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b4kuch1n · 1 year ago

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about ready

#pokemon #swsh #gym leader raihan #ft. flygon #had a vivid vision of this pose the other day and had to draw it. thats all thank you #I think after flygon's first appearance in anipoke whenever it comes up again the artists just go ''fuck it whatever''#and draw the legs however they want. it's basically a dinosaur in pmd #this is good for me bc I dont know shit abt fuck #flygon poses really well for how kinda awkward it looks on its own... but I also think abt like #duraludon being in the carwash. practically all the time its all I think about tbh #rest assured.#mim's infected me with the goggles vision I see raihan now I immediately wanna put a goggles on that man #they arent wrong tho. is the thing #is flygon an insect or a reptile.... the tail suggest something like a dragonfly but the neck doesnt seem to have #the shell structure that'd let it bend. thats at least skin #well. flygon is shapes. thats what it is. I enjoy it #I should sleep now... so many things happened today #I really gotta prep the fish tomorrow. dang. so many things on the list for tomorrow too...#have a good night lads. achieve flight

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evercelle · 1 month ago

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2024 art summary! it sure has been a year

#ever makes art #i bsky tweeted a bit but it feels weird talking there still so ill do my usual rambling into tags here :)c #i burned out super bad in the middle of this year for months where it felt like i couldnt draw anything good no matter how hard i tried #and the harder i tried the worst it felt - to the degree that i legitimately thought i wasnt going to be able to draw anything again #which sounds SO dramatic i know i know. but feelings arent always rational!!! and so many others things were going wrong at the same time #so it was strange putting together this year's art summary and realizing Huh. i did still have paintings to put in every space #that fear/anxiety spiral seems even sillier and more meaningless now that i have distance and proof of how irrational it was...#...but in reflection i'd like to think of it as proof that even when you feel at your worse it's worth it to keep trying...!!#after the Black Hole of Nothing i've been working every day on never ending doujin and xv anthology and orv sketchzine and merch #i can't say that i feel my artistic skills have like. improved or anything... but the passion i feel for the stories i read and #the stories i want to tell is still there!! and the happiness from getting to put form to those feelings large or small is worth it too #anyway......... lotta words to say tho i haven't posted much anymore and socmed is imploding and the world is dark #thank you very much for staying with me another year. i am - as ever - always grateful

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sieglinde-freud · 1 month ago

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taking my time with three houses since its been a while, exploring everything, and i actually went to the library to read (shocking!), and man i forgot how much i enjoy the depth of lore in this game. i know that with detailed lore comes the unfortunate years of discourse, but putting that aside this shit is so cool. now i need to get past the mock battle so i can go to the sewers and read all the books seteth banned. what are you hiding mr sexy green man…..

#ann in fodlan #i love seteth i do #and banning books is a horrible thing to do BUT #this isnt real. this time the hiding of information is a little sexy #like he shouldnt do that but like. LMAO ok man. ur a funny little guy. a real deviant #i do think that while yes in real life the hiding of books is evil and bad and you shouldnt do that #seteth and also rhea arent real and their motivations for doing so are good #were they wrong? well maybe. it does hinder technological progress but obviously you can see WHY seteth would go to this extreme #bc theyre not. evil 😭😭😭#definitely a little old tho

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months ago

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#i never really thought about a person being a finite thing. you can see the effects of a person after they die. in the unfinished projects.#in the rooms of clutter. in abandoned closets. in pictures and in mermered phrases. and you can see time #chipping away at those things. eroding away the evidance that a person existed. clothes move into other people's closets. projects are boxed #away. and a person becomes confined to photos and memories. and thats existentially terrifying but its not a bad thing. time erodes away all #things. that's how life works. matter and energy transforms.#we arent made to last forever. i dunno. i guess im still just rattled from being home even tho ive been back a week and a half.#and my brain tends to fixate on the wrong things. nearly 27 years of knowing someone eclipsed by a visual sequence lasting less than a day.#bc i just cant get over how scary it would be to die like that. to start losing control of your body. to not be able to feed yourself or get #to the bathroom. to have your mind be overcome by the toxins building up in your mangled and broken body.#and it could have been worse. it could have been a lot worse. but its still not fair. theres no good way to die. i dunno. i guess i just #miss my mom in some abstract way but i find it more viscerally upsetting to think about the people that have to deal with her absence.#it makes me sad that my dad is alone now. i dunno. grief doesnt feel like i thought it would. most of the time i dont even know what im #crying about. its undirected. it doesnt feel like: i miss you. it feels like: youre gone. how can you be gone? why does everything feel the #same? and its not that it doesnt make sense. its that nothings changed. the terror of that.#and im walking around in an acumulation of my dead mother's clothes. and no one knows. theyll never know.#and there's nothing to be done about it. so it goes.#i guess im just sad. and its hard to breathe at the thought of returning to school at the end of August.#unrelated

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sebek-zigbolt · 13 hours ago

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??? ok I love silver scolding sebek as much as the next guy but??? what did he even do wait dsyaugdagsydagsdsa i dont get it

#text #i feel like in this game sebek gets scolded for things that r... Fine and gets let go for things that arent #its quite frustrating acvtually bcause its always presented as the correct narrative #like whenever hes mad that sb insults malleus to his face its played as him over reacting #and like.... yall thats his JOB wym TT_TT #even if it wasnt if sb insulted my friends to their face id throw hands????? like nuh huh????#n mal mal isnt even a friend hes like his GOD #anyways thats irrelevant to the silver scolding #sebek is def difficult but idk #i think its always clear when hes shy abt having friends vs when ppl r ass to him too #idia will always call him stupid and a musclehead even tho thats like factually wrong #but idia isnt shown to over react when hes like that hes just correct or sth #and ya idk i need to find a new translation maybe bcause ofc every single person in the dreams has been selfish... this is the evil wizard #school #but sebek has tried hard to wake up every single one of them regardless of how well he knows em #n like a dream reality is kind of everyones problem #sigh idk #im an apologist ig #yes hes overbearing yes hes rude yes his perception of reality is at least paranoid #and “being mean is bad” is kinda silly to me #like WHY is he mean #maybe bcause seperating himself frm “humans” is how he copes but we will never actually see this written bcause they forgot #anyways #nyan #<3 #i should whine abt his interactions w mal mal too bcuse theyre soooo inconsistent

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yridk · 1 month ago

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art block sucks so much, bc like i have so many ideas and so many things i want to do and make but i cant bc there is something stopping me from translating those thoughts into actual art and when i actually try to draw smth it just looks wrong

#ýr rambling #there is a lot of things that could be causing this tbh from me being more busy but also having to stay at home a lot more bc its holidays #like ive legit not met any of my friends since like the 18th ish i think it was and im not great at rembering to talk to ppl if they arent #right in front of me and my friends and being at school gives me a lot more motivation than being stuck here does idk #its also why i havent posted my old art even tho i said i would bc i cant look at it without it feeling wrong so uh yeah

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sydmarch · 7 months ago

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no interest in any of my hobbies next to no concerts going on all summer feeling abandoned by the majority of the few irls I still have no idea where to meet new people to replace them now that I'm not part of the highly social hard partying sales culture I spent basically all of my post college life in anymore literally what reason is there to keep trying

#how does anyone even maintain anything in the long term like since college i dont think ive managed to hold onto a truly close relationship #for more than like 3 years so its about time even tho i never even felt i reached that level of closeness w these guys its about time they #also just move on & im the only one putting on the effort! the last time i felt like i had someone i could really call a 'best friend' they #went on vacation & ended up just actually moving away without telling me & when theyre back in town they text our other friends to ltk &#hang out with them but never me & i only ever see them at parties. similar shot for any other 'close friends' i ever thought actually cared #about me. whats wrong with me why dont people ever want to stay around why is it whenever things come up or people get busy or whatever im #never a priority to anyone everwhy is it always i put in the effoet or we dont talk ot reslly i put in the effoet until eventually we dont #talk anyways. why does it seem like even if it isnt easy for everyone else it seems like its at least POSSIBLE people will tell me oh that #happens to everyone in adulthood i feel that way too. ok sure you at least TALK to your college friends still even if you arent as close as #you used to be i have fucking nothing exvept a handful of people who just kind of care about me but where im in the periphery of their lives #i could just die & itd probably take weeks before any of my 'friends' even noticed #texticles

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francy-sketches · 2 years ago

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#got #this is about tommen but could apply to both of them here tbh. cersei's outfits arent that bad tho theyre just kinda. bland #esp s4-6 where she only wears black. s7-8 are straight up atrocious tho. specifically *that one* you know the one #what is wrong with him why is he always in brown-grey. at his own wedding too girl are you allergic to serving. wear black at least #you cant really see it here but i swear the texture on this fabric looks like a hairshirt #ig it would make sense if he started dressing like that after the whole crusty pope thing but no this is his default state #do you think he was like 'i swear i'll never be like my evil brother 😤' and that included the drip #also what's with that like. black turtleneck he's always wearing. i swear he has it in every scene #when you're holding court at 7 but have to present the new iphone at 8

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rookflower · 1 year ago

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i am a hypocrite when it comes to warrior cats shipping because I will gripe and moan about even unrequited cinderfire from dawn til dusk because i think it is weird and boring and makes cinderpelt's character worse, however, i will clap and cheer for unrequited cindersand despite it being literally just the exact same thing except gay and less direct and they never interact in canon

#don't get me wrong they both suck if requited bc tpb sets this very clear distinction between how like #cinder is written in age compared to fire and the others even tho they arent actually that far apart #but yeah anyways if fandom people are able to complain about '''''gay shippers ruining same gender friendships'''''#I'm allowed to do the same thing in reverse with c!nderfire. they are just besties the crush was just comphet sorry #also to clarify there is nothing morally wrong w unrequited cindrfire it just pisses me off personally lol #there is nothing wrong if you like the existence of the crush

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snickerdoodlles · 9 months ago

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there's a point at which someone's fear of being a dick wraps back around to them just being a dick anyways

#im side-eyeing those who reblogged my post on ethnocentrism and missed the point #but im also thinking about the tags i saw on being too scared to comment on fic #the first is being ~too scared~ to write cultures other than their own #(1. my point was people should be learning *as they watch the show* not just when they write #2. i just. jfC. stop saying youre too scared to *try* to write from another culture/POV different from your own as tho its a *good* thing)#the second is just annoying/frustrating because being too scared to participate in community is how community's die #i dont want to be dismissive of cancel culture because i do know the stories and there is always indv cases of a person ready to be a dick #but like. its just *not* a thing most people have to be worried about. very likely you're just not big enough to have that concern.#anxiety's no joke but like. u dont just accept the anxiety as the excuse. you have to challenge it. i've been there but u cant feed it.#and i dont want to sound dismissive of that anxiety but im really frustrated with seeing people throw that excuse around #without considering how their fear-based attitudes/actions come off in turn #such as not showing fandom creatives any appreciation for fear of saying the ~wrong~ thing #which comes off as creatives' stuff seeming to be ignored completely or otherwise very discouraging silence #when the only rule for tags/comments is to treat others the way you wish to be treated and apologize if you accidentally tread a toe #and being more worried about accidentally stepping on a theoretical persons toe than interested in showing actual people gratitude #like? pretty sure im not the only one side-eyeing that like ''have u really considered this feeling/logic????''#again: its not saying that anxiety isnt a dick or easy to dismiss but i am saying maybe challenge it or at least reflect on it #i just #blahh #the commenting thing is way more mild than the other but tags arent for that conversation and i need a much better brain space for that one

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abstractlesbian · 1 year ago

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Find someone slightly annoying but in really small harmless ways so I decide none of the behaviours are worth bringing up with them → realizing: hey, Im also annoying! solidarity! → realizing we have a lot in common and starting to bond → finding out other people find this person annoying and are vocal about it behind their back → finding out this person has ADHD like me that's (at least one reason) why we have all these traits in common → fear.

#trying to be as vague as possible even tho this is someone I know offline and no one involved follows me online #on one level I get it that relying someone who is forgetful and does things slower/differently than you can be frustrating #but like its a medical condition. and u dont need to know someones medical info to have some empathy instead of assuming malice/incompetence #i just found out they have adhd today but day one i was able to go 'wow i did not like the way they handled that but i dont think they were #being hurtful/careless we just handle this task differently. rhey didnt do anything wrong and i can let this go and adjust my expectations'#not to say im perfect and never ableist towards others. my first reaction to seeing traits i dislike in myself (from my disabilities)#in others is often to get annoyed and needing to adjust my thinking #i get annoyed with myself when I cant focus / cant be coherent or concise / cant finish tasks quickly etc #→ get annoyed sometimes when I see others doing that → realize thats not fair to them → realize thats not fair to myself #→ assume good intentions and find ways to communicate/collaborate better with them → get along better and maybe make a new friend!#sorry i am rambling #idk its scary seeing someone being disliked for adhd symptoms/traits that im mostly doing a good job of managing/hiding in this #social environment so far and knowing that could happen to me in the future #but im also like ready to have this persons back #me 🤝 them: prioritizing the wrong tasks and overexplaining things and struglging to get our points across #and not noticing when we talk too loud and forgetting tasks halfway thru etc #not to be that guy but : without love it canmot be seen!!!!#lifes so much better if u just assume ppl arent doing things a certain way to be annoying + let go of / adapt to the thing that are annoying #but not harmful #thats not exactly what without love it cant be seen means but thats one of the ways i apply it in life #just like dont assume malice. assume u dont have all the info. approach ppl/situations with empathy.#or youll make yourself more miserable needlessly #again like only for shit that's not harmful obv #i need to shut up and go to bed

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orcelito · 4 months ago

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Also I got my essay exam back today. Full points!!! Which was a surprise bc my 4th essay was definitely lower quality than the other three (bc I rushed it), but still good enough to get full points!!!!

Makes me wonder what that other one I spied being a 1 was like 🤔🤔🤔 bro was NOT good at writing I guess.