#the reason for this is bc i want to get an idea how big of an audience i have that can actually read the comic since it is intended for
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kotlc pokémon au!
gonna share some info abt my kotlc pokémon au here for anyone interested :> (i’ve had this in my head for yearsss but @queefsencen has inspired me to share it here now)
(also yes i have lots of drawings but they’re all old and i hate them… so you’re just getting text for now. more drawings coming soon i promiseeee)
anyway. all under cut bc it’s longgg (talking about world building as well as the characters)
(have put more thought into this than i should have)
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everyone still has their abilities; most people choose their pokémon based on their ability (ex. fire types for pyrokinetics, water types for hydrokinetics, etc.) but some people choose to ignore typing (and some pick pokemon based on the certain moves they can learn or what their pokédex entries say)
also, since they can light leap all over the world, it’s much easier to find regional variants
- ever since pyrokinesis was banned, it’s illegal to own a fire-type pokémon (with some exceptions) (but they’re still allowed to roam around freely of course. they’re just less common now because no one catches them anymore)
- psionipaths almost always have pokémon that can learn shielding moves (such as protect)
- physicians always have at least one healing pokémon
- lots of kids at foxfire want or have an eevee, because eevees usually evolve according to which ability the kids manifest (jolteons, flareons, and vaporeons evolving with an ability manifestation don’t require evolution stones)
- some ancients have a mythical/legendary pokémon
- vociferators and beguilers almost always have pokémon that can learn moves that are affected by the voice
- pokémon that enter the seat of eminence usually glow with the spotlight color that best matches their typing (sophie’s espeon glows red though—which is unusual because psychic types normally glow blue—because it evolved when sophie inflicted on everyone at the end of book 1)
- when pokémon enter the mysterious place known as elysian, they gain the ability to terrastalize for some reason (wild stellar type tera pokemon can also be found there)
- goblins are machokes (queen is a machamp, younglings are machops)
- dwarves: drilbur -> excadrill
- gnomes are bellossoms
- haven’t thought of the species for ogres or trolls yet tho (if anyone has any suggestions feel free to tell me lmao)
- ^^ it’s considered very immoral to catch and train one of the intelligent species pokémon (+ they can all talk similar to how team rocket’s meowth can)
- (winged) galarian rapidash = the alicorns (occasionally fight when necessary)
- haven’t finalized the gym leaders or elite 4 yet so. i’ll get back to that later. (the nobility = the pokémon league basically. they do other stuff still of course but that’s a big part of their jobs)
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characters:
(don’t have set pokémon really, these are just my ideas so far. feel free to give suggestions for any of them!)
-> sophie
partner - espeon (psychic) — given to her as an eevee by alden so nobody at foxfire would suspect that she already had an ability; evolved when sophie inflicted for the “first” time at the end of book 1 (the red gem on its forehead represents the red light that shoots out of sophie’s forehead when she inflicts now)
altaria (dragon-flying) — this is the pokemon species that is supposed to represent moonlarks (given to her by mr. forkle). can mega evolve (which she learned how to do after she had her abilities reset in legacy)
phanpy (ground) — caught this pokemon because it looked like her plushie ella (she even named it after her)
raichu (alolan form) (electric-psychic) — used to be kenric’s pokemon; given to her by oralie at the same time she was given kenric’s cache at the beginning of book 4
grafaiai (poison-normal) — iggy (caught by her but rarely used in battle)
possibly could get a deoxys? since of course the black swan would have access to a mythical pokemon smh. and it’s literally the dna pokemon and it’s a psychic type and it shoots lasers out of its chest AND it can learn teleport and psychic. and it’s red.
-> fitz
partner - meowstic (psychic) — male form. good friends with sophie’s espeon
gallade (psychic-fighting)
girafarig (normal-psychic)
slowbro (water-psychic)
-> keefe
partner - thievul (dark) — mischievous fox pokémon for his fox bff in unraveled :> though i think he would have already had this pokémon (he caught it as a nickit, and it evolved when he was with the neverseen) his parents don’t like this pokémon because of all the trouble it causes, and because of the fact that empaths usually work with fairy type pokémon more often
klefki (steel-fairy) — he calls his klefki “klef-keefe” because he thinks he’s hilarious. this pokemon is where most of the credit for all the break-ins into dame alina’s office should go to
granbull (fairy)
morgrem (dark-fairy) — has the prankster ability
-> biana
partner - oricorio (ghost-flying) — had since before she manifested, since her mom is a ghost type trainer and gave her the purple nectar needed to change its form
mimikyu (ghost-fairy) — shiny (because of course biana would have a shiny pokémon. i think she probably used to shiny hunt a lot when she had more free time as a kid)
gothitelle (psychic)
tsareena (grass) — shiny
would probably also have one of those special cosplay pikachus from or/as. she’d be a fan of the heart pattern on its tail & she’d love dressing it up in cute outfits <3
-> dex
partner - goodra (dragon) — given to him as a goomy by kesler when he started helping him out at slurps & burps
togedemaru (electric-steel)
klinklang (steel)
porygon2 (normal) — created as a porygon by dex himself (made during his time in alluveterre)
rotom (electric-ghost) — takes on lots of different forms depending on the situation; helps him hack machines
-> linh
partner - vaporeon (water) — quan and mai refused to give both twins an eevee, so tam let linh have the only one they were willing to give. went with her to exillium and helped her gain control of her ability
corsola (water-rock) — linh wasn’t able to catch this pokemon until much later, since she and tam didn’t have access to pokéballs until they met the black swan
lumineon (water)
probably gets a milotic later (or maybe a dragonair)
-> tam
partner - zoroark (dark) — tam was given a single empty pokéball by quan and mai after he let linh have the eevee. when he and linh left, he was able to catch a zorua in one of the forests in the neutral territories
umbreon (dark) — used to be umber’s partner, was given to him by gisela after umber died and he was forced to join the neverseen. since escaping, he’s refused to use this pokémon in battle or even take it out of its pokéball
-> marella
partner - flareon (fire) — an eevee she had before she manifested (obviously became a flareon). lied to the council and said that the flareon evolved by accidentally touching a fire stone (but she wasn’t permitted to take it out of its pokéball again until they approved her training)
charmeleon (fire) — gifted as a charmander by forkle when the council approved her training
vulpix (fire) — fintan has a ninetails so this is an interesting parallel
pansear (fire)
-> wylie
partner - raichu (electric) — kanto form
heliolisk (electric-normal)
ampharos (electric) — cyrah’s old pokémon (was a flaaffy when she died)
boltund (electric)
-> stina
partner - sylveon (fairy) — yeah, stina was another foxfire kid who had an eevee that evolved alongside her
bruxish (water-psychic)
rapidash (galarian form) (psychic-fairy) — a normal rapidash obviously, not winged
mudsdale (ground)
-> maruca
partner - cinccino (normal) — knows protect; maruca dyed a strand of this pokémon’s hair blue to match her own
azumarill (water-fairy) — knows protect
pelipper (water-flying) — knows protect
sunflora (grass) — knows protect
-> rayni
partner - liepard (dark) — shiny (this is her “sparkly cat” she’s always talking about)
morpeko (electric/dark)
heliolisk (electric-normal) — shiny (for some reason, flashers have an easier time finding shiny pokémon than people with other abilities do. something about the perception of light or whatever)
pawmot (electric-fighting)
whismur (normal) — bc it’s silly. & rayni reminds me of zinnia from or/as a bit (she keeps it unevolved tho bc loudred is so ugly….)
-> mr forkle
(both of them have the same pokémon)
partner - reuniclus (psychic)
ditto (normal)
beheeyem (psychic)
+ sir astin has a solrock (rock-psychic) and magnate leto has a starmie (water-psychic)
-> juline (squall)
partner - ninetails (alolan form) (ice-fairy)
glaceon (ice) — yes, juline was an eevee kid too
froslass (ice-ghost)
sawsbuck (normal-grass) — winter form
-> elwin
partner - linoone (normal) — bullhorn (has the strange death-sensing abilities that bullhorn has, as well)
solosis (psychic) — shining certain light through this pokémon has the same sort of effect that elwin’s special glasses do (though he still prefers to use the glasses for convenience. but this pokémon is always a good backup) also it’s the cell pokémon so
bellibolt (electric) — silly glowy frog guy. seems pretty elwin-esque to me (also could act as some sort of defibrillator if needed)
-> livvy
masquerain (bug-flying)
comfey (fairy) — its aroma has healing qualities, which is extremely helpful with livvy’s physician work
vivillon (bug-flying) — elegant form
(not sure what her partner pokémon should be though…)
-> jolie
partner - swanna (water-flying) — when sophie enters prentice’s broken mind, he takes the form of jolie’s pokémon instead of jolie herself. this pokémon also perished in the fire
-> oralie
partner - gardevoir (psychic-fairy)
blissey (normal)
hatterene (psychic-fairy)
alcremie (fairy) — ruby swirl + love sweet form
polteageist (ghost)
-> bronte
partner - persian (normal) — i chose this pokémon partly because the red gem on its forehead would match sophie’s espeon (which it sort of mentors now), and also it’s a pokémon that like. usually doesn’t like other people. so it’s fitting. also she was bffs with fintan’s victini (they were gfs. pokemon doomed yuri). also coincidentally has a curly tail which is so funny to me
hydreigon (dark-dragon)
marshadow (fighting-ghost) — mythical pokémon
also has an alolan persian (dark type) that he uses in official pokémon battles (bc i think the elite 4 = the four most powerful councillors. and he would definitely be a dark type trainer so. i think this persian would be like the cousin of the other one or something lmao)
will add kenric later bc i can’t think of anything for him rn… (other than the raichu)
-> alina
partner - meloetta (normal) — mythical pokémon. her having this rare & powerful pokémon (it was passed down through her family over generations) was one of the main reasons she was elected to the council
primarina (water-fairy) — “its singing voice is its chief weapon in battle” (pokédex entry)
milotic (water)
wigglytuff (normal-fairy) — used to be a jigglypuff that would lull people to sleep with its singing
-> alden
partner - slowking (water-psychic) — related to fitz’s slowbro
alakazam (psychic)
unown (psychic) haven’t thought of which specific form though… probably a v for vacker or something. helps him with deciphering ancient runes & stuff
-> della
partner - froslass (ice-ghost)
sneasel (hisuian form) (fighting-poison)
chandelure (ghost-fire) — caught after she joined the black swan because she’s already joining an illegal rebellion, why not have an illegal fire type pokémon as well? also i think it’s funny having a vacker have a chandelier pokémon.
sinistcha (grass-ghost)
jellicent (water-ghost) — female form
-> grady
(despite being a mesmer, he doesn’t enjoy using psychic types that much)
hypno (psychic) — he doesn’t like using it in battle often, but it helps him calm down rowdy animals in the pastures at havenfield
tyrantrum (rock-dragon) — verdi! she’s shiny, but for some reason appears more green than blue. a pokémon that doesn’t obey very often
raticate (alolan form) (dark-normal) — the verminion
(winged) gouging fire (fire-dragon) — the gorgodon; created by the neverseen. grady was the one to officially catch this pokémon, but it rarely listens to him so he almost never uses it in battle (plus it’s a fire type so it’s heavily monitored. he’s only allowed to have it because he’s the one attempting to rehabilitate it)
-> edaline
partner - meganium (grass) — flower dinosaur pokémon! which i think is fitting
kangaskhan (normal) — “parent pokémon”
aurorus (rock-ice) — raised from an amaura with the help of her sister (who is an expert in ice types)
leafeon (grass)
lilligant (hisuian form) (grass-fighting) — this is the pokémon that fights for her the most often
-> kesler
muk (alolan form) (poison-dark) — helps out at slurps & burps (‘helps’ in the loosest sense…)
ditto (normal) — uses elixirs to change its color often, so sometimes people will think it’s a shiny. don’t be fooled! it is not!!! kesler is just being silly
weezing (poison)
-> rex
partner - stufful (normal-fighting)
tangela (grass)
teddiursa (normal) — was caught around the same time as his siblings manifested, since he was jealous that they were catching new pokémon and he wasn’t
-> bex
partner - skitty (normal)
-> lex
vanillite (ice) — a fairly new pokemon, was caught (with help from his mom) after he manifested as a froster
-> fintan
partner - victini (psychic-fire) — mythical pokémon, played a part in the everblaze incident and the pyrokinesis ban. however, fintan refused to keep it in its pokéball after fire types were banned, since he thought it was unfair to punish a pokémon for something that was mostly his own fault. though victini was still severely traumatized by the death of its fellow fire-type pokémon friends
ninetails (fire) — shiny
delphox (fire-psychic)
centiskorch (fire-bug) — can gigantamax. also shiny. i think as a councillor he would have been very fond of shiny pokémon.
-> vespera
partner - diancie (rock-fairy) — mythical pokémon; transformed from a carbink (with the help of her scientific meddling)
hatterene (psychic-fairy) — way more aggressive than oralie’s (to show the difference in their empath abilities)
serperior (grass) — old partner, caught snivy as a starter pokémon when she was a kid (before she manifested)
dracovish (water-dragon) — shiny; mismatched fossil pokémon that was the result of an experiment
cursola (ghost)
all of these pokémon were confiscated when she was arrested, but she was able to get them back when lumenaria fell
-> gisela
partner - weavile (dark-ice)
froslass (ice-ghost) (i am not immune to giving pretty women this pokemon)
glimmora (rock-poison) — “glimmora's petals are made of crystallized poison energy” (pokédex entry); caught while she was collecting those special explosive crystals from elysian (was revealed to the main squad during their battle there)
-> brant
partner - typhlosion (fire) — given to him as a cyndaquil by fintan when he started training him; kept secret from the council until he was outed as a neverseen member. when brant and jolie got into their fight, he challenged her to a pokémon battle, and this was the pokémon that sparked the flames that killed her
turtonator (fire-dragon)
marowak (alolan form) (fire-ghost) — its ultra moon pokédex entry is “when it beats opponents with its bone, the cursed flames spread to them. no amount of water will stop those flames from burning.” which sounds very everblaze-y to me
-> alvar
partner - sableye (dark-ghost)
trevenant (ghost-grass)
runerigus (ground-ghost) — kept secret from his family until he was discovered to be a neverseen member
-> gethen
slowking (galarian form) (poison-psychic) — knows amnesia and confusion; helps wash memories
golduck (water)
aegislash (steel-ghost) — stole from lumenaria (the sword)
-> umber
partner - umbreon (dark) — this pokémon is what she decided to name herself after. was later given to tam by gisela after umber died
zoroark (hisuian form) (normal-ghost) — another parallel to tam
absol (dark)
#will probably edit this & add more characters later…. but i wanted to share what i have so far#i’ve had this in my drafts for a while too#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc au#kotlc pokemon au#pokemon#crescentpost
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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑
#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off me😂#text#i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately#actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at#especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw#and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu#i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencil✏️ and for me? for silusvesuius? 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚#but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like 😂😂' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress#not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself#i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on#and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now#especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work#worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it#fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense#but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill#not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person#who am i competing with? Myself#i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode#which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists#i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist#like me .......(?)
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No bc fuck tim but it really really bothers me how people ignore his growth like he used to be an asshole and I’ll give tim Stans one thing: now he’s so so so stale but what I disagree with is that this staleness is bc nobody likes him like it’s in fact the exact opposite where everyone likes him so much they dont want to do anything. Even when it’s him surface level challenging Bruce it’s when everyone else is doing it too; but he’s still the backbone of the fam! Etc. and it’s so irritating bc him gaining more compassion and empathy even for people he doesn’t fw is so fun to watch and that’s why the captain boomerang thing was so out of character! (Not in a from the author way but in a tim wouldn’t do that and he and Bruce both knew it which is why it went down like it did. Same way dick killing joker was ooc; not in fanon sense but in a he would hate himself forever for this sense) and speaking of that it’s such an interesting mirror to Bruce who genuinely believes that everyone can grow vs Tim’s it doesn’t matter if they grow it’s not my decision to make like it’s the same but it’s not AND WITH CASS’ IT DOESNT MATTER IF THEY CHOOSE NOT TO GROW I WONT DO IT! like ugh. And anyways even when people acknowledge it they boil it down to “Janet and Jack taught him that the capitalist pigs that they are” like no. This is who tim was. Tim was the kind of guy who’d blame a dead kid for dying. That’s ok. Also Janet and Jack? Please reread anything involving them that’s not a fic like Jack had anger issues and they were both aloof at worst like relax.
#the Jack and Janet thing is both an understatement and an exaggeration but I don’t think anyone reads enough to care#some tim stan might get all pissy and be like ‘no look this is everytime jack yelled at him and boarding schools are abusive’ to which#and its like narratively that means nothing bc the tim you made up to justify the Drake parents you made up by blowing shit out of#proportion is also made up and if all of that was abusive there’d be smth to show for it besides ur homophobic Jack#too girlboss to care but still terrible Janet bc god forbid a woman have a personality from ur fics#anyways that’s also the reason I’m ignoring the council of spiders#well two reasons#first is that was just a moment to make tim look cool and did absolutely nothing for him or his character moving on#like at all#I’d say it fucked with his previous established dislike of killing for his own reasons#and while that COULD be interesting it’s not bc they didn’t do shit with it#and fanon doesn’t do fun shit with it either#nothing about how tim in his most manic state did shit he doesn’t want to remember shit he’d HATE other ppl for#just “’remember what I did to ur base Ra’s? mess with me again and see what I do next 😼’#like ok can you be real and genuine?#anyways I think#AND NOT IN A HATER WAY#Tim would benefit from being humbled#like genuinely I detest the world can’t move without tim running it but the idea that tim thinks that way is so good to me#and#I think next step being him realizing that’s not true would be a BIG push for his character#bc like I said tim Stans are right in the fact that he’s stale as hell rn#but that’s bc there’s nothing to say bc there’s nowhere to go! y’all want a tim action story where he shows off how badass he is reread#the Bruce quest and maybe it’ll remind you he’s not ceo lmao but anyways there’s nothing internal to say about him atp bc nobody wants to#say anything that’s not propping him up. same with Bruce! Gotham war was such a copout but it’s like ppl are saying he’s stale and it’s bc#god forbid he makes a lasting fumble. and I’m not under the illusion this is new I’m just saying it’s weird that fandoms not clocking it#anywayyys I really do like thinking about the No killing rule and how different it manifests for each perosn#like the way each distinct difference tells u so much about them#UGH ONLY SLIGHTLY RELATED BUT DUUUUUKE BEING LIKE IDGAF ABOUT GUNS LIKE UR SO REAAAL#anyways enough tim positivity for today FUCK THAT NIGGA!
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#the reason for this is bc i want to get an idea how big of an audience i have that can actually read the comic since it is intended for#mature audiences#you can like obviously still follow/like my art if you're under 18! I intend to keep my mains clean! the comic itself however covers heavy#themes and unhealthy dynamics#full tw list to be released later
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"I have granted you, and Ellie... and mankind their chances to prove themselves, the validity of their causes, their so-called worth and potential -- and you have all been found wanting. In light of this, I ask..."
"Do you still truly intend to walk this doomed path and stand against me... who loved you with all my being?"
The truth finally strikes her then. It's me. It's her.
A hand, shaking and violently unsteady, stretches towards her from the middle of the floor.
"No... No...!"
"Mia, no...!"
it's not exactly a betrayal, to be honest. we all knew emet-selch was going to turn on you eventually, drop his facade of friendship.
you didn't know he would take her with him. you didn't know what he's been seeding in her mind, casting doubt and aspersions over her very existence, her identity.
you never thought her resolve would crumble in the face of who we truly are.
(ty for the prompt, @oneiroy!!)
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv screenshots#ffxiv gpose#femroe#ask games#hyur highlander#emet-selch#SO YEAH THIS WAS A LOT FOR A NUMBER OF REASONS lolllllll#and i still have some little nitpicks with these like wanting ellie to be more visibly corrupting in the face. or her expression.#but this has been burning a hole in my mind long enough and that instance timer kept wailing at me#(it took me two queue-ins to get these how i wanted them#and the first time i soloed vauthry out bc i didn't think to just erase him with the normal gpose tools l m f a o)#so WHATEVER THESE ARE WHAT THEY ARE and i have some visual idea of the big reveal that Mia's ancient self was Persephone wheeeeeeeeee#and it kinda fits the prompt if you tilt your head 90 degrees and squint >______>#I JUST NOTICED I FORGOT TO TAKE OFF THE AZEM CRYSTAL FUUUUUUUUUUCK
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broke one of my filters last night due to Stupid, but i think i salvaged most of the media worth saving, got them all clean, the fish were Eating Actively last night, and i added meds
#toy txt post#90gal#one of my little ecco pros which seem to be? impossible to replace now for some reason? coild not find them for sale in usa. idk. its just#handle and canister part tho so maybe thatll be easier?#idk. dad said ti check at work (pet store) but they never have ANY eheim shit and while i agree with that in regards to. the Media. i#prefer their filters and i despise fluval. idk. maybe ill just get another Big Eheim and mourn the loss of my little one#and figure out how to attach a little bucket handle to the big eheim for carrying 😭 cos that part is soo nice#anyway. i have to add another dose of the meds on monday and then do a 25% change on Wednesday. i have Wednesday off at least#and then run a filter w carbon on Wednesday#(the meds i added were api general cure (metronidazole and praziquantel(sp?)) bc my current Wild Guess about the white cories is maybe they#have fucking?? gill flukes??? if not then i have no idea. imagine if fish vets were like. a normal and accessible thing. even just to be#able to contact. wouldnt that be neat. i saw an article say 'talk to your fish vet about this' bitch WHERE. you want me to drive to neaq#and ask them to take a look at my fucking cory cats???????????? wild#anyway. i need to. Get Ready For Work and Leave now
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yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...
#well thats okay. eventually itll come up naturally. and if not well. it doesnt make me feel very okay. but its not a big deal#and i guess ill meet ppl in the future who will curate a different idea of me and maybe therell be fewer misunderstandings#<- coward who CAN communicate to save their life but not in any lower stakes situation for their happiness n quality of life#we <3 repression n insecurity. maybe if i keep digging at the corner of this bit of the labyrinth with my spoon ill get out someday 😌#anyway.. theres my daily vague vent post got it out of my system#wanted to do it earlier but ended up not having much time after work n then called friends which was nice :^)#also i never have signal at work these days.. my boss has said shell get me on the staff wifi tho cuz i do need it for work reasons#its rare to need it for work purposes bc we all use work pcs n stuff anyway and not rly supposed to use mobiles in the lab#but yeahh.. god i have so much admin shit to sort out also gotta text family back before i sleep i forgot to earlier#its all good.. also my memory foam pillows turned up so i no longer have to steal my roomies extra one for my neck pain <3#ik she was missing it... not to sound like a creep but it was nice that it smelled like her a little. just familiar innit#we're always around each other so its just what being home smells like to me.. listen i have a sensitive nose 😔✋️#if we were a lot closer i would ask if i could sleep in her bed while shes away but we're not so it would come across sooo weird..#and i would feel rly weird abt someone sleeping in my own room without me there. well maybe not actually. as long as they werent snooping#<- guy whose mother used to go thru their shit all the time n struggles to not feel paranoid and distrustful when it comes to privacy#was thinking recently my ideal living situation w a partner would be separate rooms but we still share the bed sometimes#but not every night bc im a sensitive sleeper... but we can switch bedding so i can still smell them if i wake up in the night alone#like how new mothers trying to get babies used to cot sleeping each have a cloth or blanket and swap every night#so the baby is comforted by the blankets smell and sleeps more peacefully.. and momma finds it easier being apart from the baby too#sorry this is getting gooey and weird my meds have been wearing off the last couple hours im so sleeppyyyy 😭#well.... maybe everything can wait until tomorrow..... bed is calling..#goodnight everyone muah#.diaries
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drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me
#sammy is a brown bear (like freddy). his mom is white like funtime freddy#then crying child is blue (like bon bon. and to go with lizzies bonnet pink) (theyre not twins in my au but they definitely act like it. so#its like cute.) mrs. afton is blue violet (rockstar bonnie) bc i was running out of colors. i had already assigned her blue anyway.#max is black bc i seriously ran out of rabbit colors. or! no wait shadow bonnie. thats totally the inspo and not i had made his ears black#already. i think thats literally every rabbit color available. the afton family is pretty big. ig vanny. who would go with vanessa. obvi bu#shes not in my au. or at least not an afton. and therefore not a rabbit. if she was though shed be white.#and if you havent seen any previously drawn ones henry and william are yellow (obviously. they already have fursonas. theyre the reason#everyone else gets one. LOL) micheals purple like classic bonnie (who... is purple even if it was then retconned. hes purple. look at#withered bonnie. i hate ppl who say its just lighting. thats a lie by big blue bonnie. he was literally purple and then he changed his mind#like i said lizzie is pink like bonnet. and then charlie is black like lefty. because duhh.#DONT ask me about how this shit works okay. the rabbit dated the rabbit and the bear dated the bear. bc thats what happened. theres not#here. the bears got divorced. and the rabbits. the yellow rabbit and bear are fucking#no um. i like willry but i think if they were really fucking. i just think things would go differently. henry's gay in my au i dont think i#he actually had a man to fuck he'd manage to have children. its not who he is to me. will is bi but he obv thinks henry is some exception t#him being perfectly normal and straight. everyone wants to fuck their business partner. otherwise youd do it yourself#ig they can fuck after. i hate when people do these boring aus where henry and william never get married and william isnt a murderer and so#like what? theres nothing? just a couple of guys? if im looking for fics where theyre fucking im not looking for a fic where everything is#nice and clean. be serious. can we at least have some angst about it being the 70s or are you too much of a bitch for that too#anyway.....#simons spouting#simons fnaf au#OH also if anyone reads this whats the stance on this stupid idea i have where sammy pretends he has a thing for michael to annoy max. bc.#their parents had a thing for eachother. and sammy and max have a more familial relationship. and michael and charlie have a familial#relationship. but michael and sammy have barely met and do not at all. is it pushing it? i was thinking yknow from sammys perspective that'#'his sons' dad but! like you can fuck your sons dad. that's not weird. unless thats the way youre phrasing it i guess LOL. but i guess#michael would be like. thats 'my sisters' brother. and that is not someone you fuck*. BUT this isnt michaels perspective its sammy being#annoying. and from sammys perspective that is NOT his sister and there for NOT his sisters brother. *also im pretty sure this is subjective#if youre just friends. yknow. the ethics of sammy using this to bother max is not on the table because i think he deserves to be a#a bit of an ass. anyway LMAOO fkdglfg. let me know if youd like ive got anon asks on. please dont judge me for not knowing this.
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Hey, as someone who was unschooled, please don’t say that parents “do not care” to teach their children. It has nothing to do with not caring, in fact in my experience, parents of unschooled children care far more than those of schooled children. Are there bad apples? Absolutely! But unschooling is not out of a lack of care. My parents did not put me in school because they thought I’d struggle there, and frankly I do not think I would have survived school. I am much happier with the way I was raised than any of my friends who were sent to school are.
I also know many, MANY people who were unschooled like me that have successful careers and lives. Please don’t fall for the “well they didn’t go to school so they’re failures as adults” thing.
I wrote those tags written quick without bigger thought, my bad i apologize.
That being said if you happened to watch the video i mentioned in the tags, you'd hear how the youtuber mentions how much parents care, mentions the safety of schools with the shootings, the state of US education, and however how much said care can also ruin child's life sometimes. There might be plenty of children who ended up successful but also plenty who ended not successful. There are even comments under the video. (once again, a video by Kasia Baba)
Everything in life is nuanced. But like, I never said anything about "well they didn’t go to school so they’re failures as adults" since literally homeschooling exists and people can get schooling in individualistic ways? And very specific cases exist aswell.
It's simply absolutely wild to me that it's legal to not even teach your children Basic Math or Reading in the US. Because stuff like that in my country is Illegal. It's illegal. It's simply illegal here so Yes i'm going to think it's Wild. Education was boiled really deep in us bc education meant a job for decades.
Teaching basic math and reading should be mandatory no matter what. That's also why homeschooling in my country requires some kind of tests every now and then.
Like honestly, every child is different but also there still needs to be some kind of system in place bc most of normie parents couldn't Ever handle something like "unschooling".
In my non american eyes It's a very special kind of upbringing which should be reserved Only to very individual cases. There are children who'll learn how to read on their own and count on their own. But it's not all of them. I know that if it were me? I'd be ruined as hell because i was a slow kid.
Please note i'm seriously, Not American so it's natural such concepts would surprise.
#It's just shocking to me bc like. HONESTLY. I remember how we'd have this whole page in history class about how important education is and#what it meant for people to be able to get education#and how not giving your children any education had to become illegal#so culturally historically for me it's also bit shocking#to hear that USA requires nothing#It also made me realise some logic behind some other online posts#like once i saw a post about how it should apparently?? become legal for children to run away free from home#no questions asked and no police and stuff#and it made me so???? bc as children are chained to parents parents are also chained to children? they have to pay for school materials?#are required legally to get children possibility to go to school.#+ there are organisations to which actually children can go to to escape their evil cruel parents. no need to live on streets in shelters??#But i guess that's also not a thing in USA??? SOMEHOW???? idk. it was a random tumblr post#But even bigger reason it made me confused as hell was bc that idea sounded like such big opportunity for child trafficking#and child abandonment#and throwing out children to the streets (because honestly. not every parent who wants to kick out their children to the street has to#be physically abusive to them)#But anyways it's offtopic#i just think USA is wild and Somehow it continues to shock me#carpet's box#carpet talks
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao#it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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it's so crazy and isolating hearing my friends talk about how they want kids u__u
#i saw my friend for the first time in months on sun (we've still been keeping in touch though so it doesnt feel like that much time has#passed) and she's always been staunchly against having kids#but then we started talking about ivf (thanks to pussypedia when i flipped it open to a random page) and she talked about how she'd conside#having kids in the future and i was like HUH ???#not out loud of course but .#she's been with her bf for almost a year now and i think being with him has changed her mind#she mentioned how he has a big family like he has a lot of siblings and his parents each have a lot of siblings themselves#so i dont really see him shifting towards the idea of not having kids bc of that idkkkk#and she said that she sees it as a chance to give kids a better life than she had and :/#idk i'm really set on never having kids ever because i dont think i could ever do it + i dont have any sort of desire or pull towards the#and i never really felt bad about it or swayed but now that my friend who was really firm on Not having kids is changing her mind i feel#kind of bad about it for some reason !?!?!?#idk it feels a bit selfish to be upset that she changed her mind but idk it's kinda isolating#i think i only have one friend now who doesnt want kids#but if that changes then its going to probably feel .__.#i know none of my friends are going to shame me for it but :/#idk . it feels weird and bad lol but also i dont want to have kids just because i feel left out or looked down on#ss#its even scarier because we're getting closer to the age where people start having kids..... like what do you mean we're not in our late#teens / early twenties anymore....................
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just woke up from the best film I've ever watched in my life only to realise it was a dream
#IT DOESN'T EXIST. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FUNCTION#is there an animated film about like these 6 rats or something escaping from this guy but there's all these themes that they go through#and the final theme is death bc one of them gets impaled by a rose thorn and it's like FUCK bc they were almost gonna get away#so there's this old guy who's a bit of a prick but he becomes nicer at the end but he's the one that dies#and these two girls one of them is like idk she's good at a lot of things and the other one is kind of a pushover#then three guys one of them is really pathetic one is kind of silly and one of them i guess is the Normal Main Character type#also there's humans going about their lives in the present but for some reason the rats' lives are set in like? early 20th century italy#and there's all these shots of like the italian scenery for some reason. idk why it's set there but it's a vibe#idk who the guy they're getting away from is or what he wanted with them but yeah#and bc they're rats or whatever type of rodent they were they would like hide in bushes and it would be really intense bc like#what if the guy can see them#and basically not to give any spoilers but then the old guy died and they wrote some quote on a bit of paper and drew a pic of him and stuc#it on the wall as tribute. and idk who's gonna see it bc I think they were amongst some plants at the bottom of like#one of those bench booths you get in restaurants or cafes. I have no idea#but then it ended with them walking up this hill into the sunset or something idek#with this like late 60s/early 70s big produced sweeping strings tambourines etc. banger playing over the credits#also my car was in it occasionally. and this guy I went to college with and never spoke to#and my best friend briefly#and earlier on I had another dream but idk if it was connected. but it was stan kyle kenny and cartman#but they got a job where my dad works in this park as like. toilet assistants. as in when someone went#to the toilet they'd open the door. that was the whole job#but one of the job requirements was they had to be beatles coded apparently#like that's what it said on the application. so they basically just reenacted the history of the beatles#while opening toilet doors#it was like 4 dreams in one but they were all somewhat connected. also the lining in my coat was so reflective it made a sound#and I was telling someone about my favourite chord progression idk what relevance that had but standard dream i guess#anyway. rodent storyline was going on as it did but at the end it became a film and suddenly I was there. watching it with my friend#and i was like ''god originally I would've given this a 4 maybe 3.5 on letterboxd but now it's getting a 5 + a ❤''#ramble#oneiro
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SWANFIRE OUTLANDER AU YOU SAY????
first of all LOVE that we all understand The Vision and Genious of this au. second of all you guys really are gonna make me do something w this huh 😂
#teresa answers#asks#ankahikoibaat#like i cannot stress enough how underdeveloped this au idea is to me it is a vague concept lol#beyond emma being from tlwm and neal from ef and emma ending up traveling to neals ef time and getting stuck and they run into each#other there#i dont exactly know how yet tho#and obv this is a no curse au but im thinking neal ran away from rumple and while he’s on the run is when he runs into emma#and emma for some reason goes to storybrooke and there’s some kind of portal there that emma accidentally travels thru#and then jumping ahead i don’t WANT to include the separation but it’s both a big thing in the ol story and the sf story#so I don’t know why yet but emma has to go back BUT they don’t know emma is pregnant#and i think emma raises Henry in this#and the story book shows up in Henry’s life again when he’s like 10/11 and he figures out abt his dad (bc emma obv hasn’t told him the#truth abt it. a fairytale universe??? so hard to explain)#and Henry brings it up to emma and they talk abt it and Henry finds out it’s possible to go back and then they do#and that’s what i have rn 😂#but I have a long car ride tomorrow so you know i’ll be spending it thinking abt this 😂#and i am Not a writer so all i will have to offer is a moodboard/picspam of sorts and some rambling plot description lmao#and again i would love to hear anyone else’s thoughts on this idea as well!!!
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so ig butch is synonymous to trans men to ya'll now huh
#welp looks like its time to hit the ol dusty trail#i dont identify as butch and i will eat you if you force that label on to me owo🔪#you fellow trans man reading this who id's as butch: good for you! im happy for you! I however dont identify that way#and i dont think the label 'butch' should be seen as an alternative to 'trans men'.#please hows about you dont force an identity on to me that cis society has tried to. an identity i dont want nor that i identify#with in any capacity 😌#oh how unique of you to force an identity on to me that cis people want to force on me 😌😌😌😌😌 totally original#heres an idea: let trans men decide for themselves how they want to identify motherfucker!#maybe the reason yall dont think 'infantalization' is a big deal is bc yall do it too and hate ever seeing urself as doing something wrong#i can choose my own identity fucker. i dont need your help nor did i fucking ask. get the fuck out of my way before i cut you
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Im saying this as someone who's secondary social media is vent. (An app so unprofitable the former owner had to lie to sell it and the current owner is losing money to keep it afloat.) But no matter how anticapitalist the user base is, it will never change that social media is firstly a product. And that if products don't make money they get taken off the market.
#I'm not in the mood to online discourse but I am in the mood to complain so unrebloggable#But damn it's fucking wild how Mad some people are getting over ppl saying 'u know if tumblr gets no money it will shut down?'#Like the amount of ppl who seem to just be like 'no what the fuck how dare you say that'#Like it's just a true statement?????#Frankly the only reason vent is still running despite being in the red for so long is#I have no idea#It should have shut down like it was going to shut down then the owner went 'actually ummm I've decided to not do that!'#Like huh?#But the whole app got gutted and replaced with a shittier cheaper version that sucks that I still don't like#But vent example aside#It's so weird to me to use a free product and just. Be so big mad when they go#'Hey were trying really hard to keep this product free but it's losing money now if you like this product could you give us money?'#And then when the current users say 'fuck you no'#Ofc the business would go 'okay then we'll make this product more like other ones with bigger user bases that actually pay money'#I'm on the fence if I actually like tumblr or actually want to keep using social media bc its not been good for my mental health#But just interesting to see how much ppl love denying the reality of what's going on#I don't think tumblrs current user base is going to ever shell up the money to keep this place running though#Really not sure if they'd be able to attract new users#The whole internet seems like it's getting too expensive to up keep#I think social media is discovering its never going to be as profitable as the businesses who own it wanted it to be lol#So everything is getting worse as the businesses are trying to squeeze blood from a stone at this point#It internet has already changed so much but it's about to change even more#Honestly the US is probably about to go into a recession#So I think social media is just one of many things that's struggling to make money rn which is why it's all looking bad
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ARRRGGGHHHHHHHHH the freshman wants to TRADE CARS for the weekend.... how do i politely say i would literally kill myself and everyone in a 10 mile radius if i had to let someone other than my mom, dad, and brother drive my car
#girl you are NOT getting access to my 98k mile 2017 grey subaru outback with smart cruise and lane detection and heated seats#and my stickers on the hatchback and the bluetooth audio and automaticly-changing night mode rearview mirror#and the comfy driver's seat in EXACTLY the position i want it in and the shifter knob that perfectly fits in my hand#like when my aunt drove my car last summer it basically solidified that i will never let anyone touch my car ever again#(she put a fucking TACO on TOP OF THE DASHBOARD and moved my fucking steering wheel!!!!!!!!)#my car was literally the only place i felt safe all of 2021 and 2022 im not letting some random fucking person TAKE her from me#i did not have a PANIC ATTACK leaving her at the mechanic for 2 DAYS for some fucking freshman to USE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like i know i can be territorial but boy my car is all the territory i ever need. i could live out of my car if needed.#what if she fucking crashes it. shes been in soooo many accidents (i have heard all about them.)#dude if this were in person i wouldve fucking hissed and ran away i dont let people touch my fucking car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I drove 4 hours back to school at 11pm so that i wouldnt have to have my friend drive my fucking car!!!!#like genuinely i need to find a way to say no i cannot and will not let you use my car now or ever.#i dont care what her reasons are. her boyfriend could be fucking dying and i still wouldnt.#she wants to take my car to minnesota for a WEEKEND and i would not be there ???? NOOOOOO#sorry oh my god i just have to scream and cry a little so i can try to be normal in my response#gonna ask the parents for help i think bc they know im neurotic about my car#like very genuinely im very upset right now. i reread the text and her car is having issues so she wants to TRADE CARS#without even asking if im doing anything that would need a car this weekend (ummmm i fucking work on saturday and sunday is grocery day)#like sorry thats too big of a favor especially after the fucking snail debacle.... how do i know she wont CRASH MY FUCKING CAR ?#or even just like mess with the settings. like im fucking anxious at the IDEA of her being in MY drivers seat DRIVING MY CAR !!!!!#also it smells like cow shit real bad in there. does she REALLY want to drive to fucking minnesota in a cow shit car?#i need to chill i have work soon but like holy shit this has me acting up#i guess since i dont have any real stressors any more my body is like we need LEVEL 10 EMERGENCY STRESS RIGHT NOW#if this were the school year i'd have 3 benadryl inside me right now#like genuinely if this had been in person i probably wouldve been nasty like that is MY car i did not spend thousands of dollars on her#to let someone NOT on the insurance policy drive her!!!!#god okay back to totk until my parents text me back#diary post
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