#tw $h things

[caloriecounter-ibarelyknowher]

no, I don't cvt mys3lf.

I do:

h1t my h3@d

b@ng my elbows against the walls

k1ck chairs and doors

h1t my knees, thighs and hips

fantasize about su1c1d3 and S3/f h@rn even though I will never c0mm1t or badlt hur7 mys3lf

no, I don't cvt mys3lf.

but I *do* $h

and my $h will NEVER be serious enough to get help for.

nobody cares about the odd bruise.

[tearsfallout]

[cvtmyhearttopieces]

would you still love me if you knew what goes on in my head?

[toughttt]

"Ugh need" I say to an image of someone's cuts with a hospital room in the background

[depressiv]

ⁿᵒᵇᵒᵈʸ ʷᵃⁿᵗˢ ᵐᵉ ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ⋅

[invertedrat]

!I'M NO LONGER DOING THIS!

!BRUH THIS IS OVER IM NOT DOING IT ANYMORE PLS STOP INTERACTING W/ IT!

Note goal thing that I tried before but it flopped lmao

10 notes: I'll eat something

I ate a rice cake :3

20 notes: I'll drink something that's not water :p

I drank half of a coke :3

50 notes: I'll try to start drawing again

I drew smth spooki todayy :3 I might post abt it later :3

100 notes: I'll watch a new movie (i have no motivation to)

I wtched ratatouille :3

200 notes: I'll start posting real wieiads

I'll start tommorow :3

300 notes: I'll fully commit to sewing something like a stuffed animal or sum

I'll post a poll on what I should sew :3

500 notes: I wont count my cals for a week

I'll start this coming sunday :(

1000 notes: I'll start posting pics of of me (NO FACE THO)

ok w h a t t t t 😰 im scared of y'all fr how did it get to 1k this fast :0 anyways I'll post whenever I'm having a good hair day😇 (almost never cuz I need a haircut urgently bro my layers are so overgrown it looks weird)

IM NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE, NO MATTER HOW MANY NOTES THIS GETS I WILL NO LONGER BE CROSSING THESE OUT OR DOING THEM

1500 notes: I'll start selling some useless stuff in my room

IM NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE, NO MATTER HOW MANY NOTES THIS GETS I WILL NO LONGER BE CROSSING THESE OUT OR DOING THEM

2000 notes: I'll (try to) 100% stop sh

IM NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE, NO MATTER HOW MANY NOTES THIS GETS I WILL NO LONGER BE CROSSING THESE OUT OR DOING THEM

5000 notes: I'll start telling my therapist my actual problems (I hide stuff from her)

[confusedlosergirl]

Trying to not be jealous of people who actually cut deep challenge

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

bpd culture is feeling a little bit unwanted and immediately shutting down and isolating from everyone even though you know all it does is make things even worse

[la1npilledg1rl]

I don’t care anymore. Just let me go.

This is all meaningless and pointless. I’m fighting a losing battle, I’m trying to survive something I never had a chance to begin with.

This place only brings me sadness and paint, just let me leave.

[stole-ur-pencil-sharpener]

"my child is completely fine"

dawg ur child has memorized the layers of the skin and has no plans of being a med student in the future

[birdsribcage]

Just a silly little girl with silly little thoughts of suicide

[k0-na]

Me and who?

[cvtmyhearttopieces]

Any minor inconvenience? My first instinct is to cut.

[toughttt]

.....Is your joke still funny???!?

[letusbeseventeen17]

i hate my scars i hate my scars i hate my scars i hate my scars

(i want more)(i need to make more)

[necroticghost]

im so fucking useless