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draw svsss from memory ! keyword being memory- i haven't drawn most of them before
template by: pompipurin !!
i dont wanna talk about how long this took <3
#if you add enough made up details it looks like you know what youre doing <3#mf has a ponytail cus hes lil a fanboy trying to look like lqg#theres too many headcanons in this#oh boy tags#art#mxtx#svsss#the scum villain's self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#luo bingmei#shang qinghua#mobei jun#liu qingge#yue qingyuan#liu mingyan#sha hualing#ning yingying#ming fan#tianlang jun#su xiyan#zhuzhi lang#gongyi xiao#shen jiu#luo bingge#everyones being all cute and then theres bingjiu
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I didn't get the trans Stan twins headcannon at first - mainly because I couldn't imagine adult Stan and Ford giving themselves almost identical names - but then I remembered how close they were as kids and, honestly, it would be more unbelievable if they didn't give themselves matching names. Who wouldn't want to share a name with their best friend in the world? And Ford keeps the name even after his fallout with Stan??? Crying.
#stanford pines#stanley pines#gravity falls#trans stanley pines#trans stanford pines#trans headcanon#gravity falls headcanons#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#stan pines#ford pines#why do they have so many name tags?#if it wasnt clear im now in love with this headcannon#ford keeping the name even after the fight#insisting its cause he doesnt want to go through the trouble to switch to something else#and also hes used to the name why should stan ruin that too?#but subconsciously hes trying to keep that last little connection to his brother#then theres stan whose literally unable to stick with the name#but still trying to put it in his aliases#this got a little out of hand#i just wanted to rambling about this little headcannon#also that first scene in s2 e12 with them writing their names#idk that little scene was just running through my head while writing this post
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Headcanon #500:
Mind is afraid that when he distances himself from or above the others, that he will be too far gone to come back down. That when his paranoia gets the best of him, he'll shut everyone else out and then be completely alone with no way back to where he was before.
Heart is afraid that if Mind is right, with the idea that what he does isn't genuine, that he's being manipulative without realizing it. Then therefore being Whole without himself there is the better option. That he'd be thrown out because his ideas would then be "not worth it" or even "vile"
Soul is afraid that no matter what he does or how good things will be, they'll always eventually split up again or even end up worse. Even then he has no clue what he's supposed to do or be during everything, and so because of that he'll never be whole. Or worse that he'll never really "feel" whole.
#kiiiiiiiinda just saying what is a bit talked about in the album but eh#i like this#fun fact: i made this & saved it as a draft back when it was just barley over 100#finally being posted at 500#wanting to post my own at each hundred mark cos why not#i say that but there's only one more submission in the queue atm soooo#send me your headcanons now to make my own ideas for special occasions get it like special hahaha [please send more i only have so many]#[idk what to do after I run out help]#haha anyway#next are my old tags from when i first made this post#cj soul#cj mind#cj heart#chonny jash#wow did KJ just attempt to make an angst headcanon? never thought that would happen#anyways idk how much this makes sense but eh it works#if theres anything to get from this or how my ideas with them work#mind can be overly paranoid. heart can be too protective of himself. and those idea make them believe the other has it out for them#soul has no idea how to really deal with that let alone what he's supposed to be#or something along those lines#idk its 5am man idk what im talking about#i need to go to bed pfft#chonnys charming chaos compendium
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so in HoO we get a totally unaddressed thing about the Hephaestus cabin apparently have an underground tunnel system beneath their cabin that they’ve been excavating for almost a century and haven’t found the end to yet. We never hear about this again. But when Jake Mason is explaining it, he jokes to Will Solace that “You Apollo guys can’t have all the fun,” which implies the Apollo cabin also has secrets.
Anyways I think we should just start headcanoning random wild secret areas of each cabin just for fun.
#pjo#hoo#heroes of olympus#riordanverse#why did we just move on from the massive underground tunnel system under cabin 9 apparently unrelated to the maze. what. hello.#like no no no. go back. tell me more.#IS it related to the maze?#were there two entrances to the maze in chb? one in cabin 9 and one in the woods?#anyways my hc is that cabin 7 has a secret DDR machine#the other cabins know OF it but theyve never been able to confirm or deny if it's real (it is)#nor been able to find it#i also hc that cabin 10 has multiple bathrooms and they just dont tell anybody#every other cabin has like maybe one bathroom and then the shared outdoor ones#except for cabin 13 which when Nico renovated he totally went ''fuck it. 3 bathrooms. who's gonna stop me''#cause i firmly believe nico renovated cabin 13 to be a decently sized cabin but also just A Normal House#so both him and hazel get their own bathrooms and then theres a guest one#i have too many very specific headcanons about the layouts of each cabin
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i am so gocking pissered that Venturiantale Jordan Buttfrye gave Ghost like 17 different fatthers bc he refused to keep track but meanwhile literally no mothers. none.
asshole gaave us nothing to work with GIVE US WOMEN
also i refuse to call ghost's birthmom stacy bc that makes me irrationally angry for some reason?? 😭 stacy isnt real shes made up rhat's not gohst's mom
#3 am venturiantale ass shittery#im okay#theres too many men we have to kill them SLASH JAY DONT KILL MEN 😭��#the only fathers i acknowledge are Timothy Assket and Pewie Ghost bc the rest literallly have boring ass names#ive had enough of *insert same name as their child* senior NO THATS BORING#im normal??#i love women i think there should be more#johnny ghost mother oc when guys/hj#leslie morrison-casket i love you#taleblr#venturiantale#venturiantale pie#johnny ghost#larrydacat#venturiantale headcanons#johnny ghost pie#johnny toast
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this is really weak of me but I really do have to headcanon the Nations as having nothing to do with their governments and at times actively working against them because otherwise the atrocities are Not Fictional...
and anyway these beings hundreds of years old absolutely know that governments do not always have the people's best interests in mind. Do not always take care of the land. Nations believe their role is to take care of their land and their people, and maybe the older Nations tried to work with those in power in the beginning, but quickly learn their lesson.
because of this headcanon, I imagine the Nations all have 'departments' they belong to that focus on a certain issue. It would be impossible to have one individual try to have intimate knowledge of every single issue a country faces, and I love the implications this has on how much the Nations rely on each other, and how much their relationships are not reflective of human politics, because their purpose is not to reflect their people but to protect them and the land they're on.
SO finally, to the point of this post.
Here's what I think certain Nations do:
England and Russia are in charge of information gathering AKA espionage, as both have infiltrated their own governments at a very high level. Arthur is in MI6, Ivan is in the KGB-turned-FSK-turned-FSB. They're valuable assets to the rest of the world because they tend to have information on what everyone's governments are doing. Some other Nations who work in this department are Hungary, Philippines (F), Canada, Cuba, Ukraine, Scotland, Wales, Northern Ireland.
A lot of Nations work on environmental issues - Sweden, Finland and Denmark focus on governance as a way to mitigate environmental issues, while Australia, New Zealand, South Africa are focused on conservation, Brazil, Colombia, Congo focus on deforestation and air pollution, the Pacific Islands on rising sea levels and ocean pollution.
China, France, Ireland and Turkey are focused on food security - each one focuses on a specific aspect of it. China on availability, Ireland on access, France on utilisation and Turkey on stability.
Social welfare is headed by Austria and Belgium, with Spain, the Italies, Greece and Portugal focused on it.
Internal security is handled by the Germany brothers and Switzerland - this is the protection of the Nations themselves. Arranging identities, extraction of Nations who land themselves in trouble, and also the keeper of their arsenal.
America heads the research and development department that connects everything together - they develop the gadgets used by Arthur and Ivan's team, help develop technologies and conduct research focused on the environment and food security, help trial new ideas on addressing poverty, hack databases in order to help create identities for Nations. This department includes Japan, South Korea, India (F), Taiwan, Tony (not a Nation but heavily involved), Liechtenstein, Hong Kong, Belarus, Netherlands, Estonia, Mexico (F).
EDIT: I have to re-think a lot of this because I keep thinking about how very little countries there are compared to shit happening in the world and it messes with this universe a little bit. SO. WILL BE RE-WORKED.
#hetalia#aph#hetalia world series#hetalia world stars#hws england#hws america#aph america#aph england#too many people to tag#i think theres a lot of like TOPICS im missing that are relevant to nations#but its 1am this is the ones i thought of#the people i chose for each department are a mix of like#canons headcanons vague stats#also when i have an (f) next to someones name it means i headcanon them as ladies despite himaruya having them as men#.txt#file: idea
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Thing no one asked about
I've been thinking a lot today
And I want to give my opinion about what I think Rain Code characters smell like
(Also interested in hearing what you guys think)
Spoilers for chapter 0... and maybe chapter 5 actually
Bonus point : I tend to mistake scent and smell, so, might use both, sorry in advance
So,
Yuma : Smells like the plastic of rainboots/rain coat + faint flowery smell of the likes of roses (no specific one) or lavender
Shinigami : Smells like dusty feathers and strawberry candies, or something sweet maybe vanilla too
Aide (Fake Zilch) : While impersonating Zilch : Cologne and some faint blend of animal smells (like rodents, cat litter or dogs... maybe especially rodents). While himself : maybe cologne, and a faint smell of blood and gun powder (maybe also dirt but hmm not sure about this one)
Melami : Makeup and luxury perfumes
Pucci : Laudry mostly
Aphex : Either cologne or strong deodorant for men + faint scent of sweat
Zange : Paper/ink, and cigar and cologne
Swank : Cigar and I can't think of anything else
Yakou : Cigarettes of course, and maybe some food smell of some kind + some kind of sea smelling shampoo/shower gel
Halara : Rain coat/rain boots and maybe some catnip to attract cats + maybe sakura blossom shower gel
Fubuki : Pink rose and some type of wood like pine maybe... or cinnamon
Vivia : Ashes/dust and books/papers
Desuhiko : Depending of whether he's on a case or not. If on a case : a blend of laundry, makeup, perfume and cologne. If not on a case... Some neutral deodorant and that specific smell from clothes you wear often. You know the one? It's not stinky, it just has a distinct scent, even when clean
Priest : Wax and something else like maybe... I don't know, something strong but not agressive
The other 3 from chapter 1 (not counting the boy and his dad) : Idk. Maybe cookies or apple pie for the Servant
Seth : Dirt and a blend of flowers like daisies or something (lilac?)... Maybe daisies and lemon actually
Martina : I don't really know, perfume and something else?
Yomi : Cedar wood and leather (maybe cologne too)
Kurumi : Laundry and either vanilla or orange blossom water
The other Aetheria girls : I don't really know, I feel like Waruna would smell like a specific shampoo, (but I can’t figure out which one), maybe makeup for Yoshiko and pomegranate shower gel for Kurane
Shachi : Sweat and idk, maybe coffee, or motor oil
Ikari : The specific smell of swimming cap and stagnating water
Servan : Same as Desuhiko, the smell of clothes you wear often
Margulaw : Old wooden furnitures/antiquities + that old people smell
Iruka : Salt (for some fucking reason ???) and gunpowder or motor oil
Guillaume : Bubblegum and books/papers/cards, and rainboots/ rain coat
Dominic : Hard to explain and can be different for everyone, but, I'd say he smells like that old plushie you've had since your childhood
Fink : no idea
Huesca : Similar to the smell there is at an hospital/at the doctor
Akira (The robot guy) : The smell of a tech shop / of... you know when you open a box with your new TV/computer/phone/console/electronic device? Well, that one. And maybe tea of some kind
The Ramen Stand Owner : Well, ramen (I know there are different kinds, so like, either a blend of many kinds, or just the most basic one)
Makoto : Lavender for sure, and enigma. I don't know how to describe it, but an enigma/mystery has some kind of smell (not the words, the idea/phenomenon in itself). Or maybe it's like the mood an enigma sets, which somehow kinda transposes into a scent? Idk how to describe it... + maybe some conditioner
The previous Amaterasu CEO : Idk, rich man something, like whisky or tobacco or cologne, idk, the kind of things tou think about when you picture a CEO in your mind
Did I forget anyone? I don't know
#master detective archives: rain code#rain code#Headcanon kinda?#Oh boy. Do I need to tag every character??#yuma kokohead#rain code spoilers#shinigami#zilch alexander#melami goldmine#pucci lavmin#aphex logan#halara nightmare#desuhiko thunderbolt#vivia twilight#yakou furio#fubuki clockford#seth burroughs#yomi hellsmile#guillaume hall#makoto kagutsuchi#Help theres too many imma stop here
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"Meh Sebastian's boring that's why I don't like-"
THEN EXPLORE HIS CHARACTER!! YANA LEFT IT WIDE OPEN GO AHEAD!!!!!!
#kuroshitsuji#sebastian michaelis#it's so weird that a whole fandom revolving around a demonic character everyone avoids exploring his character#expanding his character#like the plague#then COMPLAIN about him#honey if you can make a BILLION headcanons about Reaper number 99#YOU CAN MAKE SOMETHING UP#ANYTHING#ABOUT SEBASTIAN MICHAELIS#🤷🤷🤷🤷🤷🤷🤷🤷🤷#its just so weird how theres so many people with a mindset DEMONS ARENT THAT INTERESTING in a fandom about a DEMON#I do blame yana too though for making only 1 demon in the manga canon and sparse info on demons BUT#again#ITS ....FREE AND UP FOR ENTERPRETATION!!!#HAVE!! AT!!! IT!!!#ok I'm done for real
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So I finally watched Sense8. I regret not watching it sooner for a couple reasons. But I'm so glad I finally watched it.
#i dont know why it got canceled#but it ended well for being canceled#AND ITS SO QUEER. ITS SOOOOO QUEER#two confirmed bi women. amanita had bi colored hair but being exclusively wlw the whole show she could be lesbian. a trans lesbian!!!!#all the men are queer. they are. i love how comfortable they are with each other. and RAJAN IS A GODDAMN KING. ID DIE FOR THAT MAN#sun and mun 🥺🥺🥺 omfgggg i love them. i kinda headcanon sun as demi- or gray-aroace and mun 😭 HES A FUCKING KING TOO#and diego 🥺 and felix 🥺 and Rileys dad 🥺 and Caphaes' mom 🥺 and amanita's parents 🥺 nomi's sister 🥺 and Kala's parents 🥺#SO MANY CHARACTERS WERE AMAZING!!!!!#also lowkey still in awe that there was a polycule through the whole show and then in the end theres a second one??? whaaaaat!!! amaaazing#ALSO ⚠️ BEFORE ANY YELLS AT ME FOR MAYBE MISSING A DETAIL ⚠️ Im human. maybe i got up for a drink and didnt pause.#bc thats a crime i commit often lol. so if im misinterpreting something dont chop off my head ok? i saw polycules you didnt have to#i saw an aroace reading. i dont totally know if i sit by that any more bc i think sun x mun is built well. like dont attack me over musings#ok. done for now#sense8#aunt posting
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I'm excited we're getting more magic kaito but I also have this suspicion things are going to be introduced that I'm just going to. ignore. But also maybe not! Who knows!
#I'm super excited for more Aoko#I'm actually kind of disappointed that her mom was introduced?#like this is in part because I like my headcanon that her mom passed away when she was little#but it's also because it feels like her mom is an au version of Eri#kind of like how despite different personality aoko appears to be a copy of Ran too#they used to look a lot different from each other#but now there's loads of points where I see a pic of aoko and without context I'd think it's Ran#including some of the ones I'm seeing from teasers about the new chapter#basically it feels like gosho is doing a lot of recycling of detective conan stuff to pad out magic kaito#but maybe i'm jumping the gun here#nefrit talk#anyway the double edged sword of me enjoying this series is that#it's how I dislike so many of gosho's choices that motivates me to do so much of my fanwork and speculation that i do#and therefore each update i'm braced because I'm excited for the content but also I know theres going to be things where i'm like#anyway let's just forget he even did that. (or twist it out of context to suit my preference for the story)#such is the joy of fanwork
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So i was reading @basil-does-arttt 's fanfic "Frustrations and Gentle Affections." and I realised something. For context, Nico has convinced the Spardas to sit down in their Devil Trigger forms and let her pick off loose scales for her experiments and creations. While she is doing this, she wonders to herself whether if demons groom themselves. This led me to the idea, what if demons moult?
(Bunch of stuff about moulting below. I'm no expert, and my sources are all online searches)
I will concentrate on bird and crustacean moulting for this. Moulting for birds is the replenishment and replacement of feathers. A bird's plummage will noticeably change over the course of the year. As their plummage dulls, they will then start to moult. They typically go through either partial moults (replacement of a portion of theif feathers) and/or complete moults (replacement of all feathers, birds typically don more vibrant features after complete moults).
Now moving onto crustaceans, specifically lobsters. Rather than an internal skeleton, lobsters have external skeletons called an exoskeleton. As a lobster grows, their exoskeleton will become too tight, and they will shed their exoskeleton and be left with a soft shell. Immediately after moulting, a lobster will pump their body full of fluids and enlarge their soft shell. A lobster grows ~20% per moult. After enlarging their bodies, a lobster will absorb water to rehydrate and will eat their previous shells to regain nutrition and protein. Due to an enzyme called telomerase, lobsters continue to grow through their lives, and the occurrence of senescence is slow. (It was actually due to this that the myth of lobsters' immortality came to place).
@basil-does-arttt 's interpretation is closer to that of a bird's moult. Individual feathers/scales fall off and are replaced. But I think lobsters' moult align more with demons. I'm pretty sure that as demons age, the more powerful they become. Lobsters also continue to grow as they age. Apart from natural old age eventually killing lobsters, another reason not all lobsters continue growing is that moulting is consumes a lot of energy, the larger the body, the more energy necessary to moult(like how triggering dt takes up a lot of energy for the spardas). Perhaps demons have a similar problem? They can't continue growing for eternity due to energy consumption, and that would explain why we haven't seen any behemoth sized demons. Lobsters' longevity is also seen in demons' long lifespans. Once again, this could be due to demons continually creating a certain enzyme to sustain them like how lobsters do. Also, I feel like eating their shedded moult is something demons would do, just feels right.
Another thing I wanted to bring up is this "cult" that is growing a leviathan lobster god. Sure, it is a joke thing to incentivise people into recycling and caring more for the earth, but they do have a point with the large lobster. The largest lobster found weighed 20.15 kgs (44.4lbs) , the average lobster weights ~0.6 kgs (1.3lbs). That means the largest lobster was ~3591.6% bigger than the average lobster. Now imagine that with demons, if the twins SDT is the average size of a demon, a levithan sized demon would be so fucking huge.
#dmc#future reference#devil may cry#devil trigger#dmc headcanons#dmc dante#dmc vergil#crustaceans#birds#someone pls tell me roughly how big sdt dante is#because now i NEED to know how big a leviathan demon would be in the same ratio as the lobster#fanfic#ive been having too many thoughts lately#idk if its good for any of us#one day i will kill tumblr#the drafts didnt save the first tims#this shit took so long#the sun literally set in the time it took me to research and write this#i swear theres any mistakes in this#no there isnt
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Thinking about transmasc sanji again... who undergoes top surgery before he joins the strawhats and doesnt tell anyone that hes trans. The only person who knows (that hes aware of, Robin knows everything) is Chopper who gives him his HRT shots. He's convinced Luffy (and Chopper somehow) that he has an illness that he must be given a shot for every month or he'll die just to keep them off his back (he stole the idea from Ussop). He is the only morning showerer and intentionally schedules his time in the bathroom to when everyone else is asleep.
Sanji learns what it means to be a man from the chefs at the Baratie. He purposefully twists his love of women to look horny in the eyes of others, because thats what he saw the chefs do. He refuses to show any positive affection to men and channels it into aggression instead because thats what he saw Zeff do to the other chefs. And leans so hard into being masculine that no one will ever be able to question his masculinity.
He is finally able to internalize that its okay to be himself when hes on Momoiro island, and learns that you can still be masculine and wear dresses and feel pretty. And when he comes back after the timeskip and finally comes out to all of them.
#full disclosure: i am not trans so please let me know if i'm overstepping#i have so many headcanons#but idk if anyone is interested#i know transfemme sanji is super popular and i like it too but transmasc sanji scratches a good itch in my brain#theres a sprinkling of my ace sanji headcanon in there too but its so slight#homegrown worms#sanji#one piece#this hasnt been edited at all sorry
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@crunchy-criss-1 do you fw marine biologist! kaoru???
(i SWEAR i told you ab this au before.)
#wait soooo basically#<- for everyone (except for criss(?))#this is another one of those non-idol! enstars aus rotting in the back in my brain. it's where kaoru follows in his mother's footsteps-#<- and becomes a marine biologist just like her !!#i'll draw/write some stuff ab this someday (maybe)#someone hold me back i have too many headcanons#oh wait#there was a fanfic idea i made based on this au#im looking at the doc rn and holy moly.#THERES SO MANY DABBLES IM CRYING#they're so fluffy and sweet and :(((#STOP. I NEED TO LOCK IN AND MAKE THIS A REAL THING#okay well homework first and THEN the au#shoutout to kaoru hakaze he ruined my life /pos#enstars#kaoru hakaze#enstars au
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sjsjdj i was thinking about this earlier, what do you think undyne’s sleep schedule is like/what type of a sleeper she is?
She definitely wakes up at like 5am to do like training and all that, but she's also just so chaotic so like she never really has a set bed time or whatever 'cause she's mostly doing whatever madness she can think of without really considering if she keeps at whatever she's doing she won't go to sleep until like midnight. She acts like she's absolutely fine with that much amount of sleep because she's trained for stuff like that or whatever, but like, it's very clearly very unhealthy. She does not care
I'm kinda torn, because I can't choose weather she'd: A) be a really heavy sleeper who'd sleep through pretty much anything, or B) extremely alert in her sleep who wakes up from the sound of a slight gust of wind in case there's danger. I think B sounds more like her, whereas A would probably be more likely to be played off as a joke or something
#asks#i feel like I put too much thought into this idk#when i got this i froze for like 5 minutes like some kind of stunned animal because i had so many thoughts and none of them were coherent#theres so much more i want to say but like HGFGHHGGHHHGGG#i think about her and i need to be put down like a rabid dog i need to be hit in the back of the head with a metal pipe#but yeah i got down what I could hope you like it :)#undyne#undertale headcanons#this took me half an hour to answer IM SO SORRY#its just i think about her at all and I immediately become unwell#i kinda just stared at this ask hyperventilating and thinkiing ''hahAha.....YEas..#undertale hc#undyne undertale
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More Thom headcanons bc the last post got too long <33
Is a big gift giver, asking when ppl's birthdays are is one of the first things he asks after befriending someone
Had to remind Lincoln the date of his and Amelia's anniversary. Went something like this
"Thom! Thom! Where are you?"
"I'm here, what do you need that requires such an unpleasant summoning?"
"Sach and I's anniversary..."
"Is coming up, yes? What about it?"
"So it is soon... what's the date?"
"Lincoln. Are you serious?"
Him and Lincoln definitely get into big arguments sometimes. They usually end with Thom getting fired or quiting
Is usually really calm when driving but if someone does something very stupid and puts him and his passengers at extreme risk the road rage is let loose. Gets over it quickly though and acts like nothing happened
- Peter is the opposite and if put in a near death situation while driving simply goes "oh... well that wouldn't have been good."
Is probably the lightest sleeper ever while Peter is a really heavy sleeper. Peter will sleep through an earthquake but Thom will wake up to the floorboard creaking or Peter moving slightly in his sleep
Still occasionally partakes in fencing when he has the time (I mean c'mon, he almost went to the Olympics ain't no way he doesn't fence from time to time. You don't just give up on a sport when you're that good)
- probably stopped fencing due to an injury and decided to focus on his career or schooling instead of going back
He enjoys the rain but doesn't like storms or heavy rain that much. He will appreciate the beauty of lightning sometimes but usually he closes the blinds/curtains and ignores the storm as much as possible
Hot weather is the bane of his existence. He hates it for Lincoln's sake but he also just hates being sweaty and hot and not being able to do anything about it ( I'm projecting oops-)
Knows how to say boss (or any variation of boss like sir) in a bunch of languages
That's all for now <33
#thom reston#my “not really an oc but is kinda an oc at this point” oc thom#i hate autocorrect sm... like pls i havent typed in french in like forever stop autocorrecting 'aide' to 'aidé' 😭#also learning this man was nearly an olympic level fencer??#it makes so much sense#but also now i NEED to know why he stopped#my headcanon isnt enough#i need jeffrey deaver to tell me EXACTLY why he didnt go to the olympics#was it an injury? or was it solely bc he wanted to focus on his schooling? or did he just grow tired of it and choose to stop?#I NEED ANSWERS!!!#anywho#also ignore me spelling jeffery wrong up there#theres too many ways to spell it#nicco blabs about thom
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(( It's been such a hot minute since it's happened, that I forget that most people who follow this blog don't know what happens when Miranda sincerely catches a crush and knows it, for once!
In short: if Miranda ever does manage to genuinely fall for someone and wants them, then, firstly, she's going to panic. Miranda is someone who, yes, is very confident in herself and believes that she has a right to every good thing in life, but that definition of "good thing" has been severely biased by the Merkingdom. The only things she really indulges in actively wanting and pursuing are things that the Merkingdom tells her she is supposed to want and pursue in the first place, things that are acceptable for a royal to want and things which are "normal" for them to want. This is why she doesn't actually mind dating, so long as she gets to treat the other party as a disposable toy for her to do what she pleases with — because it is common for royals to seek relationships like this, and because it helps to reinforce their place as royals.
Sincerely, very sincerely, wanting and caring for someone and actually feeling something for them, does not help reinforce this system. It leaves her vulnerable, either by other royals catching onto this, or through the other party not being well-equipped to handle the entire situation (in all the ways that it can go wrong). It is treating someone as an equal who the Merkingdom does not agree is an equal, and, even worse, it is giving Miranda a priority above the Merkingdom itself which she might hold greater loyalty to. That in particular is especially bad, given how much of Merkingdom politics is a reflection of their social dynamics to begin with.
This is why it takes so long for Miranda to admit it to herself. To do so is to admit she's not doing what she's supposed to do, that she's being bad, that she's failed in some fundamental level to be what the Throne demands her to be, and that's a lot of heavy stakes working against ever realizing when she likes someone. It has to get so bad and so intense that Miranda effectively has to admit to herself that she has done something that, in her mind, is severely wrong, and there's no way to avoid it or forget about it.
Thus, she tends to panic fairly bad. She is scared, she wants something and she was not supposed to do that, and every last moment of her life as Crown Princess is telling her that she very well might die because of this and that she will very much deserve it if it happens. It's very hard for her to connect this as anything other than a bad thing, and this is even harder to deny because Miranda liking someone also endangers them as well.
The Merkingdom will not tolerate such risks and threats, especially not to their Crown Princess, and other royals will innately view anyone who has Miranda's attention as a threat to themselves and their livelihoods. And if Miranda sincerely cares about someone, then she doesn't want them to get hurt because of her, which is made even worse by how convinced she is that she might be the one to hurt them too. Miranda's as much a royal as any of the others too, and all of Miranda's prior history of dating begins to work against her, reminding her of how easy it would be to dispose of them or harm them.
Secondly, this does present in a heightened and extreme want to bite her person of interest.
Contrary to what's above, this isn't actually a royal thing. It's a merfolk thing. They have many different ways to bite each other with many different connotations, and one way that they bite each other is both notoriously intimate, and tends to leave a recognizable bite mark on the other party, thus physically indicating that the two of them are close.
It's just a quirk of how merfolk attraction works then, that they focus so much on wanting to bite someone else when they're especially into them. It goes back to their social bonds, reinforcing them and helping to establish a new and closely tied bond, and helps secure it by gesturing to all other merfolk as a part of the social landscape that they all have to navigate. A merfolk who is especially down bad for another merfolk translates this idea as a need to bite them and be bitten back in return, to claim them as "theirs" and to be considered "mine" in turn. It's not really possessiveness nor territorial behavior, not in the way we'd understand it, but a deep and intense need to belong to someone, and a desire for that belonging. It's as much a physical thing as having a house that they live inside of, and is one of the fundamental desires behind merfolk building their miivt'ia and other relationship hierarchies.
This is intense for merfolk to begin with, being hypersocial and needing near-constant contact and interaction with each other. It is especially intense for Miranda, who is deeply repressed and cannot easily confront these desires and emotions in herself, and who perceives this sensation as being nearly painful in its intensity.
#Most secret royal advisor || OOC#Given by Divine Right || Headcanons#(( some day ill get to talk again about how having a crush nearly drives miranda insane#(( she wants it SO BAD and struggles to make sense of the severity#(( and she is SO terrified and stressed and worried#(( because what if SHE gets hurt. what if SHE hurts THEM. WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF.#(( there are suddenly STAKES to relationships and miranda HATES that#(( she just wants to toy around with everyones hearts make them fight for her eat them alive afterwards etc etc#(( but suddenly she WANTS this and. hnnghh. scary. it was too scary for her by far.#(( the issue is also miranda is such a slowburn muse#(( that to get to where she even HAS crush at all it takes SO long#(( and it takes even longer for her to ever want to ADMIT that she has a crush#(( and by then very few people will leave her in the insanity phase for very long#(( theres not enough time for miranda to try eating herself alive to cope with the YEARNING#(( shes gotten so far and its taken so long and she finally KNOWS shes in love. lets get together NOW.#(( many chances for miranda freaking out that have been missed. sad.#(( she will not be compelled to set herself on fire to maybe Make The Yearning Stop
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