#tw minor vent

[xx-slug-xx]

It’s not safe for minors to enter adult spaces in an attempt to “out pedos”. Shits way too dangerous for them.

//tw- grooming and mild vent ig

Back in the 2010s, I decided it was a good idea to “troll” the pedos of DA. I made up a fake persona who, while still older than me at the time in order to make myself feel safer, was still a minor. I was 14, the persona was 16-17. I was groomed because of my piss poor decisions, but didn’t realize it because I thought it was funny. It wasn’t until when I became an adult that I realized it. People knew I was a minor, even if my exact age was a lie. I still engaged in nsfw role play, I still had grown adults tell me that they fantasized about me. Even if I was making fun of them, I was still groomed and I still participated because it made me feel like I was special. I was groomed by so many people whose names I cannot remember and whose accounts no longer exist, all as a hobby where I could laugh at people.

I don’t like seeing kids repeat the mistakes I made when I was a kid. Even if the exact reasoning is different, it still boils down to minors entering adult spaces and engaging with adults to try and get them to do something sexual with them because they think it’s fun. I never got any sexual gratification from what I was doing, I just thought it was funny to get these people to be “weird and cringe” (as 14 year old me would say).

It doesn’t matter what the reason for entering an adult space is, even if minors are doing it to put horrible people in their place. Minors should not be putting themselves in dangerous positions like this.

I want to add that it was not my fault for being groomed. It is never the victims fault for what happened to them. It shouldn’t matter if they are “looking for trouble” or not. Nobody should be at risk, and it’s the adults in their lives who failed to equip them with the safety precautions they needed and their abusers who chose to hurt them. Adults on the internet know better, minors do not. However, internet safety needs to be pushed so that things like this don’t happen to others. I don’t think that minors are brain dead or anything of the sort. I knew what I was doing when I was 14, just not to the full extent. I didn’t realize how much my decisions affected me until I was well past that stage in my life. Minors are able to think for themselves, if they choose to engage with people to bait them into doing or saying something sexual, they are at fault to some extent as well. Both parties are to blame, but shaming minors and telling them that they can’t possibly know what they are doing is the wrong way to go about things. They aren’t the ones we should condemn though, it’s the people who thought that it would be ok to groom them.

Minors entering adult spaces in order to make call outs is a trend, and an awful one at that. As much as I hate pedophiles who actively think it’s ok to groom minors, it’s not safe for these people to be trying to get themselves proof that someone is a pedophile themselves. It fucks you up and you won’t even realize it.

[adamfuckherstanwife]

TSRUGGLINS

Seven hours till i have to be vaguely up i think because i have to go meet someone but DONT KNOW WHEN IM SUPPOSED TO MEET THEM i dont even think i have bus change lmfao

also i need to sleep bur dont feel sleepy tired and everything hurts so ive just been scrolling

fucking hate it here hshsgsgshshshd

[urban-shade]

tried out making a sketchy pressure pmv to Lovecraft in Brooklyn by The Mountain Goats since its in my fishlist(fish music playlist)

[sorry-i-forget-things]

Parents really looked at a small enclosed space with no escape traveling at high speeds and are completely in control of and went "now THIS is the place to have uncomfortable conversations with my kid. Surely a productive discussion with no anxiety is guaranteed here"

[pale-phantom]

i'm looking for 20+ y/o people to follow or even become friends with! 🎀

please reblog this if you have an active EDBLR account as of: MAY 2024

[hiro-doodlez]

Sometimes, it feels like forgetting would be so much easier.

Please lemme know if theres any more cw/tws i should add!!!

[wolfsteax]

you run free

[mamaspidershit]

*screams into my hands* I WANT TO WRITE. SO BADLY. WHY IS IT SO HARD. I WANT TO. I HAVE MOTIVATION. I HAVE A PLOT SUMMARY. I HAVE AN OUTLINE. WHY CAN’T I WRITE

[traumasurvivors]

Okay but how did me trying to explain that if you find asking for consent awkward, that there are less awkward ways to ask turn into me saying it’s valid to think consent is bad.

[meiliarotten]

Things are gonna be slow for a while. My cat of fifteen years passed today. I’m sorry for the delay. I’m really trying, guys. I’m really really trying. I’m sorry.

[crush-echoes]

08/05/23 - A Dream

You’ll peel away each layer of my skin, not finding the real me

I’ll just fall away, nothing underneath all these false faces, false names

Because as it turns out there is no real me

I’m reflecting you, I was a mirror all along

Just what you wanted to see, bits and pieces of you and what you want stitched together to form your very own fucked up person

And there was no real me, no one is home

All that's left to do is for you to dance with my skin, afterall I’ll always be there for you, limp in your arms in pain but still holding a smile, not a hint of a grimace 

No real me there at all

[sunny-sourzii]

Kinda mature content i guess?? Man idk 💀

// VENT //

"Everyone likes you!"

He said, his voice high and bubbly as he said it.

But his voice went back down to condescending.

"But no one loves you."

[pale-phantom]

[burned0utstar]

Me when I get yelled at, hit, assaulted, bullied, hated, forced to do things, try to kill myself and overall survive terrible things: ●_●

Me when a minor inconvenience: *crying, shaking, throwing up*

[proudfreakmetarusonikku]

it’s so clear that anyone who’s a fan of those fucking creeps doesn’t have a relative in the streaming industry bc like. if someone said that shit to my little brother when he was 16 live I would literally beat them to death it’s creepy and nonce behaviour especially considering HOW FUCKING MANY underage content creators are victims of sexual trauma like even in the mcyt space I can think of Multiple and the fact an adult talked to traumatised teenagers that way is sickening I hope they all go to hell.

[kokichaai]

am i ah purty gourrl