nwarrior777

[nwarrior777]

hey i am actually have a game in developing process, and all characters got voice actors accept one middle age woman character

its "MainSpring Rays: The Power" on CCC (Casting Call Club - if you voice actor you probably know this website, i was recommended to look there for voicec and ho boi if i did found absolutely epic people there) and also i made post with update on this blog not so long ago, you can check it too

so yeah, if any trans woman look for opportunity of voice acting, more than welcome. check out the role on CCC project page, and go on if you like.

also idk how to describe it, hope will say it right, non hrt/early hrt (?) trans women voices are even better cause the character voice should sound well. The character is refuge group member, group don't have roof or place to live and they sleep in forests and roads and tired as f and not very at good health, and also by lore she painted The Masterpiece of Truth by lightning a beam of fire light out of her chest in town taken by darkness. so, yk. If your voice is not very light cute and elegant but harsh deep and husky, or you can do both and you woman - yes yes gimme gimme

but important: this character is cis and it's anticapitalistic free indie game unfortunately role not paid. but game is very short, not like, tons of lines for this character. if you fine with this and above - check out the role ❤

The amount of trans women voicing characters in animation and games (yes even indie games and animation, and yes even queer indie games and animation) has drastically dropped off since 2022.

Basically from 2020 - 2022 there was a “small but noticeable” inclusion of trans women in these spaces.

Since the end of 2022? Dramatic drop off.

And yes it is specifically affecting trans women more than other queer identities.

[nwarrior777]

people tried to defend severance, on my take about it being offensive to Systems.

by saying it is not, and show treat this theme good

these people weren't haters. some of - my mutuals even. i am not saying they are bad or i hate them for defending the show - chill, severance fans, between hate and love whole spectrum of infinity of feelings, ok.

but i am getting more and more sure that i am right about severance *not* being good on topic of Systems. Harmfull actually. And i got very good example of this show negative influence on the theme

cause i saw video right now. about dating. with, i am quoting "severance"

it's vid from usually - very good creator, nice vibes, kind, progressive.

and it was a humour skit about date, there character switched personalities. humor was not targeting ""severance"" character, target of jokes was not-""severance"" character on the date being rude cringe person. but, not the point

point is, term which was used for describing a character with multiple personalities was "severance".

and it was line in the vid saying "oh i didn't know it is a real life thing"

also vid ends with not-"severance" character saying "what the f-" about situation. the situation in sketch basically was about the fact of "severance" people exist in real life

and no, there wasn't any twist about "whoah, it was easier to just tell this rude guy that it is a show thing than giving lecture about systems". No. The "is it real life thing?" and term "severance" to describe Systems - it was used with no "no, actually it doesn't work like this" after.

Systems were called "severance" and fact of Systems existing was shown as something which is not happening irl and *it's the show thing*

do you see now, what i am talking about

"it's not the show it's vid of some youtuber!!!" - yes. based on the show.

do you see now, that i mean then i say "we need media where Systems are Just A Character in slice of life thing, not the core of surreal setting based story"

I looked on fans of the show speak on prev post, even i didn't tag it for show tag especcially for reason i knew they will defend it, and expected to hear System voices.

And, not many, very not many was brave enought to speak against show which looks like everyone loves to 10/10. Even on my blog, even on my critique post on that.

So Systems - THIS is post for you.

If anything wants to be said about topic on this post - permission given to Systems only.

If you not system commenting this post - your comment on this post will be deleted. If you will reblog the post and add smth, being Not System - rule of this post is, it will not be count and seen as valid opinion. Make your post if you want to say something about it, being not System. I wouldn't understand why you would wanted to do it, but i can't tell you rules of your post. But these are rules of mine

If you are system but you afraid to speak up against the show which seems like everyone around is fan of - you can send me anon ask, i will post it

It's is not fucking okay, what i described in post. And i don't hear any critique of severance for causing things like this.

I am not mad on the creator of vid - i think the person probably literally didn't know Systems *is* real life thing or didn't know theme well enough, and made mistake, which sometimes can happen. other content of the person is very good and very nice and lovely

I am mad on media which keep narratives of Systems being something *not* real, but surreal and for plot with strange things happening only. Never showing Systems as just a human character just in. Real life.

And i am mad at severance which keeps and spreads this stigma narrative, spreading misinformation and leading to vids like this, and i mad that it is beloved and not given reflexia on this by everyone around so much, that i have a feeling that people are just afraid to say something against it

Here you can not be afraid to speak.

I am not a System, but i don't like then media narratives spread missinformation about something or someone, leading to takes about some people being "not real life thing"

This post is only for Systems comments, others will be deleted. Only System opinion on severance counts on this post, and from now - only Systems opinions about severance counts on this blog. My ask, with anon option, open for that too.

This blog is safe place for Systems to speak up about this show with critique, and if you System and you want to - use it

[nwarrior777]

my dear friend i would love to not, but post then will be not in tags

i hate censorship hard and very. and boi was i mad then censorship didn't let to tag a post with a smut joke comics (IT WAS FULL CLOTHES ON CHARACTERS SPEAKING) with dialog like "- what i love about love? love triangles! dick, mouth, ass. yk! love triangle! - and what about pussies my dear? love square! - big regards, but not my thing". The text was ON IMAGE not even in post. It appeared in tag (it was fandom thing, so i wanted it in fandom tag) only then i slapped tumblr jpg. logo on " bad " words!!!

but it doesn't mean we need to censor ourself. we just have situation where we have to, and. what we actually need is find solution of problem which is companies trying to turn internet from cool place for unbelivable way of communication to another money getting instrument, and they don't need "chaos" here with all that people do things, they just need internet to become their web money wallet. and they don't need freedom talk in that money wallet, and what is more freedom than sex desires joy and talking on hard topic with community.

so my thought is we have our full right and need to talk about sex and hard topics without changing words in try of escaping algorithms, shutting ourself down. but situation is we are in position of we have to, and we need to figure out way of how to take our freedom of speech back

STOP CENSORING YOURSELF ON THIS WEBSITE. FUCK SHIT SEX MURDER ALCOHOL DRUGS FAGGOT DYKE QUEER TRANS BITCH SLUT WHORE SEX SEX SEX SEX!!!!!!!!!!!

[nwarrior777]

was re-reading my poem notes and found this bit there character is talking about dictators

"

it's not a power, fool

it's most sad human weakness

to let yourself do violence 

which is beyond the point of forgivness

"

i mean. damn

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also like, it is so mesmerizing to watch performance of actor who play lover (Patrick) of Harvey Guillen's character (Eli) in Companion

cause it seems like director said smth like "so like, play it as, idk, you possessed by Love itself for Harvey Guillen's character, like, you obsessed and madly in love with him but this love is maybe feels like burning hell but at same time it's absolute heaven which are seen through your eyes which are bright cloudy sky on impressionists landscape, when you look at Harvey, and actually it is all You not just eyes then your characters together. like. does it even makes sense?" and the actor be like "sure!" and delivered Exactly That

[nwarrior777]

decided to check out Companion and HHHHOOOOO

little no spoilers review:

IT'S SUCH A GREAT FILM. no like, it's SUCH. A GREAT. FILM!!!

IT'S NOT SEQUEL OR FRANCHISE OR WHATEVER. Whole promo campain hided what it is about, giving you chance to look on SOMETHING NEW and something INTERESTING.

like everything in it FEELS. SO. FRESH

it's like you feel like authors had white paper and they could do anything - no having to connect it to other franchise thing, or other season, etc etc - and HO BOI IF THEY DID THINGS

the structure of the film is done PERFECTLY. if you don't saw trailers - you watch and think "okay okay, how the previous things will work with situation happening rn?? oh in THIS brilliant way" if you *did* saw something - you think "okay, how they will even connect it to all this - oh, in THIS brilliant way. what a fuckin wow!". soundtrack, the picture, details, location, camera work, effects - it's very good quality made film.

AND GOOD GOES TO SCRIPT, I MEAN PLOT I MEAN MESSAGE I MEAN IDEAS I MEAN ALL THIS - OHHHH HOW IT'S GOOD!!!

characters are SO interesting, their actions and connections and consequenses of actions are written SO good and it is made to the structure and setting SO GOOD and all of this together gives you SO. GREAT. MESSAGE AND THOUGHTS TO THINK ABOUT. THOUGHT - S - so many thoughts to think! very nice work and reflexia on themes film takes

who is the director i need to check out the other works, it's EPIC work. very very good made film with very interesting idea message thoughts and, it's something So New.

p.s. to harvey guillen fans, cause if you my follower you probably know about this film through him being in - ABSOLUTE MUST WATCH. You know, sometimes i look on harvey roles and think "oh my god, harvey you are such talent and shining star, why are they treat you like that. should i became movie director, to take you in film there you play gorgeous, loved, queer character, with respect from narrative". guess what - someone in Hollywood finally fckin done this!

harvey's character is shown as gorgeous, Very loved, he has absolute range of moments from cute to Ethereal, just WATCH he is incredible in this film

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on the one hand i want to watch severance cause hype is everywhere, on the other i hate plots with "it is splitted personality based on thing BUT IT'S MYSTERY and StRangE" because systems are like. yk. real.

your coworker can be system, your friend can be system. it doesn't turn your life into some mystery spooky twisted tv show or smth. can we see systems characters who are Just A Dude, and theme of splitted personality in some other plot rather than "...it was ANOTHER PERSONALITY OF SAME CHARACTER ALL THIS TIME! HA! GOTCHA" or some other "ha twist" or "straaaange things and mistery!"

am i alone on this feeling or

[nwarrior777]

self reblog cause seems like i didn't guess good timezone posting!

Lighting Up the beginning of Spring!

With development of my game update!

Images Descriptions in ALT

Let me remind you what project is about:

Aaa bit more about values, because it really became heart of the project!

To most interesting - Progress part!

That's it for today!

I wanted to bring you just a bit of warm today, hope it worked!

And i hope i didn't do smth very wrong here in Describing or on images. To help the project to be more good checked on accessibility things - we are very very VERY open for new dev team members!

We need disabled players and coders (all types of disability will be cool!) for consultations and testers roles

Also voice actor for one character, and, text editors

Write me on krisvolyk777@gmail.com if you want to join!

Or apply to role on CCC game page (pls find it by name, tumblr hates links as i remember 😅)

Keep heart flamed!

With Love, Kris ❤

[nwarrior777]

Lighting Up the beginning of Spring!

With development of my game update!

Images Descriptions in ALT

Let me remind you what project is about:

Aaa bit more about values, because it really became heart of the project!

To most interesting - Progress part!

That's it for today!

I wanted to bring you just a bit of warm today, hope it worked!

And i hope i didn't do smth very wrong here in Describing or on images. To help the project to be more good checked on accessibility things - we are very very VERY open for new dev team members!

We need disabled players and coders (all types of disability will be cool!) for consultations and testers roles

Also voice actor for one character, and, text editors

Write me on krisvolyk777@gmail.com if you want to join!

Or apply to role on CCC game page (pls find it by name, tumblr hates links as i remember 😅)

Keep heart flamed!

With Love, Kris ❤

[nwarrior777]

HAPPY 30K NOTES TO CAN YOU STAY DISCO ELYSIUM POST

i very proud of this work and i very thank you for all attention and love it is getting still

wish you all sad wet kittens a warm kim kittensuragy who will stay with you and will comfort you out of darkness

"CAN YOU STAY?" Disco Elysium fan comics

This game really touched my heart... and gave me so much inspiration... this is my tribute

I want to mention @thirdchildart , her work with visual metaphors was huge inspiration for this comics too, especially that stream where she was talking about visual storytelling in her tma animatic

Disclaimer: This is not an instruction on how to deal with amnesia or the effects of alcohol. I've never drank alcohol and have absolutely no idea what to do in alcohol situations. The situation in the comic is fiction, based on the game lore. If you see someone in similar circumstances, or you experiencing something like this, go to doctor

[nwarrior777]

* looking on news * well, time for world wide communities unite

this activist project i participated in (you can tell by illustrations) helps transgender people, including hosting a shelter. place where queer people with nowhere to go, can live temporary. and this place is very needed - shelter takes place in very common country choice for queer people escaping from russia. as you can guess, it's a lot of people in need.

and it's need donations, foreign donations especially. it's russian initiative, but it can't take donations from russia - in russia being connected to queer organization can lead you to prison, because russian laws claming queer people extremist criminals. also trump fucked up all NGO organizations work in entire world, so, this organization exist basically, on non-russian cards donations only

also it would be miracle but: if you can make every month donation subscription, it will be even more saving cause shelter is long term project and with subscription donations the organization will be able to plan their work. but, one time donation is huge help too

tl:dr: queer initiative which provides shelter for queer people needs donations to keep it going

[nwarrior777]

hi

i've got my first more serious than flu physical disease in adulthood, need meds on that, also need rent and food and my usual meds

need about 400$ on all this

pls if you can & want to help - donate on link. website can be laggy and not take payment, but i don't have other options atm

https://hipolink.me/nwarrior777

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and also

Vampire Lord and his Guard, who is madly in love with the Lord, becoming most effective protective love machine, who noone can defeat

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Red Chains

little poem about Prince who sold his soul to the devil, to bring back Knight from the death, who he was in love with. Accept he didn't, and he loosed his mind after knight death, being in psychosis agony, healing painfully slowly. And all that written from the point of view of The Servant, who know everything that happens in castle, but noone knows that he knows. And noone knows that Servant in love with Prince

shadow shadow shiny glass shadow shadow pass that pass shadow shadow i am just a servant nothing i am everythere and everyone see me but noone knows what i am hiding

...love ......love .........love

i am just a servant and you are so high i am near you all the time but it feels like i am on earth and you are flying in the sky and i look at you at your majestic wings which are now broken and you fall and fall and i stand on the ground with my open arms

if somebody make you  ever feel any worse i will be so fucking rude-

no, 

i will shut my mouth i know myself  i am just a servant i am not capable of that all i want is you, i want your hug and kiss

but there is no need of me to you

there is other one who you miss

even if that one gone long ago

i know its hard to be alone but is my hand and heart is worse than nothing at all???

i know i know it's just that thing of health it's like that love of yours with sudden end  broke every bones of yours but same with mind

i can't imagine how painful to feel the pain of this kind pain not in body but of your whole existence how it feels to loose control my whole life was under i don't know any other role

honestly  if to think this way i am scared now  to open the door soul of mine have, i think so much more maybe better stay  on the role i play maybe it's too late to be something more

...but

but i feel it

in my heart i feel this More

oooo- ooo... oh.... all i want... is....  your love.....

i am just a servant i am just a stroke on background landscape leaf of foliage even artist doesn't pay attention what a tension tension what a tension in my heart i am nothing but i feel every feeling and it's tearing me apart

i am just a servant but i don't want to be it i want to be Your Lover i want i want to be

i want to sit with you on flower grass drinking orange juice from the fancy glass i want you to teach me grammar i saw you writing poems i heard you read some of it you are so gentle poet i want to hug and kiss you melt in softness of your body

but then i am coming to you bed you don't even let me touch your hand

your mind out of control and it is painfull to me i am a servant and my order is  to make your happy

this order it is given to me by myself

and i will do it

everything has end

and even if  even IF i will be next my time will be someday over too and your, my dear love, too hell, we all die but we have a bit of time to be alive

and i will do my best to bring you back to life

i am not a doctor

just a servant

but i will be faithful  to my selfmade order

[nwarrior777]

so.... you guys wanted ocs........ i think i kinda will deliver quite Something

[nwarrior777]

probably will have some time of rest to draw for myself soon

any wishes?

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was trying to sleep and then thought about that last post of mine was pretty well yeah the post indeed and i hope i will not be shadowbanned or smth

so this is a check post on it

bip boop