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taking my ramblings over to tumblr yet again I still absolutely despise that the animatronics get dirty over time for monty and chica it makes sense>monty is full of destruction and chica eats literal trash but for roxy and freddy ???? you cant tell me steel wool didn't jus make em dirty for the 'spook factor' roxy would HATE getting dirty if her dispair over her looks in ruined form are anything to go off of freddy being dirty would jus be a plain hazard when getting the upgrades>not to mention shouldn't the upgrade station clean them ?????? do they have to take animatronic showers ??????
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Fiddauthor doodles
*leaves this politely on the floor and scurries away*
yeah. enjoy ^_^
#THEY MAKE ME ILL WHAT THE SHIT#I AM GOING TO EXPLODE#fiddauthor#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleauthor#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#ford pines#gravity falls fiddleford#stanford pines#gravity falls#normal about them.#the first occurs in the comic btw.#doomed yaoi#no because ford get your head in the game. there’s a married man that wants you more than he wants anything else.#I’m just as oblivious as him though. I can’t be talking.#also fiddleford how does it feel spending all your college years hopelessly pining for your roommate#and feeling frustrated with the lack of romantic progression because neither of you can read signals for shit#so when you inevitably don’t amount to anything and are forced to just ignore anything that may have ever existed between you two#you spitefully get hitched and have a kid to prove to yourself that you’re a) straight and b) not just some loser coward#but all along you’ve just known he was the right one for you. nobody could ever compare to what he gave you#everyone else has simply acted as a replacement or substitution for what you felt for him. you can’t shake the feeling ever.#and when years later you get a call from him you justify immediately leaving to work on the project as a) your entitlement to him and b)#a desperate and hopeless attempt at rekindling your college days#HOW DOES IT FEEL FIDDLEFORD
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Do you ever think about how Arya being left-handed most likely had an impact on her needlework and other tasks? And how she needed special attention not only because she wasn't as naturally gifted as her sister but because the way she was being taught fundamentally didn't work for her? And how instead of being given the attention she needed she was instead held to an unfair standard by her teacher and used as a measure for bad behavior? And how this all impacted her self-esteem and her views on being a Lady?
#arya stark#septa mordane#catelyn stark#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#I think about this all the normal amount I'm definitely not obsessed with Arya and her internal conflict on being a lady#I'm not saying her being left-handed is the sole reason she was bad at those tasks but I do think it had an impact#that's why it gets pointed out by Syrio and how it will impact her swordplay...it has an impact on the way she does things#Arya not being able to fit in kills me because she genuinely tried to be the Lady that her family wanted#she was literally trying her best to do tasks that didn't come naturally and she was constantly told she wasn't good enough#if her family hadn't forced the issue and been so hard on her it would've been so much easier for her to do what was expected of her#it's just so fascinating and one of my favorite internal conflicts...I can't wait to see the resolution#so many people try and make Arya the problem but she was literally 9 years old#and her behavior in canon isn't the disruptive wild child people portray her to be she was doing her best that just wasn't enough for some#she was frustrated because her work wasn't as good as her sisters and her teacher mother and sister made sure she knew it#of course that's going to impact her views self-esteem and behavior#like no she was not a burden that her /poor/ mother and teacher suffered through lol
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yOu'Re gOiNg fOr a LiTeR? | "Habs react to Quebec Maple facts", 10.22.24
#guys this is not becoming a regular thing this is just the mental illinois breaking through but ALSO I SAW THIS AND SCREAMEDDDDD#they did this For Me. those are all my guys. like yes yes we know about xhekovský but that’s my adopted austrian son david reinbacher!!!#that’s my baby goalie carey price time travel cowboy son cayden primeau!!!! and i just LOVE that they were like#‘yeah so one of them is gonna be a bitch in both pairs. & yeah we’re gonna make them lose.’ & i am HERE for it. you know the media day vid#where they asked all of them who was brat on the team and like 75% said slaf which we all KNEW? yes. correct. even more evidence godddd#also empathize so much with him because i hate feeling stupid & he is notably like. a very smart guy w/good awareness of broader society#and sorry to get like this on a silly little post i’m about to fanfiction-ify before i have xhekovský hours but so much of this goes back#to the xenophobia in the nhl and how we treat players (not only that. people in north am/west tbh) whose first language is not english#and degrade/discredit them and their intelligence by virtue of their multilingualism and how we even think about multilingualism as a whole#e.g. the sense that certain languages are perceived as more ‘valuable’ capital/the support that SHOULD be there for language learning simpl#is not from what i can tell in the nhl so even if you wanted to foster an environment of intercultural competency they’re doing nothing to#support it. the stories!! of so many guys! reliant solely upon their teammates for basic necessities! WHERE is your language acquisition#programming. sorry the linguistics language and culture attempted to jump out there & i am not conveying what i want to say at ALL. anyway#juraj's slow descent into madness as u can SEE him visibly getting more & more over it & done is my roman empire. like he's having fun#at first he's laughing 'what is this whiskey?' & i AM thinking that toothy little grin at arber with the jerkoff hand motion about the mapl#syrup only taking a few minutes to come (out) was a dig. lord knows arber deserved it with his shorts pulled all the way up like GOD the me#you put here to wear slutty little 3" shorts live in cold CANADA and have to cover up their thigh tattoos. what a travesty. and the amount#of THIGH in this video i- biting. arber's hairy legs slaf's manspreading more as he gets frustrated & arber teases him i. and DAVID????#on a completely different note cayden with his face covered is giving me INTENSE brainworms i have the most unhinged storylines for him#AND THE BRYNDZOVE HALUSKYYYY everything past 2:00 is gold. david's tired sighs. slaf hating it here. arber having the time of his life#'taste' 'that's not an advantage' DAVID kill him. 'maple syrup specialist... normal guy 🤷' slaf you are the WORST loser and ily for it#arber defending his wife w/his life... juraj's the smartest guy in the room & arber's on his leash about it. it goes both ways (to be cont)#juraj slafkovský#arber xhekaj#david reinbacher#cayden primeau#montreal canadiens#i'm xhekovský posting leave me alone i'm also *****
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Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3
#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip:#this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over#but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome#which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive#until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated#usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips#(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips#and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips#in all the dermatological literature he had read)#i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall#leave the area the heck alone for at least a year#because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed#so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life#and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well#i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face#and not being able to take proper care of the skin there#and this is just too much for me#i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on#but i must and i will#this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly#and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do#i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome#on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies#and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting#(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said)#(it'll be fun she said)#ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc.#thanks for reading ily <3
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i hate being overly sensitive
#i cry about literally everything#if i’m happy#i’ll cry#if i’m mad#or frustrated#guess what#I’M IN TEARS#like PLS why can’t i ever feel any emotion a normal amount#i can’t ever try to talk about how i feel without crying either#it makes me feel#stupid#ari screams into the void
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2024 reads / storygraph
Welcome, Caller
a cute small town m/m romance
a 20-something trans man whose routine and comfortable life with his friends starts getting disrupted when a guy he had a vague rivalry with in uni keeps running into him
he finds some stability by regularly calling in to a late-night radio show, which becomes a strangely comforting relationship, despite the anonymity
explores mental health (adhd, autism) & friendship
#welcome caller#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#I thought this was okay! a sweet romance and exploration of mental health and friendship#It does feel quite young for a book about characters in their 20s; the plot and writing feels very similar to a lot of YA contemporaries.#But also I get that being queer/trans/adhd and having a unsupportive parent can mean people experience#teen narrative kind of things when they’re in their 20s. etc#it’s pretty cheesy; the plot is very transparent (and at times a little frustrating that They Haven’t Realised Yet)#and i feel like the not telling him at the end was a bit too drawn out (i get bad mental health exacerbates that but like…..)#but if you’re looking for a mostly-cute low stakes neuroatypical romance maybe check it out idk#also: ace lesbian side character; nice surprise for me! (just mentioned once but she’s his best friend)#ohhh the experience of being a picky eater and figuring out what a normal amount of things to remove from your burger order is#and which ones you just pick out yourself after. yeah i relate to that one#as a side note the MC looks asian to me on the cover.....? he's white
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started tracking calories again and Oh Boy it may have been a mistake
#personal#i swear i had the best of intentions bc i wanna like. figure out my macros bc i'm trying to gain muscle and hopefully lose some fat#but these apps are The Devil and if you are a woman they try to convince you you need to eat 1500 calories daily#which is Very Little and not enough for a grown woman who is Doing Things#ugh i hate fitness and i hate that everything is so complicated#i like lifting weights and Nothing Else#maybe i should just leave it and accept i will never figure this shit out nor look how i wanna look#and just lift some weights and eat when i'm hungry#but like it feels so frustrating#i don't think amount of belly fat i have is normal and that nothing i do can make it go away#like i had a belly even when i was Insanely Thin and malnourished lol#and i want bigger arm musclesssss#maybe i should deinstall the app it's clearly making me nuts#i thought i could be normal about it but i don't think i can#i must accept my tummy fat i suppose#i'm 27 i think i should make peace with it#if i havent lost it by now i sure as hell wont when i'm older probably so it's just here to stay#it's so frustrating to feel so out of control
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i don't consider myself an angry person by and large but few things make me angrier than people intentionally doing or not doing things that could result in harm to everyone around them just because they don't like being told what to do. we live in a society fr get the fuck over yourself and your idiotic 12 year old selfish ass mindset.
#this is about masks and vaccines mostly#but also people not putting leashes on their dogs in cities because they think they're special#and basically any regulation on anything#and many such other cases of course#i was obliged to go to a neighborhood event this evening and had to listen to people be really fucking stupid the whole time#a DENTIST being like “i'm not getting my tetanus vaccine updated” YOU'RE STUPID. YOU ARE AN IDIOT FOR THIS#GOD fucking damn it i hate people being wrong#ESPECIALLY people who have an established level of scientific literacy like if you have a fucking stem doctoral degree you have no excuse#it will be very good for me to get out of here and hopefully become friends with some normal people with brains. i am so fucking frustrated#i'm kind of realizing how extremely patient i've been for the last year with an incredible amount of bullshit and 🧍🏻i need to move#me
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#becoming gradually disabled has made me doubt myself sm lmaooooo i genuinely can’t rmr so much of what’s considered ‘normal’#like . i know the normal amount of pain is none but maybe walking Is supposed to hurt a little normally and im exaggerating things by using#a cane or wheelchair to avoid the pain when it’s only a little n i shld just deal with it#maybe my fingers always were like this and it was always so much effort to straighten them. i don’t know what the limits are anymore#or how far i should push myself bc I don’t remember/maybe never rly knew the divide for what’s normal n what’s not#bc i always had this just . less . but now it’s so bad and i know it isn’t normal but i don’t know what is and it’s just . idk#it makes me feel so stupid for not knowing this shit anymore im just frustrated
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i will shut up abt this i promise but like. the concept of being in a stable safe mutually loving whatever relationship is INSANE . like how can you ever feel bad about yourself or wounded or whatever again. it’s like a superpower or somethi ng. <- doesn’t know what she’s taking abt bc she’s never experienced it or the absence of it after having it merely the negative space of it and is filling in the gaps w logic or something. but it’s INSANE to me. like of course i feel like shit about myself i am catcrumb unloved.jpg!
#purrs#imbeing insane about it i know it’s not that simple / reductive and i will still feel like shit abt myself once im in a relationshp (if i#get to be ♥️) and there are lots of other legitimate reasons to feel shit agtbyiurself. but it’s like no ficking wonder i feel inadequate i#am a 24 year old who lives at home and has never held a hand or whatever next to two 50sometjinf year old married men with pets and phds. of#course i am going to feel inadequate and stupid and lonely. like i canttttt 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 and th w worst part is you can’t just go out into#the world saying that and looking for that it has to find you so i will not join any dating apps or whatever but i don’t fucking go anywhere#so im not going to meet anyone and i knowi am so young and stupid and just having a horrible day that is reminding me of horrors. but the#way i am mentally shoving my whole fist in my mouth. OF COURSE I FEEL LIKE SHIT I DONT HAVE A LIFE PARTNER!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT HAVE THAT#SAFETY AND STABILITY AND TRUST AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!!!!!!!! AND I NEVER HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#delete later#like this is what makes me crazy abt parents and kids too and whyi don’t think ihave kids. bc i think (and i know this is wrong / unhealthy)#it is a primal human need to be mutually someone else’s number 1 person and when you have kids it’s like you’re gonna love your partner more#than the kids and then the kids (read: me) watch that and get fucked up over it. but also that could just be me reacting to the UNSPEAKABLE#psychological damage of being a twin. which again is ridiculous bc it’s n out like abuse i just had to share something with someone else si#since before i was born and ofc there was more like actually kind of abusive stuff on top of it LOL but that aside. idk what im saying i#just feel so crazy. the amount of composure it takes me every day to not start SCREAMING with frustration and envy when i see ppl being#RIGHTFULLY DESERVEDLY visibly confident and loved. like ok valentines grinch go sit in the drainage pond forever please. but it’s so crazy#like how are you supposed to go through the world unaware of how much love you’re missing out on because you’re young and then you realize I#it and then somehow you miss the train and you are scared you are going to d*e alone ♥️ im normal
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I DUNNO its like. On a more personal note its rlly frustrating the place ive gotten myself into w my art. Ive been so conditioned to rely on other ppls approval for art that i feel like i dont ever just draw for myself anymore. Like i Cant draw for myself and that i need to share everything bc if other people dont see it then how am i supposed to know if its Good. If im proud of something then i need to share my work but if im not proud of something i need to share it to see if Other people like it. So like. Stuck between a rock and a hard place.
#vani vents#its not even like social media did this to me it was The Trauma#obvs im getting better i dont post Everything online its just like. frustrating#esp when my friends talk abt having done x amount of work in their sketchbook and its all stuff they havent even Mentioned#it feels like. oh. Other people can draw normal. Other people dont have this problem. its just Me thats wrong#my more recent tf stuff has made me rlly happy so. i guess im making Some progress. but. on a wider scale i just feel very stuck#im working on it 👍 kind of.
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i was going through my blocked tumblrs the other day and it's INSANE to me how many very obvious spam accounts that i've reported and blocked are still there?? like some of them turned into "uhh who?" nonsense but many of them from even Months ago are still in there. what happened! fucking bizarre i swear
#fun side chat about why i was going through my blocked#a while ago i reached my frustration limit for people who post au/oc stuff in main tags and started blocked the shit out of everyone lol#but then recently i felt bad and got worried that what if a totally normal person wants to follow me and is blocked that would be so sad#so i went back and unblocked some of them lol but i was surprised by the amount of bot hell still sitting in there!#orion originals
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i've said it before and i'll say it again: miss me with your insulting frustrating Comedic Topic Bingos (TM) when they are literally just statements in square table form. if you make statements in square table form, i cant stop you! cant complain! success! sexy of you to have put a bunch of words out there for people to measure how relatable you are, how accurate your future sight is, how good you deconstructed this topic. make that ask meme you wanted. hot af. go get that confirmation. slay. love. be free
however if you just put a bunch of statements in a square roster WITH SOME FIELDS IN A LINE DIRECTLY CONTRADICTING EACH OTHER OR BEING MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE, AND CALLING IT A BINGO, YOU'RE SUCCESSFULLY INCREASING MY LEVELS OF FRUSTRATION!! IF THE FIELDS CONTRADICT EACH OTHER IT'S NOT BINGO!! YOU'VE MADE IT UNFAIR BY DESIGNING IT WITH A SECTION THAT IS FULLY UNWINNABLE!!
and if you say "well not everything can be won. these arent supposed to be won" then why didnt you just Not make a bingo...
#/lh#lynne things#idk what to tag this#i get frustrated EVERY TIME I SEE ONE OF THESE VIRAL ASK MEMES IN SUPPOSED BINGO FORMAT#YOU WOULDVE BEEN SO VALID IF YOU JUST MADE A REGULAR ASK MEME OR PREDICTION LIST ETC#YOU CAN FORMAT IT AS A BULLET POINT LIST OR IN A JOKING SURVEY/QUIZ STYLE OR MAKE A PERSONALITY TEST OR A NORMAL ASS TABLE#besides destroying the bingo logic for no reason may i also say this would be better for you in many cases#because like with all structure models used as an analogy; youre running into the following obstacle (that list formats etc dont have):#you are forcing yourself to make it complete:#if you manage to think up 18 cool ask meme statements; you'll need to pull out at least 6 more to fill up a bingo square with 1 free space#why not make it easier on yourself by Not limiting yourself to the shackles of The Bingo Square#be free... be free#a bingo is very not free#this is lighthearted okay!!!!!! i may be genuinely frustrated bc of the sheer amount of false bingo prophets out there and their fans#but this is also just genuinely meant as a playful callout#i typed the post and the tags up on my phone... gross#google search which mental illness causes stupid logic based genuine frustrations like this#im waiting for someone to tell me 'actually in the year 1000bc bingos were...' or whatever kinda factoid that'll make me look like a clown#i already do?... success (i honk my way to the balloon exit)
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i'm going fucking crazy. why do i get a little 🤏🏼 just a little bit stressed and suddenly be like "i'm going 100 on the highway at 10:30 am. also i'm booking five tattoos for the next two weeks. also i am enraged suddenly." and then even after the feeling of stress ebbs away i still feel like shit and have all those negative impulsive behaviors that serve the purpose of venting steam (steam that is no longer there)!!!!! why why why
#she bork#tbd#me thinking getting a job i don't actively hate would eradicate stress forever and make my mental illness go away 🤡 see this is why i'm like#80-90% positive i have bpd. high function or 'quiet' bpd for sure bc i'm still functional and high-achieving but idk when these lil episodes#hit i literally am just overwhelmed w despair that i will never be able to live fucking normally bc whatever job i currently have will#always eventually make me miserably stressed and whatever i accomplish will always eventually amount to nothing and whoever i meet no one#will ever really know or love the real me and it's like. where does that come from. it could be cptsd too but the impulsive and reckless#coping mechanisms i have (overspending + tats + recklessly driving + physically venting rage) make me lean towards bpd#and you know what else? so do my tendencies to have black and white thinking ('oh i frustrated you once? you hate me then and i should die')#and to get turned on and off by people (even the same person) very easily and often. like it happens even w people i'm close to like#sometimes suddenly i'll be like 'you're so annoying. i cannot continue to see you as a presence in my life. don't talk to me. don't exist#around me.' and then it goes away as suddenly as it arrived. lmfao all of that is so toxic and i'm LITERALLY AWARE OF IT EVEN AS IT HAPPENS.#so yes the emotional volatility and impulsivity make me think bpd. but also cptsd and bpd are often comorbid so honestly it's probably both!
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Just imagined Bonnie and Fydd hanging out... It's so jover guys I was in the middle of mumbling to myself abt something completely different and went dead silent to envision them talking to eachother in my head
#rat rambles#oc posting#eternal gales#stars posting#I keep getting so caught off guard by how much I adore fydd I keep thinking I like him a normal amount and then getting jumpscared#I think my favorite thing abt him is how much of a little nerd he is#hes just so curious and knowledge hungry and its great for me because he and beats can perform the infinite exposition glitch together#but also its just. fun putting him into situations and scenarios because hes just so easily distracted by the carrot of learning new stuff#and also because he very much thinks of himself as the protagonist of life so hes like stupidly self assured and stubborn#but like not stubborn in a kicking and screaming way but stubborn in a he'll nod with understanding and agree to stop doing smth but hes#super lying and will proceed to do it anyways the second you're not looking sorta way#or he'll just run you round in debate circles for hours because hes a lil brat like that#he is prone to getting frustrated during debates if hes getting owned tho so he tries to play prentend agreement as often as possible#he very much thinks hes plenty smart enough to manage himself and while hes not opposed to asking for help or doing things he doesnt want#to do it honestly makes him all the more susceptible to digging his heels in when he decides not to do smth because hes convined hes#got the logistics down and that its everyone else that needs to understand that he has this figured out already#but yeah this has nothing to do with the bonnie fydd thoughts I just havent talked abt fydd enough and needed to fix that#I will stick to my word of not elaborating on my fydd crosover au thoughts (for now)
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