shout out to the systems who don’t have a concrete label for their trauma
to the systems whose trauma was so many different things stacked up until it just overflowed and you couldn’t cope
to the systems who can remember or talk about various trauma memories, but none of them seem to add up to anything cohesive or connected
to the systems who just could not cope, even if other people think your trauma should have been manageable
i see you
(for our own comfort, endos please dni)
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Flicker
[PT: Flicker].
[1st and 2nd ID: two almost the same rectangular flags with a square diamond in the center, with thin horizontal stripes extending from the left and right corners to the edges of the flag. the left half and stripe are brick red, and the right half and stripe are faded red. the top left of the flag is lava red and the bottom left of the flag is old brick red; these sections extend in the same direction as the sides of the diamond, thus taking up more than half of the flag. the top right of the flag is dull yellow and the bottom right of the flag is dull orange. In the center of the first flag is a maroon symbol of a flickering flame spiraling into itself outlined with rose pink. End ID].
[3rd ID: a rectangular flag with 4 equally-sized horizontal lines with 2 thinner lines in the middle. colors in this order from top to bottom: old brick red, lava red, brick red, faded red, faded orange and faded yellow. In the center of the first flag is a maroon symbol of a flickering flame spiraling into itself outlined with rose pink. End ID].
Flicker: A system term for a fragment alter which appears and/or fronts once but then never again. It might be due to going dormant permanently, instantly fusing with another alter or otherwise disappearing from the system without any sign of said fragment alter ever returning.
[ID: A red line divider with dark red devil horns on either side outlined in red. Orange text outlined in red reads “Team Villains.” End ID].
A chained revenge attack on @elpisflags for 11 points! (Including +2 bonus for non-gender term and +4 for fourth revenge)
@coinfight @radiomogai @plurchive
Note: Please do not tag this as alter death or similar. While we know situations like dormancy and fusion can sometimes be hard for systems to cope with, we do not agree with comparing it to dying for personal reasons.
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an Actual pinned™️
I have been avoiding writing an actual pinned but I can no longer put it off. my time has come
hi!! I'm sawyer, i'm E/INFP-T if that matters, and a member of the timeloop collective! we are pro endo, pro sysconversation, and anti psych! (our syscourse code: 👍/♥️/📘/🔸/🟢/🌗🌘/🟧/🌲/🌥/🍞/🐊/🐌/🐬)
I use ze/ae/they pronouns primarily, but i use any pronouns except it/its! I am a minor!
I/we interchangeably but mostly it'll be first person. refer to us however you'd like.
I love outer wilds, it's my special interest/hyperfixation at the moment! please talk to me about it! ::D
other interests include-
guilty gear games, risk of rain 2, lethal company, tloz series, cowboy bebop, full metal alchemist brotherhood, FLCL, sailor moon, TF2, half life, portal, your turn to die, sonic the hedgehog, journey(tgc), 2018 r&bw, b&pc, omori, ddlc, and many other things.
things to watch out for-
I frequently reblog posts about syscourse
I frequently reblog things with outer wilds spoilers.
everything about outer wilds that has ANY spoiler, however big or small, gets tagged #outer wilds spoilers. if you have not finished the base game, please block this tag and do so ^^
if the post is about echoes of the eye -the dlc- spoilers, it will be tagged as #echoes of the eye spoilers as well as the one above. if you have not finished the dlc, please block this tag and do so ^^
our dni-
basic dni + hateful anti endos, radqueer, pro-contact paras
please don't spoil:
I saw the TV glow, buffy the vampire slayer, trigun(original), samurai champloo, naruto shippuden, yume nikki, rain world, in stars and time, subnautica
tagging system - (feel free to block any of them that make you uncomfortable!)
#sawyer arts : drawings, paintings, art stuffs
#sawyer has thoughts : my thoughts/observations on things, like games or plurality or something, but not syscourse related
#sawyer is a syscourser : syscourse thoughts and posts. anything that is syscoursey will be tagged this but #sawyer has thoughts can include non syscourse-y plurality posts
#sawyer is upset : vent tag. probably won't be used often but just in case
then of course i already talked about the outer wilds tags, but just to reiterate- if you have not finished outer wilds please block #outer wilds spoilers and if you haven't finished the dlc please block #echoes of the eye spoilers! i will tag EVERY SINGLE REBLOG OR POST that has spoilers this, so you can browse my blog without that worry!
if youre a mutual and you want to, you can ask for a "don't look" tag if there's anything in specific that I post or reblog that you don't wanna see!!
relevant blogs -
@agate-rambles sideblog for tulpa-related shenanigans! frequently reblogs outer wilds stuff as well! same tags
i might add more to this later ^^
( also I am not good at making long intro posts like these, so apologies if I'm missing anything! I used to @ / jellyfish-grave 's pinned as a reference )
the future is plural!
Some friendos of mine that you should totally follow
@remithenoaitall - cousin. nothing else is interesting about them at all ever they're only here out of obligation /j
@jellyfish-grave - wooo close close friend of mine
@spacestationsystem - are pretty cool ^^ and SWEET TYSM y'all
@feychildfangs - wowow cool person. !!!
@nxva-blogz - coolio person!!! they do cool art and stuff
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࿐ྂSubsystem Types Flags࿐ྂ
≡;- ꒰ °i wanted to use subsystem type flags but I couldn't find any not made by endo supports so I made my own :3 ꒱
⇢ ˗ˏˋ contained subsystem flag╰
╰┈➤ ❝ A subsystem that shares a body inside headspace. ❞
⇢ ˗ˏˋ Floating Subsystem flag╰
╰┈➤ ❝ A subsystem in which its dissociative barriers to the rest of the system seem to rise and fall. If other subsystems are viewed as stationary, this subsystem would be fluid and moving.❞
⇢ ˗ˏˋ Disconnected Subsystem flag╰
╰┈➤ ❝ A subsystem which has very high dissociative barriers to all other subsystems/ rest of system. Can share a body in headspace or not❞
⇢ ˗ˏˋ Flicker Subsystem flag╰
╰┈➤ ❝ A subsystem that goes between being a subsystem and not being a subsystem.❞
⇢ ˗ˏˋ Separated Subsystem flag╰
╰┈➤ ❝ A subsystem that does not share a body inside headspace, but is otherwise connected to each other and not the rest of the system for various reasons.❞
⇢ ˗ˏˋ Partial Subsystem flag╰
╰┈➤ ❝ A subsystem heavily resembles a P-DID or partial DID system but as a subsystem. In other words, it's the dissociation forms itself differently for some alters, leading to a subsystem in this case❞
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ᯓ★ intro
ᯓ★ hihi welcome to my personal/secondary blog. lots of different stuff will go here but mainly i will be posting about my nonhumanity, hyperfixations, and queer stuff here.
ᯓ★ name: static/marblehead/blitz
ᯓ★ pronouns: it/its, they/them, hy/hym, bark/barks
ᯓ★ age: 22 (104 in dog years)
ᯓ★ autistic + adhd, multigenic dissociative system, schizo-spectrum, among other mental illnesses, hypermobile ehlers danlos syndrome
ᯓ★ main queer stuff: labelhoarder, nonbinary/abinary, xenogender, neurogender, kingender, butchgender, aroacespec, butch mspec lesbian
ᯓ★ endel: shapeshifter/lycanthrope/werebeast, wolf/dog/hellhound, hyena/aardwolf, foxish
ᯓ★ otherkin: technology/robot, undead/zombie, wind spirit
ᯓ★ flicker: fairy/elf, ghost
ᯓ★ otherhearted: big cats, corvids, sharks, cuttlefish, harpy eagle
ᯓ★ @marbleheaded is my main and has my byf!
ᯓ★ @budgetbeastie is my spouse!!
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one thing that I don’t see talked about often is headmates with different body types in the innerworld and how it can be difficult to adjust to the body
so here’s a shout out to:
alters that are plus sized within the innerworld but in a skinny body
alters that are skinny within the innerworld but in a plus sized body
alters with nonhuman features within the innerworld but in a human body
alters that are tall within the innerworld but in a short body
alters that are short within the innerworld but in a tall body
alters that have a different skin tone within the innerworld than the body
and anyone else I forgot!
I know that we aren’t actually how we see ourselves in the innerworld, though it can be a struggle to adjust to the body and come to terms with the fact that we are not how we perceive ourselves
(Endos and related, please do not interact)
-Arlene🪽🩵
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