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NEED

Need a partner that encourages me to cut deeper ♡

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I wish I could be a doll or a puppy, I wish just looking pretty, always being there for them and doing everything they tell me to was enough (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

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My roommate who I let live here with me for free constantly gets in the way whenever I try to do something I enjoy.

She also treats me like I'm a kid, and tells me I don't introspect enough, like she'd have any idea what I think about myself really...

I have very conflicted feelings about her...

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Long ago I thought just passing would be enough, but really it's not...

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Personally I much prefer pipeline punch, I don't like fake sweeteners and even though pipeline punch has real sugar, drinking a few of those a day still isn't enough calories for me to gain any weight.

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My posts got taken down but I didn't get banned so, kinda?

is it safe to post sh content here? or will I get banned again?

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Girls how do you actually do IM injections? I tried switching from subq to IM since I heard it's more effective and I literally had a panic attack.

Seeing just how long the needle was and how deep it went into my flesh as I was pushing it, I couldn't even get it all the way in. I quickly managed to inject my e but then I just started feeling weak, vision getting dark, ears ringing, I couldn't even disinfect or bandage it after taking the needle out.

Tried to put my hand under cold water and I couldn't even feel the sensation, my heart was beating so fast and my skin was full of sweat droplets, for a moment I thought maybe I hit something important and I'm going to die.

After laying down with my head on a bag of clothes in the bathroom for a while, I was okay...still, I don't know if I'll be capable of doing this again in 5 days.

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I seem to be really good at watching everyone else have fun without ever actually joining them.

I do this on this app too tbh, I don't know how to interact with y'all, it's scary

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MAGIC SPELL EVERYONE

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Reblog to lose 7 pounds in a week

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Reblog to weight less than yesterday

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I came back on April fool's because I am a joke!

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”please stop cutting…for me🥺”

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Guess I was gone for like? Around half a year? Yeah....

I do this with interpersonal relationships too, or whenever things seem too good or I achive any kind of sucess anywhere...

Honestly it's quite simple why, I feel like when I have a good social media account or people like me, I just feel like I'm so awful that if I keep going I'll ruin it, so I disappear from my accounts. I also ghost and cut people off when they still remember me well and don't hate me yet...if I keep going I'll just ruin what I have somehow or delete a post that was doing good or make people hate me...I don't want to touch it.

I just want to be a cozy memory...

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It would be very hard to be too weird for me (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

And weird is just another way to say unique anyway, if anyway it's a positive! (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

Would you rather be kitty, puppy or bunny?

BUNNY BUNNY BUNNY BUNNY

(I'm a bunny therinan if u can't tell)