important prerequisite for the role #but this one is just especially chilling and again. jarring. not saying that the other actors are bad or anything but no one even comes #close to competing with george and its stark in moments like this #another screaming moment that I thought he did really well in particular is far easier to gloss over and that’s #when he and charles are escaping hell and he almost gets dragged down into lust #when he’s screaming out for charles he borderline SCREECHES #throughout that arc in general it’s just incredible but yeah #I think part of what makes it so convincing is that he isn’t afraid to be high pitched and genuinely Scream rather than yell #like. he is clearly immune to being put off by ‘you scream like a girl’ rhetoric #I think a lot of male actors avoid screaming and screeching like that for that internalized reason when. if you wanna be as realistic as #possible. a scream is high pitched. if you’re scared for your fucking life it’s just involuntary #I can also see it being uncommon due to difficulties getting that sound adequately recorded but yeah anyway you get my point #tldr: george rexstrew is great at disturbingly realistic screaming and I applaud him for that #I really hope he didn’t have to retake that part too many times..#his poor throat……….#george rexstrew #edwin #edwin payne #dead boy detectives #dead boy detectives spoilers

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sunlit-mess · 2 months

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trying not to get attached

#messyr #sorry for vent post spams #artists on tumblr #doodle #obsessions is one thing until u start to obsess on a person #WHICH IM TRYING TO AVOID BC I AM * NOT * DOING THAT AGAIN- but its like a moth to a flame iasgidfndxn #even the smallest interactions gets me flipping #it's been so long since i felt dependant/clingy towards someone gnfdinlx i might explode #I DONT WANT TO SCARE THEM AWAY SO IM RUNNING #vent post #vent art #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd fp

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proselles · 1 month

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Getting older is realizing bill cipher was sexier as a triangle anyway.

#i just think its really fun that with the surge of popularity i have not seen a singl circa 2014 sexy bill cipher #i think its a sign of this websites age #and that we learn from our mistakes #personally i think politicians should take a lesson from this #gravity falls #the book of bill #bill cipher #ford pines #id like to buy the book but my activity in the fandom in 2015 was questionable at best #no one else is embarrassed for me cause i do it enough for myself #ford wouldnt like a sexy young thing anyway the mans borderline a monster fucker #billford #my posts #text post

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kinstein-art · 3 months

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sanji's weird

#one piece #sanji #black leg sanji #usopp #nami #chopper #one piece fanart #OKAY so i only drew this to be funny but also i think this man is one step away from being a marine biologist??#like maybe im biased cos sanjis my fave but listen!! hear me out!!!#he studies fish and ocean ecosystems and fish migration and he appreciates all the different kinds of fish and variety in ocean life #he can tell the difference between a million different fish species and he documents all of them #and can even tell where a fish is from by looking at its characteristics. he knows ocean currents and reefs and coral and like everything #and like yeah its just so he knows how to cook every damn thing in the sea but also its just a genuine passion and love for the ocean #you CANNOT CONVINCE ME that he is not borderline a marine biologist i am very passionate about this #pls tell me other sanji fans have considered/noticed this. pls tell me im not just delusional lol

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sad-leon · 5 months

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what if i gave rise leo BPD...

his anger manifests in the form of self-sabotage and self harm. he asks donnie to sound proof his room when they get to the new lair so he can wreck it without concerning everyone else. before that he'd sneak to the surface and wreck an already messy alleyway

his self harm is recklessness. he gets hurt in fights as much as he can and still get away with just a "please be more careful" lecture from raph

speaking of raph, his oldest brother is his favorite person. so when raph starts to brush him to the side and distrust him, he doesnt take it well. when he does something to impress raph and all he gets is "finally..." thats when he disappears for hours and comes back home with sore arms and usually some scrapes and many bruises

he becomes a medic because they can't ignore him if he helps them. plus he can get better at hiding his breakdowns if he can take care of his own injuries

he wants to be in the spotlight so bad until the spotlight shines on him and suddenly his skin fits wrong

splinter and raph brush it off as teenage hormones. donnie shuts it out. mikey is the first person to realize leo's moods aren't normal, but he doesnt want to confront the fact the bpd comes from trauma, so he tries to support leo as best he can

april doesnt realize how much leo's mood shifts until she spends a night in the lair and realizes that leo isn't as hyper as he presents himself. he tries to mask, but he's too tired and the sudden silence from leo throws april off. it creates a rift between them. even when leo is happier around april, she knows somethings wrong- knows its not quite as genuine as she thought.

she spends more time around donnie than leo and leo thinks its for the best. eventually all his brothers- all his family prefer spending time with someone thats not him. he tells himself its for the better- the less time they spend around him, the less likely he'll be upset around them and end up making them upset

leo convinces himself he's meant to be alone and puts his all into being the team medic and spends the rest of his time alone and dissociating. he hates being the leader- having everyones eyes on him all the time. watching him. waiting for him to mess up- to act out- to prove they were right not to trust him

.... idk.. just a thought

#rambles #hi its projection hours because yesterday was absolute shit #self harm #bpd #borderline #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rottmnt leo #borderline leo #vent #<- just in case cuz all of this is projection #if i catch anyone talking shit about this disorder in the comments ill fucking fight you #bpd is fucking ass and the only fucking relief is living vicariously through my favs so im gonna do that #leo has a family and is rarely ever truly alone so theres your happy ending #might make him hypersexual as well but if i do anything with that its not gonna be on this blog

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sleeplessv0id · 1 month

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is it just me, or does anyone else feel like a spectator to their own life?

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bpd-thefallen · 1 year

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Learning how to deal with emotions when you suffer from borderline personality disorder basically means how to learn to wear a mask for the rest of your life.

#bpd things #bpd thoughts #borderline blog #borderline personality disorder #depressing shit #heartbreak #life is a rollercoaster #crazy #mask #this isnt me #fake #mental illness innit #mental illness #coping #its suffocating

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kazzikkiii · 5 months

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having bpd is actual hell on earth cause no one tries to fucking understand you and they write you off as being difficult and too much and they leave and we’re left with this fucking personality disorder that consumes my entire fucking existence and they act like its THEIR inconvenience that IM ill.

#depressing shit #bpd #bpd thoughts #i love drugs #im literally going insane #im losing it #its getting bad again #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #bpd vent #fp bpd #actually bpd #bpd problems #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts

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survivingwithborderline · 8 months

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Having borderline personality disorder is like watching someone else destroy your life.

#actually bpd #mental illness #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd problems #coping #mentally fucked #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpd fp #bpd stuff #bpd #its going to be okay #breathe

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clovelie · 2 months

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i put myself in dangerous situations the second i feel as though i am going to be abandoned just to avoid being alone.

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