#this is literally the worst and i hate this and i hate myself

[thebestsetter]

"No"

"C'mon dude!" Otoya asked - no, begged Karasu "It won't kill you!"

"I already told you. No." Karasu rolled his eyes "Want it in any other languages? Nein. Não. Non."

"Why?" Otoya huffed, making little clouds on the air from the cold, as Karasu unlocked the door to his mother's house for a so called 'emergency family dinner night' (apparently Otoya was a family member already) "Give me one good reason"

"Well, where to start?" Tabito put his index finger on his chin, like he was thinking deeply about something. Then, he began lifting the fingers from his other hand as he listed "One, you're a cheater. Two, you're my best friend. It's strange. Three, she lives in another country. Four, she's way out of your league, man. I could go on and on if you want me to."

"No, it's fine" Otoya frowned "I'm going to get your sister's number myself."

"And just how are you gonna do that?" Karasu smirked "She lives far away from here. There's no way for you both to communicate with each other. Just accept it, man. You won't ever see my sister again."

"I'm going to find out one day" Otoya said, while Karasu opened his door. "I feel it."

"Sure you do"

Karasu was already used to it, honestly. Ever since Otoya saw you at his birthday party four months ago, he's been pestering Tabito to give him your number.

Apparently, Eita had a "crush" on you, Tabito's sister. Ha, what a joke.

Like Karasu would ever let that happen. You're way too good for Otoya. You guys just can't be together.

And it's not like he's worried, too. You moved out of Japan at 17, when you got a letter to attend to college in Brazil. B-r-a-z-i-l. The other side of the world. It's literally impossible for you and Otoya to basically talk to each other, imagine dating. The thought almost makes Karasu laugh, honestly. It' so ridiculous. It's insanity. It's crazy.

"Hi, Tabito!" He hears his mother say when he oppened the door "Hello Otoya!"

"Hi mom"

"Hey, auntie!" Eita answered, smiling wide and smirking to Karasu while mouthing something very similar to 'I love your mom'.

Gross.

"Let's eat!" Mrs. Karasu smiled, clasping her hands together while making her way to the kitchen "I have a surprise prepared for you, 'Bito!"

"Oh?" Karasu smiled gently "I wonder what it is"

"I sure hope it's that new videogame that came out" Otoya said "I really wanna play it"

"You do know it's gonna be mine, right?"

"Dude, we're bros. We give each other goodnight kisses. I think we can share an expensive videogame"

"We don't kiss each other goodnight"

"Oh, so you agree with the videogame part? Great!" Eita smirked

"I hate you"

"Sure you do"

"So, about your surprise..." Karasu's mother came back from the kitchen. Apparently, the surprise was so big and great that she couldn't wait for dinner to tell everybody "I think I'm gonna tell you now"

"Stop making me curious, mom!" Tabito smiled "Spit it out, already!"

"Okay, okay. But I'm not gonna tell you. I'm gonna show you. Be prepared...

(Name)!"

Huh. That sounded strangely like your name.

And who's that girl that looks exactly like you, Karasu's older sister who Otoya has a big fat crush on?

"Hi, Tabito! You won't believe it: I'm gonna spend a month here in Japan! Isn't it great?"

No.

No way.

No fucking way.

"Oh my God" Tabito muttered, horrified

"Oh my God" Eita said, smirking "Impossible, huh?"

Oh God, please no.

This would be the worst month of Karasu's life. (And the best of Otoya's)

Not my best work but I had a test today, so I kinda have an excuse (no I don't)

[chosentragedy]

I came here to say that I absolutely hate being targeted just for simple drawing of Emmabruce. People are very biphobic on Twitter and they come up with the worst excuse and their own biases to hate on them even knowing the ship JUST CAME OUT. I cannot stress this enough but my art is personal to me. I draw for me and me first. Ships are supposed to be enjoyed and mess with so I don't get why people cannot just block or ignore the ships they don't like.

I also gotten a lot of "criticisms" in regard of my portrayal of them.

" " Because these shit are literally made up or fueled by their own biases.

If I make Bruce protect Emma is me making her a damsel in distress. If I make Emma protect Bruce is me making her a mother figure. If I make her mean then she's a mean girl. If I make her kind then she is OOC.

If I make Bruce a softy then I woobified him. If I make him sassy then he doesn't deserve Emma.

I can't win with these people and tbh I do not care.

Also the sentiment that Rivals artists cannot enjoy and draw their favs unless they read the 200 comics first is such a killjoy cause first of all. MR itself is not even comic accurate. Bruce is all joy and whimsical in compared to his comic counterparts and don't even get me started on Namor.

Some MR artists only make contents for Rivals and that's ok! After all the game has its own lore and universes.

I argue that many, including myself have started getting into comics because of MR. But OFC y'all should know how time consuming comics are and not everyone can sit through so much in so little time so just keep in mind and let us have the time to go soak everything in.

Also if you could just tell them nicely. I will tell you that most times PPL are very eager to listen. I have my own Hulk/Bruce experts friends who can help me with my art. If I need a fact check, I can just ask them for help.

At the end of the day. Fandom should be fun. Unless someone is doing something hurtful, I don't see why you should harass them like oh my God, grow up.

Thank you for reading my little rant!

[bunnysdollette]

🍮 dealing with insecurities and agoraphobia | DOLLETTE DIARIES 01 ⋆˙⟡♡ (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) 🍰

── .✦ just keeping it a buck cause no one’s life is pink glitter and sparkles all the time. my new series on healing trauma and mental wellness

₊˚ෆ MY EXPERIENCE

like many people my insecurities have been a large part of my life. the sad part is there are few known photos of me, I avoid being put on the spot by others, and I HATE talking about my physical appearance.

it’s only now that I’ve realized this fear actually isn’t just some normal teenage insecurity, but it’s a serious case of agoraphobia. when thinking about being in public and doing things like eating, speaking to others, etc. it would induce this extreme suffocating fear of being perceived and judged. leaving my home is still such a challenge for me and I suffer from panic attacks just looking in the mirror, or hearing comments about my face from others. if anyone else can relate, just know that you aren’t alone. agoraphobia is literally the worst thing to deal with in a world where everyone seems perfect, but just know that there’s NOTHING wrong with you.

₊˚ෆ HOW IM HEALING

exposure therapy - I’ve been trying to expose myself slowly to different settings to work on my social anxiety. For example, I’ve never bought something from a store by myself before because I was so terrified of embarrassing myself it almost made me throw up, but I did so the first time last weekend.

count to ten - I would say things to myself like “when I reach 10, I’ll do this.” it actually works for me personally because it induces this small amount of panic when I reach 10 to bolt up and do whatever I set my intention on.

Be more conscious when it comes to social media - no one is perfect. I would block accounts that I would frequently obsess/compare myself to and try to take breaks when social media became a negative influence on me. It’s very easy to get caught up in this pool of inadequacy and never feeling good enough bc of social media, but you have to remind yourself it isn’t real.

sound therapy - helps during panic attacks or times im on the brink of tears. meditation with high frequency or just some calm music can be a powerful tool to calm the nervous system.

your body deserves to feel safe. you’re human, you aren’t a perfect robot. your flaws are what make you unique and amazing. be proud of who you are because the chance of you being born is 1 in millions 💫

[tommyssupercoolblog]

Ok do all of those but also identify why the specific unhealthy coping mechanisms you HAVE are appealing for you.

Like okok. Here's one of mine. Sometimes when something bad happens or I see a bad discourse take, I zone out and start thinking and imagining about awful things happening because of that thing or take, and getting worse and worse and worse as I spiral until I have a panic attack over a thing I MADE UP. I do the worst case scenario and "and then and then-" with the worst case scenario for THAT worst case scenario and keep going down the line of the most unrealistic, awful chain of events possible where every single thing goes as wrong as possible at every single opportunity. This makes me!!! WORSE!!!!!!

The reason I do that is because- little autistic fact about me- I hate unpredictability and I have this NEED to feel secure and safe and prepared. It scares me when I'm not prepared for things, or when I feel like I don't know what's going to happen; especially if it could be something bad. So when I'm upset, the first thing I do is seek reliability and a sense of knowing what's going on next.

So in my head, my brain was going "uh oh a bad thing happened!!! What if bad things keep happening??? We need to prepare ourselves for these things that might happen!!! Quick, brainstorm bad things so we can know they're coming before they happen!!!!!"

But instead, I can make myself feel secure and prepared and like I have an idea of the future by asking Seán (or a calm person in general, but he's usually calm and he's always right there. If he was freaking out too tho I'd pick my mom or smthn) about it and having a discussion on what could happen because of whatever the thing is. And because the other person is calm, they can think more logically and shoot down things that wouldn't work IRL. They can tell me what's actually most likely to happen, and why. They can work through the "what if"s with me and help me understand the actual reality of what's going on.

Sometimes when people are mad at me I worry they hate me, want me dead, and are actively trying to murder me, and will successfully both find me, travel to where I am, attack me, and kill me, and then I'll die helplessly while they cheer about it. All of those are huge leaps, and anyone there to talk w me about it would go- "hey, actually, let's pause for a minute because those are big jumps and don't make sense."

Seàn is the best at doing this because he's my husband so he knows me and how I think very well, and has the most practice, and also because he's naturally very smart so he does good logics and explainings, but it's also just. Important no matter what!!! Being able to run through possible futures in a way that's actually grounded and isn't just my worst nightmares fullfils my need to feel like I know what's going on without making me MORE upset and panicked.

So what YOU CAN DO is list all the unhealthy coping mechanisms u have, go down the list for each and figure out what need/desire you're relying on that specific one FOR, and find a way to fullfil that needs WITHOUT hurting urselfs!!!!! You don't have to make a literal list either, just think with your thinky brains!!!

I hope this helps :DDDDDD!!!!!!

why do all the alternatives to unhealthy coping mechanisms fucking suck. does anyone have things that actually work because Im finally pulling myself away from something I know isn't making anything better but I don't know what to do instead

[lazylittledragon]

mombin pt 9!! it's been too long i'm sorry

(1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)

[cosmicjoke]

The alliance betrayed Eren. The whole world wanted Paradis killed and all Eren did was fight back. What else should he have done? It was genocide vs genocide. His friends are hypocrites and horrible characters that wanted to play moral police. Hanji and Levi were horrible mentors. Open your eyes.

If you genuinely believe any of the garbage that you just spewed, then you need mental help.

I shouldn't even take the time to point out to you what's wrong with your "argument", because honestly, anyone this stupid and lacking in self-awareness isn't worth mine or anybody's time.

But I'll just lay out a few, basic facts for your edification.

Eren betrayed his comrades, over and over, starting with his literal incitement of war in Liberio, through his purposeful elimination of any other course of action that Paradis could have taken to secure their future. War only came to Paradis in the first place, you total clown, because Eren and Zeke orchestrated it themselves. I don't know how many times this has to be pointed out to people like you before it gets through that sediment-thick rock you call a skull and into the mush you call a brain. Go read the manga again, or watch the anime, and maybe try paying attention this time past the masturbation session you engage in every time Eren comes on screen.

The Survey Corps' entire mission statement was to dedicate themselves to the salvation of humanity. Not "Paradis", humanity. And Eren betrayed that mission in the most fundamental way possible by committing mass genocide on a global scale. He literally spit on the legacy and sacrifices of every single one of his comrades, including those who had given their lives to protect his, because they believed he was essential to humanity's survival. Instead of honoring that sacrifice by doing everything in his power to save humanity, he did the exact opposite by deciding to wipe humanity out of existence because he was disappointed the world didn't look like the pictures in Armin's books. That's how shallow, pathetic, selfish and childish Eren is.

You call Levi and Hange "terrible mentors", when Eren literally did exactly the opposite of what they both tried to teach him. Levi specifically told Eren to make the choice he could live with, the one he wouldn't regret, and yet, in the end, we see Eren filled with nothing but regret, drowning in self-loathing, because he knows he made the choice which went against what he knew in his heart was right. He spurned Levi's guidance entirely. Eren knew what he did was wrong and not justifiable on any level. What Eren did didn't sit right in any way, shape or form with his own, moral understanding of the world. Nobody made Eren into what he was. Nobody made Eren do what he did. It was a situation entirely of his own making and choosing.

You call the other members of the alliance "horrible characters" because they couldn't and wouldn't stand by and allow literally billions of innocent people to be murdered in cold blood. Remind me to pray to God that no important decisions are ever left to you. The lack of self-awareness in your statement is shocking in its depth. You don't see how, if this is what you truly believe and support, that it's you who's the truly terrible and horrible person here. Frankly, you're a disgusting example of a human being.

By stopping Eren, Levi, Hange and the rest of the alliance were upholding everything the Survey Corps originally stood and fought for. You calling them traitors and hypocrites is repulsive in its stupidity.

And that's all I'll say on the matter. You can now go back to waiting in line with Floch to swallow Eren's cock, since that's clearly what you really want to spend your time doing. Try not to choke.

[honeekyuu]

need everyone to know that im writing the syntax section of my paper (we on page 15 yall) with an open tub of crunchy pb next to me and the full plot of genius ch4 sitting in a doc that hasnt yet seen the light of day

[flovoid]

What a good thing we lose? What a bad thing we knew ♬

[nwarrior777]

okay internet, i know that you not ready for this but

it's strange being all omgyes #slay yay totaly okay for like, all kinks, but going #omg wtf cringe scull emoji about fat kink

like we as society know how kinks works (importance of consents, special rules for practices like using special candles for wax play, etc), we know how really infinite can human fantasy go and so on and so on but why is it still taboo to be openly horny about things like big tasty meal with your lover

can we be finally chill about it

p.s. i have post which gives good arguments on this topic but i couldn't find it by search, only in my blog archive, so here is the link.

The problem with fat kink is not in it existing, but in not-exsisting of range of image of fatness in media

[cryptdfish]

“white mourning.”

[buttercupshands]

wait a minute

stop.

stop it.

[thatneoncrisis]

nobody tell me to watch angel i dont care if its good im gonna be a little bitch about it. i hate that guy i get mad every time season 4 mentions him

[cookinguptales]

pmdd has you crying in bed like "and the fact that I cry for like three days every month is another reason why no one will ever love me!!!"

patently ridiculous illness

[why-the-heck-not]

Starting to almost wish I could just go do this fucking presentation today solely bc I’m getting mad and tired of the anxiety, how is it physically possible to be this anxious for so many days straight. There has to be a limit how long u can be on the verge of an anxiety attack like ????

[he1chouarts]

I can never say no to the Lae'zel fling and he's being a jealous little git about it lmfao

[burningfunobject]

I can't do this anymore I miss them all so muchhhhhhh