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mylowmilo · 5 months

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I’m going to be meeting someone with way less family-related trauma than me and I desperately want to seem Normal. How do I hide my seething rage towards my parents and brothers so I don’t appear completely unhinged? It feels like it’s just uncontrollably bubbling out of me sometimes.

#her mom is so sweet and accommodating and I just want to be adopted into their family #she herself is like what I would have been if I hadn’t been neglected or abused as a child #so like still weird in an AuDHD way but so so so much more well adjusted #ugh I want to make a good impression on this girl so badly #It’s stupid it’s so stupid it’s so so so stupid and parasocial #she’s gonna meet me and immediately want to get away from me #because yknow. that’s how these things tend to go #anyone less damaged than me looks at me and goes oh wow I should steer clear of that trainwreck #and the people as damaged as me (or more) are basically nonfunctional as independent adult human beings

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