#this post brought to you by. am sick
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Haven't really posted about this but long-time headcanon of mine that what happened to the Kurashikis for them to end up at the hospital was that Akane got sick but pushed through it still going to school and not telling anyone about it because she would see Aoi pushing himself during flu season to keep going to work and learned to do the same through observation, not wanting to bother him or anyone else with something so minor until one too many days without getting treated later she collapses at school and gives everyone a big scare that the teacher needs to send her to the hospital for and realistically in my mind at least there's no way Aoi would be able to get her in or out of there without someone flagging cps unless someone saw this kid come pick up his little sister at odd hours with a story that wasn't matching up and realized that's a prime target for unethical science shit
#this post brought to you by. am sick#I have actually posted about how from the few kids from the first nonary game that we know of they have something that made them vulnerable#as targets having disabilities/a single mother and there's no doubt in my mind these two were#targeted because they were suddenly in a position where it was obvious that they were on their own#and it just happened to be the worse possible people that spotted it before anyone else#of course that could just not be how the japanese health system works but at least in here a guardian needs to sign stuff for minors#I'd assume that's the same there but I am far too sick to think of how to look that specific thing up lol#also I'm fine just got back from the hospital I just have a headache because medicine expensive#also sun far too strong for winter#zero escape#999 spoilers#nine hours nine persons nine doors 🧭#akane kurashiki#aoi kurashiki#escape room convention but it's a time loop
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Two half-bodies down, six to go! I just caught the worst cold of my life today, so this is a little sloppy and partially rushed (so I might redo it…), but it’s done, and I’m happy with it for now!
I headcanon Sarah as the original vessel for Skully, and Seth as the founding member of totheark, so for these guys’ little bits of background symbolism, I put in Skully in the shadows behind Sarah’s tree as well as a little Skully face carved into the tree, and I put eyeballs carved into Seth tree (because if I remember correctly, eyeball imagery in totheark videos is theorized to be the signature of the founder? I think??)
If I manage to kick this cold by Monday, you can probably expect to see another one of these done then (Brian’s), but if not, then the next day definitely.
#this is for the MAP part btw#did I mention that already?#my post#my art#digital art#marble hornets#art#fanart#seth marble hornets#seth wilson#totheark#sarah marble hornets#sarah reid#skully marble hornets#marble hornets bones#you brought your dog#I am very sick someone send a doctor I am literally dying help me#multi animator project
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not liberal (too traditional) not conservative (too unlikely to demonize those who disagree with me) but a secret and worse third thing (roman catholic)
#guys i am so tired of the discourse#sorry for politicsposting on main but i am genuinely so fed up with the nonsense#posts brought to you by “i am so sick of the politics news station”#margin rambles#catholicism
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our health is important! and precarious! let’s keep masking in public and not going out to spread germs when we’re sick! please!!!!!
#this post brought to you by:#had some relatives knowingly come over sick last weekend and now our entire extended family is crumbing into coughs and fever and vomiting#(i tried to fight for sick people not coming over. it was overruled. don’t you know it’s 2024 and people don’t get really sick anymore? 😩)#i haven’t gotten sick yet but there’s no way i am not gonna#and i am not looking forward to my impending long dark night of the soul; it sounds so so bad.#anyway: wish I could say this to my extended family but I’m too conflict-avoidant!#so I’m saying it to the blue abyss instead!#😷😷😷😷😷😷#MASK UP! TAKE PRECAUTIONS! NURTURE YOUR HEALTH! IT’S NEVER GUARANTEED!#dollsome's deep thoughts#and now to try to put all of next week’s work online because no way am i spreading this evil …#idk if this is covid but like. you can actually mask to help avoid all contagious illnesses! 🤯#god i really struggle with coexisting w/ my fellow humans sometimes#why does everyone else so consistently not give a crap
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btw life hack that no one will tell you about: if you need a Krankmeldung in Austria, a PVZ will likely just give you one via call. At least mine does, might depend. You don't even need to live all that close to the PVZ they are supposed to have a large Einzugsgebiet!!
And they might say that while it is possible to write the sicknote without you being there in person, you still gotta come there and pick it up, unfortunately they can't just e-mail it to you.
BUT if you log in with ID Austria on meinesv.at you can just download it there and send it to your HR.
#this post is brought to you by me not wanting to drive anywhere with a fever#which would be both stupid and endangering others#literally telefonische krankmeldung sollte standard sein#warum sollte ich mich in ein wartezimmer setzten und keime verbreiten#und überhaupt erst mal irgendwie hin kommen like im notfall könnten mich meine eltern führen aber die haben auch jobs und so#glaube der arbeitgeber würd schon merken wenn leute wirklich telefonische krankmeldungen ausnützen würden#anlügen kannst den arzt ja auch wenn du in die ordi kommst oder#PVZ STP you are the one VIP ilysm#ngl tho calling them and asking for a sick note definitely feels illegal but it is fine but it FEELS like i am somehow exploiting the syste
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I am in my fragrance free era
#as in: i am sick and tired of strong fragrances#it's aveeno or nothing. i can handle light fragrances in shampoo and lotions and soaps. in fact i like them#but mother's genes are kicking in and STRONG pungent floral smells are starting to#give me headaches. this is like. not ideal#this post is brought to you via: whoever sprays on perfume in my dorm PSA please stop it's literally filling the study lounge#and all i can smell is vanilla hazelnut jojoba surprise
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this one time in high school I got really sick, but like, not that sick, because my only symptoms were congestion and a really, really sore throat. but it was getting really close to finals week. and I was a freshman. and my math teacher did not like freshmen.
like, I'm not sure he disliked freshmen more than a lot of teachers probably do. it was probably a normal amount of disliking. and I don't think he graded us worse or anything. but he was vocal about it. he liked to call freshmen "weak butter." no kidding. I guess because he thought freshmen were generally too weak and soft. like he was an army commander or whatever—idk anything about military ranks. I don't think he was ever actually in the military, but he coached the golf team, so I guess that's pretty similar.
he always said stuff like how being sick isn't a real reason not to come to school. old people stuff or whatever. he was one of those "you better be in the hospital" kinda guys. he always said whenever he started feeling bad he would just drink some orange juice and have some mint ice cream.
I tried that once. it didn't work and was also just not a very good flavor combination.
anyways, back to me getting sick.
so my throat hurt really bad. like, super bad. so bad. like you know when you burn your tongue really bad and suddenly you're like wow I never knew bread was so scratchy? like that. on fire.
we generally had a bag of cough drops in the miscellaneous medicine bucket in the broom closet at my house. but there weren't a lot left, so I ate them all. we ran out. so my dad got more, and he brought home one of those giant bags. the ones with like 80 cough drops. like it's not a truly unreasonable size, really, but that's a heck of a lot bigger than the normal-sized ones.
for whatever reason, I decided I was just going to bring around the whole thing instead of just taking some of them with me, so for like three days I had this enormous bag of hall's cherry-flavored cough drops in my backpack. I was eating them constantly. a continuous stream. like a chain smoker.
this is about the time I looked up on the internet if eating too many cough drops can be bad for you. the answer is basically no, unless you're eating them regularly, which just decreases the efficacy (makes sense) or if you ate like a thousand in five seconds, which I'm pretty sure isn't very possible. so I was safe.
but yeah, there I was, ploughing through this giant bag of cough drops like there was no tomorrow and they were the miniature hard candy angels bringing me relief for today. I had cough drop wrappers in my jacket pockets for months afterward. so I'm like "yeah this seems like a concerning amount of cough drops. I could have perhaps stayed home instead of coming to school. that might've been wise. but I powered through, just like [math teacher] says."
so I went up to him and wanted to let him know that I suffered through it as per his advice and he just said "well, of course."
and the sheer disappointment from that reaction has instilled the need to approach every sore throat since then with the same strategy of gorging myself on cough drops, whether I stay home or not. hope you're happy, dude.
#school#high school#sickness#cough drops#story about me#freshmen#old people#this story is brought to you by my current illness#i am currently being sustained by cough drops yet again#of course. i mean. it's me.#the cherry hall's are my go-to but they didn't have any when i went to the store so i have honey lemon hall's#and um generic brand vitamin c whatsits#the cough drop ones. they do sooth it's just less so I've been alternating cuz it's not bad enough i need the strong ones constantly rn#edited to add a read more bc this is kinda long#long post
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fellow immunocompromised what the fuck do i do lol. how the fuck am i supposed to deal with this shit
#this post brought to you by: i’m sick as a dog once again and im SO OVER THIS SHIT!!!!!!!#I DO EVERYTHING RIGHT and still i am sick so often and im fucking TIRED OF IT i can’t keep putting my life on hold i can’t keep forcing my b#ody through shit like this i can’t take time off work and im falling so behind in school and im so fucking TIRED#i can’t deal with this shit. I CABG#*can’t lol#anyways so moral of this post. please give me the magic bullet on how to stop getting sick all the time lol 🥰
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I hate being an adult. Who’s supposed to take care of me, ME? I can’t take that kind of responsibility.
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I know I was the one who wanted the sun to come out but it is annoyingly warm now. How am I supposed to run today
#this post brought to you by 20 degrees celsius. shut UP okay it’s barely been over 10 for months#also the wind is 0mph and i think the humidity is damn near 100#i feel like i have been placed directly inside of a vape cloud that is pollen flavoured. that’s just how i feel personally#and you already KNOW your girl doesn’t own running shorts because i mean. LAST WEEK IT WAS LIKE 12 DEGREES#two weeks ago i ran in rain. COLD rain. and i enjoyed it!! so this will be an adjustment#i’m like do i run on the treadmill and just hope for the best or do i go out there#giving up running entirely is sadly not an option because my knee acts up if i don’t run#i’m just so sick of being MUSTY. it’s that kind of weather and that kind of humidity that just has me musty 24/7#i can have a cold shower and still become musty during the drying process i am siiiiick of this#how do people live in hot climates. my kingdom to be DRY and COLD#personal
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Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents… sometimes. But it’s uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasn’t caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..
I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. It’s wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.
I was texting my sister today about it and she said
“I 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesn’t realize it cause they’re still drinking the kool-aid.”
I ran out of tag room and didn’t want to delete any 😭 seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences
#I relate to all of this so much#and it’s so sad how many people truly have religious trauma#I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine#it’s really hard cause my parents still think I’m a Christian#honestly at this point I have no clue what i am#even if I end up still being a Christian that doesn’t help or heal all of the years of church trauma#but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents#growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold#cause I know that’s what my parents wanted and I didn’t want to disappoint them#but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there#their perfect angel fell from heaven#and I feel like ever since I haven’t been really their daughter…. I’ve just been living on the outside looking in to everything#it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith#it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally#the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church#when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with#wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was#YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for something…. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away#and the thing is I don’t necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone)#but honestly it’s just the environment they grew up in too… like I’m 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life#but won’t get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it#which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didn’t need to#^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop#sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma#yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse#sure I’ll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? it’s 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while I’m dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past#please don’t get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I don’t blame them - they did their best#it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didn’t grow up in the church or in a super religious family#I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help
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if twitter finally does fully collapse, on the one hand i’ll lose touch with a lot of people I really like, but on the other hand I’ll never have to see my ex-boyfriends stupid fucking face ever again, so maybe it would be worth it
#he’s a pretty successful youtuber so despite muting him so hard#sometimes i still am forced to see him and see the shit he’s up to#which consistently upsets and infuriates me#and i’m SICK of having to be a chill bigger person about it!!!!!#this brought to you by:#he was at the NYC MI premiere and I saw a picture of him posted by a critic i follow#and i’m so MAD#this is not quite as bad as when he texted me to tell me was going to the Rome premiere#which was cruel of him to do#but it still grates at me#anyway#delete later
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Just tore apart the kitchen looking for my matcha latte mix that was put in a usually out of reach place by my father (the power of petty "where the fuck is my latte mix" knows no physical bounds) and upon realising that I couldn't even make an iced latte because we have no ice either I proceeded to stick my latte in the fridge for half an hour. my cottagecore lifestyle is in shambles. will report back if it chilled it or not
#my posts#I have been searching for this mix for several months btw. the frantic search only brought on by the fact that I have wanted to cook#for three days but been unable to due to food poisoning and the Day I feel well enough to cook my father leaves out Every Pot We Own#dirty around the sink and on the stove#And you may be saying 'oh can't you just clean them?'#To which I say no. the sink was so full and even if I did clean it there was nowhere to put it that wasn't covered in More dirty stuff#also fuck dude I can't stand for more than an hour if I cleaned all that I'd be out of energy. also that's like. his one job in the house so#yes I am ranting now over smth small. I am pissed and feeling sick from searching for like half an hour. fuck
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Funny how having a partner has made me go from “I hope that’s not food poisoning” to “I hope it’s only food poisoning so at least she’s not sick too”
#posts brought to you by sick mark#I am not feeling cash money#but she hasn’t woken up to hurl so#positive signs#personal#mark rambles#tw: vomiting
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#that post about meeting people in the wild reminds me what my therapist said#“you should meet another person. after some healing of course” and at that time i did not thought so much about it#i was crying and sobbing so bad for me to process that information#but now that i remembered. how the hell will i do that without using a dating app?#imagining that i am already healed without trauma and willing to open my heart again for someone else#how would i: an asexual neurodivergent introvert. would find a compatible person in the wild? that is kind of impossible!#using a dating app? ugh. that is very wack. i do not know a single person who had a good experience using one of those#and truly. would i ever be fine to have romance again? the remaining romantic love i have is dying#the trauma changed me from greysexual to fully asexual. after years of self hate i was comfortable with my naked body#now that i am sex repulsed. i can not tolerate see my body. even in this hellish heat of summer i must have clothes. showering is a torture#would not be better to be Aroace and that is it? being free of all that partner stuff? just having more friends would not do the trick?#i can try to find a way to change and not want to have physical affection nor physical love. It always brought me trouble#but i doubt my therapist agrees. she was kind of serious about having another person with me#why i am not strong enough to do everything alone? why do i have to be prone to sickness? why the hell do i need physical love?!#is so gross and awful. i hate my body so much. why do you need that fucker? we can hug ourselfs! settle for that
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plagued by the fact that I naturally sigh quite often and very dramatically
#whimsy whispers#every other day I sigh like this and someone goes ‘what’s wrong?’ nothing I just have trouble breathing and sighing like this is usually me#catching my breathe but I sound like I’m sad#which like I Am Always Sad but I’m not sighing about it#my sighs are almost exclusive to me trying to fuckin breathe#this post brought to you by: my breathing troubles got worse in the past few days and I’ve been sighing a whole lot#I imagine it’s because I’ve been sick but I’m like getting better so I think I’m being punished#to go from being sick to having breathing problems while still being kinda sick to my period fast approaching#it’s all cruel#AND THE SLEEPING PROBLEMS BECHQSE ITS HOT AND TOO QUIET AND I CANT USE MY FAN BECAUSE THE HUMIDIFIER BROKE#UGH#also my plans for the day fell through#I am the unhappiest camper rn#the one good thing? fluffy is very sweet and cuddles with me
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