#like i had a belly even when i was Insanely Thin and malnourished lol
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started tracking calories again and Oh Boy it may have been a mistake
#personal#i swear i had the best of intentions bc i wanna like. figure out my macros bc i'm trying to gain muscle and hopefully lose some fat#but these apps are The Devil and if you are a woman they try to convince you you need to eat 1500 calories daily#which is Very Little and not enough for a grown woman who is Doing Things#ugh i hate fitness and i hate that everything is so complicated#i like lifting weights and Nothing Else#maybe i should just leave it and accept i will never figure this shit out nor look how i wanna look#and just lift some weights and eat when i'm hungry#but like it feels so frustrating#i don't think amount of belly fat i have is normal and that nothing i do can make it go away#like i had a belly even when i was Insanely Thin and malnourished lol#and i want bigger arm musclesssss#maybe i should deinstall the app it's clearly making me nuts#i thought i could be normal about it but i don't think i can#i must accept my tummy fat i suppose#i'm 27 i think i should make peace with it#if i havent lost it by now i sure as hell wont when i'm older probably so it's just here to stay#it's so frustrating to feel so out of control
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