#obvs im getting better i dont post Everything online its just like. frustrating | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

legofemme · 1 year ago

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I DUNNO its like. On a more personal note its rlly frustrating the place ive gotten myself into w my art. Ive been so conditioned to rely on other ppls approval for art that i feel like i dont ever just draw for myself anymore. Like i Cant draw for myself and that i need to share everything bc if other people dont see it then how am i supposed to know if its Good. If im proud of something then i need to share my work but if im not proud of something i need to share it to see if Other people like it. So like. Stuck between a rock and a hard place.

#vani vents #its not even like social media did this to me it was The Trauma #obvs im getting better i dont post Everything online its just like. frustrating #esp when my friends talk abt having done x amount of work in their sketchbook and its all stuff they havent even Mentioned #it feels like. oh. Other people can draw normal. Other people dont have this problem. its just Me thats wrong #my more recent tf stuff has made me rlly happy so. i guess im making Some progress. but. on a wider scale i just feel very stuck #im working on it 👍 kind of.

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