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i need a sec.
#i feel like its only right if i post it myself#credits to judectrl <3#cause what the fuck.#what the actual fuck.#i#am#speechless#theres so many things to unpack#i have so many thoughts rn#im supposed to go to sleep#what#the#flip.#excuse me#sir#i cant#my thoughts are just so#theres so many#i can’t decipher anything right now.#trent alexander arnold#taa#taa66#@
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Ever think about how Akechi's intense jealousy of Ren can tie into how much he seems to enjoy being referred to as his rival, because it means he's worth enough to be considered Ren's equal? Cause I do
#he thinks highly of him. in a way that is twisted into anger but he still does#theres so many things that you can consider and unpack with these two it's overwhelming at times#persona 5#persona 5 royal#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake
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Too tired to try and write something for this, but I imagine that Magnai asks Ieeha to visit him on the Steppe before the events of Ultima Thule, giving him enough time to settle matters should Ieeha accept the sun.
One person then leaves the Rising Stones after the events of the 13th, followed by two people returning, almost awkwardly hand in hand.
But that's fine with them, because they have all the time in the world henceforth to catch up on all the time they wasted being dense.
It was Guydelot who accidentally stepped on a landmine by trying to strike conversation with Magnai in Camp Broken Glass after seeing him and Ieeha bicker like an old couple. He goes into it all ''ah yes just like me and my Sanson—" only to find out that Magnai was NOT aware of what's going on, and then everything spirals from there, forcing Sadu and Cirina to step in and help Magnai unpack several expansion worth of confusion and strange longing.
(Sanson is the one who tells Guydelot for once that it'll be fine after the fact LOL)
#and thats how magnai tagged along to tural..... although That i'll have to ponder on further to figure out all details hehe#i'm so bad at going into more detailed descriptions for these things but baby steps im learning to be more open#good for magnai though to be surrounded by so many queers so he can get help unpacking his bisexuality lmao#but yeah theres a LOT for magnai and ieeha to learn even after ieeha accepts magnais request to join him by his side#and the scions most certainly are surprised to see ieeha with the little sun following him like a duckling#but they make do!!!!#ffxiv#wolship#magnai oronir#magnai oronir x warrior of light#magnaieeha#ieeha de verral#ieeha#ffxiv oc#final fantasy xiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#gpose#gposers#ffxiv wol#hyur#midlander#au ra#xaela#ffxiv screenshot#nabaath-areng#also the second last screen in particular is the one where magnai looks like a giant puppy. like when you hold ones face in your hand#and they look at you and just sigh.... yknow???#fitting tbh
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a glitch in time changed my brain chemistry i will never be the same
#danny phantom a glitch in time#spoilers ahead🫡#i annoyed me SO MUCH when fandom made dan just focused on danny and forgot vald was also a part of him#so glad the comic reminded everyone about this#teared up at the scene with danny deciding he's gonna be the bridge between worlds go babyboy GO#when clockwork showed danny the 2 options i started laughing my ass off#honestly i love how much more depth thus comic added to everything#up till now most of the things that happened were just hc#i also love that dannys life will be a lot harder#yas make him suffer#theres a completely new dynamic in amity rn and im so not gonna be normal about it#imagine giw being competent in this timeline or other rivaling unknown hunters coming in#like i know it was already explored in the fandom but now its a real possibility to happen in canon too#ALSO ALSO valerie remembering everything......... and val in general tbh#“i always knew you were a monster”#SO MANY THINGS TO UNPACK HERE AAAAAAAAA#she sees danny more as phantom than fenton and its so NEW and refreshing my god#btw big fan of vlad and dan ending#you could say both got what they wanted :3#i loved vald in this in general#the pathetic old man bullied by a bunch of children#and FUCK phantom planet
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trying not to get disproportionately hyped but yesterday's horizons episode made me lose my mind to such a degree that I feel as though the next episode is gonna be like.. life-changing for me I fear.
#vi rambling#pokemon#i have so many thoughts and i cant articulate ANY OF THEM.#im just. so pleased. with the writing in this show. and so pleased with the direction theyre taking amethio. hes my character ever.#everything is so intriguing and has such a good build-up... idk IDK IT HAS ME SO EXCITED AND HAPPY.#seeing new things and older things click into place like this. the catharsis of liko and amethio facing off again and#being the first 2 major characters to interact in the series and being the lead narrative foils finally face off again and INTERACT again#is so incredibly rewarding.#spinel is such a fascinating antagonist to me theres so much to unpack with his relationship with umbreon and the organization as a whole#liko's emotional state was also really well executed i felt. amethio being so SHARP when it comes to spinels entire deal was also#a great aspect showing both his intellect and his being privy to information we arent and thus leaning into the mystery aspects#ARHHRGRGGGGH IM SOOOOO. i need it to be friday again im going a little insane.#also the rakurium being pink ... terapagos and likos colorschemes being turquoise.... opposing colors and in their middle....#is purple.... I WONDER.... WHO THE BRIDGING CHARACTER WILL BE..... GEHEUEHURGE#im just. so excited to see his arc unfold. and well... i hope their interactions ends on a more ambivalent note... things shifting a bit#when it comes to their perceptions of the other side ever so slightly.... ghfurhuhru#ok. im done i think.
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on one hand I wanna write my fic ideas wherein my marvel oc gets sent to the alternate universe of Gotham and hijinks ensue whilst she tries to survive and get back and the batfam and such slowly learn more info abt her world and how it's being threatened atm and she needs to go back and help and whatnot.
But on the other hand, the readers wouldn't know the marvel related backstory of this OC and would have. No context for her going in
But ALSO then the readers would know abt as much abt this mysterious figure as the batcrew do, and get to learn via flash backs and her slowly revealing info to them as safety allows
Then there's also just a general. Idk if there's any sort of oc etiquette when it comes to writing oc centered fics? My brain goes so hogwild when I read anything that I usually avoid oc fics other people write just bc I usually read and enjoy fics at face value but I also go "now what would happen if this OC was here?" And that gets real complicated when other people's ocs are involved
#jasper rambles#this is a rambly one yall#fanfic discussion#fanfic etiquette?#i just. listen. i made a vampire oc for captain america specifically of the mcu.. and i was thinking and like. gotham is the Perfect City fo#r a vampire to live right. so like. then i was like what would she do if she ended up in gotham. how would that go. and then i could reveal#her marvel backstory thru tidbits she drops and flashbacks. bc i have her mcu timeline pretty well planned out#tho also her existence (along w a few pther ocs) drastically changes the course of the mcu so some things hapen VERY differently (mainly civ#il war and then the start of the following arcs) so like id aalso have to reveal where the canon divergence from the mcu is during the flash#backs. and then ALSO i have a p decent grasp of the batfam and whatnot but i havent had the oppurtunity to read many comics so i dont even.#what if i just FAIL at their characterization and im actually wronf magically#and then ALSO comes the question of should i include my batman dc oc? bc SHES a whole. package. theres a LOT to unpack w her. tho for this s#pecific fic idea i think itd be fun to just. have her be Another Batfam Member. like yeah shes got her own stuff going on. but this fic woul#dnt dive into it anymore than it dives into the other batfam members#the other issue is deciding where in the mcu timeline this oc gets thrown into an au and why and how or if that affects the mcu timeline fro#m there. cuz thatd need to be decided for the sake of flashbacks. and if im gonna ise flashbacks id love to try and plan it out so it aligns#with the plot happening in gotham. i dont necessarily want like. a running Plot in the flashbacks. but id want them to be scenes from her li#fe in mcu that reveaal stuff that helps understand the decisions she makes in the gotham plot#but ALSO in the gotham plot. id wanna have it either be that her presence has caused some sort of ripple that the gotham baddies are using t#o hirt people or else some other unrelated gotham baddies plot is happening and this oc being herself sees trouble and runs towards it to tr#y and help people. even tho she has her own stuff to deal w. and then makes herself a target of the gangs and also potentially screws someth#ings up bc she doesnt have as intimate of knowledge abt the baddies and gangs as the batfam do since most of em grew up in the streets of g#otham one way or another#so like. and like she can hold her own. she was a young woman in brooklyn in the 30/40s. but its still a different environment in gotham rat#her than in brooklyn new york. so itd be. yeah. tbh i feel like the fact that im putting this much thought into it means i will probably try#to write and post it on ao3. idk when tho. im trying not to post more fics on ao3 so i can focus on my xmen fic#sso. anyway if you read all this feel free to share your thoughts and or like. sorry not sorry for the rambly essay of tags <3#i told you jasper rambles
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Billy is literally a racist 💀
Don't compare him to the baby girl that is Mickey
this is the funniest ask i possibly could've woken up to. thank you
#not unpacking the billy is racist thing becos its been talked over to death#and theres so many interpretations etc including from dacre himself#but the babygirl mickey part.... like i HEAR you but also if you're babygirlafying mickey....#billy's LITERALLY next logical step. they're literally SO similar#its ALL there#m#msgs <3#anonymous#i say this loosely but mickeys character was actually written semi decently kinda... like he had some love and care poured into him#and billy's character literally just had dacre campaigning for him..... and got fucked over in the end#if billy's character got the same amount of love and care AND SCREENTIME....... bro....
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Feeling some buyers remorse for buying 2 shelves yesterday online. But it's getting eclipsed by the excitement of thinking about where I'm gonna put them and rearranging my apartment a little bit
Is this what it's like to be an adult? Lol
#speculation nation#work sucked today but in brighter moments ive just been buzzing in excitement about furniture#i bought some storage shelves and then a bookshelf#im gonna put the storage shelves at the far side of my living room & put as many of my boxes as i can fit on it#removing Box Island from the center of my living room lol#i wanna also sort thru the boxes to figure out what things would be considered permanent storage (archival things)#which would be priority placed on the storage shelves#and then figure out what boxes i would potentially want to unpack in the coming months. to keep in easier to access locations.#yes ive been living here for 2+ years and yes ive only got like half my shit unpacked. such is life.#for my new bookshelf i wanna do a little more rearranging#the cats' fancy litter box is in the little hallway leading into the bathroom#placed there bc it was the easiest to access outlet for the self cleaning litter box#but it's chunky and gets in the way and with the non clumping litter those things are like fucking legos on the floor#crunch crunch crunch under my slippers. id like the litter box more out of the way.#so im gonna put it in the cat area of the living room. rearranging some stuff over there to make it fit.#and then where it is rn in the hallway. im gonna put my new bookshelf.#i dont know what books im gonna put on it yet. probably my less personal books. probably no manga.#im supposed to get a bookshelf from my dad sometime that's bigger than both my current and my new bookshelf#and im gonna put it in my room. clear the space behind my TV. and Theres where i wanna put out all my manga thats been in storage#idk. shelves!!! potential!!!! its all so exciting.#nothing like new furniture to make me feel like im gonna try to get my life back in order.#and Honestly having the living room suddenly so much cleaner has been... nice.#im gonna work on cleaning my room soon. it is Long overdue.
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#it’s kind of my read into bakugo when it comes to themes of regret and reconciliation (with many things)#bc it’s how i feel like i understand him the most#i think he lives with a lot of regret as he matures!!! probably cringes at the embarrassing shit he did in middle school#and how difficult it is for him to kind of correct things#esp bc i think he struggles a bit with expressing how he feels adequately#lowkey feel like theres lots of miscomm when it comes to what he means vs what comes out/how it sounds#and also i think theres always going to be a part of him that will never be satisfied making up for his wrongs#idt he’ll ever feel like it’s enough bc damage done is still damage done#and honestly u break up bc of that#in the middle of ur relationship i think that regret eats at him a lot and it carries over to his feelings w u#and i feel like in an effort to salvage / prevent damage from being done / prevent him from regretting anything in your relationship#he breaks it off#but honestly that’s the dumbest thing he can do bc he regrets it even more now haha#so the fic will touch on all those things!!#im anticipating it to be longer than 7k for sure! cos there’s a lot to unpack i feel#but yea ! pls let me know !#also the music that inspires me for this are:#1. will it ever feel the same (bazzi)#2. xx (the millennial club)#3. when it’s just you and i (the millennial club)#4. sunbleach (christian kuria) <- this one the most omfg#5. thinking bout you (rei brown & joji)#6. could i be somebody (rei brown)#7. waiting for you (rei brown)#not necessarily bc of the lyrics but more the ~~vibes of it THO some lyrics hit too#ANYWAY THATS ALL thank u for listening to me blabber#shotorus.process#will any of you even be interested in an ex bakugo fic#there are so many good ones out there alr 😭😭😭
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Me: okay maybe I should finally dig out my wall calendar as I'm having trouble keeping track of extended family's birthdays
Me, while redoing said calendar because it's messy: why are there so many birthdays in may and july? it's just considerate
#Demon Spawn#+Extra#theres too many fcking family members and i kept forgetting where id put and to check the diary my mum had filled out with extended family#birthdays but there are birthdays missing from that! she just completely decided against putting any of my dads family but put my aunts#fiancé down as my uncle which um excuse me hes not my uncle until marriage and the guy that was my uncle has also been snubbed cus of the#divorce! theres family politics going down in my diary. my cousin on my dads sides birthday isnt in there and my mum is always late with#birthdays so shell only tell me after its passed which is not helpful. my mum has also had another child since she filled out so she needed#to be added but her birthday is the same month but a couple of days before another siblings so it wouldnt have been chronologically correct#to just add her but my may box is very full. its very stressful to look at theres no need for that many people to be born in may and july#i have a real problem with remembering things that are written down but i cant see. like we had to have a homework journal for school and#i always forgot when i had homework..... because i would forget to check my journal.... my teachers would be like didnt you write it down?#and even when it was written down it didnt help i need to be unable to avoid seeing it it just needs to be out in the open always visible#anyway i was gonna finally put my photos up instead i wrote up my deadlines to put on my notice board and finally filled out ny organisers#which i unpacked in December buried on my shelf and then promptly forgot about because i didnt want to clean off the old whiteboard pen 🙃#im so useless i want a new brain#at least its done now. better late than never and constantly suffering for it
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wish I could force some people to read mother night tbh
#like i dont know anyone *that* extreme obviously but i know some people who could use that moral lesson#like sure you dont hold those beliefs but youre still doing the active harm#you are who you portray or however he put it#'We are what we pretend to be so we must be careful what we pretend to be.'#i need to read more vonnegut tbh#i loved cats cradle and mother night but found slaughterhouse 5 kind of hard to read#but still good#especially the combination of care and apathy#mainly the dichotomy between the woman asking him to name the book 'the childrens crusade' vs 'so it goes'#he wanted to portray how deeply horrible it all was but... theres so much what can you do? so it goes#i will say theres more to unpack with slaughterhouse 5 and cats cradle though#i love mother night a lot but its very cut and dry for a vonnegut novel#and vonnegut said as much#anyway#i think with where i live some people could stand to read kt#im not sure kts a greater phenomenon#it.might be#but its definitely A Thing where i live#nd like.... there r so many people i know where like.. i know somewhere theyre decent and want to be decent but just want to fit in but...#have a moral backbone would you?
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sub!astarion thoughts?? 👀👀👀
I have so many thoughts. Some of them are a bit dark so be warned, theres a lot of trauma. also spoiler warning for act 3 and Astarions arc!
I truly just believe he's a switch and it just depends on the person he is with, because his sexuality up until the you and Astarion get into a full deep connection was based in fantasy
Astarion as a sexual person probably knows a lot about himself and what he wants but there's still definitely that need to lure and use people, so he needs to fit whatever he perceives as the perfect fantasy for whoever he is sleeping with
Once he finds himself outside of Cazador and in something stable, he would find comfort in being taken care of. Being the little spoon, taking things slow, you being the one to initiate sex, kisses, etc
I think he'd only be comfortable being more dominant again after defeating Cazador and not ascending, finally seeing he can do anything for himself and himself only if he ever wanted to
but he'd much rather do things for the both of you, now. He likes thinking for himself and another with no selfish intentions or threats
in that he'd take more control in the bedroom, but there would be a few breakdowns and needing to stop to unpack some trauma
a lot being that he's safe and here, and no one will leave him, especially you, and needing to pause or stop during intimacy is normal and perfectly ok. He can just get overwhelmed by the ghost of his past victims and his own victiomhood
there's a lot of comfort in living life to protect you, and gratefully and willingly
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aquatic missile | arthurtv
had this idea that i thought was adorable so here
have a little arthur with a crush on a marine biologist !!!!
after arthur had moved to london, finally getting somewhat used to the area he had moved to, he had become slightly socially worn out from seeing his friends much more often, being exposed to many more social situations all whilst trying to unpack and organise his new flat.
so he had decided to abandon his responsibilities for the day to go to the aquarium, which was honestly one of the things he had been looking forward to most when moving to a bigger city then he was used to, the museums, zoos, and aquariums he could finally visit.
he was happy going alone, wanting to unwind, his headphones hanging from his neck, ready to play some music as he strolled through and gawked at all the sea life.
when he walked into the lobby, he noticed the place was quite empty, but it didn't wholly surprise him - it was 11am on a tuesday, most people were probably at work or school, and he had somewhat been glad it was empty.
he walked up to the desk, slightly looking up at the woman at the desk before back down to his feet for a moment.
the worker was quite pretty.
"hi, can i help you?" the woman spoke, in a sweetly helpful way.
"hello, i just wanted to get a ticket?" he said, a little quietly.
"just a one day general admission?" she asked, and he confirmed with a nod of his head.
"yeah, that sounds good to me," he nodded, his eyes slightly crinkling as he offered her a slightly awkward smile.
"have you been before? we have a little leaflet with a map in that might help if you'd like one, you can obviously just wander as you please but if theres specific things you'd like to see, they're all labelled in here," she offered, placing a small blue coloured leaflet on the desk, his fingers gently reaching to take it, nodding gratefully.
"oh, thank you, yeah.. i mean, i love all the sea creatures but i do really like the sharks," he admitted with a small laugh, and she nodded, giggling a little herself.
"oh, me too.. the sharks are my favourite by a mile, i even have a specific favourite shark, they actually let me name her," she smiled, and his eyes lit up.
"no way, really? what did you call her?" he asked, clearly interested.
"a little rogue but i called her missile," she said bashfully, and he laughed.
"that is very cool." he confirmed, and she blushed a little with a nod.
arthur handed her the money for the ticket, taking it from her with a small thanks as he headed his way into the aquarium.
he could easily spend hours in the aquarium, and he did, meandering slowly and stopping at each small fish that he could see, reading all the boards with the facts on, and by the time he had even looked down at his phone he noticed it was already 2pm, and he was approaching the shark section of the aquarium, a grin on his face at the prospect.
he had barely ran into anyone whilst walking through the winding path of the place, and in the shark section he could only see one person in the whole big area, a big glass tunnel, someone hunched over on a bench, eating and watching the sharks on the other side.
he began slowly walking around, his head focussed on looking up at the glass, watching the sharks swim around, even over his head when he was lucky before he heard noise.
"oh, hi again," a small familiar voice said, and he turned to the girl eating, who had lifted her head up - the worker from before.
"hello," he said, smiling a little, "must be very cool to be able to eat here on your lunch break," he joked a bit, and she nodded.
"uh huh, one of my favourite parts of the day, checking on missile... and of course all the other sharks, i love them all. though, feeding time is also pretty cool,"
"feeding them would be so cool," he nodded in confirmation. "which one is missile?" he asked curiously, and she grinned.
"the one that swam over your head before," she laughed slightly, putting down her box of pasta and standing up for a second, slightly closer to him before pointing upwards, at a spotted slightly smaller shark, "that's missile, she's a leopard shark,"
"what about the others? do you know all their names?" he asked, and she nodded, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear.
"that's david, he's a lemon shark... that's haribo, he's a gummy shark, that ones called eve, she's a nurse shark... and the rest are hiding somewhere, but we have hammerheads, angel sharks and cow sharks hiding round here somewhere," she laughed a little, shrugging, "some of them like the attention more then others,"
"so you're really interested in sharks? or is it just a thing where you know a lot from working near them?" arthur asked, and she nodded again.
"i studied marine biology, i usually work more behind the scenes but on quiet days i work behind the desk too, but yeah, i love sharks, and just sea animals on a whole... i mean, i even have a shark tattoo," she giggled. "what about you, you just here to see them or do you have an interest?"
"oh, um, i have an interest in animals in general, and i just moved to london, so i wanted to come see the aquarium 'cause i've never been before," he admitted, and she nodded.
"i do love the aquarium, it's so peaceful, i mean sometimes i come in even on my days off, which in most jobs seems so bizarre but, i don't know, i just love it here."
and that's how arthur ended up frequenting the aquarium more than he intended to, over the past month going at least six times, enjoying the aquarium (and secretly hoping to run into the girl who he had become just a small bit infatuated with but had only admitted that to his close friends, who in turn obviously mocked him)
"you literally don't even know this girls name," george laughed when arthur had admitted he may have had a tiny crush on her after telling them about going to the aquarium for the fourth time in two weeks.
"well, obviously i know that, but i mean, i can't find out unless i see her again, can i?"
"only arthur could go to an aquarium and randomly fall in love with a girl just because she spoke to him about sharks," chris said sarcastically, and arthur rolled his eyes at him, his face red.
"she was cool, okay? she literally gets to name and feed and pet sharks, that is cool!" he defended himself in a splutter of embarrassment, only leading to slightly more giggles
when he next went, and he had paid for his ticket with someone else at the desk, and began his wander around the museum, he heard a slightly teasing voice once in the shark exhibit.
"you know, you could have saved yourself a lot of money if you had just bought a monthly pass," a giggling voice said, and he turned around to her with a slightly red face and a shrug.
"didn't realise i was gonna end up coming so much," he admitted with flushed cheeks.
"just become obsessed with the sharks, eh?" she asked, and he gulped down with another shy nod.
"uh huh. and, um. well, kinda hoping to run into you, also," he acknowledged, only to hear her laugh a little more.
"stalking me now, are you?" she asked, only to make his eyes widen
"no, not like that! just that, you know, i thought you were interesting and that-" she laughed a little harder now,
"i'm just kidding, don't worry about it. you do know there's other ways to see girls you find interesting other then hoping to bump into them at work?" she teased.
"well, that's what i was hoping to ask, you know... if i could maybe see you not in the shark section of the aquarium? like a date?" he asked, fiddling with his fingers a little.
"sure, that sounds nice," she smiled at him, "though, you don't even know my name," she teased.
"well, what is your name?" arthur asked, slight more confidence in his voice and a small smile on his face, slightly reassured that she had said yes.
"whats yours? i mean, for all i know you're some stalker who frequents aquariums looking for victims," she teased, leading him to jokingly roll his eyes.
"my name is arthur, and i promise it was not stalking... just thought you were smart, and pretty, so.. what's your name?"
"suppose you'll have to find that out on the date, hm, arthur?
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ok so like i've had this thought in my brain. like just imagine, you're finally moving out to canada to be with hayden on his farm. when he picks you up he brings a big bouquet of flowers and a drink for you from wherever. then when yall get to the farm, he takes you into the house and there is just a bunch of stuff. like he had briar make you a "welcome home" sign and theres streamers, then theres a plethora of farm animal stuffies and some blankets along with your favorite things and hes just like "welcome home darling" UGHHH
This is so sweet oh my god 😭
He picks you up with a big bouquet (how many pics I’ve seen of him bringing them for Rachel? SWOON). The banner that Briar helped make??? Excellent touch and one that I could see really happening. He’s so excited to finally have someone else living with him again, he happily gives you the tour of the house, saying that he’ll show you the whole property tomorrow because he wants to help you settle in. He helps you unpack before really welcoming you home.
He’d look a little sheepish as he watches you take in everything he bought for you and set up. “I just wanted to make sure you had everything you’d need and are comfortable.” He’d shrug, trying to be nonchalant.
“It’s perfect Hayden, just like you.”
I need this to be real.
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i know im such a broken record, but i genuinely think people dont understand how much policing peoples art really is a problem. policing people for their thought crimes, for engaging with material they dont like... it all comes from the same place.
i know i sound dramatic when i talk about it in regards to fascism and stuff, but like... theres a reason thats on the rise. this shit goes hand in hand with 'no kink at pride' discourse. with 'we should ban drag story hour'. its this idea that engaging with any part of a taboo culture makes you an irredeemable pervert who isnt safe around children. and i know, queer people shouldnt be a taboo culture! but we are. because thats a sin. the reason there is kink at pride is because you gotta respect other peoples desires like that even if you dont get them, cuz we all look the same to the dominant culture. even if youre gay and asexual and you just wanna hold hands w someone of the same gender..... you will be called just as big of a pervert as someone whos openly into puppy play or whatever. and trying to separate yourself only serves to make the most marginalized people unsafe. it can be a gateway to terfism to white supremacy... its all people saying 'youre upset about stuff, do you know whos fault it is? that guy over there who makes you uncomfortable, they make you look bad. wouldnt it be better if they didnt exist?'
purity culture is derived from this cultural christianity, which isnt to say its literally coming from christians, but the ideology of there being good people and bad people. that you need to purge your bad thoughts just the same way you need to repent for your sins. it is in fact related. its dangerous to be going around calling people freaks perverts and degenerates. thats the language of the oppressors.
i think the fandom shit is just like... it can be a gateway to the rest of it. its frustrating and scary to see how willing people are to fall into this rhetoric. there is no such thing as good wholesome people and evil perverted people.
i think the thing is a lot of the people doing this are young, and have only grown up being taught to shun the weirdos. you really gotta start unpacking all that stuff, thats all im ever trying to say, as annoying as it is to hear over and over again. cuz this is never a single person whos falling for this, its always the mob mentality of it. all it takes is one person going 'hey that guy makes FREAK art for FREAKS' and suddenly theres 50 more people going 'YEAH!! THEY DO!!!' cuz collectively youre not thinking about where that thought process is coming from, how deeply ingrained into our culture that is.
so despite it being annoying, im gonna keep saying it every time it comes up. because if no one speaks up we collectively get worse. maybe the more times i repeat myself, despite how many followers i lose, the more people i might make think about their actions.
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RACHEL :(
TGS Spoilers under cut
This is the first time after an update that I’ve been absolutely lost for words, not because nothing happened, but because theres so much to unpack about it.
“How many times did you meet him?” Did Jasper ever actually meet Hyde Until he was tied up? He heard about him plenty of times sure but I don’t think he’s actually spent time with him, so in a way Rachel makes sense by seeing this.
But Jasper also grew close with Jekyll during this time and I dont think his feelings should be side lined, he worked side by side with Jekyll and really got to connect with him.
Rachel was close to both so it makes sense why she may be reflecting through anger towards anyone she’s near. But either way Jaspers feelings shouldn’t be sidelined.
Ooooo boy, there are some things to unpack here
Rachel ignoring the signs that Hyde looking like Jekyll because of her grief from Eli’s death is heart wrenching, it was so obvious to her but she really needed it to be Eli for her to cope.
It was an unhealthy way, especially now that everything had been revealed but it helped her at the time, even though it was harming those around her.
Now its like everything is crumbling infront of her eyes
It seems to just now hit her, even when she was talking to Lucy and her brother a couple of chapters back it just now hit her that it’s official
There was always something in the back of her mind telling her that it was possible that this was Eli back to her and after her talk with her Brother and Lucy, it stayed there.
Now she knows that its not true, she knows officially its all gone and that comfort she got in the thought, her coping mechanism, its all gone.
The Lodgers are in disarray, and it makes me wonder how is Jasper so calm in this situation.
He’s been here the shortest time but he worked one on one with Jekyll, he has plenty of a right to freak out too yet he is keeping calm and Helping everyone else
In a way he was becoming Jekylls apprentice, which would give some explanation to why he’s trying to help everyone’s nerves, it’s as if he’s trying to prove that he can handle things, to himself and maybe Jekyll as well, perhaps knowing that Jekyll is Hyde dosent bother him that much
Jasper has the most understanding of Jekylls situation, he’s a werewolf, he knows about transforming and he also tried to cure it through potions, he wouldn’t judge Jekyll as Harshly as the other lodgers because it’s something he can relate to. He probably thinks Hyde is Jekylls version of a werewolf, maybe that’s why he’s not freaking out, he understands wanting to hide that part of yourself and he gets why Jekyll may have not wanted to tell anyone.
He has that connection to Jekyll that no one else has, not even the people who Jekyll has known for so long. Having another being inside of yourself that you cant always control, that’s something only Jasper has also experienced.
Anyway, Jasper giving Rachel his jacket because he couldn’t stay with her was very cute and made me very giddy
#tgs#the glass scientists#tgs mondays#tgs update#tgs hyde#tgs jekyll#tgs rachel#tgs jasper#ace rambles#sorry this was late I was struggling on what to write for a long time
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