#I wanted to be a good child SO badly

[cookinguptales]

pmdd has you crying in bed like "and the fact that I cry for like three days every month is another reason why no one will ever love me!!!"

patently ridiculous illness

[moregraceful]

Aaron Ekblad's apology for taking PEDs whips ass. "Lol oops. Hey sorry I took drugs to fix my exploding body. Fuck yall for real I'll be back tho." Hell yeah brother

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

FL x reader where FL behaves like a guard dog around reader whenever they’re outside, so during the archon quest when he wakes up being taken to jail he sees the guards are taking reader to get questioned as well because on record it’s obvious that they’re very close, FL just starts hissing at the guard thats taking him away because he’s terrified they’ll do something to his precious beloved :(

i'm not crying you're crying ;-;;;;

oh, especially if you don't know why you're being questioned in the first place, only that some guards showed up to escort you to "somewhere private"- which ended up being a prison fortress. you're terrified at this point, knowing how odd and at times brutal Fontaine's judicial system is, and no one is telling you ANYTHING! they just keep pushing you down the hall and telling you that everything will be fine, they just need to ask you a couple of questions, and you can do nothing but keep walking forward, the cold air making you shiver- until you hear a screech from a few cells over

your eyes widen as your pace quickens, ignoring the guards' shouts for you to stop, and when you reach the cell you find yourself staring into the crystalline gaze of a very familiar Abyssal monster

Foul Legacy warbles when he sees you, whimpering and leaning into your touch as you do your best to wrap your arms around his neck through the bars of the cell, his tears cool and damp against your skin. the bars press into his armor, but he doesn't care, only seeking your voice and your touch to calm him, the corruption gnawing at his mind slipping into peaceful bliss... until the guards run up to you, firmly pulling you away, their hands on your shoulders as they lead you down the hall. you shout at them to let you go, to let you see him again, but it's like they're deaf to your pleas as well as Legacy's desperate wails behind them, and they lead you deeper into the cold, unyielding prison

unfortunately for them, they also don't hear the unmistakable shattering crack of metal breaking under claws and teeth

[sammygender]

thinking about how one of the last things john ever tells dean is an admittance that the way he treated him was fucked. & of course this destroys dean and makes it so much harder for him to come to terms w his death right after and with his childhood in general bc he’s spent his entire life chasing after johns approval. he’s spent his entire life telling himself that the way he was treated was okay and justified and that their childhood was good because he could handle it and he was strong enough and that was how it had to be. he’s worshipped john as a hero and seen nothing wrong with any of it. because he’s had to. his entire life is built around this idea there’s nothing else. he’s his dads perfect soldier and punching bag and wife-replacement and suddenly his dads gone & he said he’s sorry and that he shouldn’t have treated dean that way. what the hell is he supposed to do now.

[hirokiyuu]

Heddwyn "Wyn" Caldera is a freshman from Diasomnia. He's well known in alchemical circles for multiple revolutionary breakthroughs in the world of potions, the first of which he discovered at eight years old. Though invited to NRC last year at age thirteen, he waited a year before accepting a position at the school.

here he is my baby boy......!!!! been tossing this kid around in my head a lot lately and wanted to make a profile card for him to show him off to the world. imagine me as a proud parent and ive pulled this out of my wallet.

based off the black cauldron. both the movie and like. the cauldron itself. naturally he is good at potions. since the cauldron is essentially a mcguffin wanted by everyone the idea is that he's extremely good at what he does but is also pretty vulnerable to being used. he's also very stone-faced bc he's...... made of stone............ get it.............

template is from here!

[mad-hunts]

one thing that i think about in regards to how complex barton's relationship with his kids is is that, at the same time that he will treat someone like poor jack (his youngest son) like he has no idea what to make of him, because he isn't 'like anyone in the family?' and thus, in turn, he is harshly critical on him? well... there are also these little 'blooms' of humanity that one may notice in their relationship, i suppose you could call them; and what i mean by that is that, over the years, barton has shown jack glimpses of humanity even though it may seem like he's deprived of it at least 50% of the time.

one example that stands out to me in particular is before jack was diagnosed with nightmare disorder, which — not so fun fact — kept him up for weeks on end once upon a time because his nightmares were so bad... barton slept in the same bed as his son because he was worried about him + might've even cuddled him a few times when things got particularly bad, like he did when jack was a baby. so once again, it's like. barton is ultimately a bad person, yes, because of everything that he's done. i certainly won't argue against that. but i think this shows that he is capable of being a semi-decent person.

and that makes it even more devastating that the path barton chose to take is the one that indirectly followed in his father's footsteps because it's also cruel as well as excessively violent.

[deanpinterester]

detco heads, be honest with me. at what point (either in manga or animated forms) did detco start getting bad for you.

[cultivating-wildflowers]

So far my experience reading North and South is 80% loving the descriptions, the characters, Mr. Thorton’s smile, the array of discussions set against such a bleak backdrop

And 20% is me yelling “yes, ok, we GET IT. EVERYONE LOVES FREDERICK OK.”

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

one reason i’d like to rewrite it a little is that . i didn’t explore the relationship between royalty!reader and the king as much as i wanted to …. there’s a lot of Lore there but it’s rlly hard to implement since basically everything is from reader’s pov lmao

[jilted-love]

Fuck it. Headcanon that Killua "stole" Gon's nen. Sealed it tight as fuck. Threw it at the bottom of the Dark Continent. Gon should have had it back after Nanika healed him. But Killua thought "nah Gon will probably just sacrifice himself again when he loses his cool" so Killua said fuck it and asked Nanika to put a padlock on Gon so he doesn't fuck up his life again. That's the reason Killua left Gon without worrying what Gon might do again. Gotta separate Nanika and Gon so Gon may never figure out why he's back to "ordinary" and will never find a way to get his nen back unless he finds another creature like Nanika which Killua is fairly sure is next to impossible. Gon is gonna be so angry when he finds out.

[mad-hunts]

so... i've been thinking about auriel again because i actually did have an account for her once upon a time (just on another platform) + all i can remember is doing this roleplay on there with barton immediately asking the person whom told him they saw her was whether she was okay because she had went missing with no trace for years after all. and additionally, this was also while shedding tears like there was NO tomorrow, which is 😭 like he isn't a good person, y'all, but he does have his moments where it actually seems like he genuinely cares about people

[cosmicsproutcake]

i find it very interesting youve never shared the username of the og callout poster 🤔🤔🤔

There's actually a few reasons for that.

1: I literally do not even remember their username at this point, and I don't wanna go digging through my blocks to find it.

and 2: I am not a wilfully ignorant piece of shit, and I know that dropping someone's username in any capacity when airing a grievance is a sure-fire way to get them harassed, whether that's my intention or not.

Also they pretty rapidly proved they're not above cyberstalking, as they hunted down my twitter account (and possibly others), so on the off chance they are still stalking my accounts 3 years later (Gods I fucking hope not, like get a fucking life if you are, holy shit), I don't wanna give them any further fodder to try and paint me like some kind of monster.

They made some truly heinous, and vile false accusations about me, but that doesn't mean I think they deserve to be a victim of the mob they tried to sick on me.

[patronsaintofposmodernity]

GUYS WE MADE IT

[mylowmilo]

I’m going to be meeting someone with way less family-related trauma than me and I desperately want to seem Normal. How do I hide my seething rage towards my parents and brothers so I don’t appear completely unhinged? It feels like it’s just uncontrollably bubbling out of me sometimes.

[cabbagequeen323]

anyway my daughters party went so much better that I could have hoped

[novelconcepts]

Some days, I think I’m starting to ride this all out with a sort of zen ease.

And others, I come back from a run, my AirPod falls out while I’m removing my hoodie, and I come dangerously close to a breakdown as I attempt for 20 minutes to recover it from its hidden portal*.

*my wife’s dress, which I shook out a minimum of four times