#trying to lose 130 pounds

[blkgrlchasingfit]

Week 3 (early) Recap

This was recorded on Christmas, but here are some insights I had 😊

[elastica1995]

hm. i think i've lost 5 pounds. :/how'd that happen

[rapha-reads]

IWTV rewatch

Season 1 episode 7 [The Thing Lay Still] - part 3/3

- Okay, the triple confrontation Daniel/Louis, Daniel/Armand and Louis/Louis is long but there's so much to say, I have to quote it entirely:

[Daniel] "Well, isn't that neat and tidy?" - THANK YOU DANIEL, I know I can always count on you to point out the flaws and holes in the fabric of Louis' recollection.

[Louis] "'There was a ship. We did get on it.'

[Daniel] 'Yeah, I read that, the first 50 pages. Not exactly the, uh, adventure-of-our-lives feeling I'm feeling.'

[Louis] 'It was a traumatic escape.'

[Daniel] 'Yeah, but she didn't say that explicitly. […] But, um… there's a feeling that she hated your guts there for a while. Why is that?'"

Trust Daniel to always see the little thing that would be inconsequential to anyone else.

[Louis] "'I was haunted by my brother's death, by the abandonment of my sister, by the murder of Lestat, I…'

[Daniel] 'Murder? What murder? It was an act of mercy. You didn't kill Lestat. You spared him out of some fucked-up idea you had about love.'

[Louis] 'Love? I bled him like a pig and waited for the death rattle.'"

Oh, Louis. You are so good at lying to yourself. Good thing Daniel's too much of an excellent investigative reporter to let you fool him like you're fooling yourself. Notice how Louis looks as Daniel undoes all his lies and smoke mirrors? Like he's still trying to cling so hard to the story he's told himself for the past 80 years, like the lie is the only thing that keeps him upright, like if he admits the love, admits he wanted to save Lestat, that would completely undo him and there would be no going back?

[Daniel] "You were shot point-blank by an alderman. You were dropped a thousand feet and survived. You torched Antoinette just to make sure. Where does the trash go, Louis? You take the trash down to the street, some guys show up in a truck and they throw it in the back, and then, they drive it out to the middle of nowhere, right? No. They take the trash to the dump. And having lived two blocks away from the dump just outside of Fishkill, New York, with my first wife, I can state, with authority, what else you'll find there. Rats. Big fucking rats, the size of Kevin Durant's sneakers. Enough blood in them to bring back the dead. Especially one in a trunk with locks on the inside. You knew it, Louis. You had to. The biggest rat eater of them all."

Thank you for bringing back Moonlight Sonata! Haven't figured out yet if it's intra or extradiegetic tho. I love its presence in this episode. It's my favourite piece of classical music (I know, very original) and it's so gothic par excellence.

Mention of the first wife, Alice/Armand, no, I will not get down from this hill.

I love how Daniel's theory posit Louis as having done some planning for himself outside of Claudia's and even Lestat's, with the trunks locking on the inside and the rats needed to revive.

[Rashid/Armand] "'This session is over.'

[Daniel] 'How many days in the Islamic year? How many names are there for Allah?'

[Rashid/Armand] '355 and 99.'

[Daniel] 'Why does a 200-pound bouncer pass out after he sucks him off, and you, a wet T-shirt away from 130, doesn't even blink?'"

Ha, Daniel said 'okay who the eff are you and why am I smelling bullshit'. Meanwhile Armand said 'oh shit we're getting too close to dangerous waters and Louis is about to lose it, better reassert control'. But also, Muslim!Armand. Definitely. Not a throwaway line, not just pretence. Rolin Jones I'm counting on you to not fuck this up.

[Louis] "'I couldn't burn him.'

[Daniel] 'But Claudia could.'

[Louis] 'No', she couldn't.'

[Daniel] 'She stuck a pen in his neck. She recorded his last words in his own blood. The girl did not have a fuckin' problem tossing him on the grill, okay?'"

And Louis' wall of lies is breaking and shattering… And the pebbles of the zen garden, his other big trauma, don't help either…

[Daniel] "You cursed her into the darkness. You chose Lestat over her time and time again. You don't need a memoir, Louis. You need a hundred sessions of EMDR. You know the shit they put soldiers through when they see one of their platoon buddies get blown up in front of them?"

Say it, Daniel! These messy vamps need therapy.

Making jokes to avoid the sheer anguish in Louis' face, voice and body language, both in the 1940 flashback (the image of Louis holding Lestat's body and yelling is tattooed on my eyelids) and in 2022 (Louis sitting in his zen garden hugging and rocking himself, eyes screwed shut, trying to block Daniel and Armand's voices and the memories lives rent free in my mind).

[Daniel] "'144 years and you're still Louis the Pimp, paying a whore to sit in a room and talk with you. 'Cause why? You got some story you wanna tell the whole world about yourself?'

[Rashid/Armand] 'When you hear it you'll be ashamed, ashamed of what you say to him now!'"

Please don't hold back, Danny, do tell us what you think exactly. But hey, Louis needs to hear it.

The fuck are you talking about, Armand… Also notice how agitated he is? Feeling protective of Louis, or feeling like he's losing control of the interview, the interviewee and the interviewer all at once?

Love Armand taking off is gloves in the background. So subtle, so crucial. And then the lenses.

[Daniel] "'This is the same shit that happened in San Francisco.'

[Louis] 'Not exactly.'

[Daniel] 'How is it any different, Louis?'

[Armand] 'This time I won't save your life. Louis can sometimes act out. I protect him from himself, always have. Stopped him that night in San Francisco.'"

Oh, hello, Armand's decided to play Superman. Aaaaah, Armand's orange eyes, I love them!!!

Can we talk about Armand's infantilisation of Louis? "He acts out, I protect him from himself"… Like a child that can't regulate his feelings and needs to be put on time's out. The manipulation is deep and multi-layered, it's not just the memory alteration. Notice how Louis is pretty much dissociating, staring at the grey wall, face slowly becoming inexpressive and voice returning to flat and empty, from the moment Armand started telling off Daniel?

[Daniel] "'You were there.'

[Louis] 'You don't remember.'

[Daniel] 'No, I don't remember.'

[Louis] 'What was that you said about memory? 'A monster', was it?'

[Daniel] 'But I saw you standing in the sun.'

[Armand] 'As we age, the sun loses its power over us. What's a mediocre star to a 514-year-old vampire?'

[Louis] 'Daniel Molloy, I'd like you to meet the vampire Armand, the love of my life.'"

One, don't be too cocky, Louis, there's plenty you don't remember about that night too yourself.

Two, and we've come full circle again, the monster memory making itself fully known after lurking all season long.

Three, shut up Armand, the Sun is not a mediocre star, it's part of the entire reason there's life on this planet, show some respect. Sun deities are some of the most frequent deities around the globe. You need to come back down to earth.

Four, all the books being out of reach to Louis, another way Armand's exerting subtle control.

Five, "love of my life", BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAGA *deep breath* HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HAAAAAA, that line kills me every time I hear time. Why you lying Louis, stop fucking lying all the time. Sorry, Armand.

Daniel seeing them side by side and hearing that stupid line after listening to Louis ramble and compose poetry on the spot about Lestat for the past week or so: "hm. I sense bullshit of the highest degree. Time to destroy that whole tower of lies one by one.".

Aaaaaaaaaah, that was such a rich and intense episode!!!! What a grandiose season 1 final!!! So many different elements that have got to be revisited by other perspectives to get the full painting. So many seeds planted for season 2 and even season 3!! The writing is flawless, the acting is exquisite, the music is gorgeous, the costume, set design and stage direction are masterful. I am in love with this show.

ep1 | ep2 | ep3 | ep4 | ep5 | ep6 | part 1 | part 2

[eatin-real-good]

Young Thug (real name Jeffery Lamar Williams) was born in Atlanta, GA, in 1991. He released his first recording in 2011. He quickly achieved fame as a rapper and producer, known for his creativity and varied style of clothing. In 2022, he and a number of associates were indicted by the Fulton County, Georgia, Grand Jury for running a criminal organization, selling drugs and ordering murders of rivals. Because of the many charges against him, he has been denied bail. When he first appeared in court in May 2022 (5th pic) court records noted he was 6’3” tall and weighed 167 pounds. By December, 2023, when his trial started, media reports said his weight was 273 pounds, Photos from then show him with a large belly and face so plump many fans couldn’t recognize him. (When he recorded his first track in 2011 he was 130 pounds---2nd pic). Fans on social media say he is trying to lose weight, but the most recent photo from court shows he remains obese, much heavier than his attorneys flanking him (10th pic)

[scarybabe]

I'm sorry if this is insensitive question but you accidentally popped on my for you page (I dont know how, I'm here only for memes and chosen few writers) and scrolled a little through your dash. Well, i don't understand why are you gaining weight? As in actively seeking to gain it. Is it something you just enjoy? Kink? Fetish? For the first time in my entire life I saw anything like this and I'm not quite understanding. Im not hating or anything, I'm just a? Curious person?? Passing by.

Also good luck with anything you try to do here even tho I'm flabbergasted.

yeah that’s exactly it! My fiancé and I have a lot of mutual kinks, and weight gain (feedism) is one of them! I get a lot of satisfaction from being this size, and both of us are enjoying it a ton. I have only been fat for about 5 years of my life (3.5 ish this weight gain attempt) and my body is honestly fighting me to gain more 🥲 most of my life I was 130-140. My fiancé and I want to start a family in a few years so within the next 2 years I plan on lifting weights and not actively gaining and seeing what size my body wants it to be when I eat intuitively - I wanna be feeling my best for that 😊 it’s been a great experience though! A lot of my hobbies involve heavy physical activity so it’ll honestly be cool to enjoy those without worrying about losing weight - after I enjoy being 300 pounds for awhile, I’ll get rid of my scale 💗

[jav-uni]

Hi! Regarding Ozempic, I ALSO ended up in the hospital

So I had a really bad leg injury 3 years ago (talking snapped leg in half, compound fracture) & because of it I basically had to relearn to walk. And to this day, I still can’t do a squat, run, or go up an incline… it just hurts (I’m sure I could if I put my mind to it but like I’m not much of a hiker anyway or runner so that’s not critical to me haha).

Anyway, I was pretty down / depressed & I gained a lot of weight. I mean like I went from 150 to close to 200 pounds. So even though I don’t have diabetes, my doctor (who is a true weight management specialist, specializing in diabetes) recommended me to try it after I explained I’d been doing water aerobics for 6 months, changed eating habits with no luck. She said I’m young (25, was 24 at the time), healthy, it would help my eating habits and probably benefit me.

Unfortunately, I had a horrible reaction and I couldn’t keep ANYTHING down, not even water and I had to go to the hospital because I was losing consciousness from how dizzy and dehydrated I was. I even spent the height because of the fluids I needed.

From what I’ve noticed, people taking this drug “recreationally” (for lack of a better term) just for weight loss, normalize the vomiting / throwing up. Basically they’re giving themselves an eating disorder and once they’re on it, they’re scared to get off because of how easy it is to gain weight back.

Long story short - I lost all the weight (I’m down to 130) but I didn’t lose it in a healthy way. And to this day my stomach is still not back to normal and I’ve been off of the medication for about a year. It paralyzed my stomach & I’ll probably never eat normal again.

I would strongly advise EVERYONE to try working out first (which I did, but working out hurt), try to change your eating habits. Because even though I lost weight, it’s not worth it.

Wow. I have no words. Thank you so much for trusting me to share your story, and I am really sorry about what you've been through.

[notskinnyenoughforestnymph]

Looking for a friend to restrict with <3

Unnecessary Story time!

So, I used to be small a couple years ago... actually no it was like last ish year. December of 2023 I dropped so much because my eldest sister was getting married. I'm 5'8 and was around 125-130 pounds at the time. After that I started college and I thought "oh... maybe I recovered... I stopped sh-ing and everything. I broke up with my toxic ex and met this super nice amazing guy. I love him a lot if you can tell. But he has a thing for chubby girls.. so he fed me all the food I never got to eat and made me feel loved regardless... so obviously I gained a bit...not just a bit... I was around 160 when I first started my journey and I dropped to 125 in around a month and a half... and I kept it off for like I want to say 4-5 years. A month ago, I met an old friend from when I first lost weight and I reminded me of how I felt back then... I felt hot. Now... I feel loved but not hot. After that I couldn't stop feeling like a cow, I realized that all the clothes I loved didn't fit anymore and that I wasn't small anymore. I weighed myself and the scale flew to 177.

Something in me snapped, I didn't know what to do I felt like shit but I couldn't not eat. Me and my boyfriend live together and he's like a huge gym/fitness freak. He goes to lift like everyday for 3 hours and I join him. I started eating less and working out more... he didn't seem to mind at first but then he started asking questions.

But before I could find answers for them, I was saved. It is summer break and his parents asked him to come back home ( he's an international student). I also came back home to my parents. But when I got home it wasn't a great greeting. My parents immediately let me know that I got fat. "You were so skinny before when u went to college what happened? Don't people lose weight when they go to college? Your pants look so tight."

That was all the motivation I needed. I have been on and off fasts and if I do eat its only around 500cal a day. I work out as much as I can.

This morning my weight was 163. I glad I dropped but not happy yet. I hope I can get through this. It's a bit hard since my boyfriend calls and wants to eat with me... I told him I feel ugly and I want to diet. He wasn't happy at first he didn't want me to get too skinny but he came around and is a bit supportive now. He doesn't know I'm fasting tho.

I have a internship that needs me to use the computer a lot and it's been giving me a headache. Especially with the fast. Last time I did this it was like 6 years ago. Im a bit older now, I don't know if its gonna work the same but I'm trying.

I love watching those tw ed videos on youtube they really help get me through my thoughts.

Thanks for going through that if you did. I want to document my journey this time. Cuz last time... i was all alone and meanspo hit hard. ( I was bullied a lot for being chubby when I was little till like highschool ).

Meanspo isn't hitting this time other than the fact that I hate myself lol.

if there are any older ppl (20 - 24) here I'd love to find a friend to restrict with.

Looking forward to being hot again<3

[aestheticlifestyle33]

Body ck!!!

Too scared to ck weight on scale cus if it's not where I thought it was at, I will lose 100% motivation..

Idk why I'm like that but whatever🙄

But looking at my body it looks like I'm back at 160s again..

Thank gawd.

But if that's the case...25 more pounds until I'm 135 and 30 lbs until I'm 130...give or take!

But bf said he's going to be here around his bday and that's on the 22nd😳 8 days away!

I need to hustle!😭

There's this youtube exercise I would do where you will shrink 4 inches in a week, and yea, it works! Doing! And going to try to do a 48 hr fast as well!

Just want my waist shrunk♡

[thehorrorsaregettingtomee]

scared of boys not liking me bc i’m 130 pounds but also scared boys won’t like me bc im anorexic and actively trying to lose a smith weight as possible

[blkgrlchasingfit]

Week 1 Recap

Starting weight: 263.1 lbs

Dose: 1/2 (5ml) of 0.25mg (10ml) dose taken in Friday December 7, 2024 at 9:30pm

Experience: Tingling and feeling slight back pain within an hour of taking that 1st dose. The pain migrated to being a all out cramp in my right butt cheek that lasted all night 😂

Day 1 (Saturday): I ate crappy (Chik Fil A & Honeygrow) which was a mistake to eat all of that salty, fatty, greasy foods.

Day 2 (Sunday): I woke up with a massive headache 😫 which started overnight. Hydration is so much more important than I realized. Drinking lots of water helped to take this a bit. I started my morning off by sipping a Seeq protein shake & a Chia Seed Al Fresca I made the night before. I plan on making this a morning ritual but want to add cucumbers🥒, watermelon🍉 and lemon 🍋 for greater hydration and detoxing effects.

AVOID taking Apple Cider Vinegar at all costs! I threw up (all liquid/water) about 1 hour after taking 1 Tbsp. of ACV in 16oz. of water.

Days 3-7 (Monday-Friday): I was traveling for work this week. Zero exercise and fairly indulgent choices for dinner (including lots of alcohol 🍸 and dessert).

In the spirit of balance, I tried to keep breakfast and lunch as low-carb as possible.

Breakfast was usually black coffee, watermelon, and a protein bar/protein pastry; and

Lunch was usually grilled chicken and sautéed vegetables

Now that I'm back home I can recalibrate and plan for the next week. Even though I didn't eat great, I still lost a pound this week!😄

Here's to better choices going forward.

[thatkdpoh]

Introduction i think?

Ok so I’ve been like really excited to do this I don’t know why but this is I think controversy? I don’t know how controversy works but this is how it happened.

I am 12 yrs old, My height is 5,1 and holy shit wanna kms but I am 130 pounds. This will flucate and idk how to spell it but it’s like a line with a dot in the front or end and it goes left to right so I flucate to 130 to 140 I hate that.

How I know about ED/Backstory/rant (cringy ik sorry :c :

I was always a fat kid and I’ve hated it, I understand that I didn’t care about my weight but when I was like what 8 to 9 whenever my dad would say cow to me in taqvaylit I don’t know how to write it but I know something’s like amcic or tizizwith or afkroune which is cat, bee and turtle in that order. I would feel self conscious and sometimes cry to because I’m very sensitive which is like cringy i know lol. My heaviest had to been this year like 140 pounds but I think it was water weight and shit. Anyways my mom tried to get me to fast and she would force me or smth maybe not force but like tried to get me to lose weight. She’d say it directly and it would always make me feel bad but like I understand being 130 for like 8 yrs or 9 to 12 is very heavy and embarrassing considering I always saw kids would be more skinner than me I’d feel very bad. Until recently like last year in 6th grade I was reading fanfics of a human au of TMNT i didnt know what ED’s were so when it showed up the word bulimia I thought it meant bullshit but it didn’t sound right so I searched it up and saw the symptoms that’s when I also learned about anorexia and pica etc. When I saw the symptoms I started copying them now this is the part that I think is controversy I copied the symptoms which I know was bad but I was fucking lazy and still am couldn’t do a workout for the life of me or restrict food, I was used to eating a lot and when I saw the symptoms I copied them and they worked!! I loved it and then the minute I knew how to starve myself, I actually don’t know how to continue with that but I didn’t know how much of a deeper hole I got into but I really loved it and still do EMBARRASING. I did do exercise I did like 100 sit ups a day which did nothing but it did make my body ache and stopped, 5th grade was the worst out of all my grades for now but 6th might be second but it wasn’t that bad just a lot of crying and seeing how fat I am made me cry that’s it. Now if I don’t starve at all or try too I would feel like shit. In 6th grade I also saw that purging was a symptom so I made myself throw up but only if I ate way to fucking much and I’m so bloated it hurts and I can’t take the pressure so I throw up just to take off a little pressure and go back but then I’d feel sick which sucked :C. When Ramandan came though I was A BEAST not an actual beast but like it was my oppertuinity to fast without anyone questioning because I live in a studio apartment with 5 other people that are my family >_<. Obviously with my blabber mouth which I hate told everything to my mom but I think she thinks that I’m ok now :D. Any way I’d only eat 5 tablespoons of soup every night and I was very tired and I lost 6 pounds!! Which isn’t a lot but I made it to 124 pounds!! But then I gained it all back in summer break, cried, tried to fast for 3 days but fainted on the 36 hour?? I’m not sure because when I stopped the fast because my mom told me to eat and spoiler alert I cried cause I have little bitchitas if u know Kubz scouts u know. I paused at the 38 hour so like 36 is my highest to fast which is embarrassing again. ANYWAY NOW IM IN 7TH GRADE STUGGLIJG EITH THIS THINGY :]] I sound like those I guess I deserve it heh thing but like no I’m not seriously I just wanted to be silly. Anyway I’m gonna try that ABC diet which I think seems kind of mid to hard but I think fitnesspal would help me with it <33

BYE EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT DAY OR NIGHT HAVE A GREAT THANKSGIVING SND MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! :33

[psychoptimistic]

Lost 4 pounds in the past couple weeks or so! I was 140 lbs and now I'm 136 lbs. I know it's not much but I don't want to lose too fast then gain it all back. I want to keep it off for good this time. I'm hoping to reach my first gw (130 lbs) in the next couple weeks. I haven't been heavily restricting these past couple weeks. I've been staying around 1000 kcals a day because I figured that would be the best way to avoid binging. I was right in doing so. I haven't binged yet and I'm glad! I also started a new job that requires me to stay on my feet for long periods of time and moving around a lot so I'm sure that's helping too. I know eating disorders are a horrible thing but mine brings me so much comfort (when it's going well and I'm not binging anyway). I've been so anxious this week wondering how much I weigh. I'm trying to only weigh once a week so I don't get discouraged by water weight or bloat. Anyways, all that anxiety melted away this morning when I discovered I'm down a few pounds. I love having my eating disorder back ❤️

[und3rcoverchaos]

My husband has been losing weight, which is awesome. He has been unhappy with the extra weight for awhile, though he wasn't particularly big. But he has always been slender, so the added pounds were impacting his health and fitness levels. I am proud of him.

But he told me the other night that one of the big reasons he wants to get near his old weight is me. He wants me to find him more attractive and he knows I have always liked skinny guys. My boyfriend is also VERY thin (but he has an ED, so that isn't a good thing), at about 6'0 and 130 lbs.

Apparently, hubby has been worried that I find him less attractive than my boyfriend since he gained a bit of weight. This isn't true at all, I love him and his body whatever size it is. Twenty pounds isn't going to change that, and the only worry I had was his health as his dad has T2, and hubby's fastest blood sugar has been pre-diabetic for awhile.

I feel so bad that he has been feeling insecure. I need to make a concentrated effort to reassure him more and show him that I love him as he is, no matter what. I don't think I've done anything specific to make him feel how he does, just maybe that the BF and I are pretty physical. My husband is very...I dunno, rushy? He runs around like crazy and is always working on some passion project or hyperfixation. So I tend to just give him the occasional hug and kiss through the day, and vice versa, before he rushes off again. My BF is more chill and we spend more time being physically affectionate and stationary.

But my husband and I spend our evenings together snuggling and watching stuff (currently X-Files and Regular Show rewatches). Our sex life hasn't been very active lately, but hubby quit drinking a month ago and it's been stressful for him and impacting his brain chemicals. It's making him stressed and depressed, as is a current health issue. I have been trying to be supportive, but I can see why he would worry about it.

I dunno, I just feel shitty. I never want him to doubt my love or attraction. :(

[cybergoth66]

Celebrated my birthday all weekend. Had my husband grill chicken and shrimp so I can track my calories. I think I did well. Still maintaining 130 which was my goal because I did not want to gain weight and be miserable. I’m trying to finish this bottle of vodka so it can be gone. Time to get back on track so I can lose these 10 pounds. Let’s get it! 💪🏾

[the-smallest-gremlin]

i'm going through some shit with badger. he wants space and i am more than happy to give it to him. the space gives me the chance to lose more weight. i'm at ~130 pounds and i have already lost 20 pounds over about a 6 month period. i bet you i can get it down even more...i don't know how long badger will need space. i hope that it's until the end of april to give me time to shrink more.

i know that i should try and look after myself and i will emotionally. just not the rest lmao!

[tinnifast]

Food log, 11/6: 1 can of soup (130), 1 bag of cheetos (330), 1 probiotic shake (130)

I weighed myself this morning and... 167.4. Two ounces less than the weigh-in I settled on yesterday, except this time, I didn't get like ten different weights. 167.4 was legitimately the only weight I got no matter where I put the scale on the floor or how many times I took the batteries in and out. I still haven't taken any laxatives mostly because my digestive system is already fucked and I don't want to risk worsening it with laxative abuse, so no matter how tempting it is, I generally save laxatives for when it's been days without a BM and it's causing pain or for when I've had a super large meal/binge. This entry is longer and rantier than usual, so the rest is below the cut (sorry lol)

I'm frustrated that I gained after hitting 167.0 and that it's probably going to take a good portion of the week to get below that again, but I'm trying to stay motivated no matter how tempting it is to just give up and binge. Reminding myself that the first ten pounds were really easy and that from here, it's going to be a lot slower and a lot more difficult- and that my weight will fluctuate, and that it's okay, and that I can't retaliate by 100% starving myself because 1) I'm chronically ill and it WILL cause me to faint/be hospitalized again, and 2) my metabolism will crash.

Also, logistically, I'm wanting to get to 160 by the end of the month. I was 170 at the start of the month so I've already made some progress. If I can just get that scale to even touch 165 by the 15th, which is more than a week, I'm pretty much set- and I know I can do it.

As I mentioned earlier this week, I have another doctor's appointment. Last time I weighed myself on their scale in October I was 176-ish. I can't decline the weigh-ins without seeming suspicious but I weighed myself with a ton of clothes on and am still only at 170. It's not even been 3 weeks since that appointment so I'm afraid they'll comment on the sudden, rapid weight loss but I'm going to try to bulk up on water and high volume/low cal food to get to 174+ with clothes on before the appointment. Also gonna weigh in with my wallet and phone in hand.

Wish me luck at my appointment, and PLEASE for the love of God manifest a big drop for me tomorrow, because if I don't get underneath 167.0 in the next day or two I think I am actually going to lose my mind lol

-tinni💙