#the chronicals of bpd...
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#bpd#mental health#actually bpd#mental illness#bpd shit#actually borderline#bpd shitposting#bpd problems#bpd mood#bpd meme#autism#actually autistic#chronic pain#chronic illness
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My boyfriend needs to stop... not abusing me??????
#🪓#i said this to my therapist this morning#she had no idea what to do with me#i was sitting there like#“shes just... being healthy?????#like not using me#not hurting me#not making me feel insane#caring abt my feelings#where is the other shoe#that bitch needs to drop#my therapist indeed told me i was acting delusional#but in a nice and professional way#ofc ofc#so now i just feel crazy#bc how the fuck am i supposed to tell my boyfriend that her being a good partner makes my traumatized brain go fucking haywire#like why am i not being yelled at#i havent been told im doing smt wrong in a long time#idk how i feel abt it#there must be smt#what am i doing wrongggggg#where am i fucking up#please just tell me#there has to be smt#i sorta suck at dating people#please can she just tell me what i am doing#but no#im not being used#or abused#the chronicals of bpd...
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I love you disabled people who can't or don't want to learn how to drive, you're so fucking valid and you deserve independence like everybody else.
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People only have so much patience for those of us with chronic illnesses, chronic pain, and or mental health difficulties.
At the beginning there is so much support (or at least more support) but when they realise you're not recovering as quickly as they'd like... you get avoided, isolated, told you're exaggerating, etc. They seldom think about how those of us with chronic issues feel. How overwhelming it is to deal with everything day in and day out. There is so much anxiety, depression, grief, etc when dealing with chronic issues regardless of what they are.
If you're even more isolated because people refuse to see how much you're struggling or you're not recovering "fast enough" for the people around you just know you're not alone! There are so many of us in the same boat too
#I'm feeling very lonely#chronically mistreated#fibromyalgia#spoonie#chronic illness#chronic pain#invisible disability#poc spoonie#chronically ill#complex regional pain syndrome#cripple punk#chronic migraine#chronic fatigue#invisible illness#mental illness#mental health#actually mentally ill#actually cptsd#living with cptsd#actually autistic#actually bpd#actually obsessive#actually did
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I’m so tired of holding myself together when all I really want is to fall apart
#mental illness#actually borderline#actually bipolar#mental health#trauma#actually ocd#magical thinking ocd#actually bpd#actually anxiety#bpd feels#dark quotes#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd#bpd problems#living with borderline#actually cptsd#actually chronically ill
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text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out
#fuck#everything#fuck this#fuck me i guess#fuck this place#fuck this life#blow it up in fucking flames#actually bpd#actual bpd#bpd feels#bpd vent#bpd#bpd problems#bpd awareness#chronically ill#chronic illness#childhood trauma#chronically disabled#chronic pain#add all the trauma tags bc the trauma never fucking stoppsss!!!#trauma#killing myself#i hate everything about eveything and there is NOTHING I CAN FUCKING DO ABOUT IT#i suddenly understand those people kill everyone and then themselves#pleasseeee god if you can hear me now#it would be a really good fucking time not to laugh
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#femcel#bpd#female incel#incel#incelcore#girl rotting#female hysteria#femcelcore#loser girl#female manipulator#otakucore#otakugirl#chronically online#schizoposting#losercore#girlblogging#female madness#female insanity#irl hikki#hikicore#hikkigirl#hikkineet#hikikomori#neetblr#neetcore#neet girl#shut in#localy hated#silly girl things#:3
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the king from the zelda cdi game gives me life changing advice while im at my slow retail job (comic idea i had while bored at work)
#webcomic#comic#zelda cdi#this is for the chronically bored and understimulated girlies#and non-girlies who can relate#adhd#adhd comic#chronic boredom#bpd comic#bpd meme#adhd meme
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I’m lost.
#bpd vent#bpd problems#actually mentally ill#borderpolar#chronic mental illness#actually cptsd#bipolar 1#bipolar disorder#actually borderline#bpd anger#bpd blog#neurodivergent#late diagnosed adhd
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"i can take care of myself" <- girl who absolutely fucking cannot
#honest to god guys i probably need a caretaker#i struggle to eat#i struggle to sleep#i struggle to make myself meals#i struggle to do basic hygiene tasks like showering and brushing my teeth or hair#on top of that with mental health#im frequently having episodes where i need actual restraint and supervision for safety#i think i am probably in need of a lot more support#most likely in the form of a service dog and a at least part time caretaker#but i do doubt that thatll be support i ever get#disabled#disability#chronic illness#chronically ill#hpd safe#bpd safe#npd safe#ppd safe#<- since its directly related to my pds as well
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reaching out for help is extremely hard. i want to, but everything in me screams that my problems are too intense and i need to go through this alone.
#digital diary#neet#lifestyle jirai#girl failure#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#chronically online#landmine type#jiraiblr#jiraiblogging#jirai girl#jirai kei#jirai#actually bpd#bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#landmineblogging#landmineposting#landmineblr#landmine kei#landmine girl#lifestyle landmine
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i feel so empty that i feel like something is eating me from the inside out
please stop
i don't like this type of feeling
its starting to kill me from the inside out
i don't even know why i am upset in the first place
living in this body truly is strange
#thefallenstar.⚔️#bpd#borderline personality disorder#actually bpd#suspected bpd#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd safe#bpd vent#borderline thoughts#borderline personality traits#being borderline#borderline pd#actually borderline#chronic emptiness#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#sorry for being depressing#sorry for being annoying
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disability pride month userboxes part 1/5
posted these on insta throughout the month :3
#disabled#disability pride month#physically disabled#neurodivergent#autistic#adhd#chronic illness#disability aid#epilepsy#deaf#hoh#blind#vision impairment#ocd#misophonia#osdd#pots#chronic migraine#fibromyalgia#mutism#dwarfism#diabetic#bpd#npd#dpd#ocpd#avpd#hpd#ppd#aspd
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Why does it feel like I’m carrying the weight of the world when I can barely carry myself?
#dark quotes#mental illness#actually borderline#actually bipolar#mental health#actually cptsd#actually chronically ill#bpd mood#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd stuff#bpd#darkness#falling apart#trauma
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That chronic illness feeling where you don't want to die soon, but the idea of spending another 60 or so years in this body makes you want to scream.
#i don't know if i can take another 60 years of this#chronic illness#idiopathic hypersomnia#gastroparesis#ehlers danlos syndrome#bpd#chronic pain#borderline personality disorder#dysautonomia#p.o.t.s#i hate this#im just having a rough week with my mood#I'll bounce back#tired
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I'm sorry I let down my guard.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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