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KIM WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THIS
#911 abc#eddie diaz#s7e9#bird watching (show)#this is actually psychotic behavior#I hate everything about this and Eddie this is not the time for roleplaying
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#jirai girl#jiraiblogging#landmine girl#jirai onna#landmineblogging#landmine type#landmine kei#jirai kei#jiraiblr#landmineblr#tw self destruction#psychotic disorders#tw self destructive behavior#d3pression#d3ath#d3pr3ss10n#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd safe#bpd#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#borderline blog#borderline problems#emotional#trust issues#pien culture#pienblr
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i wanna get deeper so badd im just SCARED💜
#fake everything#fake sfx#tw sfx#sfx#not really#tw sh related#tw sh implied#tw self destructive behavior#s3lf mutilation#tw self h4rm#tw s3lf harm#$elf harm#$h addict#$h tumblr#tw 988#tw cvt#cvtblr#cvtting is silly#i need to cvt#cat scratches#tw styro#made of styro#deep styro#pro for only myself#s3lf hate#actually psychotic#actually borderline#mentally fucked#austinstedtalk#austinsh
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Huh, I don’t think I ever posted about the color-related coping mechanism I use
Basically I give myself three options for colors, one bright (orange, red, etc.), one easily found in nature (green, brown, etc.), and one neutral (white, black, grey). It’s okay if you need someone to help you choose!
Once I pick a color I look around wherever I am in that moment and try to list off things of the color I chose
You don’t have to count unless you want to, and it works almost anywhere!
If it doesn’t work the first time, that’s okay! You can do it a few more times (assuming it proves helpful for you. Everyone is different so it’s possible it won’t work for all)
I find it most helpful for anxiety, dissociation, and hallucinations
I also found this on my own, and outside of therapy
Sorry for the wall of text, I hope you’re all well!
#actually psychotic#actually schizospec#schizospec#actually schizophrenic#schizophrenic spectrum#mad pride#schizo spectrum#disability pride#schizoaffective#compassion for the disabled#coping strategies#coping skills#anti psychiatry#dialectical behavioral therapy#cbt therapy#schizophrenic pride#schizophrenic positivity#mental health support#mental health recovery#recovery#pro recovery#spoonie#low spoons#spoon theory#actually autistic#actually disabled#actuallyschizophrenic#actually schizoaffective#actually dissociative#actually anxious
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I think antipsychotics would fix yukio okumura
#Is this a weird thing to say?#Idk when i started headcanoning him to have psychosis of some kind#That any sort of hallucinations or erratic behavior would be brushed aside#Also yukio is the masking king#Its prolly only after hes among peers that he realizes something might be wrong#Btw this is not a bad thing i think yukio should be causally psychotic#yukio okumura#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#I just noticed i deleted one of my tags at some point#I ment i think it would be hard for him to get diagnosed cuz yukio spent his whole childhood saying he saw demons#So if he actually has hallucinations he prolly wouldnt tell anyone natsume yuujinchou style#Anyway insert this as the 3rd tag pleasee
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Break down
Sanity lost
Rip at skin
With a feverish impatience
Collapse
Night sky
Darkest dawn
Sucks me in
Eyes glisten with wonderment
Nightfall
Self harm
Red blade
Clean with cloth
Euphoria with a twist
Personal injury
#poetry#cinquain#mentally unstable#mental health#actually disabled#actually psychotic#psychosis#tw self destructive behavior#tw self h4rm#self h@rm
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The true psychotic experience is loads of people liking your posts about your experience with psychosis but never reblogging them
#guys all this tells me is that im only worthy of tacit support#and you aren't scared of me anymore#but you're afraid of people knowing you understand me#you're afraid of being associated with me#even though you've learned enough not to buy into the hysteria#it's almost more alienating/infuriating than no attention at all#because i still am not “appropriate” enough for public attention#especially mental health positivity blogs#who should be the last people to get on the “fashionably supportive of au/dhd and depression”#“but all psychotic people are walking horror movie tropes” train#but here we fucking are#my tag for these is actually psychotic#if you care enough to want to correct your behavior
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I think I'm just going to check myself in a psychiatric hospital
I live in a majority white city
So wish me luck
#bpd vent#psychotic depression#harmful behavior#self harm#suicidal#actually psychotic#depression#loneliness#abuse#abuse victim
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i dont want to die, i want to be wanted i wanna be hugged and told im loved and that im cared for, that i can tell them anything, and for it to be genuine was i a terrible person in a past life? is this my souls punishment?
ill never understand why everythings just shit for me what have i done to deserve this :(
#min-pal.text#tw self loathing#tw self pity#actually bipolar#actually psychotic#tw self destruction#bpd#tw vent#baby cvts#tw self destructive behavior#actually borderline#personal vent#tw selfhate#cvutting#i want to cvt#cvtt1ng#tw cvtting#cvtting board#cvtting#self h@rm#cutt1ng#self h@te#s3lfharmm#s3lfh4rm#s3lf harn#s3lf hate#shblr#sh blog#sh blr#styro
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(-_-;)・・・
#jirai onna#jiraiblogging#jirai girl#jiraiblr#landmine girl#jirai kei#landmine kei#landmineblogging#landmine type#landmineblr#schizophrenia#psychosis#schizoaffective#actually psychotic#actually schizospec#schizo spectrum#psychotic#psychotic spectrum#psychotic disorders#psychotic system#psychotic symptoms#psychotic break#tw self destructive behavior#depr3ssion#988blr#988twt#tw 988#call 988#988lifeline#tw styro
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i barelt ever do my wriiiists but my r4yzur really sucks :(((
its bc it wont stop ble3ding like worse than styros </3 sigh i luv the spider eyes tho
#fake everything#fake#all fake#fake bl00d#fake sfx#tw sfx#sfx#sfx blood#sfx makeup#not really#tw self destructive behavior#self h@rm#tw self h4rm#self harmmm#self mut1lation#cutt1ng#cutspo#cvtting is silly#wrist cvts#cvts pics#cvtblr#arm cvts#cvt addict#austinsh#actually borderline#actually psychotic#actually mentally ill
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Danielle's jaw line😍🥵>>>
She looked incredible today! Glad she seemed to be in good spirits for most of the day too until the end got emotional.
#asks#anon#can't believe there are people who met her that actually are glad the show got cancelled though#that just pisses me off -_-#like you have someone on here going on and on in the tags about how they're happy these people are out of job because the show sucks#and these same person is spending all this money and getting to meet danielle and be fake to her face about it probably#psychotic behavior but whatever
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No susan you are not "schizoposting" you're posting straight up gore/gore porn & uncensored images of suicide/self harm in the psychosis and schizospec tags as well as sharing edgy memes demonizing actually schizophrenic and psychotic people assuming we're all violent or all wanna kill ourselves and hurt ourselves/hurt others without any regards as to the fact many of us can live successful and happy lives despite the condition we live in. You may or may not be psychotic also idk your life but youre putting so much fucking stigma onto us by making shit like this and even associating us with "femcels" (like. female incels) or whatever the fuck. Yeah sounds about right, youre also an ableist lmao.
Yall please be fucking normal about schizospec people and psychotics in general. we are not some aesthetic. We're real ppl with real struggles do not make shit like this and posting it in the main tags as well its not only demonization, but its also triggering as fuck scrolling through this shit and seeing uncensored gore and abuse and suicide and self harm and shit that induces paranoia and hallucinations and other symptoms. Christ. Be normal about mentally ill people FOR ONCE I am no longer asking. fuck you.
EDIT: I'd like to clarify the only "schizoposting" I do enjoy seeing are the actual relatable memes and images abt the psychotic and schizo experiences, like the silly ones abt meds and small lil things abt the experience that arent triggering what so ever. Yall are doing amazing and Im so sorry people would poat this bullshit instead trying to talk over us. I hope my fellow schizos and psychotics are doing okay tonight <3
#schizoposting#im so fucking tired of this tag its like the same as traumacore making an aesthetic out of trauma & csa#as well as “yanderes” who romanticize abusive and toxic behaviors as well as personality disorders#btw im saying this as someone apart of a system who's schizospec/psychotic#dani.txt#suicide tw#self harm tw#actuslly psychotic#actually schizospec#actually schizophrenic
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It's all okay because one of these days I'll just poke my eye out with a box cutter
#su1c1d3#enoch speaks#mental illness#actually psychotic#schizoaffective#actually schizospec#schizo spectrum#psychosis#schizophrenic disorder#actually schizophrenic#schizospec#su1cide#sewer slide#selfharn#self hate#tw self destructive behavior#madeofstyrofoam#made of styrofoam
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If they genuinely think they can have OSDDID or a system without trauma, they're LITERALLY delusional. Labling what those delusions are specifically without genuinely assessing them as a professional in the mental health profession??? Sure. But calling a Delusion a Delusion isn't ableist, lmao.
(As someone with diagnosed psychosis lol)
calling endos and DID fakers delusional or schizophrenic is ableist btw and if you do this and refuse to change you're ableist!!
(this post is not defending endos it's defending psychotic and schizospec people)
#anti endo#endos fuck off#actually dissociative#actually plural#actually psychotic#is that a tag???#eh#did#osdd#osddid#a delusion is a delusion#sure#saying theyre schizophrenic is a bit.. meh#or even saying its straight up psychosis??#but its still a delusion whether youre willing to admit that or not.#if they GENUINELY think they can have a system with no trauma i mean#people that fake it for attention are just retarded lol#and like-#how are we the abelist ones for calling out their shitty behavior when theyre literally pretending to have a system the fuck
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The awkward moment when you post about ocd/ocpd and Tumblr starts recommending irl yandere content
And like
That is not great for our mental health, my dude
Our obsessive-compulsive, psychotic-delusional ass is already always teetering, we do NOT need to be tipped over the edge
Doesn't help that it's not the content itself that's upsetting, but the snarling, extremely possessive demon wanting to tear their throats out for posting that where I can see...
Like, no girly pop, they don't feel that way towards me, and even if they did, I belong entirely and wholeheartedly to you 🙄😮💨
The urge to block the tags vs the desire to keep them unblocked to utilize the posts because they're relatable 🤝
#shitpost#screaming into the void#actually obsessive compulsive#obsessive compulsive#actually obsessive#actually compulsive#obsessive thoughts#compulsive behaviors#psychotic#actually psychotic#delusional#actually delusional
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