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Being a grown woman with depression is very frustrating. I can't stop thinking that I am being childish, or weak. I tend to hate myself easily and give up momentarily of my art. Again, I found a way to climb the dark mountains of my mind and like something about me. This is what drawlloween is doing to me, it is making me see that I can do amazing things, like this Goblin queen, the conqueror, the warrior, the ugly beautiful me. #illustration #ilustração #watercolor #aquarela #lowbrow #popsurrealism #artistscommunity #artistsofinstagram #artoftheday #desenho #dibujo #dessin #drawing #drawlloween #mabsdrawlloweenclub #poisoncandyartistscollective #mabsdrawlloweenclub2017 #goblin #sickgirlsclub

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I faced my fear of failure and decided to transform each piece of drawlloween on a celebration. I am challenging myself to do each one of the illustrations with the same love, and passion, and dedication. I decided to give all of them a different face of the same thing. This year, I am inspired by Victorian Daguerreotypes and Folklore. Starting with Sheba, a female werewolf, wearing a galaxy and spreading the mysteries of the moon. #illustration #ilustração #watercolor #aquarela #lowbrow #popsurrealism #artistscommunity #artistsofinstagram #artoftheday #werewolf #drawing #desenho #dibujo #dessin #drawlloween #mabsdrawlloweenclub #mabsdrawlloweenclub2017

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Beauty always comes with dark thoughts. #illustration #ilustração #wip #workinprogress #drawlloween #drawing #desenho #dibujo #dessin #lowbrow #popsurrealism #artistscommunity #artistsofinstagram #artoftheday #blacklagoon #mabsdrawlloweenclub #poisoncandyartistscollective #poisoncandyartists

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Beauty always comes with dark thoughts. #illustration #ilustração #wip #workinprogress #drawlloween #drawing #desenho #dibujo #dessin #lowbrow #popsurrealism #artistscommunity #artistsofinstagram #artoftheday #blacklagoon #mabsdrawlloweenclub #poisoncandyartistscollective #poisoncandyartists

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I woke up this morning hoping that everything was just a sad dream. But it wasn't. Two days ago we lost the most talented and sweetest of us all. Jesús was only 20 years old and was graduating on the art school of Manresa. A few weeks ago I received this beautiful art from him in return for one I did for his project. We used to talk a little via DM. I cannot describe how much I will miss him and I hope God will confort his family for such a premature death. Dear Pachus, may the merciful shadow of the sacred heart of Jesus be the shelter to your soul. #poisoncandyartists #pachusart

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New stuff my parents brought me from Spain. I just can't wait to try it all! #illustration #ilustração #watercolor #aquarela #lowbrow #popsurrealism #artistscommunity #artistsofinstagram #artoftheday #toolsofthetrade #poisoncandyartists

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This awesome alien originals are for sale, they go together for only $50! #illustration #ilustração #watercolor #aquarela #lowbrow #popsurrealism #artistscommunity #artistsofinstagram #artoftheday #alien #fanart #predator #ufo #fantasyart

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I have been feeling really upset with my artistic career lately. I made an etsy shop 3 months ago and never sold a thing. I tried to sell a bunch of things here for cheap prices but only one person bought, and I am not exactly a success on the collective events. I also didn't get any commissions since like last year and I don't feel motivated at all to be a illustrator anymore. I want to be part of gallery events, and produce new amazing stuff but I don't have the money to support it anymore. I really wanted to make it work, and I have been trying for the last 5 years with very little success. Saying to me "oh, beautiful art" is not going to be enough support anymore. I live a very humble life, with very few resources. I often have to choose if I buy a pen I need or a shampoo. And I am not talking about fancy stuff, but basic ones. In general I appreciate being simple, but sometimes I feel sad, because I wanted to buy stuff from my fellow artists, or even get a printer. That being said, I threw out a bunch of crappy art I had and made some original bundles with the remaining. Each bundle for 50$, free shipping worldwide! This is my last try. I am tired, and sad, and very blocked. If nothing sells, I will stop trying and art will be only a hobby from now on. I don't want to feel disappointed with my art ever again. My heart aches but I do not see any other way. For more info, DM! #artistscommunity #illustration #ilustracao #desenho #drawing #lowbrow #popsurrealism #dibujo #dessin #artistsofinstagram

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Sometimes when you are waking up it feels like you are deep in the ocean... Swimming up to the real world, running away from the Dreamlands. Your eyes burn and your skin is moist. You are getting there, bit then you just cannot see anything but gelly fishes, like a million blind eyes poking you and making you drown again. #annunaki #jellyfish #lowbrow #Lovecraft #popsurrealism #ilustracao #illustration #imaginarycreatures #desenho #dibujo #dessin #drawing #artistsofinstagram #artistscommunity #artistscollective #creepy #dreamlands #nightmare #ocean #galaxy

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I gave a rainbow-alien touch to the beautiful @krmille #sketch #sketchbook #sexy #suicidegirls #sg #lingerie #indiegirl #artistsofinstagram #artistscommunity #illustration #illustration #desenho #drawing #dessin #dibujo #lowbrow #popsurrealism

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The Annunaki are not exactly mean, but the are a very ancient and strange race that evolved to beautiful bizarre creatures. They live among us, most of them still sleeping on the depths of deserts and seas waiting for the dawn, when they will stop to haunt our sleep and we will live in a eternal vortex of crazy dreams, like in a parallel universe made of subconscious creepy fantasies. This piece is avaible on @poisoncandyartists online art market this month, you can grab this one only or all the three together! #annunaki #imaginarycreatures #creepy #dream #night #nightmare #galaxy #Victorian #Lovecraft #owl #illustration #ilustracao #desenho #drawing #dessin #dibujo #aquarela #watercolor #artists collective #artistscommunity #artistsofinstagram #artmarket #poisoncandyartists

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I always do these simple book page drawings to warm up, play with colors and textures, or to just draw something every day. I uploaded some of them on my etsy but nothing is selling, so, to try a new strategy, from now on every comission or order of an original will have a random book page drawing as a gift! I will not be selling these anymore. #booklover #bookworm #bookstagram #bookpage #sketch #drawing #desenho #dessin #dibujo #illustration #ilustracao #artistscommunity #artistofinstagram #lowbrow #popsurrealism #creepycute

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(Night pics sucks) Another study, this time I tried some rough textures and a cold color palette. This time I was inspired by a beautiful pic of , I felt delighted by her exotic features! #sg #suicidegirls #sexy #ilustracao #illustration #drawing #desenho #dessin #dibujo #sketchbook #sketch #popsurrealism #lowbrow #artistofinstagram #anatomy #artistscommunity

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02/100 - His Mother's Eyes #100daysofmagic #100days #100daysproject #100daysofhp #hpfandom #harrypotter #fanart #booklover #bookstagram #bookworm #eyes #greeneyes #illustration #ilustracao #drawing #desenho #dessin #dibujo #artisttradingcards #artistofinstagram #artistscommunity #atcs #lowbrow #popsurrealism

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A sketch of the beautiful @eliisariios to fight a lazy Sunday 💙 #sketch #sketchbook #suicidegirls #lingerie #lowbrow #popsurrealism #galaxy #colorpencil #illustration #ilustracao #artistofinstagram #artistscommunity #desenho #drawing #dessin #dibujo

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The Hogwarts Letter #atcs #artistscommunity #artisttradingcards #artistofinstagram #watercolor #aquarela #lowbrow #popsurrealism #fanart #bookworm #booklover #bookstagram #harrypotter #hpfandom #100daysofmagic #100days #100daysproject #illustration #ilustracao #sketch

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After some awful days of indecision I finally had the nerve to start a new project. I was really really wanting to do the #100daysproject thing but I was worried of getting bored during it, so I took a few days doing nothing on my work hours, reading, sleeping and drinking tea and then I had an idea: I will be doing ATCs of my very favorite fandom, and who guess which is? So, yes, be aware because your timeline will be full of magic for the next 100 days, I intend to give it a break only to do drawlloween! I just can't wait to get started, and I intend to sell the illustrations! #atcs #artisttradingcards #harrypotter #hpfandom #bookworm #booklover #illustration #artistscommunity #100days #100daysofhp #100daysofmagic #desenho #drawing #aquarela #watercolor #ilustracao #lowbrow #fanart #popsurrealism #random #geek