#this is a vent post /j
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average edgeshot/best jeanist enjoyer experience (with memes)
(brief manga spoilers)
1. finding the characters interesting and wanting to know more about them, going to their wiki
2. finding out they have really short wikis compared to other mha characters and that you have to settle with that and the little to no screentime they have (both anime and manga)
3. searching content of them in google, tumblr, wattpad, ao3 and questionable sites only to find crumbs and wanting more of that fanart/fanfic that was so good but unfortunately there is no more and jump into the conclussion that you will have to do it yourself because fan content isn't something you claim in fandom and we can't commission art/fics cause we all poor
4. being so tired after a while of being the only person actively talking and making edgeshot/best jeanist content
5. but because of that you meet amazing mutuals who have the same hyperfixation on them like you do, you make a little edgejeanist community where you all reblog eachother's content and share your headcanons, theories, art and fics. (ily people)
7. but then you all remember you live in delusion and that the actual series barely give you canon content AAAND when there is horikoshi spits on our faces and steps on our feelings so since you've been hyperfixating on your personal headcanons for song long you can't believe they aren't actually canon.
8. now that i mention it, all of you at edgeshot's current state in the manga (myself included)(pun intended)
9. edgejeanist shippers sobbing and crying their eyes out because shinya will die in the manga and tsunagu will be left alone with no one looking out for him like shinya used to.
10. choosing to live in delusion and pretend nothing in the manga happened and live happily with characters that are no longer horikoshi's because we stole them and gave them personal and more accurate headcanons.
11. repeat
#batty talks. –☼#–✧ ❝paper denim<3.❞#this is a vent post /j#i needed to share this experience and i'm not sorry because i know i'm not the only one#edgejeanist community unite#i love you all so much /lh#edgejeanist#edgeshot#best jeanist#kamihara shinya#shinya kamihara#hakamada tsunagu#hakamata tsunagu#tsunagu hakamada#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero acedamia
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the term "host". a short comic about being a system who, well, doesn't exactly have one.
i really hope this post comes across right and not in a bashful or hateful light because that is !! not intended whatsoever!!
this is just a bit about the way some of our personal and inner struggles affect us, much like many of our posts, and is again just posted in case it may make anyone who relates feel seen (especially if it's an "obscure issue". i think we've only ever met one other system who doesn't have a host of some kind, and even then it was just because theirs went dormant and nobody took their place.)
we've never really had a host, or even actual co-hosts, from what we can remember. even in our earliest memories which we've looked back on from a system lens, there was (at least) two of us with no clear "main" one. that extended all throughout our teenage years up until now. it was always at least two who had no awareness of the other, but they were both here just as much as the other, "taking turns" fronting. weird stuff to try to make sense of.
we've tried to slap the host/co-host label on a few alters over time, but it never sticks and they always end up fronting just as much as anyone else or having their own other roles they front for. so i think we'll just stop trying to force it lol
#osdd#endo neutral#osdd system#actually dissociative#osddid#traumagenic system#other specified dissociative disorder#did osdd#actually plural#alters#did community#osdd 1b#traumagenic#lighthearted vent#system#system stuff#introject#gasp an introject posts! rahh! /j#fictive
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#i was trying to perfect guns for like half an hour and started getting flashbacks to the fog remix#sorry for posting vent art on main /j
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care. reassurance.
#cross!sans#self insert#mblue art#yeah im. soff#may or may not have been fueled by that tender forehead kiss post#(this started as a vent art kinda but!! feeling better now. hopefully. i jst wanna yearn)#(been dealing w irl stuff n fighting the brain around the time i made this. nnn. wahoo. yippee.)#(also havent had the spoons to scroll thru tumblr/twt feeds so i feel out of the loop ;w; but thas oke i'll live;;)#(simping for him makes me mentally ill /j/pos (but also /neg bc. mmm. blaming my brain for that lol))#(ANYWAY i think he's been hogging too much of my brainspace lately and i think he should make way for lust too wth man 😤😤😤 smh /lh)#CM
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“Sincerely yours, Stan, PS: We should be together too”
Stan Mitchell stimboard :3
📝 🪦 📺 | ❤️ 💌 💔 | 🌧️ 🚙 🌉
#genuinely my favorite fictional character of all time he’s my everything#sorry i’m insane.#hey if you didn’t know this song is a vent about how eminem felt about ll cool j and how it feels to be on the both sides of the obsession#HE’S STAN. DO U UNDERSTAND.#anyways lmk if u want my ten hour playlist for stan it’s my everything#stim#my post#stimboard#stimboards#stimming#eminem#stan#stan mitchell#mmlp#lovecore#letters#red#black#tattoo#drinks#writing#special interest#stims#gif#needles
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sorry for seeming dry, i'm losing my personality and overthinking all my replies.
#ajax posts ཋྀ#ajax vents ཋྀ#whenever they say “bro has 3 standard responses” the blade teleports tommy arms and starts cutting 4 me#/j but i wish
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md hyperfixation is slowly dying........ ☹️ but i promise i'll still post about it.. i have a few drawing prompts i haven't completed in my gallery (i've been busy w school lately and distracting my thoughts from that comic (im not referring to boozy uzi its somth else!!!!)
#serial designation n#murder drones#murder drones fanart#nuzi#n x uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones uzi#art#my art#hiatus ig?#serial designation v#cyn murder drones#murder drones j#md lizzy#doll murder drones#i cant post rn#vent ig?
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I really want to do a post explaning all about Skully and whats twisted and and solve some doubts bc Im tired of answer comments of ppl who dont know about twisted and I wanna tell them about skully is not a current character and whats about the game. I was looking A LOT of misinformation as "Skully is Sallys and Jacks son" or about Jamil/Sebek and Skullys "similarities" With gojo, Geto and nanami. Im tired and I think they are not really interesed on twisted plot... I wanna inform about my favourite game. Im a JJK fan too, but its so sad read those things..😞 (and when I treat to tell them the correct info they be mad with me)
Sad pou is me
#twisted wonderland#disney twst#twst#twst skully#skully j graves#twst halloween#vent post#jujutsu kaisen
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So, Off The Hook lost the Grand Fest huh?
Yeah, i never even liked Splatoon3 in the first place, stupid game, whatever i don't care 🙄🙄🙄😒😒😒
#/j of course#nah but fr Squid Sisters earned their win#it was super emotional#i cried#Splatoon#Splatoon 3#grand fest splatoon#grand festival#grand fest spoilers#off the hook#squid sisters#team past#team present#vent post#meme#shitpost
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NOOOO I JUST SAW REALLY CUTE ART BUT I REFRESHED MY TUMBLR AS I SAW IT WJAT THE HELL
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V ISNT DEAD GUYS!!! : )
ALWAYS BACK UP YOUR DENIAL WITH PROOF AND EVIDENCE KIDS
1) well okay, first off, the classic rule that if a character dies off screen, they're probably not dead. classic time tested rule!
2) they made so much merch of her, not to mention she's literally the face of the franchise as one of the first characters liam made for the show. They aren't going to kill off such an iconic and integral character this early on. remember, we still have SEVERAL more seasons to go!
3) the lyrics of eternal dream, which are supposedly about V's inner thoughts and wishes, states that she is tired of this dream (life), which is more of a nightmare for her. I'm going to annotate the entirety of it on genius sometime this week hopefully /srs, but the last line is "I can't end this dream", a desperate cry, for she can't escape her living nightmare, where she is hurt and used and traumatized so much, but also, in our case, potential evidence of her coming back? nola klop, her va, also said that this version isn't the whole song, since she mentions being excited for the full version. and since it's about V, a full version, along with that line, implies she will return. mostly that latter point though, ill admit the single line might be a stretch LOLL but i figured eh might as well include it...
4) J's still off reading about stock prices or whatever in tessa's space ship lol. J's doing J things and she might've gotten bored and went exploring and ended up finding and saving V. we literally have no idea what she's doing besides getting a command to look after tessa's vehicle, which she can probably do from a relative distance. she's stated as a workaholic, but that means she'd also probably get bored quickly if she has nothing to actively do, if there isn't anything for her to be actively guarding, she might wander off while simply occasionally checking the ship. (I also want more J too she's so fucking funny)
5) she had her eyes closed during the final scene where we see her! If she had kept them closed, then she should be fine in regards to getting bootlooped at least. maybe she was scared, or was embarrassed in a way, not wanting herself or anyone else to see her in this raw, vulnerable state she hates and fears so much. and unless the sentinels tear out her heart/core, she'll probably be fine and can regenerate herself. (side note: alice has an id card like nori and yeva, doll's mother. she was one of the patient zero drones who were purposefully infected with solver in order to see it's effects and conduct research, so she'll probably be back as well, considering she's most likely a solver user. beau might be back, i can't say for sure, all depends if she decides to revive him or not. the disassembly drone corpses in cabin fever labs were probably because alice used a combination of sentinels and solver manipulation to take them down and remove their hearts, which we can see she keeps in an old oven, which is why they can't regenerate themselves anymore and are effectively dead. the hearts are the "worm" thing uzi mentioned would come out of V if alice cut her up.)
6) while the show itself has a lot of gags, it's also brimming with genuine love for detail and lore, like they're fucking around, but they're also not fucking around. V has a lot to tell us still, since she's been extremely mysterious and quiet about her own personal past, probably due to trauma and being terrified of being vulnerable, since she was so often hurt when she let her guard down. a lot of things about her aren't really directly mentioned, and are just IMPLIED, the most prominent examples being her genuine inner thoughts, since there are many zoom-ins to her face and expressions, but we are only left to guess on what she's really thinking. so they're not going to let her go just yet; in fact, i think the next episode will be one centered around her (probably more flashbacks? who knows, but i think since she's been important, but not centered on really until now, she'll recieve her own time in the spotlight.)
7) similar to the point above, her character arc is far from over, and if she were to die now, it'd be a crime against her character and the entire story. she was and still is a vital part of the team, but everyone else was so wrapped up in their own plans or infatuations that poor V ended up getting almost completely ignored. even though she loves everyone deep down, and protects them with her life, she never once got a thank you, or asked how she's doing, or anything. all she got was mostly light arguements and insults back-- the last thing uzi said to her was "you, ew! you're mean!", while the last thing V said to uzi was "uzi, I trust you." one could argue that because of her snarky attitude, she's kind of walking into these scuffles, but...really? no one ever stopped for one second to think about that person right next to them and think about who they are beyond that snark? not even N, who's been with her since the beginning, and openly admitted to having a crush on her? or tessa, her superior, who presumably rescued her from the dump, gave her clothes and hair and companionship? she squealed upon seeing N, but didn't give a single glance at V aside from an argument near the end of the episode, and a reflection of V looking solemnly back in her helmet. i genuinely think that because of these mistakes, she'll come back... eventually, at least, so hopefully they can learn from their mistakes and treat her better this time around, for they are getting a second chance, and everyone can slowly start healing together. V has a very broken heart, so for her to fully heal, i unfortunately don't think that will happen for a long time, but she can begin the process slowly, if her teammates start treating her more kindly, as a peer, someone whose thoughts and opinions and feelings matter too, rather than just someone to be snarky and argued with.
to summarize, she has an almost 99.9% chance of coming back because she's the face of the franchise, along with having a bunch of merchandise, it'd be kind like of shooting yourself in the foot to kill off the literal most iconic character, the literal icon. the final lyrics of eternal dream and the mention from her va that this current version isn't even the full length version, implies V will come back, especially since the song is from her point of view. lastly, her character arc is far from over, since while being a vital part of the team, her teammates have been ignoring her for the most part ever since episode 2, even though she's been there with them this entire time. bringing her back gives everyone a chance to make it up to her, and brings both parties to a point of healing. lastly, her character arc aside, she has much to tell us about the lore, since she is implied to know and be hiding a lot, but since she is so mysterious due to her painful past, it is hard for her to open up. the last two points are connected, as if she is more comfortable, she'll open up more, revealing more about the lore and story along with it.
Out of all the characters ive loved throughout the years, i genuinely do think she is the most tragic one. considering the only real decision she was ever allowed to make was sacrificing herself to the sentinels, possibly in an attempted suicide to finally end all of the pain welled up in her heart? yeah.
she's probably one of my favourite characters of all time, even though ive only recently watched it, she has already made a permanent mark on my heart. i really, truly do hope that she comes back, because she deserves it. she deserves to heal and be appreciated for who she is, and she deserves a space where she's comfortable enough to let down her walls and be her honest self again. i think if she comes back, we'll see a much more vulnerable and timid side of her we haven't seen before except for occasional rare moments. she'll still be snarky, but it'll take her a while to recover from the initial shock of all her emotional turmoil surrounding her sacrifice, as well as get used to all the new attention she's getting. after that, however, she'll recover and start healing and come back as a stronger, happier, and still very snarky V. ♡
#v thesis paper#<< a fuckton of my ramblings specifically about V 😭 i have 18.5 hrs on the clock#i wrote most of them on discord to my friends so ill be editing them slightly then reuploading here!#md v#serial designation v#v murder drones#murder drones v#murder drones#murder drones theory#murder drones spoilers#murder drones episode 6#murder drones 6#tessa elliot#tessa james elliot#md n#serial designation n#uzi doorman#md uzi#md j#serial designation j#brain blastard#sui ment#sui mention#errnmm just in case idk#long post#md alice#opps forgot sbout her#intelligent words#chia vent
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#not captioning this#i dont feel like it needs one#anyways i made a splatoon oc inspired by the fictional musicians in it#ill post the sketch of them later but#this was the result#spiky…#is this unhealthy#probably?#im not sure#ill get over it#he can fix me#/j#sans#self insert#sans x self insert#object head#kindof?#leafs art#kinda a vent#vent#vent post#x reader
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it's the year 2024 and people are still posting anti shit and other ships in the jeff/annie tag like
GROW UP.
annie did.
#she's 33 for gossakes#she was born the same year as me#i've been in the trenches since early 2010 and it's still same old bs#went into the tag to see new joel and alison pics and instead had to once again expand my block list#i don't have time for this#also imagine saying alison didn't contribute anything to the character#couldn't be me#literally annie is only as likeable as she is because alison is a comedy goddess and she made annie her own character#anyway im not inviting debate im just venting on my own blog#i was there gandalf#people who weren't there don't get to rewrite history#jeff x annie#katya rambles#srsly tho for some reason when it's j/a common courtesy goes out the window#i haven't seen people post things this immature and mean spirited and rude in a ship tag in a long time
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😔😔
Totally a vent you guys 😔😔
Pic is me in VRchat wearing a killer sans avatar, credits to whom made the avatar and killer sans
Killer belongs to: Rahafwabas
#idkisaccmoon#artists on tumblr#undertale au#undertale#vrchat#killer sans#capcut#vent post#vent/j#joke#jokes#funny#this is funny right?:D#tell me#please :)
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Help a canon divergent guy ditch his source name?
Because the whole of the fandom, and all kins, fictives etc hate me and want me dead because of canon material (rightfully so if regarding the canon material, not what I formed on) and despite being divergent I don't feel safe or I guess comfortable bearing my birth name. And wish to change it to distance myself from the canon material.
I might not choose any of these. but they're a few ideas... Just sorta looking for a bit of guidance here. Since yeah, I don't HATE my normal name... but it makes me uncomfortable knowing what it is or will be associated with if I use it.
#system things#system stuff#the clowns are rambling instead of dancing#polls#my polls#system polls#help me decide I guess?#fictive#not tagging source at the moment because then everyone will know who I am.#But I'll sign off using my first letter of my name.#Thanks if you do vote or reblog or whatever in this...#it'll be helpful for me to get away from the absolute disgust I feel with my source name.#even if it doesn't change the fact that whenever I see a post about me in a confession place or just here in general#that they're gonna be telling me how I should be dead and how I should never forgive myself (I haven't and I won't. I can't)#it's a lot. so this would help me out so much. - J#sorta vent#sorry for venting
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I forgot about my wrio plushie
#*hugs it*#im not doing okay tonight#the swlf depricatimg thoughts are pretty bad#i want ti apologize for everything#i wanna apologize for venting#posting so much about my struggles#for bothering people with them#i wamt to apologize fir not asking for help when i know i need it#but also for wanting to ask fir help#because other people dont need to deal with my garbage emotions#i want to apologize for being a mess#for not being put together#for being weak#and pathetic#and sad#im the adult but im needing help almost every night#i shouldnt need help#i should be the one goving help#i want to apologize for existing#i know j shouldnt. I know all of these things i should not snd do noy need to apologize for.#but.#that doesnt change trhe urge to apologize for them#by the time im gettkng ready for bed and having mentsl breakdowns#everyone elze is typically in bed already and udually sleeping#and if they stent its usually because rhryre also not doing er#im so needy#im a fake adult#i dont even tske as good cate of myself as i sjould#then i go aroumd reminding others to self care#aaaaand ive reached max tags.
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