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OUGGGGHHHHHHH I was doing some talking with Hirasol and a little with Ruby about...HYPOTHETICAL s/is...
I was thinking that she could potentially be a bounty hunter! I'm thinking she might have even met Nai before the events that kick off the series, I think that'd be kinda interesting bcs both Nai and Vash have been around for so long but I'll probably decide on that later when I've watched more of the series!
The point is its...possible that he would have attempted to utilize her bounty hunting skills to go get Vash for him, and I'm thinking things get VERY unprofessional very fast lol. My s/i is probably very world-weary, a little tough on the outside from surviving in the wastelands for so long, similar to Eurydice from Hadestown. Except instead of an Orpheus she gets like The Worst guy sjjfkg like
I was a little hesitant bcs Knives...has problems ajfjf normally I'm all for people shipping with villains, it's no big deal. But idk hating humans and wanting to wipe them from the fucking planet seems like it'd make the relationship a little awkward but I also think it'd be fun if I was just his One Human. They're all awful and should be purged except for this one she's mine! Not sure it's love, but tbh I think my s/i would go for it despite him being a walking red flag cause she's just so Tired. It beats sleeping outside and keeping your gun under your pillow thats for sure ._.
#jane journals#self insert talk#crush: 🔪#IF YOU SEE THIS NO YOU DONT!!!#IM JUST RAMBLING A LITTLE#and listen. nai has his whole god complex thing going on and she wouldnt EXACTLY be an equal#but if she plays her cards right you never know#i think he has the potential to be wholly devoted or at least possessive lol#and im sure at first he thinks of her as a sort of pet#and thats sorta true but in the sense that a cat who hates u is still a pet and u cant help but love it#it sorta doesnt MATTER if it loves you back bcs its bewitched u body and soul#thats how im tryna be#tbh i think that metaphor could go both ways even#I DUNNO IM NOT WELL ABOUT THIS#IM WAITING IT OUT
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talking to my brother about quicksilver and i was like 'ik him and wanda are twins but he exudes little brother energy so much' and my bro Without Hesitation just went 'well thats what happens when you're the least favorite in the family' and he says this to me, the youngest in our family like 🧍♂️
#snap chats#i screamed honestly ajeLRKERAJ LIKE OH !! VIOLENCE youve decided violence tonight brother#AND HE'S NOT EVEN WRONG. my mom dont like me i know she dont she act like she do but fundamentally she thinks im gross#youngest of four thats me .... the beef between my mom and i is definitely more one sided but thats because i refuse to forgive but anyway#'snap is this just an excuse to vent about your mom' NO i just think its very funny ok let me laugh .....#pietro ive formed a kinship with you i fear. i too have the same exact face as the mfer i got beef with jvaeRLKVJAER#PLEASE i will make a comic about that at some point. i can finally project onto someone about this cause its the worst shit in the world#people tryna be nice or cute like 'aw you look exactly like X :)' like oh so you want me to die????? you hate me ???? you want me dead.#and you just gotta smile while thinkin Wow Wanna Say It Again I Dont Think I Was Psychically Damaged Enough The First Time#anyways i just thought that was the funniest thing cause my bro really didnt even think before sayin that... is that how he really feels ..#or did he just. forget i am the youngest ...w/e im ending it here before i start gettin petty ....#point is he Again accidentally said something incredibly funny and i was taken aback jvAWLKFJWRLKJA
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just whiteboard boys doing what whiteboard boys do....
#STILL TRYNA FIGURE OUT HOW TO DRAW THESE BOZOS!!!!!!!#I DID DO A TRAVIS but i scrapped it and decided id have to learn how to draw locs first#so he'll be next prob <3333#what does the 2 on dantes shirt stand for???????? you can probably guess /lh#BUT YEAAAAAAAH THIS WAS FUN!!! AND WAY EASIER THAN USUAL#im not like 100% happy w this but for lil whiteboard doodles i think i got wht i wanted to out of this#gar looks enough like himself#ik dante has blue eyes in canon. i did not forget i simply ignored it#OK LOTS OF LOVE MWAH BYEEEEEEE#aphmau#beverly says stuff#aphmau mystreet#mystreet#aphverse#aphblr#dante mystreet#laurance mystreet#garroth mystreet#zane mystreet#wanna do travis and the girls soon#i rlly rlly struggle with the girls even tho thats more what im used to for some reaosn#WE'll SEE#bev draws#whiteboard
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always remember to take white ppls opinion on ur gender with 10000 grains of salt. they Do Not Know, even if they're tryna be nice
#nnstuff#rambling#when i was tryna find a gender label as a teen i wanted one coined by a black person#tho i didnt know why. i just didnt relate to a lotta the other gender labels. thats how i ennded up with maverique#but i do know why now!! i know why after reading other black trans peoples wriitngs!!#also: maverique is just infinitely better than most gender labels#a lot of them were weird. they didnt work in sentences the way that maverique does#you can say im a man/woman/maverique. you cant say i'm an aporagender#the issue i had with so many of them was that they ended with Gender and like. thats not how i wanna use a word for my gender#i wanna have 1 word that means the thing like man/woman. so maverique is pretty good. also its sounds best#and the flag colors are good i like them#what was my point? whatever
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👁️🦎🎯
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#natsume yuujinchou#matoba seiji#natori shuuichi#horrible exorcists#sorry i couldnt think of a caption i literally sat here for like 2 minutes lol#usually i use a quote from the scene or a lyric from a song but in this scene they're just Looking#anyway FUCK architecture#really though this is csp's perspective ruler's fault. i shoulda just done this by hand#but i made it work. since it wasnt super super complicated lol#ummm i feel like natori looks like a baby ceo but that is what he was wearing at least in the anime version of this scene#and midorikawa's kind of vague about clothes so i made it easy on myself#but why are you rolling up to the exorcist meeting in a navy blazer and tan chinos?#his uniform color is tan so ig the pants could be from that but the blazer......#tryna represent the natori clan in front of the other exorcists ig idk#meanwhile matobas just in his gakuran lol#hes not the clan head yet so he can just be there as a kid#he even gets told off by takuma and called seiji-kun.....could you imagine like.#it's weird for him to not be matoba#anyway. um i completely kind of fudged the architecture because its hard to tell where exactly in the building this scene is and#i had a specific composition in mind#i only realized i messed up how the windows work like 3/4 of the way into lineart soooo#but thats the kind of thing only i would notice probably#btw i was originally drawing a different scene of them but i was faced with the reality of foliage.#and i remembered this romeo and juliet ass scene existed so#i chose architecture LOL#okay last thing. i feel like natoris haircut is too polished and nice but fr wtf is his canon hair#im doing my best LOL.........but boy#OKAY im done
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tf2 shitposting again
#tf2 scout#tf2 spy#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 fanart#tryna figure out how to draw him properly#i still havent drawn engie yet? idk why#procrastination is the name of the game#i came up with this before i found out that apparently the majority of the tf2 fandom are NOT spy fans#or#at least thats what ive seen#i mean like as in being attracted to him#i mean. idk#judging from the polls#i am definitely a spy fan#hes an arrogant selfish old man#but hes kind at heart#and thats all that matters to me#im still no. 1 sniperspy fan btw#working on. a fic as we speak#i WILL push forward#feeling extremely self conscious abt my art i did this in 10 minutes sorry its bad
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maybe an unpopular opinion but i like to think glinda WANTED to throw that torch in No One Mourns The Wicked HEAR ME OUT
they come out w a GIANT EFFIGY of her misunderstood best friend!! They're celebrating her death!!! And she's looking at this thing, and handed the torch and maybe she's thinking that she'd love to tear down the misrepresentation of her old friend, that maybe taking down this effigy will allow the people their peace and celebration, while allowing her friend to rest.
Like, burning the effigy is almost releasing elphaba of the wickedness that was thrust upon her.
(and also maybe glinda just wanted to get rid of that thing asap because of how fucked it was 🤷🏽♀️)
The whole song she's acting like she's just as happy as the rest of them, I can see the effigy being a last straw of sorts. So she's not burning her friend, she's burning the people's awful perception of her.
#cryptic ramblings#but thats just MY interpretation of the moment ☝️ obvi im not saying 'im right n everyone else is wrong' or anything#also based SOLELY on the movie lol ive not read the book and i dont remember if the stage version even has this bit 🤷🏽♀️#point is i just wanted to share how ive been looking at that moment 😊👍#shrug shrug shrug#dont come at me if u disagree its NOT that serious and engaging w media means getting different interpretations of it as well thank u ❤️#wicked#wicked 2024#(very hesitant to tag but for filtering purposes i shall bite the bullet ✊️)#(edit: 'dont come at me' as in dont start yellin n shit lol i do not mind a good discussion tho. im not tryna be hypocritical 👍)#(in case it sounded that way 🥴)
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i was told once that sometimes i have trouble fittin in with other fancontent makers because im seen as a “threat” (whatever that means) but trust me when i say i am not here to compete with yall. Zero interest in fact. i dont think fandom is meant to be a game of who can be the ‘best’ fan and im here to just yknow. contribute to a community :]
If it seems like Im loud and sometimes pushy about people seein my stuff its because im passionate about and proud of a with what ive made and i want to share with the other people who are also enjoyers of that thing!!
#delete later prob#i get like the. Ok we’re all tryna get work and stuff but theres a point where its like. why does there need to be a one person who#is *the* griian artist. or *the* artist for insert ship here#the only thing im competetive about is like streamin stuff/bein a mcyt but thats like unrelated#not to sound like an old man but#like i remember when fandom was all about like ‘we all like this thing and as long as we can be civil about it/not do harmful shit with it’#and not ok everyone is my competition and i need to be the best of the fans the favorite of the cc or i will die#idk it just. it just bothers me because#i feel like its hard to make friends in fandom nowadays when its all about#how many notes you get how popular you are#because then the automatic assumption is ‘oh you’re just tryna use me for views’ WHEN NO I JUST LIKE THE SAME OLD MAN YAOI YOU DO#salt tag#but yeah just. havin thoughts rn#ramblings from the heartsgone#lafakiwi talks
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RWD S4E9 SPOILERS
we really do be getting some incredibly fun new lightning flavours from VR-LA these past few episodes huh. anyway black necrotic lightning <3
#rolling with difficulty#vr-la rwd#vr la rwd#you might need to like. turn up the brightness on your device for this one im so sorry#i had my ipad brightness up pretty high and didnt realise how dark everything was#LOVE projects like this thats like#'how did you draw that' 'really specific custom procreate brush'#i love fiddling with custom brushes IDK#anyway no idea what a witch bolt is but the noise austin made when describing the necrotic lightning is *sending* me#for the past few weeks ive been stuck in the headspace of like 'well i kinda wanna draw (thing) but i've also got The ProjectTM'#'so i should probably just.. spend my time on that...'#but this scene was just like. yeah i gotta. i HAVE to draw this#'spooky VR-LA' is basically my summon at this point LMAO#lol my idiot ass was tryna airdrop this and the kyana goop shitpost from my ipad to my computer and#somehow accidentally also sent the qr code for my last online purchase bank payment (?????????)#art I made
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quick random poll because this has been bugging me since frontiers came out
cutscene in question -> X
#if you have stuff to say please tell me i wanna hear thoughts on this#not to sway the poll but its felt like such a weird cutscene to me and not right for their characters#but i dont know if i have any reasoning for it#something about how maybe knux is too trusting ? but he really hasnt been lately#tryna work it out in my head. different situations sonics been in and how hes handled them#he kinda just rolled with merlina. then again she wasnt directly working against him at the start. same with shahra#maybe im getting a mix of idws sonic in it and thats whats rubbing the wrong way#its got a similar feel to the whole 'i can fix them' attitude he has toward enemies and rivals in those comics that just isnt my favorite#dont want to get into idw arguments but it does bother me#rraaaaaa ive gotta stop trying to analyze sonics character its gonna drive me crazy#rambles#sth#sonic frontiers spoilers#anyway this is just genuine curiosity and asking for clarification if anyone does think its in-character and why#i like hearing thoughts on this stuff#can you tell its midnight for me
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i had this old man teacher in middle school who basically was Charles Xavier. i mean, he looked the part, he sounded the part, he acted the part- really the only difference was the lack of telepathy and he could walk. and the name i guess.
well i ran into him the other day and his recently wedded husband. they met when he was in the military forever ago and reconvened and inevitably tied the knot.
his husband’s name?
Erik.
i am being dead serious. a part of me evaporated.
What in the reddit story…….. youre yanking my chain SURELY…. But if youre not has his husband ever expressed revolutionary ideation or—
#snap chats#guys im scared im supposed to have class rn but no one else is here#and there was no sign on the door an i dont have access to our Class Board or w/e to check for announcements#sitting in a dark ass lonely ass classroom by myself drawing old people…. ill leave in twenty mins#not like id be doing anything else but i just wanna know if i missed somethin….#peopel usually get in this class like ten mins early esp my prof#the room crowds quick and its small as is so people usually want a good spot#I For Once left early to get My Spot but…. ill be so pissed if this the pnly time class was cancelled or somn CMON 😭#oh right the ask tho. WOSNWKS YOURE LYING I REFUSE TO BELIEVE YOU THATS WAY TOO COINCIDENTAL#if true get your ass a lottery ticket. and then throwme like idk 3k im tryna buy two statues#so funny if true… i refuse to believe it… but itd be very funny if true….#ok im fr scared have any of you ever played Bully#ok well yk when you do something bad in bully like Trespassing theres that like. ‘Trespassing’ thing blinking on your hud#THARS HOW I FEEEEL I FEEL LIKE ‘TRUENCY’ AND ‘TRESPASSING’ FLASHING ON MY SHIT HEEELP#w/e. anyway congratulations to your not-charles-xavier-but-close-enough teacher and his husband#so funny you say this tho i had plans on making a comic with a wedding joke…. the stars are alligning i fear..#BUT im finishing up one thing en so. another day…..
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ralph breaks the internet wouldve been peak if it didnt have a bunch of pointless product placement and better writing
#i like when media make like lil virtual worlds based around the internet and or computer stuff in general like thats what im kinda tryna do#i enjoyed some of those aspects in the movie . it also had a couple fun characters and designs#its just sad how OOC they made ralph 😭 why was he so clingy brah#atleast deltarune took the whole Internet/computer based world thing and made it silly
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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart
#summer camp tag#ace is a mess#i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic#the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad#doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining#im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart#i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no#she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it#cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical#but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears#but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation#we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills#and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing#we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out#do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from#shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle#instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine#im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch#and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look#but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified#she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation#but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god#ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭
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so funny like. realising u do the thing in ur art that you have wanted to do. does this make sense.
like i saw good texture and i was like yum! and now i absorbed that and i have texture in my art. you are what u eat 🙏
#sorry i am 2am incomprehensible#my issue with my art rn is that#i have Depth in this One Thing#but i dont know how to do anything else#and thats an issue FOR ME because im tryna get somewhrre#with all yhis#yeah anyways#sleepytime thoughts
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I saw a black blob moving very slowly at the corner of my eye so I was like: "??? What is that?" I glanced at it and the first thing that my head processed was "Oh a kitten" and then a split second after that thought my brain finally activated and went: "Wait a sec-- the gate is closed--" So I finally properly processed what it actually was and it was a rat... orz... Immediately chased it away and MAN do these guys fit in such tight spaces.
#aria rants#IT WAS WALKING SO SLOWLY TOO LIKE-- okay i guess the rat thought i wouldnt be able to see it if its moving so slow and quiet#well the problem is that the path is directly in my sight so i can see if anything happens at the corner of my eye no matter how slow it is#AND LIKE-- when i went to chase it away. most rats ive noticed would just Bolt right out but that guy kept walking SO SLOW#it even looked back and i swear if that rat can emote like a dog itd go 🥺LIKE??? im honestly impressed. thats the first ive seen one#that isnt immediately scared of people and would even look back like that but unfortunately for that lil guy. no pests allowed!#it went in and out from the veeery small and tight gap at the bottom of the gate which is such augh orz... and btw as i was making#this post the rat STILL tried to get in. i alrdy placed a rag by the gap to block it and when i looked it was moving up so that guy#is tryna FORCE ITS WAY IN! LIKE NOOO!!! STAY OUT WILL YA??? YOU HAVE OUTSIDE! I HAVE INSIDE! STAY OUT!
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RAHHHH
#thats it thats the posy#this person. making me lose my mind.#“what are u gonna draw buddy?” SKSKSKKSKSJSJDJDHHDHD :DD#idk why. thats gonna make me slip real bad and im tryna hold it ofd because 1. idk if theyre okay with it and 2. idk how to ask cus spooky#rhshhdhdhrhrkkdkrk dies#anyway they follow me here too. so....hii😰😰#oh im so dumb😭
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