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i wouldn't normally post sketches (doodles, sure), but i figure this is as good a warning as any that i like the giant alien robot vehicles given i haven't posted anything BUT pokemon before.
there is kinda a story here??? i have it in my brain that In-Bound and Out-Bound are split-spark twins that were engineers/conductors with train alt-modes before the war kicked off. where they worked got attacked and they got separated, with In-Bound getting his processor scrambled super bad. He ends up being rescued by Autobots and joining their side, while Out-Bound initially joins the Decepticons because he blames the 'bots for "killing" his brother. They find each other again some years later and Out-Bound switches sides (though he probably was already considering just leaving Cybertron because the 'cons are full of Assholes and he could easily see the war wasn't going anywhere fast).
also Prime and Prowl are on the right for size comparison. these two are Big Dudes.
#my art#sbms#sbms ingo#sbms emmet#transformers#sketches#i have a LOT of other sketches#not of this specifically#just in general#oh also#they have outlier powers#In-Bound basically has flamethrowers for hands#Out-Bound has tasers
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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"Why doesn't everyone just use master balls if they're the best kind of pokeball" I mean you're not out there buying Gucci handbags when the $10 purse you bought from Walmart works just fine now are you
#pokemon#pkmn#outdesign posts things#also they don't seem to have been mass produced probs because there's not enough of a market for them#'average person owns hundreds of powerful pokemon' statistic a lie. average person owns a few low level pokemon as pets#red palette town who has a full pokedex and has encountered mewtwo is an outlier adn should not be counted
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What is Barty's biggest dream? What would he do if he found out that there would be no tomorrow? (I mean the stupidest things, but also the honest ones)
@fernhelm put it very beautifully: it is difficult to have dreams when you live your life in opposition to othersâŚ. it would be crushing to discover that there is no tomorrow because he would reckon with the idea that he has spent his entire life as a tool :(
to me itâs the same principle as how none of the death eaters can cast a patronus. i do not think that most teenagers groomed into what is essentially a murdersuicide cult would have something as precious & fully formed as a Big Dream
but that is what makes the death eaters who ARE still animated by their (delusional) hopes and dreams so interesting. alecto dreams of wealth. sev dreams of love. i think regulus dreams of acceptance and there is an almost innocent quality to him holding onto that⌠these dreams make them unique among their other pureblood peers because they are something held & acknowledged & chased after, as opposed to the others (like barty or bella) who do not consciously know what they are acting in service of, but rather navigating structures of power in their own vague self interests
#a#like barty & bella (& to an extent evan though he is an outlier to me) being deeply embroiled in social climbing and grabbing for power#without fully having an end goal in mind. like their climb is self destructive but also a survival mechanic. that is more compelling to me#and more realistic than them being animated by a beautiful dream. that would make them someone like james
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Damn. A tornado hit my area and I still don't have power.
I'm good tho! But outside is a whole mess
#if i dont respond thats why. i still dont have power in my area#like ive got internet but no electricity#on another note i just read my neighborhoods gossip website and#someone got killed around here jfc#a light pole fell down the road and the guy went outta their car to move it outta the way and got electrocuted#im not sure who it was yet. no name yet. but there was an ambulance#also there is currently a lot of tree debris outside. it hit my truck but i havent checked the damages yet#that was scary as fuck though. its been hours. its 4am rn and im still shaken up. we just dont get tornadoes around here#this was an actual outlier. we dont have tornadoe infrastructure. damn we dont even have basements#thanks bugs. engel. and coffee for being there as i mildly panicked#this bird speaks
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19!! ( I just found your blog and I AM LOVING IT !! You write them so well <3333)
Sometimes Heatwave gets so used to knowing what's about to happen that he forgets Primus likes to actively troll him at every turn.
It started out as a normal day. Heatwave was walking from one room into another, when a bucket of paint splashed down over the top of his helm, spraying out over the brim of his hat.
"What the-?" He'd looked up to see Cody and Frankie, holding an empty bucket with maniacal grins on their faces.
"YOU JUST GOT PRANKED!" they shout, before running off, their manic laughter bouncing off the walls of the firehouse.
And so it began.
Heatwave takes an unwilling role in the prank war on the side of the rescue bots, but only because multiple times a day he is either covered in paint or some other substance, hit in the face, or suffers some other kind of public humiliation while Cody and Frankie shout their now hated catchphrase and run before he can throw them as far as he can.
There's a little solace in the fact that he is not alone, the rest of the bots are suffering the same fate (although they did stop dumping paint on Chase after the first sensory meltdown), but the thing is, it shouldn't be happening to him. He should be able to see this coming!
There's little he and his bots can do in retaliation, as they are ten times the size of the kids and lack the same resources, but getting them by slicking the garage of the firehouse's floor with oil was so worth the cleanup.
But for every prank they successfully pull off, the kids have done ten more.
And so after days in the trenches he sits in the washracks under warm solvent, grumbling unintelligibly as he, Boulder and Blades try to clean glitter out of their own and each other's frames. Forget the kids.
Heatwave is going to find and yell at god.
#welcome! we're glad to have you here#thank you!!#primus doesn't actually have a hand in any of the outlier stuff#heatwave just needs someone to blame#because he and his power are both finicky#maccadam#transformers#transformers rescue bots#tfrb#tfrb heatwave#cody burns#frankie greene#tfrb chase#tfrb blades#tfrb boulder#thanks for the ask!!#ask game#woosh answers#heatwave ask game#writing#smoke and mirrors au
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-blows dust off this blog-
So
Little Nightmares III, huh???
I was trying to avoid being excited about it because no solid release date and 2024 could be a few months from now or a year from now and Idk how long I can handle being so fuckin hyped for this game YEEHAW
BUT I CAN'T, I KEEP THINKING ABT THE GAME AAHAHHGAGA
so here are my thoughts, if you wanted to know
FIRST OF ALL, i am so glad that after we saw LTNM II we thought it'd be co-op but it was just an AI, that we finally get co-op! AND ONLINE TOO, i spent the first day worried it'd be shared screen same room situation since i wasn't trying to get my hopes up but then I realised I can just.. google it.. AND IT IS!!! ONLINE!! IDK WHO I AM GONNA PLAY IT W FIRST AAAAAAAA
anyways, you can definitely tell it's a new studio working on this game, the world feels mostly the same but the character designs themselves are definitely stylistically similar, but not the same. With Six especially, the MC designs were very simplistic and realistic but used colour (or for Mono, a single design quirk being the bag) to stand out against their backgrounds and against the enemies which are largely neutral colours. But these new ones feel... "over designed"? On their own they definitely aren't, but in comparison to Mono, Six, Seven, and even NPCs like the flashlight girl, they have a lot more going on (especially the little wrench kid, Idk which one is Alone and which one is Low yet btw OOP)
Despite it being a new studio and you can tell, new puzzles and environments, they're still doing their best to have the OGs vibes and whatnot to feel familiar, namely in the trailer they bring back the fuses, and the additional gameplay video there's a short scene with an environment with all the shelves you can find in LTNM 1s gnome section (the one with the cart that is affected by the Maws swaying).
But regardless, it still feels different enough my brain is still nervous about it. I also feel In A Way about Tarsier having LTNM II explode and their franchise getting the attention it deserves, only to have it stuck with Bandai and now it's going to likely explode again and they aren't involved. Idk how anyone on that team feels about it, but if it were me omg.
Also the only boss we've seen so far (i hope they add more and i def want some to be a surprise so im not gonna assume this is the only one for now) feels... out of place? it has the design qualities of a LTNM boss, but the size of it makes it more of a spectacle than a warped/corruption of an adult. All the previous bosses fit in their environment, we are the small ones and they are scaled to the world around them. This is the first time, outside monster Six who imo is a bit of an outlier anyways due to her circumstances, we're getting a boss who is this huge and doesn't even fit their own environment. I hope we get a lore reason for this in some way, because currently the boss doesn't have the same vibe as the others and it's throwing me off a bit. Don't get me wrong, it'll be terrifying, but looking at the picture as a whole they are sort of out of place for me rn. I don't hate the bitch either, I'm not gonna be like omg get rid of it or change it, but it does strike me as odd seeing it for now.
And yes the tall man is too tall for a lot of things, but he's not THAT big. He's more like yer tall guy who hits his head off doorways, which happens irl anyways LMAO
Little Nightmares primarily tries to capture the feeling of being a small child and how everything is big and scary, but a doll that huge is out of the realm of reality set up for us already. It's gone from scary corrupted animal to godzilla, if that makes sense.
OH AND THE MIRRORS ARE VERY LTNM COMICS OF THEM TEE HEE < 3
#while i find the MCs designs to be a bit much for now they're fast growing on me as characters#they give me indie movie vibes more than little nightmares MCs vibes#but hey if we get a 4th installment then it goes from an outlier to part of a trend#my brain will get over it eventually anyways these are just my initial thoughts#oh and as long as they either dont bring back the flashlight or change its controls im mostly fine w the puzzles and whatnot#like suuuuuper minor gripe but i loved in the first games that when you had a weapon it was too big and too heavy#they had serious weight when you swung them and the mcs clearly struggled#and it really helped you feel powerless even when armed#i know the masked kid has a slingshot btw but i just hope it isnt used as an easy weapon and more as a distraction#having any kind of upper hand in this world sort of diminishes the initial scare factor they were going for#being that youre a small child helpless in this world#outside sixs ending but aside from the hallway you literally dont play w her power at the end#text#long post#little nightmares 3#ltnm 3#ooc
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The zodiac is so funny to me cause itâs all these real animals and then just. Dragon. Like one here is obviously infinitely better than the others and shouldnât be included because of that.
#like data sets#itâs an outlier cause itâs way too powerful when compared to the other animals#âthe average zodiac animal kills 100 people a yearâ is not true#in reality humans dragn kills 10000 humans a day and should not have been counted
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I agree with the people who say The Watcher is Nightcat, but thereâs also the dating sim dialogue which confirms the same thing. This confirms that an iterator is cloning slugcats and we are not doing a single thing about it. Absolutely sadistic. A tragedy. Horrifying. The culprit will be identified in tags
#Rain world#rw#rw downpour#rw enot#rw inv#rw nightcat#rw scug#rw slugcat#rw spearmaster#slugcat#iterator#rain world enot#enot#scuglat#Rw watcher#rw the watcher#Rw the watcher dlc#But which one is doing the cloning?#I mean they have to be near FP or in the local group because of Enot living in maingame regions#Along with Nightcat. Regions Watchorg#who lives in multiple planes of reality at once#is an outlier and should not be counted.#Nightcat resided only in arena mode but all of the stages are themed around the basegame regions#so you can assume theyâre also there.#Now to discuss whoâs cloning the slugcats.#Since they are all near Five Pebbles and do not hold anything to help Moon or do anything about her situation#we can assume the slugcats are being sent to annoy Five Pebbles. It cannot be SRS because they wouldnât want to hurt their relationship#(Platonic for the purpose of this theory) and because they likely know FP dislikes slugcats and sloppful#shlorpable creatures in general#Moon physically cannot since her degraded systems are extremely likely to not be able to hold enough power to create organisms
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by some miracle i havenât been insulted, called a communist, or had the door slammed in my face loud enough to hurt my teeth this year (yet), but today a full grown man sighed directly into my face and then, while i was explaining how our office works, stuck one fingertip in his mouth and held eye contact while he just. sucked on his fingertip. occasionally swapped fingers. and honestly i wish he could have just insinuated i was personally receiving bribe money from nancy pelosi, given the door a big loud slam, and had done with it, so much less psychic damage would have been done that way
#shower time shower time shower time#like. you canât do that and then try to hand me papers. no. I canât do that. i just canât#god i want to be power washed and sand blasted I canât get this FEELING off my skin aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#people have been remarkably level headed and pleasant for the most part this year#figures the outlier wouldnât be Angry just Gross#aster chat
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Oracle Trance -- Caught in The Moirai's Threads
I havenât talked a lot about Miloâs power of clairvoyance yet, which is as shame because itâs such an integral part of her character! So many of her choices and so much of her personality are informed by this power, for better or worse
So.
Milo has foreseen the return of The Shredder since she was a literal infant. And as a literal infant, Milo couldnât exactly articulate what it was about her âdreamsâ that distressed her so much. She woke up crying a lot, which her birth parents hated greatly because to an outside perspective, it seemed like she cried for no reason.
Those visions got graphic. As in, âexperience the brutal deaths of yourself, your loved ones, and the entire worldâ levels of graphic. Her visions are primarily visual and tactile (you know how sometimes if you get hurt in a dream, you not only feel it in the dream but you get this weird phantom feeling where you got hurt when you wake up ? Itâs basically that). When Milo was young, the content of the visions were poorly defined. Anything but the MAIN subject of the vision would be hazy shapes and blobs of color. This changes as she grows older and grows more in tune with her power.
The way it works is that Milo can perceive the unwoven threads of time and chance. Each thread represents a possible outcome and is made up of hundreds of thousands of variables. The aesthetic for time that I'm going for is--obviously--that of woven fabric.
The past is the pattern that's already been woven.
The present is what is currently being added to the overall fabric.
The future is the threads that have yet to be added and incorporated.
For her part, Milo can only see the unwoven threads.
Since there's so many loose threads and possibilities, it's easy for Milo to get "snagged" in them and have to view these futures continuously until she untangles her consciousness from these endless possible futures. This is what a waking vision (or an oracle trance) ultimately is. While in this state, if people ask Milo questions pertaining to the future, the threads with the answers to those questions become magnetized to her (like static, really), and only serves to entangle her further and make it harder and more difficult for Milo to separate her consciousness from her power. In fact, it would be insanely easy for Milo to get permanently stuck in this state because the threads of possibility she gets entangled in are unbreakable, so the only way out is to untangle herself (and anyone who's ever worked with thread or yarn knows how easily a Gordian Knot can form when you least want it).
What's more, being in a waking vision/oracle trance is not unlike having sleep paralysis. She's still somewhat conscious, her visions projecting themselves to her on her surroundings, but her thoughts outside her visions are sluggish--unable to fully divorce the visions from reality as she would normally--and her body is fully paralyzed.
(Eternity trapped in a waking vision is an unfortunate fate that many oracles have fallen prey to as in most cases, the people around them would value access to their power over them as people.)
The best way to deal with waking visions is for Milo to be left alone with minimal stimulation, so she can untangle herself in peace. The process can still take a while depending on how tangled she is, but it usually takes at least two days.
Milo gets her visions when she sleeps, though they don't happen every time she sleeps. She generally can sense when a vision is coming, especially if it's going to be very intense (those ones are proceeded with what Milo has dubbed "prelude migraines"). She doesn't have much control over what her visions show her, but the things that she thinks of most can influence them. And since Milo thinks a lot about The Shredder's return and keeping her family safe, these things feature frequently.
Being exposed to abrupt stimulus during these visions is what triggers a waking vision/oracle trance.
(Her brothers learned that the hard way when they were young. After experiencing one of Milo's waking visions for the first time, they collectively became pretty protective of her when they know she's having visions now that they are aware of just how vulnerable she is during this time)
ALSO
I've finally decided on what Milo's true origins (i.e. pre-Draxum origins) are! I've mostly been defaulting to my crossover origins, but I figured one out that is no crossover required!
(I'm still keeping Milo's universe DC adjacent because I have some very specific funny references I want to include)
So. Where did Milo come from? Why does she have such a frankly OP/meta power from birth?
Well...what race of people do we know of from the TMNT universe that collectively have mystical time powers and mysterious origins?
Time Masters, babyyy~~
#void's art#rottmnt oc: milo hamato#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#holy multiple light sources batman#i...honestly didnt even know how to BEGIN to shade and highlight this piece so i kind of gave up and did my best#the fact that I put Milo in a blue totk!zelda-style dress is VERY intentional :)#blue is the color that time masters' power takes and time masters have powers related to the past#milo on the other hand is an outlier w her golden yellow future powers#Iâve ended up assigning the time masters a greco-zonai aesthetic style bc every time I think of Miloâs powers I think oracle of delphi#and the fates (and maybe the norns). and i just...instinctively put milo in a totk!zelda dress so theres also that#even tho the time masters arenât JUST a bunch of crusty European dudes (they are a bunch of arrogant past-obsessed jerks tho)#anyway. miloâs dress#itâs meant to be a nod towards her heritage as a time master so whenever sheâs in her oracle mind space sheâll be wearing that#milo doesnât know what time masters are let alone that she IS one bc she was a literal toddler when she was abandoned in nyc by her father#her father had been trying to get rid of his ââdefectiveââ offspring for a while but she kept coming back#another reason I conflated the time masters w Greek myth is bc Miloâs father tried to do w her what all greek kings did w unwanted kids:#abandon them in the wilderness to die from exposure so they didnt have to do DIRECT infanticide#yeah...milo's birth father is a real piece of work#also the transparent blue crown thing w the yellow eye-dots is supposed to be a time master head piece#i somehow conflated the helmet renet wore in 12!tmnt w a jack kirby galactus helmet lmao#(i actually like this design tho so i dont think i'll change it. maybe i'll design a few alternates but i'll stick w this one :3)#for a regular time master like milo's sperm donor it would be plain blue...but she's got the 'yellow impurity' so it shows through#my time masters are all about the orderly preservation and curation of the past. they have no patience or reverence for the chaotic future#hence why milo was deemed 'defective' and cast out#tag rambles
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I first learned the word "bogus" from Danny the Champion of the World by Roald Dahl, in which Danny warns us that if somebody smiles with their mouth but the look in their eyes doesn't change, "it's sure to be bogus." In some editions (I'm not sure if this is a US/UK thing or an updating thing) the word is replaced with "phoney," which I find less satisfying. There are just a few words where I can specifically remember what or who I learned them from; "bogus" is one and "brittle" is another (my mother explaining why I might not be able to keep the little plastic cocktail animal* that was on the rim of my milkshake glass at a restaurant forever)
In both cases, I think I initially thought of the word as just having that extremely specific meaning (the falsity of a smile that doesn't reach the eyes, the fragility of thin inflexible plastic), didn't encounter it again for some time, and when it came up again in a different context I was like "What are you doing here?"
*twas a donkey
#and obviously I learned soporific from beatrix potter didn't everyone#danny the champion of the world is a relatively underrated dahl book#i really love it#it was one of the first three chapter books I read in my life#(they were charlie and the chocolate factoryâ danny the champion of the world and the saturdays by elizabeth enright)#it has a father who calls his son 'my marvellous darling'#it has a chapter where a nine-year-old boy has to drive a car alone at night which had me on the edge of my seat#even without fully understanding the difficulty of what he was trying to do#there's a movie of it with jeremy irons and iirc his real life son as danny#it has a fire balloon and fun facts about insects and cox's orange pippins#it starts with a photo of the narrator as a baby#every other picture in the book is an illustration#I could go on#I really should read it to my little nephew he's the right age to love it#it's a bit of an outlier because it doesn't have any magic in it#no talking animals or psychic powers or marvellous medicine or oompa-loompas#just a boy and his dad
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like hearing an autistic person talking abt realizing like "oh so friendships for some ppl don't involve always having to maintain a performance" and going damn right yeah and now "oh so friendships for some ppl involve their getting to expect that the other ppl will be interested in them and provide support" like huh go figure. more surprising like oh right i guess i always felt like interactions require maintaining a performance that can only go wrong (generally true; like there's no "well you're ruining things by keeping ppl from being the Real You so just Be Yourself" like a] masking isn't Real or done by Yourself or b] like if you unmask people like you now & ableism is over, b/c it was your fault for reacting to it in the first place) & thus also that i should be interested & provide support but not expect that in turn / the sense as well that you are/can only come up short and have things to make up for anyways while lucky whoever's even providing the time of day
then it's always an Exercise to go "oh right well beyond going [my god autistic character] the whole time, what Things re: winston billions was i still not quite seeing as as unusual / Not Good as they are. even for billions" like sure noticing he's holding on to the hopes of some kind of positive / actual relationship w/rian for like year 950 & this manifesting with the Determined Friendliness but zooming in like oh i guess that adamant amicability sure involves winston suppressing a negative reaction to negative treatment and yet still hoping for an improvement, which like, was always Possible but a) hinged on rian simply choosing to change how she regards/treats him (or someone intervening to change the situation) & b) apparently is not going to happen. thinking like yeah that's very Friendly of him. and knowing like man winston's sure still trying to keep this friendliness offer open for like two years. but also now more specifically going like Yeah and pretty fucked then that his baseline expectations don't include that Mutual Interest & Support (though someone being abusive is definitely interested just not in any good ways. and certainly not (actually) supportive)
#and then in immediate retrospect it's like I Mean I Knew It & even now to be saying it feels like i've effectively already said it#just more precise/specific Language available. & where even if it's like [restating this one idea] that's gonna say smthing new / a bit dif#winston billions#from the [immediately going HM HUH first time seeing his clips but taking months to be like He's Autistic(tm) Btw IMO] to now struggling to#say another Ay Word in discussing [he has a devoted workplace bully] as Abuse(tm) when plenty of what's abusive is considered ''normal'' or#correct or even Ideal while defining Abuse as xtreme outliers due to evil intentions & extraordinary situations (that you should avoid)#it's power structures & efforts to control & use/refuse people as things....plenty of ppl who can feel they're just acting Normal & Natural#while other ppl in entire groups Do have to perform which can only go wrong & be hurt / get that everyday trauma from their Normalcy.#those allistic social skills huh (again tldr invoking this concept just Is ableism....)#after a casual twenty plus years w/the gradual convergence of [figuring out i'm autistic] & [not blaming myself for being mistreated b/c#i'm autistic] does put a damper on expectations re: all interactions but it's like the way someone put it the other day#who hasn't said anything abt being autistic but that they don't think anyone's guaranteed any kinds of relationships/companionship incl#friendships (which i agree with; & it's not at all uncommon for ppl to be hard up for those out here. despite ppl treating socializing like#a meritocracy like hmm anyone doesn't have friends? sounds like that's on you not getting good / deserving that) & so he consciously#navigates how to like be genuinely satisfied w/a life that's just got him in it while being open to other ppl. thinking of how i've heard#abt Just That re: autistic ppl (but framed specifically re: dating; like might want a romantic relationship but ofc no one's guaranteed one#of those either (even if this too is definitely treated like in fact you Are guaranteed one & it is Again a meritocracy) And ofc there's#more barriers/hurdles for autistic ppl) & just going like yeah i've sure been always navigating that too while being open to ppl sure but#not feeling like i need that to change & sure asf not focusing on Putting Myself Out There lmao. i put myself out there by existing & by#saying things & by trying not to try to preemptively appease/appeal to anyone. seeing another quote today abt how they're nonverbal & this#results in being regarded as hostile like eugh been there enough; classic [putting myself out there] dramedy of terrors from back in the#day as a teen living on college figuratively sprinting around trying to figure it out; both the Autistacity & Abuse lol. & racking up more#of the latter for the former while i'm at it....nowadays like. certainly recent successes in [spontaneous alignments of being friends] had#to start w/like weeks into months of i'm not expecting someone else to have interest & in fact Am expecting; if nothing else; them to#realize w/e interest motivates them to talk w/me to be mistaken or w/e. as i'm struggling not to mask / beating back efforts to actively#appeal to anyone. being duly surprised when after months they still feel like talking to me. & even then just kind of entering another#phase of ''well but still'' lol like when interactions have largely felt like Buying Time at best#def on the same page as that guy like even [have friends] is not a Need. when i could go ''time to recharge socially'' & make it happen#what i like to do is go be in public '''''by myself'''' around ppl. truly the good shit. doing that kind of shit w/ppl has = nth wheeling.#now insert a short essay spinning off all this abt an approach to Language parallel to [concepts re Socializing] as tag thirty
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Only Friends really got me up on a Saturday, the lords day, at 930am to watch a group of friends be gay, messy and horny on main
#only friends#only friends the series#ofts#chaos pikachu speaks#honestly tho the power that has#I haven't watched a show live since kpts tbh#I have to ignore the live chats tho they're annoying and I'm clearly not wit fandom on the chars#i'm an outlier baby
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why do so many leaders actively want to be leader since they were kits like idk it gets so old having these characters spend their entire lives fighting for their ambition its like snore. what about a super edition about one of the classic iconic leaders who never planned on becoming leader but became leader anyway
#idk i just find people who actively want to be in positions of power. deeply uhm. annoying at best#really takesaway from how sympathetic theyre supposed to be - and otherwise are#like isnt it the whole thing that like the best leaders are the ones who dont want to be leaders#probably my one complaint about crookedstars promise i feel like someone who came from humble beginnings like that would have a more#compelling arc if he just stumbled into power because he was genuinely just the best suited for it#despite his humble beginnings#rather than him from day 1 even prior to his accident being like IM GONNA BE LEADERRRRR#and then like. well newsflash he does become leader. like idk. Whatever#brot reads warriors#anyway i actually cant remember how tallstar felt about becoming leader#was he yet another leader who wanted to be leader since birth#or was he the one outlier who stumbled into it like how im saying in this post#its been forever since i read tallstars revenge i cant rememebr#but anyway if he did stumble into it then YEAHH. yet another point in tallstars revengeâs name for being the best super edition#it broke the MOLD it was UNIQUE
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raised as a girl? raised as a boy?
honestly, "raised as the youngest" contains much more useful information about the childhood I had and the person I became as a result
#like apart from rejecting the gender essentialist concepts of ''soclialized male/female''...#...and the idea of a Universal Girlhood that all trans men have access to and all trans women are excluded from#it honestly depends on how much gender nonconforming behavior your adult caretakers tolerated!#and by that metric I'd argue on the whole (i know outliers exist) trans WOMEN's childhoods are much more oppressed by structural misogyny!#like i grew up in the ''grrl power'' white US suburban 90s#where most ppl were ok with their ''daughters'' wearing shorts and playing sports#but ''boys'' were not encouraged to like ''girly'' things#even parents who didn't recoil in disgust still encouraged their ''sons'' to hide or suppress anything ''effeminate''#in an attempt to protect their child from ''becoming'' an object of systemic oppression violence and hate#(paternalism)#what's more patriarchal than trying to control someone's life right down to their clothes and haircut ''for their own good''?
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