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Remind me not to post fics around my night shifts thinking I could use the pick-me-up; I am clearly way too touchy when I am sleep deprived. While I am trying to take things in the (hopefully) meant-to-be-helpful spirit of things, it is currently just not working because my mood is so low as to need a magnifying lense to be seen.
#chatter#personal rant#When people try to be helpful#it would be nice if they at least commented on the fic#gonna take a nap now#because I got in to work another night shift today#coworker asked me how I was doing#and I kinda burst into tears#so they sent me to bed#there isn’t anything to do currently#but it still feels like a personal failing#not being able to go into work and be ready for it#just to clarify#this has nothing to with the helpful comments#and everything to do with#practically getting no sleep on my last night shift#and just generally bordering depression when I am forced to be awake after midnight
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do you love the city you live in
#lobotomy corporation#limbus company#leviathan#project moon#for the record im positing that these abnormalities are built on common sentiments in the city#not that vergie's specifically referencing silent orchestra or anything like that#i actually dont know if dreaming current has anything to do with the ring's wacked out druggies but… the framing…#also the super obvious ones like the birds or the carmen-related ones aren't here because everyone knows about those already#the rudolta one is so interesting#the potential that the well of humanity draws from more than just humanity...#or maybe it was pulled from the mind of a child who lived in the outskirts#me post#also also this isn’t including all the clear parallels the limbus abnos have to stuff that happened in limbus#this is just for old stuff
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aaron forgiving andrew for killing tilda when he has children of his own because he thinks that if she were around he never would’ve let her meet them.
(and if he didn’t want his children near her, or any children near her, that means that he, as a child, should’ve never been near her. and he gets what andrew did bc he would kill to keep these children safe too.)
#aftg#twinyards#aaron minyard#idk man i saw a tiktok and it got to me#this just makes sense to me#i think aaron must’ve felt a lot of self loathing and a lot of love with nowhere for it to go for so long in his life#that when he sees how vulnerable and precious his kids are it CLICKS#and he has somewhere for all that love that should’ve been for her that she never earned to go#and he thanks andrew for doing his best to keep him safe#and he understands eventually why it was the only option#why andrew didn’t trust cops or CPS#bc he had been burned too many times before and ANY amount of pain is too much pain for a child#and he looks at his children with such love and wonder and he doesn’t get how anyone could want to ruin something so perfect#how anything else could be more important than these children#ever#in other news it’s 2am my codine isn’t working and i wanted someone else to feel the pain i’m currently physically in <3
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#14 Is there something that you’ve dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?
Waterspark Moon: “I always thought it would be really fun for Sun and I and all the tiki’s to take a trip somewhere. Somewhere outside of the park all of us, maybe even to another theme park, I don’t know somewhere with a lot of space where we can all be together no work all play. We haven’t tried to pull something like this off because it would be a grand feat with lots of planning: closing the park, hiring a temp security team, transportation, finding somewhere with enough free rooms to book. It’s doable we would just have to be serious enough to plan it at least a year in advance.”
#unfortunately not practical on the business side of things#plans that never leave the group chat#noting the park has been closed down early for things like special events and such#so closing a day off to the public isn’t that big of a deal#if you can imagine it’s just ALOT to remove the entire staff of a resort and theme park#can’t just leave it unattended either#the park is of currently run entirely by robots#Moon dreams of having something like a holiday#a lazy day where the world seems to close and your surrounded by family#everyone is happy and enjoying time together not a care in the world#to have a day where you don’t have to do anything#just be in the moment with the ones you love#dca au#waterpark au#Waterspark bay#Waterspark bay au
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posted on facebook an image from one of the sets of stranger things to see if any of my 80’s babies/children/teens/adults fam members or whoever might be familiar with the lore and give me the insight.
i wrote out the post so formal though so they couldn’t get a whiff of the fact i am not asking because i intend to write an article for cinemablend but instead for my tumblr blog so my fellow mentally ill queers and i can go insane over a piece of prop to prove one of the hundreds of theories we all have ping ponging between us
#even tho i’m 23 it would be like ok who cares you have tumblr but this is my sanctuary. tumblr is my diary.#my whereabouts on the site must be unknown to them#with the way i asked they will either think 1) it’s for a college assignment (i am not currently in school so) or 2) they think it could be#for work (i am unemployed) or 3) it’s a hobby and if they think it’s for a hobby hopefully they do not ask to read anything!#like this isn’t for you#i just need you guys for info#i’m thinking of it as investigative journalism#they provide the lore then i write my analysis posts and discuss it with the bffs (aka byler tag)#byler#stranger things#stranger things analysis
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the one piece clickbait channels make me go insane when they do this shit
#one piece#coby one piece#koby one piece#i genuinely do not understand why they feel the need to make him so manly#what was the point????#this isn’t a timeskip or anything#this is supposed to be current day koby?!?
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what if i never get to live the life i want
#im pathetic#i can’t even take steps forward#god#im (blank) years old and i haven’t done anything with my life#what the fuck is wrong with me#im sorry#im sorry.#okay. realistically#none of this is true#i just started my period and everything feels like a lot#i have a doctors appointment in the morning and that’s really stressing me out#which isn’t helping this current situation#i am happy where my life is#i am happy with how things are going#it’s insane that the theater is part of my daily life now#that’s wonderful#it doesn’t feel like any time has past since april#but it‘s also been lifetimes#god i wish i could do theater full time#god if you’re listening. please#i’m not even religious#but please#ramblings of a henry
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i’m going to fucking lose it i think.
#Rasp Rambles#half of the shit i currently put up with fucking DAILY has been happening for over SIX GOD DAMN MONTHS.#and my mother only RECENTLY started having a problem with any of it. and yet she doesn’t fucking do anything about it but get mad at ME. th#one person in the house who isn’t leaving messes everywhere among other things. and yet everything is magically my fucking fault.#vent
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Going through a straight up comical amount of irritating situations to get the stupid 4* guaranteed ticket from the welcome to sekai campaign. It Will Be Mine.
#I’m resuming this tomorrow it’s been hours now I’m just mad#I’m home because my parents are moving to a different state and I needed to pack whatever was left#and for some reason we just keep old devices when we’re done with them#so I borrow an adapter to allow me to connect my ancient unworking iPad mini to my laptop#factory reset it. i have to reset an old email to access the old Apple id to fully reset it.#it won’t connect to the wifi so I have to reset the settings. i find out it’s too old to run pjsk.#i find an old phone that should work. i reset it as well. I’m able to download pjsk & it takes 20 minutes.#pjsk crashes everytime I try to open it. i attempt to run bluestacks on my computer. bluestacks doesn’t have 64 bit for mac yet.#i get a free trial of parallels and download windows onto my laptop. this takes 40 minutes.#i try to download and run bluestacks on that. m1 macs apparently can’t run bluestacks 64 bit through parallels.#i go find the final old phone that I had forgotten about. it takes forever to charge because the charging port is fucked up. i reset it as#well. it can’t connect to wifi. i try a hotspot on my current phone. service is too awful. i try to do wifi sharing from my laptop.#you have to be connected to the router via a cable for that to work.#at this point it has been like 3 hours. I’m giving up because I’ve been down this route before#when I attempted to run 32 bit steam games on m1 mac#(wine64 doesn’t exist for m1 macs yet -> attempt to run boot camp -> boot camp isn’t a thing anymore on Apple silicon -> attempt to run#several different programs that allow me to run windows on a mac. none of them work. ->#look into linux & give up. -> attempt to implement the unfinished/unbottled wine64 code thru terminal. ->#fuck up and delete some important file & have to fix that (misery inducing) -> keep trying. i think I downloaded a Mac coding program at#some point? i realize I have zero coding knowledge and this is a mistake. -> give up and purchase crossover. game doesn’t even work. ->#3 months later update to the latest OS so I can have enough storage to play psychonauts 2. find out the $60 crossover#purchase was a bad idea because ‘heehee crossover doesn’t work on that buy the new version’ (fuck crossover).#my toxic trait is my belief that I can figure out anything via google and sheer stubbornness. usually this is true. occasionally there are#exceptions to this rule. most of them are because owning Apple products is a mistake.#i think if I reset the router tomorrow I can solve this problem but I can also just go elsewhere with better service or wait until I’m home#now it’s a matter of pride. and also free 4*/I have nothing better to do because I’m stuck here until Tuesday.#<- this is all normal behavior by the way. who doesn’t spend 8 hours ramming their head against a problem every once and a while. enrichment#mine#oh I forgot. i also looked into cloning the app but that would cost money for something that might not even work.#‘just log out and make an alt’ and risk losing my account? I’m stupid enough to overwrite it on accident.
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Wine stains on porcelain
(Alternatively: @katkastrofa and I have created 5 OCs in 3 days and I suffer from chronic “I wanna draw the little guysssssss” disease)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#I have not figured out a tag system yet so for now this is all they’re getting#their names are liba and abyan and I’m very much obsessed :)#they’re the children of two of our other newest OCs. Himman and Summiya#the latter of whom just happens to be Zaheer’s older sister#but he ran away from home years before these two were born so he most likely isn’t even aware of their existence#I mean. I’m sure he suspects his sisters had children. but that’s the extent of what he knows#anyway#quite a few headcanons came to mind as I was drawing so I’m gonna type them out while I can still function#(haven’t slept for two nights in a row. I’m starting to doubt whether I’m actually alive or not)#Liba is older by about a year but once they grow up a little it’s barely noticeable and people assume they’re twins#over time they stop bothering to correct them because really. they’re so close they might as well be#they were both burn with port wine stain birthmarks on their faces. much to their mother’s dismay#she has a whole perfectionism complex and needed her children to reflect that to maintain the family image#thus they were taught how to hide the marks early on. but the powder makes them constantly sneeze#liba is very self conscious about it bc of what her mother put in her head. Abyan less so bc while he’s expected to be perfect#his future doesn’t depend on his looks. he always tries to comfort his sister whenever she spirals too deep. no matter that she’s older#when no one is around to hear he calls her Lili <3 it annoyed her at first so she dubbed him Yanyan in retaliation#but over time they both grew to love the nicknames and now use them unironically#they’re the ultimate partners in crime. their goal? gaining as much freedom from their mother as possible#and sooner or later they will manage to do so permanently. which will make Summiya fall apart. but that is currently Kat’s domain#speaking of. hi Kat. I know you’ve already seen this in pencil but look! I coloured them!!#the birthmarks were both kinda annoying and rather fun to do. maybe I’ll change them later. I was too tired to look at refs so I improvised#and there’s no detail in clothing since again. 0 energy whatsoever. but once I refine their full body designs I shall go all out#that reminds me I need to go collect my new sketchbook. might do it on the way home from the store#okay I’m getting distracted. is this my very unsubtle way of trying to influence Kat to write that Summiya fic?#maybe. maybe not. you can’t prove anything 😁
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I really feel like I’ve reached a new level of simp today. ✨✨
I am literally kicking my feet ‘n’ twirling my hair over a fictional man barfing.
AM I OKAY. AM I SANE. WHY AM I GIGGLING OVER A SILLY LITTLE SAD DRUNK MAN VOMITING. 😭
Sorry. I had to get this outta my system. 😩
#normal simp behaviour#or is that just me#help im obsessed#i’m so silly#for context#i am currently rewatching dead man’s chest#and maybe it was because it was late#but man#james norrington fanart#james norrington#my little sad man#he’s so drunk rn#it’s actually so cute#why isn’t he real#i would do anything for him#wanna pet his head#tell him sweet nothings#I forgot this movie completely#feels like a new experience#anyway#I love james norrington#pirates of the caribbean#potc#i’m rambling again#lostfairy text post
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i will be back after the strike! 💗
#sag strike captains have asked that content creators stop posting about any past or current struck productions#i stream/perform/produce/edit several podcasts/ttrpg shows/games/etc for a living#and get paid to do so#as well as working with multiple LLC creation groups#so as wild as it is to say#I do fall under that umbrella lmao#and even though this isn’t my like. public production social media or anything… this blog is specifically for a very struck production lol#im not that big of a deal in any direction. but i would like to abide by the guilds’ requests for web content creators#so! I’ll probably still check notifs and asks etc#but i won’t be posting here properly until the guilds reach a deal and I am so excited for them and wishing the best of luck!!!#find me on twitter being excited about unions @kkamabr#see y’all on the flip!#iinryer talk
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i wish i could set my inbox to only get asks from people following me…
#getting a lot of donation asks (unrelated to current events these are from individuals) & while i feel bad & hope the best for them—#i don’t have the money & often am unsure if these asks are legitimate (again this isn’t related to current events so it’s not really vetted#idk i may say something in my bio about how im not really the right person to turn to though i don’t think that would do anything#again i feel bad about it morally but i would also feel bad sharing something that turned out to be a scam as that has happened before#idk#rose.txt
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I haaate when apple pay doesn’t work and I have to type my credit card number in because now I have to actually comprehend the ways in which I am damaging myself financially
#i am not even going to lie to you i have bought a typewriter#in my defence i have been thinking about it for ages. i mean this thing has been in the back of my mind since i heard of it in like… may#maybe june. july? anyway it’s been a while#and realistically yes i need to stop making stupid purchases before someone finds out and does an intervention#but for all i know the next great british novel is percolating in my head and i will make my money back#and if not.. at least i can ban myself from buying notebooks and that’ll save me some money#i do have an idea to declutter. i’m going to sell and donate all my surplus knitting needles#basically i will try to donate them first but i doubt anyone will take all of them so i’m going to try vinted and other such places#how will i package these? that remains to be seen#i have. all my grandma’s old needles. my stepdad’s mom’s old needles. my stepdad’s ex-mother-in-law’s old needles#some of my neighbour’s mom’s old needles; some of my godmother’s mom’s old needles; and also needles i myself bought when i was like 16#and price point was the only thing i looked at#i’m talking like well over a hundred pairs of knitting needles; some straight some circular and a lot of dpns#none of them seem to be in coherent sets with regards to material or length so uhhh that’s fun#honestly i think i’m just going to get everything but my chiaogoo needles and anything that isn’t actively in a project out of the house#and then buy chiaogoo interchangeables. and then that’s it. that’s all the needles i need in my life#maybe i will keep some of my knitpro symfonie as well since they were expensive and also i love them. but idk#symfonie would be my first choice for a full set of dpns in every possible size i gotta say. i love symfonie#anyway. so that’s what’s happening here#i also want to organise my notions and crochet hooks because i feel like i buy them then lose them then they turn up and i just end up#with tons. there must be about 20 tapestry needles in this house. how many do i currently have access to? 3#personal
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Pointing out that your favorite politician is kind of weak in the “anti-genocide” department isn’t election interference it’s good actually and people should keep doing it.
#current events#Kamala Harris#things that are election interference according to tumblr users:#talking about a politician’s actions or beliefs#giving your honest opinion on a liberal politician that isn’t 100% positive#being anti genocide at all#deciding you personally won’t vote for this person but still understanding if others do#really just doing anything other than posting ‘trump bad vote for our lord and savior the democrats’
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the oc doodles I promised<3
top two is my lovely lady Minha and the third is Chaewon at different ages n the last one is Chaewon getting hugged by his mentor but I didn’t draw any discerning features for Chaewon
#grim draws#grim’s ocs#these are fandom ocs!! I’m gonna write about them >:))#maybe I’ll give more explanation#currently I still feel a wee bit cringe so I can’t bring myself to explain anything whoops sorry#Chaewon and Minha are married but the meet in their 30s#the thing I am writing is about Chaewon as a teen and his mentor 👍#HAHSHAHHDHA I’m saying mentor as if he isn’t recognizable .heyyy#I sound deranged I’ll stop#if anyone wants me to explain if you yell at me in my inbox I’ll have no choice but to (if I’m shown interest I will do it very willingly)#ANYWAY LOOK AT MY PRETTY BABIES
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